Can You Feel It?

Ronski Speed is AbsoLutely AwesomE! Rocking set, awesome lineup of vocal trance. I guess maybe the sense of familiarity made it even better. Having to know quite a number of the songs just made it even sweeeter. Theres nothing like singing to the songs that you know. Oceanlab's satellite, Can't sleep A&B, Dogzilla's without you, Sarah mclachlan's Silence, G&D's Tracking treasure down,Cosmic Gate's Should have known, gosh, I screamed like a mad horse on steroids. I think I was over exited or over worked myself, I experienced some chest pain/cramps whatever and it was difficult to breathe. Wasnt the first time so it was cool. I knew it would go away soon and stayed in the mainroom not wanting to spoil anyone's fun. Patience is a virtue ey? yeah, wasnt very long after that, Ronski played his infamous hit, Incognition. See, good thing we didnt hang around outside =).

The company that night, needless to say, was AWESOME. Initially I thought it was just gonna be me, Krystal, William and Rachel. Turns out, Slinky, Vincent, Bryan Chin, Kel Li, Nat, Joel and Calvin made it too. Bet you guys had no regrets NOT changing venues after collecting tickets huh? Oh, Jace was there too...with...3...different girls. I think she layan-ed the girls more than the music. Bumped into Phui Leng as well too. She dropped by awhile, didnt stay for long coz her friends were over at velvet. Uh.. ok.. I think thats all the people that was there.


Oh, Did I mention that it rained like a bitch just b4 the event? Damn. I swear clouds hate the raining trio.hahaha. Wasnt raining b4 we arrived and it wasnt raining back at our homes. It rained in zouk, where the 3 of us were. crazy.


AND... entry was made possible by Fono kor. I would have been left stranded in the rain if he hadnt came to our aid. Hahah. Ok, I added alot of spices. But yeah, Still have to thank him for bringing me in. =) Btw.. Im not actually that tall, and he's not actually thAt short. We were standing on different levels. Tho I would have loved to keep it quite n not admit.ehehe. NEeEd to add also, Fono played a marvelous warm up set. Too bad it wasnt recorded. =
After the show, it was to the backstage, into the DJ console area for a little meet n greet Ronski session. William got his shirt signed, as usual.

And we, got our pictures taken with him. There see... now it shows how freaking short I am. Ronski had to bend down...to reach...DOWn to us. I can actually look up.. and still see him armpit if he stands straight. hahaha. I'm still recovering from that night. Voice is still... half missing and music is still banging in my ears.



Last night, I went for the Oktoberfest with my family in Deutches Haus, KL. It was grEat! We had so much meat and beer, its enough to last me for a week. German beer is sweet. I think I like it better than Carlsberg. First time I can lift up a glass of alco and cheers with my family. I'm all grown up. LOL. No more drinking coke with the rest of the kids while the adults cheers away. I want in. =) ANDDDDD.... while eating, good thing there was a TV just next to our table. I didnt miss a single moment from the match last night between Manchester United and Liverpool. Oh yes.. you all know how it went down. BWahHAHAhA.


GO RIO FERDINAND!

Euphonic

yAy! its the weekend.. its the weekend. *dances around* I woke up at like....12 today. God that feels so goood. As soon as class ended yesterday evening, I felt like im a new person.[not really new new.. but.. u get the point]. Went to Sri Kembangan for dinner.Yeap you got the right Sri Kembangan. Havent been in there since volleyball 4years ago! except for McDonalds. Traffic in there is shitty as hell. Anyways, we..me n William went there to look for William's buddy Eugene. After dinner we headed back down to 1U for movie with Slinky, KeLz, Nat and Joel. Rachel came along with Willie. We watched Open Season. Yeah. cool movie. Animation.. worth paying the 10 bucks to drool over.

Yeah, I was thinking of whether or not I should proclaim my stupidity to the world but heck, I dont care. So here it goes. I stayed up Thursday night to finish my video and 3D work. By the time i finished my video, it was about 5am. Feeling all tired the next morning, I exported the video file getting it ready to bring to college for submission. Unfortunately, my thumbdrive is too small, it couldnt fit in the 2 videos. Soooo... I took the very smart move to take OnlY the project file as I was running late for my Communications studies presentation at 11.30. My lecturer was on MC,[idiot] and I was gonna go to the lab to burn my videos into the disk. *jeng jeng jeng* my project files were empty because there was no original file. Projects files cant work without the original unedited file. So.. hard work staying up all night WastEdddd.*smacks head*. I told my lecturer how stupid I was.. thinking he would be pissed, since my work is AS usuaL..late already. He laughed. Damn.. I actually found it quite depressing. I finished my work! no excuses... but I didnt bring the file. Oh well.. at least he was nice enough to allow me till after the raya holidays. Mr. Mack is da bomB. Why on earth does 3A have a problem with him. hmmm.

Anddd.... for those who have not heard bout the news. Hot and Sizzzlinggg news. ARMIN VAN BUUREN is coming back! NOV 24th 2006!

Right after that.. we're all heading down to SINGAPORE for ZOUKOUT yeah! cmon ppl, lets all go.

Ferry's gonna make you feel like you're on FiRE![I know Slinky has felt that already..literally =p]

But first... tonight, I'm gonna go meet Ronnie Schnieder

a.k.a RONSKI SPEED. Meet you there!

Oh wait.. AnoTHEr thing. *attention* MODELS NEEDED! for my video assignment. Need someone who um..looks old? or is at the age suitable for marriage. 2 person actually. 1 female, one male. Ok I know NO female is gonna come up to me n say, "Hey, I look old enough". Its not meant to be in insult or anything...And I also know these days, people get married YOung. But this is a Public Service Announcement, it should make more sense to have someone at least of the age of 25?? to marry?? right?? I dont know, help me out please? I only have this raya week to shoot it. Drop me a message, ring, buzz,knock,mail...anything! hehe.. Your help would be SINCERELY appreciated.

Escape

Its 3.30 in the morning and I'm still awake. Not by choice definitely. I'm just taking a lil break, from flash. 3.30 in the freaking morning and i'm drawing nEMo stuck to a fishing rod. I think I'm supposed to present it tomorrow morning, not too sure but I guess I could be excused due to that...meeting with RMIT reps and class reps. At times like these I hate doing unnecessary crap. Here I am PACKED with workload and I still have to go survey the course for the RMIT people. Yea sure they're doing this for the betterment of the course...our welfare, whatever..but..but... sigh. Malas. Its just 2 more days till I'm... 60% free!! Actually after tomorrow, there isnt really mucH left. Anyways, I had a presentation today. 2D imaging, which is photoshop class to be exact. Supposed to be some..innovation poster. my quote "be different from others" I had the concept..but execution wise.. kinda failed. William helped me do some LASTTT minute work to cover my ass. Look what came out.


I thought it was pretty cute. Unfortunately, the lecturer thinks its some water tumbler...
=___=". At least I has something to present. hhehe. Mr Elson's a nice guy...gARhhh.. I'm very tired and sleepy. I've been getting an average of bout 3 hours of sleep a day since Saturday. I'm getting ulcers and im biting myself alot. Drink more water? yea..I know. The world's telling me to do that. I will I will...when I remember. =) So... I should get back to work now. Its late and the RMIT people shouldnt have to see a zombie tomorrow. Good night all....

These Days

$%&#%^!$# WhAt in the blue hell happened to my taggie board? Tag-board closed down or what? Bah.. Anyways, I'm sick n tired of doing my stupid 3D, modelling the fugly school block-like building. WHo in the right mind would wanna buy my building? hahaha, people who likes our Malaysian government schools probably. Should have came out with something more interesting. But I was too concern bout whether I could make it happen in 3ds Max. hmmm...bad move. Next Monday onwards, its Hell for me. Monday,flash presentation..progress? 0%. Tuesday submission for 2D imaging...progress? 0% I dont even have my sketches yet! Also, submission for comm.studies2 company report. Ok at least thats ABOUT done. Wednesday, another flash presentation. Progress? 3%. hehe, I've only made the buttons. Thursday...Comm.Studies final exam. OMG la..I dont even know how to write the essay. Ok, this time people... lEave the CHuBBy alone for this week, please do call me again on Friday after 5Pm to check if I'm still alive. After that we all go party ok? I hear Zouk calling me again. BEHOLD!! Encik Ronski Speed.

err... maybe I'll consider going for the Holloween party as well. Since I missed the terror last year, I wanna see whats installed for us this year in the dungeon on tortures. Friday right after my class, IF I'm not too dead tired by then....

So... anyone to accompany me?[besides Krystal...she is ignored] =)

Color Me Beautiful

I woke up as usual and got ready for class, the curtains were left open and I couldnt help but notice the bEautiFul color of the skies outside. yeah, everywhere is the same shade of gray. As, I was driving, I was debating whether I should take a picture n write this log. Even if I miss this haze report, Theres bound to me another haze problem next year anyways. haha. But I feel that, this year is worse than last years. So in it goes in to my archive. PLUS PLUS... I cant take my morning puff while driving, I'm afraid of those gray clouds. This is something, even the raining trio cant help.


Looks kinda like DOooMs day doesnt it? Like this is the realm of hell, its burning so hard that you can only see the smoke, feel the heat and smell the shit. hahaha [sorry, syok sendiri..]

In A Crowd Of People

Its the weekend again. Nothing happened this weekend, except lil minor stuff. We'll start with Friday. Besides the usual long-winded 3D class, Friday night was spent with the family to celebrate the belated birthday of my dear sister. Smart me, brought the camera, but didnt charge the batteries. It died as soon as I turned it on.[switched it on, In case some of u ppl think Differently] We went to Pantai Seafood Restaurant[where else]. Ate like a cow. Cant deny that the food there is the BOMB la. ESPECIALLY that crab...that...er..cheese sauce in that claypot. God knows what its called. OH and also their fried rice... and steamed fish...and.. everything else.There was also the place that I came across this....creature.

Pretty Expensive food. I was thinking probably would look nice,or something

This creature...is that expensive stuff. When my sister described it as something that looks like a penis, she wasnt kidding.

Sat, hmm.. Saturday was spent shooting my split screen assignment for video. Before that, I met up with Sudar at Low Yat to get our DV cable. Cant depend on other people's wire anymore. I got my own firewire port as well. So now, no more patty excuses. I have both the 4pin and 6pin port. Anyways, outside of Low Yat, 8tv was having some kinda...road show I think. There was a stage there and we heard, that Daniel sing. Sudar said he didnt turn out as bad as what others said. Dont know. I wasnt paying attention to him, or his singing. I was busy looking at those.. lil booths. From far, I thought they were HUGE ass flies, I went closer to have a peek, on the top of the box it reads, B-Man. That was what it said on the outside. Inside....

Man covered in bees. Wonder what joy he finds in doing that. Wasnt really THAT amusing. I think spinning plates on a stick in your mouth is a much better stun.hehe.

Ok well, thats all for this weekend. Its monday again tomoro, another week closer to all my dead-lines. I should stop now and finish my work. Not to mention, my lecturer is talking me online right this moment. Good thing she didnt ask bout my work tomoro. eheheh. CHaoOoO

Curb It

I was at MDC yesterday for some class trip. It was cool and all, Virtual Reality, Sgi super computers, 3D animations. All the technology basically. But what was cool was something I saw outside of the building. THIS....


I dont know how can the driver not notice that one wheel was up the curb. Maybe the fella does it everyday, coz there are tyre marks all over the curb.

Here, if u cant see it, this picture should help...

How cool is that...Malaysian drivers.... sigh.

Wake Up

Last night, Krystal's dad asked me, where's my new love? I said, I didnt have any. He thought I was hiding something, seems pretty sure that I'm not telling him or Krystal anything. But I was really truthful. I wanted to tell him that I'm still pretty shaken from the previous relationship. Its been a long while, but I can still feel the fear. Love now to me, means foolish. People do too much, when they're in love. And in the end, its me giving it all and people taking advantage of that. Other people in their own lovey dovey world is fine with me. Of course I do not go around pointing fingers at them while screaming "FOOOL!". Its just me, and what I feel it has done to me. Yes, people move on. I've moved on. Its just some kind of battle scars that stays with you, eventho you've healed. I've been given a different angle to look at.

I dont know when will I be able to accept "love" in my life again. Or rather HOW I'm going to accept it. I'm certainty not ready. I guess I was never ready when it hit me back then. [yea, so just boolean the shit, loft n extrude it to make something new huh? 3D people] If I can boolean, loft and extrude my brain, that would be good. "Everytime I see you in my dreams, I see your face you're haunting me"

Krystal, see this is what you do to me when you wake me from my nap. Btw, how do you write a 1500 report on a company? I dont think I've ever talked so much bout something. I know you can talk alot, come help me write this report. hehe. And, leave me alone this weekend. I have work[s] that's over due, need to buck up. Lazy fatty crab la. Postpone to next week again. heeheh. *pats little girl's head*

BullSHIT

Check this shit out people. This is a whole load of Bull Poop. If Tiesto IS really dead, we would have seen his face all over the news. He's not just some punk ass that dies off quietly. Drunk driving is really... not like him. The news got my heart pouNding like a mad dog, then I saw this...



Thank God its just crap. It would be horrible..devastating to the trance world...had he died. Now I can smile again. eheheh =)

Public Presentation

This is a video of my assignment for video class. I was thinking of fetching some comments and criticism so that I could improve on the next video. If anyone one out there reads this and feels free to spare a lil moment to help me thru, please do watch the video. I've embedded the video here, but not sure if it works...




If it doesnt work... well...Here's the link.
CLicK CliCK
Btw, the video quality has been reduced tremendously because those hosting sites only allow 100mb maximum. My original video is 845Mb. hehe. =) Thank YOu!

The "Charm"

Yesterday at lunch, A kind flying soul left me a nice present. yEs, those feathered-flying-idiots pOoOPed on me. I'm still wondering if threes any crap in my drink since it was whitish o.0

I was told getting crapped on by birds is sOME kinda good luck, meaning money is coming in. Now im no superstitious believer. I nEarly got the total opposite of my luck. I nEaRly lost my 450bucks that I needed to pay Navin. Besides that, I'm broke as hell so IF the bird shit really works, its a mighty fine time to work now.

Anyways, plans on goin for fatty crab probably sometime next week...anyone interested? let me know. As for now, I'm gonna drowN in mountains high of assignments. AADDDIIOSSSSS =)

Remember Remember The 21st of September

Its been a year. So much have changed. If I had a wish, I wish it didnt turn out this way. There It goes, something that we'll NEVER have again, gone as quickly as it came, just like the seasons.

"how can you forget the times we've shared"

how far would I go,
If I had to forget all I know,


I shut down.....

My Surprise

Last yesterday after class, I had a msg from Iylia. So I decided to lepak awhile with him, since I didnt have any plans anyways. Then later that evening, Jade called and asked to go for a drink. I agreed since I was gonna go with Iylia anyways. I thought it was gonna be some small lil gathering to countdown. I was wrong. I was heading in for some surprise. First, mOre and moRe people started to turn up. There was like... close to 15 ppl or more. Then 12am. Calls started to come in, Messages. Then I saw it. Something brightly lit at the bar. Jocelyn and Shan was standing there with a cake in hand. It was totally unexpected. I thought I was just gonna stay home, finish my homework and go to sleep. But what I got was a surprise, Lots of people coming to see/wish me and PRESENTS! happy happpyyy chuBBy.

I dont think I've gotten so many presents since a child. I'd have to say, the most impressive present of all would be from Fono. Its a polaroid camera. How cool is that? I was speechless. They were right, I could never have guessed what it was.haha, how can you not love my big brother huh? =) I absolutely lovEd every single piece of gift given to me. The lava lampe, the nice brown shirt, the damn cute ashtray[no im not quitting tomoro!], the photo frame [its sitting on my comp table now], the CAKE!. Not forgetting all those lil writtings in cards. Thank you all, for not only remembering this day but to even bother spending some money on me. Thank you all for the calls, and the messages and those to turned up at DeCanter. *BIG HUG TO EVERYONE*


Thanks to J8 and gang for planning the outing. =)


S.O.H.A.I.S







Hold up..there will be part 2. hehe.

To Shan Bings

My dear weird friend whom I share great times with,


Happy Birthday

Its been so nice, knowing you. Its nice also that you're younger than me, or all of us. So for us to know you allows us to bully you sometimes.hehe. As I get to know you better, I am more than thankful to have great friends like you. Happy birthday again. Have a great one shannie bings.

BTW...


stop trying to steal my chair when you're tipsy.

hahaha... see you this sat.[or earlier] Hope this wouldnt be out last joined celebration. Its fun with you around. =)

Grr...GrumBLe GrumbLe

How could this be...?? =( This is not happening!! omfg..#$&@%!@#$~# KNNCBPMCH~!!! I was so sure... so confident.. damn it. =

Depressing...

Wonder

Rave raves raves. Either they DONT come at all... or they bloody all come at once. Thirst tomoro night, I wont be going. The thing about having all these events coming at once, you have to make a choice. SO... sorry Groove Armada. Your superstylin aint styling me enough to go. I'll wait for Revelation then. Coz all the Zouk DJs are spinning. Maybe I'll make a biG biG banner to support them. HaHHAha...But i think maybe they'll be embarrased =p. Since its organized by the same people that organizes zoukfest, and PLUS PLUS Fono is spinning.... FONO KOR KOR... i want tickets plEAsE? hehehe. I guess the only bad thing bout Revelation is that.. its in that same crappy marina as ther PD rave last year. Cant remember what rave it was. I know Scott Project performed. I didnt like the whole idea of it being there. Maybe because I had some bad experience last year, and for me to go back to that place.. I'm not sure if I will enjoy myself. I sure hope I do. At least I know this time, I'm goin with a more...familiar crowd.

College. Assignments are starting to become a burden. All the subjects are now moving towards the final project. I guess the only assignment that really interests me is video. But it aint easy. Its not just bout taking the camera and pressing the record button. Theres so much more to that. And my group, we've decided to change the whole concept of our video. This time, I have to say, it touches me inside. In someways... it kinda reflects my life. SOME ways.

Have you ever felt that you're stuck in a place that you dont belong, and there's no way out?

Have you ever felt that, life... is a terrible nightmare that you cannot wake up from?

On the outside you MAY have done what others would regard as the best acheivement, but deep down inside, you've never really found what you're looking for.

SpeedZone!

Welcome to Speedzone 2006!

Okie dokie, time to update bout the rave. Probably the most happening thing that has happened to me since Tiesto. Right, how should I begin? Lets start with desription of the event. Well, I think the place is inappropriate. Loads of reasons as to why I said that, but I suppose everyone has covered that already. I have nothing else to add. Ditto to the walking part and the arena-is-too-freaking-small part. The drinks was not too bad tho. Beer prices cant be helped. 15bucks is rather standart for rave events these days. But the bottle was interesting. I couldnt drink much coz I was driving, so..=\ Anyway, no alco is fine coz Blank&Jones and Gabriel&Dresden played awesome sets respectively. Although there were some fuck ups, which was entirely NOt their fault, they rocked. ALL of us were singing to whatever that we know. As the rush comes, Tracking treasure down, Beautiful things, it was mental. I dont deny I had a good time. BUT..BUTTTT.... G&D, B&J arent the only DJs playing that night, YOu know, they always have someone doing the opening and closing. Well... I'm sorry to say, Mistress Barbara just didnt perform up to standards. Everything else was pretty much good. The company was just awesome too. =) So I shall not complain anymore.

okok, I know no one wants to read all my crap. So here, some pictures to keep you entertained.


the VIP area.. looks kinda like stairway to heaven huh?


the mainstage/DJ console


sorry bout the mouth...was booing the camera-man. hehe


This wasnt even half of the people that was there.

people missing were..Roxanne,SLINKY![how come I dont have a pic with u], Rachel, Emma, Nita, Bryan Chin, Eddie Tang uh.. I cant remember. Sorry bout the bad memory. Dont emo with me ok?


Check out Vincent and Calvin doin their thangg'


I want to take that home

And that is all....See you in the next rave. =)

Tracking Treasure Down

I'm GOIn to PArTY~~!!!! wahoooo

Du What U Du

I actually find that having a certain responsibility is quite fun. I guess from yesterday onwards, I'm officially the class rep, as I thought all the while it was a joke. How on earth can I be the class rep? Well, it all started one morning on the second week of classes. I was playing with the Mac's start button. Jakun me has never touched a Mac before this and I the start-up sound...um... interesting [I'm easily amused,so I've been told] So, my lecturer commented that I was hyper, and suggested that I should be the class rep. How serious could that have been? NO one was in class at the time. Maybe bout 4-5 people. It wasnt even on majority vote. I think if it was, I wouldnt have been.

As weeks passed by, with all the RMIT business, signing up for the RMIT student card, enrolling, people kept pushing me to collect the forms, inform my classmates and stuff. And yesterday, I had to go for a meeting with the RMIT reps, LUCT staff and other ADoM class reps.Damn.... but the meeting was quite amusing. As they get older, they have more to say. Sem 6 students had so much to complain that the whole piece of A4 paper wasnt enough to accommodate it all. As for us freshieesss, the 2 of us, had minimal complains. I wasnt actually gonna say much, but since the seniors started first, it gave us some inspiration to go on. Commenting not JUST the computers but bout the lecturers as well. Nothing bad really, just that some people are really monotonous while some moved too fast. Thats bout all. In week 12, there will be another meeting and maybe I'll have more to say... we'll see.

This week, we were also given another task by our dear old video lect. This time, its a group assignment to shoot a video. It revolves around the cat. Instantly, I had a plot on what to do with the cat. I know if I say anymore, I would be able to feel Krystal's eyes shooting daggers at me. I shall not reveal much bout the video just yet. Shall not let excitement ruin everything. I need to go think bout how to shoot it as I am... but the DoP. Thats Director of Photography for those who dont know. hehee. And William is the Director. Maybe we should go get those director chairs ey? haha. Thats a thought. I really hope we do well in this task. The idea, like William would say, is havoc. I just hope we can make the audience feel what we're feeling.

Alrightey...this post is becoming REALLLYYY long. I should end now, bout my newly assigned responsibilities. Till I have anything else interesting to say. tata.

The Passing

When I saw the news last night, I was shocked. 2 days ago, I read that there was good progress, but then while everyone was busy celebrating their merdeka, Chief Rev.K. Sri Dhammananda Nayaka Maha Thera, passed away. As a member of TRYBS, I felt ashamed that I had to know the news from the newspapers. Chief, you may not know who I am, but I know who YOU are. May you be well and happy. Rest in peace.

A Curse On Me

I really shouldnt be in front of the comp at this time. Guess what? I went to the clinic...AGAIN. this is my..um 4th time in 7weeks. Gosh, whats wrong with me. Then sometime this week, I've gotta go back there to get my blood tested. Doc said I might have some problems with my white blood cells, or some shit like that. Sigh...Its torturing. I think I've given so many MCs that my lecturer would probably think I faked it, or bought the MC from soMEwhere. No no... I'm innocent. Sick and innocent. I hope by next week, I would be well enough for my Video class. We're gonna go shoot some stuff outdoors and I'm pretty darn exited!. PLus, this weeks homework, I need to create my own alter-ego. You people have any idea what I should do? What do you think is my alter-ego? Help me out please?

Ok, well, thats all I'm gonna say this time. I need to go crawl to bed. my muscles are killing me. Stupid fever.

Outdated Smack

Boriinnngggggg....I think ever since my main computer went for upgrades, I havent been blogging consistantly. I'm letting everything go. badd badd. I still have pictures stuck in my camera. lets see.. *checks camera* Marco V at zouk...then, Julienne's farewell/belated birthday lunch, Slinky's bday. Thats what I remember. If theres anything else, I guess we'll have to wait till my memory RetuRns [IF it does]. Ok la... since Slinky's thingy is still so fresh, shall elaborate alil before I forget.

It all started with dinner at Chilli's. I was roaming around the parking lot for at lEAST 35 mins b4 I got a place.*patienceisavirtuepatienceisavirtue*. Met up with William the wu..Pussy at Italiannis first because he's afraid he doesnt know anyone at Chilli's. By the time we arrived at Chilli's a whole big group was already there,not to mention already eating. Hungry/bitchy/grouchy me kept a straight face, wished the old man, and ordered my food right away. Guess what I had? Lamb Shoulders yo! ok lame. But it was the bomB la, eventho I couldnt finish it. ok bla bla bla, managed to convince slinky to have SOME alco, thanks to William, then more cam-whoring, chat alil, then wondered around the outside of Chili's waiting for the TIME to wish miss Cheryl. The timing obviously wasnt accurate because, God knows who's watch we were supposed to follow. Countdown also can RE-Do. Then we moved on to Centrepoint Mcd to um... BUm for a bit and after that, we moved on to AC. where, we played some foos. The chubby came home at approx. 4.30 am. The End. *phew* that was rather long.

Ok, so I've also met moRe friends/bloggers/crazy people. hehehe. Good example would be Penny. Who arrived at AC, HIGH, challenging us to a game of CS but then dissapeared after she said that. Later when she was sobEr, kacau me bout SChMoking padahal she also chimney what... =\. haha, nice meeting y'all. Sorry, takda pictures. I didnt bring camera. Unless there are some kind souls there who would send me some =). GoOD nites

Picture in The Mind

A funny feeling has been creeping up on me the past few days. The feeling of knowing what this day means. The memories of what used to be. A year ago, I was wishing someone on this special day. This time, I'm sitting in the hall watching tv. As the clock striked 12, my alarm rang. Its time. So here is a wish for you. Happy Birthday....wherever you are. Enjoy.

The First Time

This is the first time I understood the meaning of "everlasting and unchanging". To me, it means hurt. A feeling that is literally everlasting and unchanging. Something that you DONT wake up the next morning feeling all better. Something that doesnt go away when you overdose on ice cream. Something that doesnt fade away no matter how many whores you've banged. Something that is given to you, by the one person who can take it all away.

And that is the first time, I couldnt have gone wrong.

I sit all alone in this room
As memories unfold

Tears streaming down my face again
This pain never grows old

Some say it's a state of mind
But it's my heart that really hurts

Do they sit alone in the dark?

Or stare into broken mirrors
Thinking it's the pieces of their heart

This is the story of my life
The saga of my tears

A story told a thousand times
Remade over the years

Music and such

So I havent been updating for awhile. Cant say that I was too busy to blog, its more like... I dont have anything interesting to update coz I dont do anything interesting anymore besides waking up for college,thats interesting. The only interesting thing that happened was during the weekend, which by now is called last weekend and the weekend b4 that. I went for jAzz fest. Last week's show was better than the week before, with Shelley Leong and Jazz Oddysey. And then it was followed up with John Thomas and band. AwesomE! Jose Thomas came back to play as well. Little did me n Jocey knew, they are father and brother to a schoolmate of ours. Some people have awesome families....whatever.


Behind all those metal. JOHN THOMAS


Jazz fest! Nisha Tham on back-up vocals. *claps claps*

it was also to celebrate Nisha Tham's bday.

birthday girl was protecting her cake...


coz this was what it said.


she turned 22 btw


I know she loves me.haha

That was pretty much all. Oh have I mentioned that I hate my 9-8pm classes? yEa, its torturing, mentally. I'm learning sO many new things, all the programs, my brain cant take that much of shit in a day. 9 hours of class, 9 hours of staring at the comp screen, 9 hours of trying to absorb information, and 9 hours of trying to understand how those new lil creatures work. GooD lord, help.

Another July

Today is back to college day. Just got my timetable, and GOD its inSAnE! Eventho I have a day break BUT theres no need to keep us in the Lab till 8 FREAKING PM~~!!! *cries* thank goodness its not on a Friday hahaha. I'd rather go for classes everyday or have other day till 5 than to stay till 8. #$^!#$~#$. Plus I have 7 subjects this sem. Killer. Assignments are gonna kill me. First day today wasnt too bad. I only had 45mins of class, but assignments have been handed out. What do u know, mind maps again. And I also learnt that the labs are FreAking cold. I need to shop for more long sleeves and sweaters to survive this sem coz ALL my classes are in the lab. Look out, in coming computer gEeK. Oh well....I DO miss college..classes and all. But the sudden sHOck I got from looking the timetable was such a turn off.haha. Aight. Just received a call from the uncle Fono. DoTA. =)

Till The End

Theres nothing like playing back an old song, getting absorbed into the melody, the soothing voice and lyrics.

I woke under the cover of darkness
Looked up into the television sky tonight
I wandered through the city alone this
Rain wouldn't stop, I couldn't dry my eyes
I cried

I went to the edge of town
Over bright highways where the traffic was the only sound around
While my eyes were looking at the ground
I could see pictures of you floating all around
I didn't doubt

Who is the one to blame
Why is it that you never say
...when the feeling leaves
...if you're through with me

As I'm walking through the rain
Cold tears falling down my face
...like the autumn leaves
...on a windy day

I believed in miracles,when you were around.
but my hopes, dreams and inner self died,
the day you threw it all away.
Somewhere in time I knew,
Nothing this good will ever belong to me.

I still hear the whispers in the silence of my room
Heaven help me cross this endless sea
"Thanks for everything"
were your last words you said to me.

I would give the very breath from my chest
To give you all the things that my mind couldn't bear

What I feel inside,
It is what I know.
And it has no filters

There’s just too much that time cannot erase

When it’s said and done, i'll bet there's bound to be a better one

OkaY! so Mr.Postman did his job well. Either that, or Uncle Lim ordered the mail to be sent by Post Laju, Coz I got my results yesterday.Seems like Subang ppl got theirs on the same day too. Not bad not bad. I'd have to say, the results shocked me AGAIN. The one which I thought I was gonna either fail or do badly, hehe, I got a B. hohoho. Godlike. UNFORTUNATELY, creative studies n Design studies I got a C. KNNCB. must have been the journal la. sigh..... Anyho, No Fail is an event to celebrate.Furthermore, my average increased from last sem,which means I improved. HAHAHA. TAkE tHAt! MONSTER KILLLLL~! Aight,enough with the DoTA shit.

Last night I had dinner with the family at Terminal 3,the old airport. Seafood there was pretty good. Then daddy InSISTEd that I go to the doctors because of my cough. After that, its over to Jace's hse for the twins' birthday celebration. By the time I got there, Jace was...almost there[seeing stars]. I stayed till the clean up and puking session was over, and put Jace to sleep. Sadly I foRgot to bring my camera, so I'll have to wait till I get pictures from ppl, IF I DO get them. =)

till then... *hops around with joy* *hops hops hops hops*

Penang!

Here is the update on Penang.Finally got some pictures and I cant wait for the blackie, so here goes.


At the jetty we bid our goodbyes to Langkawi


So we have arrived in Penang.


crossing over from mainland to island

and we ATE as SOON as we arrived over at the island. Talk bout greed. hehehe.

fooood

There was this gush of wind that suddenly came in and blew all the leaves n twigs into our food.Good thing we were.... 90% done.ohh...the food....

Look at the aftermath...

We checked into this nice place RIGHT next to the beach, and we could still hear the waves when we go to bed. Sooo peaceful. Its like sleeping ON the beach, except with beds,aircond,blanket...bla bla bla.hahaha

the view from our balcony


Then we went Clubbing


All is good with drinks n music


nice bar.

We were introduced by William to his friends and godbros who were very nice. They took us around and layan us while we were there. They're heaps of fun.

The people we met in Penang

Missing in the picture includes, Momo, Danny[lolong]...err... thats all i remember. AwesomE. Must make another trip back there. NExt round, ZOUKOUT! whos in with me?! =)