As My Heart Surrenders

I'm finally FREEE. All the nights staying up late/ no sleep at all is over. But in some ways, it was kinda fun. At least I had some company. Wussssssy William has been staying over at my place for the past.. um.. how long was that? 2 weeks plus? Started off with Jean's bday at Zouk and then it was work and occasional other clubbing nights and AC for pool, and beer. He went back to Penang yesterday. Dude, it was nice having you as a...temporary housemate for awhile.hahaha. Wanted to msg you to see if you've reached Penang but I knocked out at bout 9.30pm. TOoo damnn tired. No alcohol involved.

Thats the nice velvet seats in Passion. sorry la. I poyo abit.hehe

Mr. Chris Agnelli~~~~ HOLDING ON TO NOTHING!!!


And so, the last week was alil but of clubbing as usual. Thursday at Maison after being missing for 2 weeks, I couldnt be anymore happy. Butttttt.... it didnt turn out great. All because I made a mistake. I was too busy going around walking up and down looking for friends, and when I found them I drank with them. The shit is that they all had different drinks. So before the club even ended, I was already gone. Couldnt remember how I walked out of the club...or how I got to Murni's. I remember.... puking. Until the next afternooon. 6 Pm the next day, I was still dizzy and we[Me,William and Jean] had a birthday dinner to attend at Passion. Miss fooser Eveline. She had a nice bday cake...So cute, I want. So yeah, I had to say no to all the drinks there. She must be thinking wtf? before that I was saying I would drink with her and get her drunk, on that day, I hid around like a kid. But I really couldnt take it. Okay, then it was off to Zouk for Agnelli and Nelson. But it was Agnelli minus Nelson coz Nelson fell down the stairs and was hospitalised. So his set was a tad bit monotonous at the beginning. But towards the end, mAnnn.. it was BANGINGGG. He played old songs but with Super Awesome remixes. The kind of songs that would make me SasAu without having to take anything.AweSomE. Mind you, I didnt have alco that night too. Probably like 2 glasses of black label and half a bottle of beer. Thats all. Jean Ko-ed tho.heehheeh


Jean and my C.M.I [cannot make it] Face.

Half the group and my CMI face.

Think i must have Puked too much my face went outta shape.hahahaha. Thats all for this week folks. AdioSssss

Song of the day...
Andain - beautiful things

Got up early, found something's missing
My only name. No one else sees but I got stuck,
And soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second,
Then nothing's changed.
Who am I this time, where's my name?
I guess it crept away.

No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.

I forgot that I might see,
So many beautful things.
I forgot that i might need,
To find out what life could bring.

Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
This trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
Now who's gonna wait.

No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.

Now what do I do?
Can I change my mind?
Did I think things through?
It was once my life
It was my life at one time