On A New York City Night

WARNING.... for thoSE..who have limited bandwidth...hahah u should stop now...

Ok...last Thursday, I went..from Mardigras to Maison. Mardigras around 10 to meet Seng n we had some black lable...they were having some fullmoon party or someshit.. boring. So left for Maison at bout 11.30, to actually to meet my friend, Alfred. But he gotta go by the time I arrived. Nevermind that, Nat and Kelli were on the way so, its all good.

We decided to open a bottle of Bacardi Apple. Woo hoo yeah... I went crazy with the drink. Bottle finished in a blink of an eye. Also in that blink of an eye..I totally lost my memory. Those 2 monkeys damn smart. Catch me to camwhore when I'm high. Normally, I wouldnt even take more than 5 pictures, but that night, there seemed to be ALOT....however, I dont remember 80% of it. Nasty. But despite my CANNOT MAKE IT[CMI] face, I think the pictures were kinda cool. It was just so.... um happy.


Vee Lyn and her friend Farah... also joined in the fun. I remembered that she was drunk...but apparently, I was worse.hahaha.

A VERY happy picture of Nat, Kelli and Me. ahahha

I remembered after the bottle of apple, I bought beer. I have no idea why was I that crazy. Beer after all those drinks = nono.

THOU shall NOT steal my BEER!! Makes chubby an angry Chinchilla.

SEe.. leave my beer alone and I'm happy. meeEt Yoouuu TherEe~~

uh.. Dont know what this is about. Must me someone making alot of noise or something. A very typical pose, back when the soundsystems were around.

K to the O. I hope...there was no puke or any sort of disgusting things on that sofa.

o.O I have no idea who those ppl are. Dont think I've seen them in my life. Why am I posing with them...?

even MORE of the crazy camwhore session I had....tsk tsk tsk... maybe I'm secretly a camwhore afterall. ahhahaah.

Havent got the pictures for Global Gathering yet.... next time.

I watch the sky turn black to blush
Head still spinning from the rush
Of all the things I did the night before

Paul Van Dyk

Up The Wall

I am back.. from Malacca, for.. I'm sure most people would know. And it just reminded me, of how nice it is to be AWAY from here.Even just for a little while. Cant stand my parent's SHIT sometimes, especially my DADs. I am 21 and I'm tired of the whole I-am-the-man-of-the-house-i'm-always-right nonsense. I did NOTHING wrong and I dont deserve the "warm" welcome home greeting I got. More like.. I didnt know what went on, dont know what they were being upset about and what all that shit was for.Yes I got a new video camcorder to work on, thanks... but if that is in exchange for the shitty attitude I received, I'd rather have non of that material shit. I cant understand them, and they sure cant understand me. Talk about family bond. It is only nice and peaceful if I OBEY EVERY DAMN THING.

I'm tired, stressed out from friends getting lost, taking 4 freaking hours to get home from Malacca, I really...dont need non of that shit. I may have had a nice time away, but THANKS for ruining my whole god damn weekend.....motherfucker......

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Is there something I'm missing? Why does it feel like there isnt any communication? Sometimes I feel like I AM some alien they found on the streets and decided to keep as their child. They never seem understand anything about me, and all that misunderstandings, just lead to more and more agitated talk, until... talking, isnt the word to describe the noises coming out of our mouths. I am..was pissed beyond limits but truth is, I'm alil hurt inside. I am just....tired. Mentally and physically. I think I'll disappear for a couple of days. Anyone free to have dinner with me this week?

Sweet, Sugar, Candy....girl?

okok, I know I'm pretty late here. But since I'm very "busy" and I have "no time" to blog, I shall be forgiven. 25th October, that is...Yesterday.??[I'm not that late afterall] is my dear rubbish friend's 21st bday. Yeah...we're all finally 21. except for smalls [slow mo]. I think we've had a fair share amount of interesting bdays together. Especially youRs, back in school. Its been fun celebrating with you through all these years, and I only hope for more to come.

Your....bimbo-ness never seize to amaze...and amuse me. Some things that I cannot imagine a normal girl to do this fella jumps right into it. Sometimes I dont know if i should hide my face and claim not to know you, or just be proud of it. ahahhaha. Ok, its your birthday, I shall not be mean. Of course I'm proud of it......or..we wouldnt still be friends for so long.*pats Jinyin's head*



And since you've been gone, My nights out have been...er..alot less? haha Nah.. it hasnt, its just been less interesting, yeah. That was 06-07 NYE at Zouk. Looking forward for this year's NYE =)

Zoukout in Singapore....but I guess you cant make it back in time.

Well... all I can say is that.... Have a GreaT... or I hope you had a great bday over there. If it isnt enough, we have round 2 back here remember? hehehehe. I dont know what else to say la... I'm not good with words. I hope you miss me. ahhahahaha

and yeah... I know you love me. hahaha.. Happy 21st lap sap!

50 cent Wonders

Do we need AnyMore reasons to drink? hmm... warsteiner... yum =)

Speak In Sympathy

The summer breeze blows soft and slow
and in my arms, I know, you know
the tender seeds we so gently sow
can only wonder what went wrong

and when I'm lost, you speak in sympathy
and when I'm tired, you breath life into me
and when i'm hurt, you put your arms around me
and when I'm cold, you find the warmth inside of me

the morning dew lies on the leaves
and what's left between is you and me
the sun grows strong and it speaks to me
you're the only lover I ever need to hear

and so the trees stayed in the breeze
and I find strength in all I feel
the softest touch you give to
you're the only lover I ever need to hear

and when I'm lost, you speak in sympathy
and when I'm tired, you breath life into me
and when i'm hurt, you put your arms around me
and when I'm cold, you find the warmth inside of me

Solar Stone - Speak In Sympathy

my new addiction. I have no idea why this song captures my attention. Its not the usual melodic kinda thing that I like. But its just.. oh man.. its just captivating.

Of Big Dutch People

Last week was pretty hectic. People's birthdays, Maison, Bamboo, more birthdays and the closing Sunday, Armin at Zouk. I'd say, he did play better than last year. More banging stuff apparently since Remy started off progressive and left Armin with a rather banging start. Armin, as usual, takes a lil while to hit the note. So when it finally did the last hour or so, it was just good shit. World no.2 people. Sorry for those who weren't there. I suppose, you DID miss out alot. Its one of those nights, that I had no/not much drinks to go together with the fun. Had some massive stomach pain after Kelli's place and decided to stay off alcohol for awhile. So yes, I was the driver for 2 very retarded but funny people and while in Zouk, babysitting a even more retarded bitch. Sigh...It is not until the last final half hour when all the retards were nicely sitting on the sofa, that I could just let go and jump. Heck, it was the closing already, if not now, never. Plus, we left slightly early.

So, no "hey Armin, good stuff". Didnt even get to catch a glimps of him that night, this time. Not until the next day.....



We met him at the hotel lobby, had some ShoRt small talks and some pictures, shoke some hands and bye bye. I'm still clearly upset about not having my State of Trance 2007 album with me for him to sign it well... because I seem to have pretty irresponsible friends. I had nothing for him to sign. My dissapointment level was off the charts. Oh well, nothing I can do now. He's halfway around the world by now. Maybe next year.

After meeting Armin, we went over to 1U for movie, Bourne Ultimatum. Pretty good show, couldnt get video outta my head. After the movie, we had some snacks at the monday pasar malam at ss2 as we were not really hungry. Sent Jean home and AC, was our next target. Sat there from about 12 up till 5 plus. Bond came n join us. I didnt realise time passed by so fast. We were just sitting and talking.hmm.. oh well... this was what we had.

Guess which one's mine? hehehe

Ok.. its the semester break this week. But I really should be doing my work as the datelines and presentations are around the corner. So, shall go n eat n start work. Adios everybody....*looks left...looks right* no one... *hangs head n walks off*

South Side The Mall~~!!

fuuh... well ya look at that. Its been so darn dull in here, I can smell fungus in my own page. Ok that was lame. Anyways, I'm here to bring some entertainment. If you're in need of a gooood laugh. Check out this video. Even if you're not in need of a laugh.. you still can watch...advisable.


thats the song from Death Note btw...

also check this out. Super semangat guy.



man.. i love YouTube.

When Sunrise Never Comes Again

I dont know if its me, or has the death of teens and young adults been increasing lately? And its all because of car accidents.Maybe I have just been more sensitive to things like that recently. Its such a waste that life ends like that for them. I guess all good things...must eventually come to an end. Maybe its a way of controlling the world's population. Maybe its a warning for other youths who may have been affected by the loss. Maybe they were good souls in the past life, and having a shorter life this time is a good thing? Maybe... ahh.. I dont know. I cant stop thinking bout when might be the last time I see certain people, or that pain of losing them, or the family's pain, their mother's cry and the lost hopes. Maybe if we're not so attached to other people we would not feel all those emotions when they're no longer here. You wouldnt feel the loss, you wouldnt feel like something's missing. I think about it so often, it annoys me. I know its a good thing, to be careful all the time. Its hard to change. But its changing me.

Let me explain.... I love alcohol. I love my nights out in a club or a bar, with friends and music.I dont care if I'm smacked drunk or pass out from it,I know I can think of ways to get home. But what about the people that I was with? If I cant make sure that everyone gets home safe after drinking...I have to worry about who I might lose or worse... Who I might kill.

Oh, blame that damn newspaper today. I didnt have to read about those 5 people dying. Not at 6am and Not at Serdang hospital. Anyways... gotta go edit my movie now...Presentation's tomoro.

To The Rescue!

I dont have time for alot of things but....



4-0 IS THE SHITTTTTT!!!! WHOOOOO HOOOO

they're coming back. coming back.

if you havent been watching sports lately, I'm talking bout Manchester United's Superb game and also for those who missed the match, THIS is what I'm talking about.

Quickie

Damn.. I'm so outdated. Been pretty busy lately, its week 10 of the semester already. All the work is coming to about 50% or more. Some of the modules have presentation as early as next week, week 11. So, I'm really in a state of panic and stress right now. More chicken essence and red bull from now on. What a vicious cycle. By the time I'm done with this semester, I wont be seeing much of daylight as I will sleep when the sun rises and awake when it sets. I'm a werewolf and the transition begins now. Lets see, I'm missing the update bout my birthday celebration, Nat's celebration and uhh....thats all I remember for now. So yeah. Will do when I have spare time. Tomoro, shooting for my video. Good luck to me. Yeah, I wish myself coz no one wishes me. ehehhe. Aight,next time.