The "Charm"

Yesterday at lunch, A kind flying soul left me a nice present. yEs, those feathered-flying-idiots pOoOPed on me. I'm still wondering if threes any crap in my drink since it was whitish o.0

I was told getting crapped on by birds is sOME kinda good luck, meaning money is coming in. Now im no superstitious believer. I nEarly got the total opposite of my luck. I nEaRly lost my 450bucks that I needed to pay Navin. Besides that, I'm broke as hell so IF the bird shit really works, its a mighty fine time to work now.

Anyways, plans on goin for fatty crab probably sometime next week...anyone interested? let me know. As for now, I'm gonna drowN in mountains high of assignments. AADDDIIOSSSSS =)

Remember Remember The 21st of September

Its been a year. So much have changed. If I had a wish, I wish it didnt turn out this way. There It goes, something that we'll NEVER have again, gone as quickly as it came, just like the seasons.

"how can you forget the times we've shared"

how far would I go,
If I had to forget all I know,


I shut down.....

My Surprise

Last yesterday after class, I had a msg from Iylia. So I decided to lepak awhile with him, since I didnt have any plans anyways. Then later that evening, Jade called and asked to go for a drink. I agreed since I was gonna go with Iylia anyways. I thought it was gonna be some small lil gathering to countdown. I was wrong. I was heading in for some surprise. First, mOre and moRe people started to turn up. There was like... close to 15 ppl or more. Then 12am. Calls started to come in, Messages. Then I saw it. Something brightly lit at the bar. Jocelyn and Shan was standing there with a cake in hand. It was totally unexpected. I thought I was just gonna stay home, finish my homework and go to sleep. But what I got was a surprise, Lots of people coming to see/wish me and PRESENTS! happy happpyyy chuBBy.

I dont think I've gotten so many presents since a child. I'd have to say, the most impressive present of all would be from Fono. Its a polaroid camera. How cool is that? I was speechless. They were right, I could never have guessed what it was.haha, how can you not love my big brother huh? =) I absolutely lovEd every single piece of gift given to me. The lava lampe, the nice brown shirt, the damn cute ashtray[no im not quitting tomoro!], the photo frame [its sitting on my comp table now], the CAKE!. Not forgetting all those lil writtings in cards. Thank you all, for not only remembering this day but to even bother spending some money on me. Thank you all for the calls, and the messages and those to turned up at DeCanter. *BIG HUG TO EVERYONE*


Thanks to J8 and gang for planning the outing. =)


S.O.H.A.I.S







Hold up..there will be part 2. hehe.

To Shan Bings

My dear weird friend whom I share great times with,


Happy Birthday

Its been so nice, knowing you. Its nice also that you're younger than me, or all of us. So for us to know you allows us to bully you sometimes.hehe. As I get to know you better, I am more than thankful to have great friends like you. Happy birthday again. Have a great one shannie bings.

BTW...


stop trying to steal my chair when you're tipsy.

hahaha... see you this sat.[or earlier] Hope this wouldnt be out last joined celebration. Its fun with you around. =)

Grr...GrumBLe GrumbLe

How could this be...?? =( This is not happening!! omfg..#$&@%!@#$~# KNNCBPMCH~!!! I was so sure... so confident.. damn it. =

Depressing...

Wonder

Rave raves raves. Either they DONT come at all... or they bloody all come at once. Thirst tomoro night, I wont be going. The thing about having all these events coming at once, you have to make a choice. SO... sorry Groove Armada. Your superstylin aint styling me enough to go. I'll wait for Revelation then. Coz all the Zouk DJs are spinning. Maybe I'll make a biG biG banner to support them. HaHHAha...But i think maybe they'll be embarrased =p. Since its organized by the same people that organizes zoukfest, and PLUS PLUS Fono is spinning.... FONO KOR KOR... i want tickets plEAsE? hehehe. I guess the only bad thing bout Revelation is that.. its in that same crappy marina as ther PD rave last year. Cant remember what rave it was. I know Scott Project performed. I didnt like the whole idea of it being there. Maybe because I had some bad experience last year, and for me to go back to that place.. I'm not sure if I will enjoy myself. I sure hope I do. At least I know this time, I'm goin with a more...familiar crowd.

College. Assignments are starting to become a burden. All the subjects are now moving towards the final project. I guess the only assignment that really interests me is video. But it aint easy. Its not just bout taking the camera and pressing the record button. Theres so much more to that. And my group, we've decided to change the whole concept of our video. This time, I have to say, it touches me inside. In someways... it kinda reflects my life. SOME ways.

Have you ever felt that you're stuck in a place that you dont belong, and there's no way out?

Have you ever felt that, life... is a terrible nightmare that you cannot wake up from?

On the outside you MAY have done what others would regard as the best acheivement, but deep down inside, you've never really found what you're looking for.

SpeedZone!

Welcome to Speedzone 2006!

Okie dokie, time to update bout the rave. Probably the most happening thing that has happened to me since Tiesto. Right, how should I begin? Lets start with desription of the event. Well, I think the place is inappropriate. Loads of reasons as to why I said that, but I suppose everyone has covered that already. I have nothing else to add. Ditto to the walking part and the arena-is-too-freaking-small part. The drinks was not too bad tho. Beer prices cant be helped. 15bucks is rather standart for rave events these days. But the bottle was interesting. I couldnt drink much coz I was driving, so..=\ Anyway, no alco is fine coz Blank&Jones and Gabriel&Dresden played awesome sets respectively. Although there were some fuck ups, which was entirely NOt their fault, they rocked. ALL of us were singing to whatever that we know. As the rush comes, Tracking treasure down, Beautiful things, it was mental. I dont deny I had a good time. BUT..BUTTTT.... G&D, B&J arent the only DJs playing that night, YOu know, they always have someone doing the opening and closing. Well... I'm sorry to say, Mistress Barbara just didnt perform up to standards. Everything else was pretty much good. The company was just awesome too. =) So I shall not complain anymore.

okok, I know no one wants to read all my crap. So here, some pictures to keep you entertained.


the VIP area.. looks kinda like stairway to heaven huh?


the mainstage/DJ console


sorry bout the mouth...was booing the camera-man. hehe


This wasnt even half of the people that was there.

people missing were..Roxanne,SLINKY![how come I dont have a pic with u], Rachel, Emma, Nita, Bryan Chin, Eddie Tang uh.. I cant remember. Sorry bout the bad memory. Dont emo with me ok?


Check out Vincent and Calvin doin their thangg'


I want to take that home

And that is all....See you in the next rave. =)

Tracking Treasure Down

I'm GOIn to PArTY~~!!!! wahoooo

Du What U Du

I actually find that having a certain responsibility is quite fun. I guess from yesterday onwards, I'm officially the class rep, as I thought all the while it was a joke. How on earth can I be the class rep? Well, it all started one morning on the second week of classes. I was playing with the Mac's start button. Jakun me has never touched a Mac before this and I the start-up sound...um... interesting [I'm easily amused,so I've been told] So, my lecturer commented that I was hyper, and suggested that I should be the class rep. How serious could that have been? NO one was in class at the time. Maybe bout 4-5 people. It wasnt even on majority vote. I think if it was, I wouldnt have been.

As weeks passed by, with all the RMIT business, signing up for the RMIT student card, enrolling, people kept pushing me to collect the forms, inform my classmates and stuff. And yesterday, I had to go for a meeting with the RMIT reps, LUCT staff and other ADoM class reps.Damn.... but the meeting was quite amusing. As they get older, they have more to say. Sem 6 students had so much to complain that the whole piece of A4 paper wasnt enough to accommodate it all. As for us freshieesss, the 2 of us, had minimal complains. I wasnt actually gonna say much, but since the seniors started first, it gave us some inspiration to go on. Commenting not JUST the computers but bout the lecturers as well. Nothing bad really, just that some people are really monotonous while some moved too fast. Thats bout all. In week 12, there will be another meeting and maybe I'll have more to say... we'll see.

This week, we were also given another task by our dear old video lect. This time, its a group assignment to shoot a video. It revolves around the cat. Instantly, I had a plot on what to do with the cat. I know if I say anymore, I would be able to feel Krystal's eyes shooting daggers at me. I shall not reveal much bout the video just yet. Shall not let excitement ruin everything. I need to go think bout how to shoot it as I am... but the DoP. Thats Director of Photography for those who dont know. hehee. And William is the Director. Maybe we should go get those director chairs ey? haha. Thats a thought. I really hope we do well in this task. The idea, like William would say, is havoc. I just hope we can make the audience feel what we're feeling.

Alrightey...this post is becoming REALLLYYY long. I should end now, bout my newly assigned responsibilities. Till I have anything else interesting to say. tata.

The Passing

When I saw the news last night, I was shocked. 2 days ago, I read that there was good progress, but then while everyone was busy celebrating their merdeka, Chief Rev.K. Sri Dhammananda Nayaka Maha Thera, passed away. As a member of TRYBS, I felt ashamed that I had to know the news from the newspapers. Chief, you may not know who I am, but I know who YOU are. May you be well and happy. Rest in peace.

A Curse On Me

I really shouldnt be in front of the comp at this time. Guess what? I went to the clinic...AGAIN. this is my..um 4th time in 7weeks. Gosh, whats wrong with me. Then sometime this week, I've gotta go back there to get my blood tested. Doc said I might have some problems with my white blood cells, or some shit like that. Sigh...Its torturing. I think I've given so many MCs that my lecturer would probably think I faked it, or bought the MC from soMEwhere. No no... I'm innocent. Sick and innocent. I hope by next week, I would be well enough for my Video class. We're gonna go shoot some stuff outdoors and I'm pretty darn exited!. PLus, this weeks homework, I need to create my own alter-ego. You people have any idea what I should do? What do you think is my alter-ego? Help me out please?

Ok, well, thats all I'm gonna say this time. I need to go crawl to bed. my muscles are killing me. Stupid fever.

Outdated Smack

Boriinnngggggg....I think ever since my main computer went for upgrades, I havent been blogging consistantly. I'm letting everything go. badd badd. I still have pictures stuck in my camera. lets see.. *checks camera* Marco V at zouk...then, Julienne's farewell/belated birthday lunch, Slinky's bday. Thats what I remember. If theres anything else, I guess we'll have to wait till my memory RetuRns [IF it does]. Ok la... since Slinky's thingy is still so fresh, shall elaborate alil before I forget.

It all started with dinner at Chilli's. I was roaming around the parking lot for at lEAST 35 mins b4 I got a place.*patienceisavirtuepatienceisavirtue*. Met up with William the wu..Pussy at Italiannis first because he's afraid he doesnt know anyone at Chilli's. By the time we arrived at Chilli's a whole big group was already there,not to mention already eating. Hungry/bitchy/grouchy me kept a straight face, wished the old man, and ordered my food right away. Guess what I had? Lamb Shoulders yo! ok lame. But it was the bomB la, eventho I couldnt finish it. ok bla bla bla, managed to convince slinky to have SOME alco, thanks to William, then more cam-whoring, chat alil, then wondered around the outside of Chili's waiting for the TIME to wish miss Cheryl. The timing obviously wasnt accurate because, God knows who's watch we were supposed to follow. Countdown also can RE-Do. Then we moved on to Centrepoint Mcd to um... BUm for a bit and after that, we moved on to AC. where, we played some foos. The chubby came home at approx. 4.30 am. The End. *phew* that was rather long.

Ok, so I've also met moRe friends/bloggers/crazy people. hehehe. Good example would be Penny. Who arrived at AC, HIGH, challenging us to a game of CS but then dissapeared after she said that. Later when she was sobEr, kacau me bout SChMoking padahal she also chimney what... =\. haha, nice meeting y'all. Sorry, takda pictures. I didnt bring camera. Unless there are some kind souls there who would send me some =). GoOD nites

Picture in The Mind

A funny feeling has been creeping up on me the past few days. The feeling of knowing what this day means. The memories of what used to be. A year ago, I was wishing someone on this special day. This time, I'm sitting in the hall watching tv. As the clock striked 12, my alarm rang. Its time. So here is a wish for you. Happy Birthday....wherever you are. Enjoy.

The First Time

This is the first time I understood the meaning of "everlasting and unchanging". To me, it means hurt. A feeling that is literally everlasting and unchanging. Something that you DONT wake up the next morning feeling all better. Something that doesnt go away when you overdose on ice cream. Something that doesnt fade away no matter how many whores you've banged. Something that is given to you, by the one person who can take it all away.

And that is the first time, I couldnt have gone wrong.

I sit all alone in this room
As memories unfold

Tears streaming down my face again
This pain never grows old

Some say it's a state of mind
But it's my heart that really hurts

Do they sit alone in the dark?

Or stare into broken mirrors
Thinking it's the pieces of their heart

This is the story of my life
The saga of my tears

A story told a thousand times
Remade over the years

Music and such

So I havent been updating for awhile. Cant say that I was too busy to blog, its more like... I dont have anything interesting to update coz I dont do anything interesting anymore besides waking up for college,thats interesting. The only interesting thing that happened was during the weekend, which by now is called last weekend and the weekend b4 that. I went for jAzz fest. Last week's show was better than the week before, with Shelley Leong and Jazz Oddysey. And then it was followed up with John Thomas and band. AwesomE! Jose Thomas came back to play as well. Little did me n Jocey knew, they are father and brother to a schoolmate of ours. Some people have awesome families....whatever.


Behind all those metal. JOHN THOMAS


Jazz fest! Nisha Tham on back-up vocals. *claps claps*

it was also to celebrate Nisha Tham's bday.

birthday girl was protecting her cake...


coz this was what it said.


she turned 22 btw


I know she loves me.haha

That was pretty much all. Oh have I mentioned that I hate my 9-8pm classes? yEa, its torturing, mentally. I'm learning sO many new things, all the programs, my brain cant take that much of shit in a day. 9 hours of class, 9 hours of staring at the comp screen, 9 hours of trying to absorb information, and 9 hours of trying to understand how those new lil creatures work. GooD lord, help.

Another July

Today is back to college day. Just got my timetable, and GOD its inSAnE! Eventho I have a day break BUT theres no need to keep us in the Lab till 8 FREAKING PM~~!!! *cries* thank goodness its not on a Friday hahaha. I'd rather go for classes everyday or have other day till 5 than to stay till 8. #$^!#$~#$. Plus I have 7 subjects this sem. Killer. Assignments are gonna kill me. First day today wasnt too bad. I only had 45mins of class, but assignments have been handed out. What do u know, mind maps again. And I also learnt that the labs are FreAking cold. I need to shop for more long sleeves and sweaters to survive this sem coz ALL my classes are in the lab. Look out, in coming computer gEeK. Oh well....I DO miss college..classes and all. But the sudden sHOck I got from looking the timetable was such a turn off.haha. Aight. Just received a call from the uncle Fono. DoTA. =)

Till The End

Theres nothing like playing back an old song, getting absorbed into the melody, the soothing voice and lyrics.

I woke under the cover of darkness
Looked up into the television sky tonight
I wandered through the city alone this
Rain wouldn't stop, I couldn't dry my eyes
I cried

I went to the edge of town
Over bright highways where the traffic was the only sound around
While my eyes were looking at the ground
I could see pictures of you floating all around
I didn't doubt

Who is the one to blame
Why is it that you never say
...when the feeling leaves
...if you're through with me

As I'm walking through the rain
Cold tears falling down my face
...like the autumn leaves
...on a windy day

I believed in miracles,when you were around.
but my hopes, dreams and inner self died,
the day you threw it all away.
Somewhere in time I knew,
Nothing this good will ever belong to me.

I still hear the whispers in the silence of my room
Heaven help me cross this endless sea
"Thanks for everything"
were your last words you said to me.

I would give the very breath from my chest
To give you all the things that my mind couldn't bear

What I feel inside,
It is what I know.
And it has no filters

There’s just too much that time cannot erase

When it’s said and done, i'll bet there's bound to be a better one

OkaY! so Mr.Postman did his job well. Either that, or Uncle Lim ordered the mail to be sent by Post Laju, Coz I got my results yesterday.Seems like Subang ppl got theirs on the same day too. Not bad not bad. I'd have to say, the results shocked me AGAIN. The one which I thought I was gonna either fail or do badly, hehe, I got a B. hohoho. Godlike. UNFORTUNATELY, creative studies n Design studies I got a C. KNNCB. must have been the journal la. sigh..... Anyho, No Fail is an event to celebrate.Furthermore, my average increased from last sem,which means I improved. HAHAHA. TAkE tHAt! MONSTER KILLLLL~! Aight,enough with the DoTA shit.

Last night I had dinner with the family at Terminal 3,the old airport. Seafood there was pretty good. Then daddy InSISTEd that I go to the doctors because of my cough. After that, its over to Jace's hse for the twins' birthday celebration. By the time I got there, Jace was...almost there[seeing stars]. I stayed till the clean up and puking session was over, and put Jace to sleep. Sadly I foRgot to bring my camera, so I'll have to wait till I get pictures from ppl, IF I DO get them. =)

till then... *hops around with joy* *hops hops hops hops*

Penang!

Here is the update on Penang.Finally got some pictures and I cant wait for the blackie, so here goes.


At the jetty we bid our goodbyes to Langkawi


So we have arrived in Penang.


crossing over from mainland to island

and we ATE as SOON as we arrived over at the island. Talk bout greed. hehehe.

fooood

There was this gush of wind that suddenly came in and blew all the leaves n twigs into our food.Good thing we were.... 90% done.ohh...the food....

Look at the aftermath...

We checked into this nice place RIGHT next to the beach, and we could still hear the waves when we go to bed. Sooo peaceful. Its like sleeping ON the beach, except with beds,aircond,blanket...bla bla bla.hahaha

the view from our balcony


Then we went Clubbing


All is good with drinks n music


nice bar.

We were introduced by William to his friends and godbros who were very nice. They took us around and layan us while we were there. They're heaps of fun.

The people we met in Penang

Missing in the picture includes, Momo, Danny[lolong]...err... thats all i remember. AwesomE. Must make another trip back there. NExt round, ZOUKOUT! whos in with me?! =)

Home

So I have returned from my little trip. Needless to say, I enjoyed myself very much. I only wished that I had planned it to be longer. Nevermind, first time's a try out, next time it will be better.*pats self* pictures will be up later when Im done compiling them from the others.




AND... I'm STILL waiting for my damn results. College will begin in another 2 weeks! TElL me I passed life-drawing... PLEASEEE!!! hehe.

EDIT: picts are in


our pool at aseania hotel


Pool is good. Check out the 2 mickey at the back row. hehehe


Breakfast


our "boy-band wannabe" pose


At the cable car place.


everyone likes bunnies


aint this fella cute


The spactacular view from the cable car


The Bridge


more of the bridge


MORE!


This looks like some postcard picture huh?

suddenly, this dark cloud came in fast. Me n Iylia decided to stay.




And we got soaked!


it was windy....so we took the opportunity to be BUFF!

oh, this is Langkawi, and its not Langkawi without ALCO!

oh my darlinggg~

And alco again, at the beach

did ya check out the size of that Heineken?

So, That's bout rapping up the events in Langkawi. I'll post bout Penang in another post while I wait for MORE picts to come in... so till then...


I'l be watching you