Never Cry Again

Its 2010~~~ Either there really isnt anything interesting happening around me or.....I'm just boring(which is the same thing) I really havent been updating! Hmm.. maybe I've lost the ability to express myself. I dont have the heart to let this blog go. All of my teenage angst are plastered in here. Ok la.. not really TEENAGE, but I was young and there are things in life that I couldnt understand, especially about growing up. Still learning. I'm still a kid at heart, no matter what the number says. Everything else around me changes with time. I am one of the only thing that stays the same. I'm TIMELESS. I should be precious and have a hefty price tag.hehe.

Btw, I'm a Multimedia Designer graduate! Yes I have a degree and yes, I have fina-fuckinly graduated. Took awhile, but its done. But my journey does not end here. I'm going back to RMIT again. Cant seem to get away from them. Within a year from now, I'm hoping that our little company, oh yes I forgot to mention that I'm going to start up a company with 1/3 of raining trio, Mr. Slinky Yap. Er, I was saying.... I hope that our little company will do well, surpass all the hurdles n perhaps when we hit 30, we'll be able to own our own studio so that we can do everything in-house. Very nicee..

Because of the company, I'll have to put my other agendas on hold. Looks like the animals will have to fight on without my help, at least until I have all my things settled. I cant just leave everything behind right now.

Also...on a more personal side, I'm still looking to find myself. I am not complete until I find it. I still have alot to fight. For myself, my sanity, for peace.I need to be able to see the light before I'm swallowed in darkness and be lost till the day I die. I cant help but think about the mountains of emotional shit I'm buried under from time to time. I know the problem is within myself, my mind and I cant love anything or anyone until I love myself. But I dont know where to start. Think I need to do more things in life...hmm.... OH well.... Heres to hoping 2010 would be smooth and pleasant. It is after all the Tiger year, its about time they all give us tigers a break man... its been too long that we suffer from unpleasant days/months/years. Whatever.

Off to family dinner now, and then the big showdown. Arsenal vs. Manchester United. Good luck to us all. Adiossss!

Face A Dream, Face The Time That Goes To Haste

Bout 3 weeks back, I made a surprise trip back to KL. But thanks to a few certain smart asses, Neekee n Yinyi knew about it. Pointless of me to go into hiding for a few days. hehe. ANyways.. the trip back was nothing short of amazing. But because it was such a short trip, every single minute counts. Surprised them a day at a time. The best was the Lohs, at Carlos, many thanks to Mabel. I should have brought my video camera back n recorded their faces. hahah priceless. =)

10th July, at Zouk.

The final piece of the surprise was uncle Fono. He was spinning that night and had absolutely no clue that I was gonna go back. He nearly hugged me to death. haha.

It was one of the BEST nights I've had for as long as I can remember. Just the massive attendance of 20 odd people alone that night was sufficient enough to make me happy, what more with all that orgasmic trance tracks. Thanks to everyone who turned up.

14th July. Made a last minute trip to Penang. Reason was to collect Jue's brand new Civic, but I'll take any reason to go to Penang. Though it was just a 24 hours trip, the whole day was very productive, right up to the point where we left. And I drove the Civic all the way back to KL. Must have been one of the best drives ever! SyOk-ness!

15th July. Lapsap at Palate palatte. Lapsap's 2nd anniversary. How fast time flies. Spent most of the time downstairs chilling with the bunch instead. Guess we're too old to be jumping like mad lil kids in the attic hmm?

Brought me nephew out as well... Finally turned 18. Sigh.. 18 was... such a long time ago.

17th July, got to watch Manchester United train. Then it was the loklok party at William's house in conjunction with Jue's 21st birthday. Mission was to get her drunk, but she tapped out before she got to pass out. bleh.

18th July. Bukit Jalil for Manchester United!!! One of the very important reasons for me to be back in KL. I cant say its THE reason, or someone would get upset with me.hehehehe

And again.. with the amazing company that brought lively spirit all the way. The bombing of Indonesia forced the team to cancel their trip to Indonesia and stayed on in KL instead. Therefore, they had a 2nd game with the Malaysia XI again. Didnt miss that as well. How often do u get to see Manchester United play twice!? On top of that.. it was only RM60.

19th July, Spontaneous day trip to Ipoh with Neekee, Yinyi, Mark and Munkeng.

All we did was eat eat eat and eat. Have to admit it was a super fun packed trip. Short senseless games that we played, made the drive seemed like it was from Subang to PJ.

On the last night, we had Daorae for dinner, and movie right after. Just like I did a year ago. And just like that... it was over. It has got to be the BEST 2 weeks of my life..The timing was just right for everything. Wouldnt trade that for anything else. Now I'm back in Melbourne for my 2nd winter and strangely, it feels no different from the first winter. Goodbyes are always hard to take, even for the 100th time. Its that happy feeling that you get every time you enjoy a brief moment with people closest to you, that is what makes it difficult and that is all I have to hold on to, until the end of the year...

woosh.. ok panjang emo shites.... Time to grab my dinner and walk my dog... =) Life...

REDS REDS REDS!!

Champions Champions!!! Despite playing quite a shit game with Arsenal, all we need is just a point to clinch our 18th title and that is exactly what we got.

Another year, another title. 18th Premiere League title. 11 of them came from Sir Alex's reign. From the results, he has GOT TO BE, the BEST damn manager alive. And there is no better team for me, than the Red Devils. 10 years ago, we were the best team in the world, can we do it again this time? 

*chants* UNITED!! UNITED!! UNITED!!

Red In Russia

This is a season for doubles. Its been 9 years since the treble. Nevermind that we lost the FA cup. We did the best that we could.. and we got the best out of it.

There are no words to describe the kind of emotion that was running throught us Manchester fans that night. I myself, was constantly on the verge of pulling out my hair all the way, until the last penalty save by Van Der Sar. Nothing else was better than that. But we were all mostly speechless. Oh the joy, the glory! Red Devils....will always run in my blood. Thank you, to all the heavenly forces up there. Thanks for the penalty in the EPL and thanks for the slip up, during the penalty shoot out.

Championnneeeeeeeee

Its finally the end of the season... and guess WHATTT?!?!?! hahaha okok needless to say, Manchester United are the CHAMPIONS AGAIN! I knew they would have defended their title well. Its been a good season overall.



Its been over 11 years.... I've never been more proud to be a Man Utd fan. Woot woot~~! Anyways... Its also been a hectic weekend. Coming back from PD and straight for mother's day dinner and straight to the Man Utd game... I've got alot to update... but.. nows not the time. so this shall be all =) aaaaddddioooss!

In The Wars

So this is it. It is down to Manchester United against Chelsea for the Champions League cup.


Just got the news that Chelsea beat Liverpool with 4-3 aggregate


See you at Moscow, blues. I wished I was there at the stadium when Manchester Won yesterday. The atmosphere was MAD, fans holding up red and white cards that made up the word "BELIEVE" and "68" "99" the 2 years that Manchester won the UEFA cup. WE CAN DO IT AGAIN!!! CMON DEVILS!

The Game, The World Stopped To Watch

Well, I'm sure most of you know about the big game over the weekend. I think even those who do not watch football heard about it. Arsenal against Manchester United. This is really slow. haha. But Man...was it a good game. It was such an intense game for me. Firstly because Arsenal has had a good run this season being in good.if not top form. While Manchester, still slowly recovering from those stupid 1-0 wins. I dare not say anything, neither did I put in too high hopes of winning. I figured, if they could hold them off and draw, I'd be satisfied.

And then came the 46th minute, Rooney struck from the right, and it went it. OMG. I realised I might have been the only one standing up jumping around, but I didnt care. Holy Hell. The half time whistle blew and I had some time to chill.

I'm still not sure who's goal is it. Some said, its Rooney's and some said, it was Gallas's own goal. Not sure, But whats for sure, its a goal to Man utd.

But I knew... it aint over. Feeling alil more confident, but it aint over. And I was sooooooo right. 3 minutes into the second half, Arsenal scored. Fabregas to be precise. The way I look at it, it was Man Utd's mistake. BIG mistake. I blame it on Wes Brown. But thats just my opinion. Now you know why I have a jersey with a no.6 but has no name. Thank freaking god.


Moving along, When Louis Saha was substituted, I was more than relieved, I was excited. And I was right again, he made an impact. Passing a nice ball to Evra, and Evra getting the keeper's attention slided the ball into the center for Ronaldo. Oh man.. another superb moment. And I thought, that COULD just be it. its in the 82nd minute. just HOLD ON DAMNIT. HOLD ON!.... There I was counting down the minutes,with each passing minute I get more n more tensed. They then announced that 3 minutes have been added. I felt it was such bullshit, because nothing happened during game time why should they add so much?

And then came this moment where it was really messy, and everyone around was screaming because the ball was goin left and right center and all the Arsenal players are all up, and then EVERYONE, EVERYONE thought it was safe. When Joel suddenly turned around and said "ITS A GOAL!!!!!!!!!" we were all stoned, looking at him like " wtf are you talking about?" And its for real......the video reply shows that, eventho Van Der Sar managed to stop the ball from entering the net, he didnt stop it from crossing the line. Damn the refrees are sharp, this time. So.... there you go... one of the most, exciting matches, most.....FINGeR Eating, smoke-till-your-lungs-collapse and hair pulling matches. It was disappointing, no doubt, I'm a UNITED FAN DAMNIT.... but... it was a good match. And like I said.... I would have been happy with a draw.... and a draw they got.

Jeebus.... I'm so emotional when it comes to football. gahhhhh. Arsenal has a way of spoiling our fun huh, Liverpool fans?Damn Fabregas, why are you so damn good?

To The Rescue!

I dont have time for alot of things but....



4-0 IS THE SHITTTTTT!!!! WHOOOOO HOOOO

they're coming back. coming back.

if you havent been watching sports lately, I'm talking bout Manchester United's Superb game and also for those who missed the match, THIS is what I'm talking about.

So Come Along Within

This has been SOME weekend. Its super long to begin with. And it was just a blast. Here's a preview. Thursday, merdeka eve, Sunway Mynationkl rave with Phynn,Cosmic Gate and Thrillseekers. Friday, uncle Paul, Paul Van Dyk at Zouk. Saturday, drinking at Mardi Gras, friend's bday. It ended like how a club with kids would end. As soon as I get the pictures/videos I'll elaborate. At the mean time, happy figuring out my weekend.......if anyone bothers. I'm super tired now, gonna crash and hope I wouldnt get a hang over when I wake up. Good nights.

Btw, Manchester Won the match. Even a 1-0 win was enough to make me happy. =)

Sing With Pride

Ohhh yes, YOu know whats this about. Its Manchester's FIrst freaking win since the season started.Unbelievably terrible start, but tonights Goal by Nani, was nothing short of superb. That ball was unstoppable. Brilliant. At last, something I can be happy about. Honestly, they dont look very promising this season, but its still only the beginning, and things could change. Just hoping for the best. Phew... so relieved. Now I can go to bed peacefully. =)

Glory glory Man United,

As the red go marching up up up!

Dont Make Me Sleep Alone

There has been a change over here.....[smack yourself if u cant tell the difference]. Got bored of that masked face. Its been there for almost 2 years. Time to lighten up. Its not quite done....need to fix it still,bear with it for the time being. Anyways, as you know, the football season is back...[i think i've said this a million times] And Manchester played Reading last night. With the other big teams winning their match, I nEeeded Manchester to win their match too. So, I went out to a bar and watched the game while drinking a little. But alas.....they did not make it. The game ended a mere 0-0. What a start for the defending champions.

England striker Wayne Rooney suffered a hairline fracture of his left foot in Manchester United's 0-0 draw with Reading on Sunday, the Premier League champions announced.

Just like Rooney, my spirits suffered a hairline fracture as well after watching the match. What a "bright" start. See la...the stupid match...It was supposed to be a nice night, coz I got new stuff. A new Lowepro camera bag and a new jersey. bAh...okok. New changes, new shit. Its just 1 game. They'll come back. Back to work...

United win on penalties

The football season is bAcK and WHAT a great pre-season match. VAN DER SAR MY HERO~~!!

United win on penalties

Manchester United won the Community Shield 3-0 on penalties after the match had finished 1-1 after 90 minutes. Edwin van der Sar was the hero, saving three Chelsea spot-kicks from Claudio Pizarro, Frank Lampard and Shaun Wright-Phillips while United couldn't miss. In normal time Ryan Giggs had put the Red Devils in front only for Florent Malouda to level.

I'm happy *jumps around* now I have my life back.....or not...whatever. TAKE THAT CHELSEA! woOO hOooOO~ good night people.

Btw.... Happy 23rd Tham SU-YIN HAHAHAHAHA. sudah tua. As you can see, that picture was taken last year, and I dont think I've seen that mangkuk since then, so...have a great one.

Loop And Things Relooped

Ok, so Man Utd didnt get the double. It was such a waste because the both did so well. It was just unfortunate the referee didnt see the "should have been" goal clearly. And that chance slipped away just like that. Chelsea's goal was a result of a very pretty passing by Lampard I have to admit. But at this moment, I'm just very sore about the lost. The last time I was this sore about it was when they lost the SAME cup, at the SAME level to Arsenal. That was some... 3 years ago I think. You cannot have imagine my disappointment nor could you feel what I felt. I know, I know, so dramatic over football. But its a cry of a loyal fan here! Give me some space. Its been a good 10 years of love from me. I could not have been more sad. But oh well. 10 years, I understand that its a competition and people win and lose. Just too bad it didnt go the way that I hoped for. There's always another season. Win or lose, Manchester United will always have my love.

So...moving on. I didnt go home right after the game. Went over to Fono kor's hse to chill and watch youtube, while he does his work. I just came home from dim sum and still cant sleep. Here, let me share some videos that helped cheer me up.





Its about animals, if you cant tell. Krystal and Jason called me sick for that, but I find it interesting not because its so god damn funny and its a CAT, but its also because I was curious how animals think, when they're on stuff.ahhahaha.Oh, dont forget to put on the volume and listen to what that guys saying for the spider video. Hope you enjoyed that too, =)

Song of the moment
ATB-Trilogy(the final chapter)
Because its so emo and so am I

Imma gonna try to get some sleep now. Good...morning.

Do The Double

I want to go for a holidayy~~~ Dont want to waste my time bumming around here doing nothing everyday. Langkawi,in early July is goin at RM1.99. so cheap. And I suddenly have the urge to go Penang to meet up with the "Spartans". And eat all the food there, and spend more time there. Both times that I went up North,I only had oNE day to hang around, and its certainly not enough. Not goin go Malacca anymore coz the little girl didnt get her passport stamped. or more like visa denied. If I could I would want to go somewhere else, outside of Malaysia. But, the closer my holiday is coming to an end, the more desperate I get. ANYWHERE will DO~~!. I want to take my darling out. Poor thing, has been sitting at home and not getting the chance to go anywhere.

How now, brown cow?

But first....tonight. Its Manchester United for the DOUBLE!

VS

It may not be a home game. But I have faith. Bring home the silver cup,make us fans proud!

WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS MY FRIEND!

And so its the end of the Premiership this season. Despite losing 1-0 to West Ham at home, that match made everyone happy. West Ham get to stay in the premiership and Manchester, well, if you dont already know, go knock yourself, coz they're the CHAMPIONS 06/07. And have been champions since the day Chelsea didnt sweep all 3 points from the Arsenal match. For ONCE in my life, Arsenal had my blessing on that day. Oh the JOy, the cup is finally home. Its been too long.

Check out Sir Alex's face. At that moment he could be called Gay and he wouldnt care. Hahahah

Fans at the pub watching Chelsea falter.

The celebration, after the final whistle at Emirates Stadium.

Too bad I cant find pictures of the celebration and throphy presentation ceremony at Old Trafford,perhaps its too soon. Oh well...It has been a great season. Now.... FOR THE F.A! GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!!!!

Faith Is A Friend

2 more days 2 more days 2 more days.......2 more days and I'll be free. I'm probably gonna crash and sleep for a whole FULL day before going out to party again. So people... if anyone reads this, please dont forget to call me out. I know I have turned down alot of offers, especially on Thursday nights. But after Tuesday, dont forget me okay? At the mean time, You know what's keeping me happy...??? hahahaha. The fact that Chelsea didnt beat Arsenal and they were one man down. Do you know what that means? THE TITLE IS OURS!!!! GLORY GLORY MAN UNITEDDDD~~~~~~

Lead Me To The Promised Land

I had that bad feeling the whole day today. I guess I was right. I dont get to say "I'll see you in the finals" for Manchester United has crashed out of the champions league again. They were so close. I'm not disappointed that they lost tonight. I'm disappointed that they were not at their best,that they did not give it their all at this level of competition. All they had to do, was to go into the game and DEFEND it till the end. That 3-2 aggregate would have been enough to seal the spot. But what happened? Why the suddenly lack of communications? I'd say the game was between 11 men and 11 boys. Who were the men? AC Milan. Disappointing, just pure disappointing. Whatever happiness I had watching Chelsea get kicked out last night, died tonight watching Manchester play. It was without a doubt heart wrenching. DAmnit.....*hides face in shirt* ........ Good night.....

Come Catch A Feeling

Haloo.. I'm back again. Been trying really hard to focus on the assignments. Oh well... its been difficult to keep saying no to almost everyone that asked me out. All the partying, people enjoying their holiday, while I'm taking this time to rush unfinished work. ehhehe.. ok la.. I think I made myself sound pathetically annoying. okok drop that shit. Truth is, the end of the semester is SOOOO close I could smell it. FREEDOM. But, in order to reach for that, I need to go through this last 4 more days. And because I'm so focused on the holiday I'm losing the flame to work. Yeah, thats what. So anyways.... Liverpool Made it to the finals this morning. I watched the extra time and penalty. Was so interesting. Of course, I'm SUPER happy that Chelsea is OUT! god damn glad. Tonight, the showdown is in Italy. I'M praying hard that Manchester makes it. I want to be really confident and say "LIVERPOOL FANS, WE'LL MEET IN THE FINALS" but.. honestly, I'm quite afraid. I need to accept the lacking of defence and all. But no matter what happens, I'll always be a Man Utd fan... TILL THE END! please let me be able to say I'll see Man Utd and Liverpool at the finals. *plsplsplsplsplspls*

Actually... I've just typed a whole load of crap. Except for the Man Utd and Liverpool thingy, everything else is just to pass time. ahahaha. Btw I went to temple yesterday. Did I mention I felt super odd and left out? Every other year, I would help out and be part of the team. This year, I went to get blessing, light candles and..thats all. I wished I had the time. Makes me feel terrible of myself whenever I go there realising that I only go to the temple not more than the fingers on my ONE hand. How much I've negleted by believes. boOo. next year next year, hopefully I wouldnt be so caught up with work and too much partying.Ok, I wanted to post some songs.... so lets just cut the crap and get to the point.

Songs that I've been listening while "working"

1. Armin Van Buuren - Zocalo [ Niklas Harding mix]
2.Reflekt feat. Delline Bass - Need To Feel Loved [thrillseekers remix]
3. Mike Nichol - Paradigm
4.Tiesto feat. Christian Burns - In the dark[ Carl B remix]
5. Robert Nickson - Helix [Thanks Slinky]

Reflekt feat. Delline Bass - Need To Feel Loved [thrillseekers remix]
Come catch me babe
I’m fallin
Come n save me baby
I’m calling

Come and be with me babe
Come after a while

Come catch a cloud babe
Don’t let me fade away
Come catch a feeling
It left a fire in me
Eyes wide open
I’m dreaming
Free fallin baby
Don’t let me fall on down
Free fallin baby

Come touch me baby
I need to be loved
And come hold me babe
I need to be loved
I need to be loved

The lyrics is too darn long... hahaha so I'll just cut it short. =p
I need some piCtures to go along with my posts.... goshh.. so many words.. so boring... =\

Touch Down!

I'm so guilty bout work now, I'm shaking thinking about how I'm goin to complete my work in time for all the presentations. Will have to spend the next few night awake until Saturday is OVER. As to why I'm guilty, I went out to Zouk on Friday night for Jean's bday. Little miss Jean was Little miss drunkard by the end of it. Too bad we didnt get to see her puke. Soldier down. That night wasnt too bad. The crowd was not crowded, yet wasnt too extremely empty And, songs were cool too. I finally got to hear Oceanlab's satelite again after so long. Fono kor kor played it as the closing song. I went nuts. Without even thinking about the sorethroat I had or the fever that was bugging me, I hopped on the podium and sang my heart out[its a vocal trance song, if you're wondering why I'm singing in a club].

Round 2, yesterday. Woke up in the afternoon, and got a surprise message from Andy that he's in town for the foosball tournament. So me and William headed down to AC to meet him up, but upon arrival found out that he went to Curve...for what?? DOG SHAMPOO. Ok, nevermind.. we had our lunch and went upstairs to check it out and play some pool. Was rusty at pool so got tapau-ed 4-0. By the time Andy arrived, we had to rush off to pick up Jean and go for dinner. As we left the carpark, I saw something I probably shouldnt have seen. Memories of the past hit me like I'm a target in a shooting practice. Nevermind that, dinner was at Kota D'sara. We had porridge steamboat. Pretty cool actually. Wait.. is it porridge steamboat, or steamboat porridge? it was a debate for a brief moment.haha. Then it was off to luna bar. Oh well, it didnt turn out even fun at all.I felt it was a waste of time. We left and surveyed AHR[asian herritage row] for awhile and decided, its best to go back to Subang where we could have more fun. So back to AC again. With the whole bunch there, Andy and Bon, we had if im not mistaken...7 buckets of beer and 2 buckets of stout? not sure. I was getting abit tipsy. Beer is not my thing.Played some pool and foosball. Foos was fun. We played 4 on 4. Each person holds onE rod hahaha it was hilarious. Then 2 on 2, when I hit the opponents rod...my poor waist bone. Then is was..forcing down indomee coz William ordered for everyone and we all didnt know, dont waste so makan makan. then Home homE.

hmm... thats another long post without pictures. If I can get a hold of them, I'll post it up. For now, this is a good way to make yourself fall asleep. =)

Btw, did YOU know, Manchester United won 4-2 last night? If you think you could turn off the tv or laugh off after seeing manchester 2-0 down you're sOoOoOo wrong. And for Chelsea, gosh, my deepest sympathy for they didnt manage to grab all 3 points. They drew 2-2. So now, its 5 points LEAD MY FRIENDS!!! WOOO HOOO!!!

The Last Gasp

OH MY FUCKING GOD~~~!!!! ROONEY IS GOD! All hail the saviour! Words cant explain my joy and excitement. Giggs, very smart move and Rooney, superb finish. Just about everyone on the team were on their best form and did a great job. Man Utd definitely played a better game than AC Milan. They tried harder, attacked more and simply worked together better.I know Kaka scored 2...yeah well... Rooney's 2nd goal beat that."And how precious his latest effort could prove to be." Next, its off to Italy to seal the place in the Finals... I wonder who will make it tomoro. Gosg, I'm so hyper now I cant go to sleep. Presentation is at 9am.. 0.0

Just have to blog bout this la. Just have to. Its been so long since Man Utd has got a nice silver cup. Its time to shine. Aight... now I'm gonna try to go get some rest. Too lazy to start on other work. That will have to wait till its closing time on the dateline to start hehe. TO ALL MAN UTD FANS.. you all and I will have a REAL GOOD SLEEP tonight. This calls for a celebration...hmmm lets drink! ahhaha. GOOD NITE!

Listening to Robert Nickson's Helix just makes me feel as though I WON the match today.wahahhaa.

But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside

Thats not how you want it to be.