My Love Is Like Footsteps In The Snow

Recently I've just been told that, the coming new year is a bad year for the Tigers. When I heard that, in my head was like "fuck...can it get any worse than this?". I was sorta hoping badly for things to change for the better. As in, its time for a break,damnit! Enough torturing us tigers already. I know we're the fierce ones and could possibly eat up half of the animals in the zodiac, but cmon.... I dont usually believe in things like that. Its just that when you're hoping for something, and then someone comes up to u and tell u things like its not gonna be good. Whether you're a believer or not, it does get to u.ok, maybe its just me... Whatever it is, 2006 is coming to an end. Time to wrap things up and keep it locked away. Need to clear up some space for 2007.

2006 has been a year of ups and down. I've been up and I've been wayyy down. In the end, I've decided that I dont want to ride the waves anymore. I'm just gonna stick to where I am and not move. In simple terms, I'm being a mediocre. Some people thought that its stupid to do so, but for me,by doing that, I'm happier. At least i'm living the days and appreciating what I've got instead of always wanting more. I'm tired of feeling that feeling when you cant get what you want. And we'll always want what we cant have. And I've developed a liking for being alone most of the time. Its nice. I dont have to layan people when I dont feel like it, I dont have to watch what I say sometimes, I dont have to wonder who's a fake and who's not, I dont have to wonder who's using me. You know what they say,about good guys finishing last,yeah..damn right. There is no justice in life. No right and no wrong. Its just life. Some people's excuse for being an ass, is to survive. Survival of the fittest. Fine, thats all fine. When one day everyone turns into a selfish scumbag, tell me how much you love being on your own. In the end, whats the point of winning when you have no one to share it with. Aight...enough with the bitter plot. Had no freaking idea why I said what I said anyways. I was supposed to update about Velocity but got side tracked. =) have a nice new year.

Ferry Corsten

Why am I smiling like an idiot?

December 15th, 2006. It was Ferry Corsten round 2! One week after his rocking set in Zoukout, he came down to Zouk KL. So it was time for me to go meet up with the one who makes people feel like they're on Fire. I was pretty much without any company for that night, but I went anyways. Not too bad for self-service. I still enjoyed most of the night. 2 thumbs up for Ferry. Hope to see u again.

Ferry the man and Me. =)

Its velocity rave tomorow! who's going? meet you there! gimme a buzz if u feel like meeting up.

Have you got yours?

oh, look what else I've got.....

hehe, a new jersey for me. This time, it has a number on. happy happy joy joy. Must be this jersey bringing all the luck in. 3 goals in both recent games. hohoho. *syok sendiri*

Zoukout06

As for Zoukout... I'm kinda lazy to update already. I think everyone else has and they've said what I wanted to say anyways. So, what else can I say? It was good, a good new experience for me. Music gets you high[with the help of alco of course], the people and the atmosphere was awesome. I just have to say, I REALLY ENJOYED IT! now I'm just waiting to see who's on the list next year. Pretty interested in going again. Zoukout06 will not be my last year, mark my words =)

So, there, my update on Zoukout. hehehe. And the video of the laser lights I took. Too bad it wasnt during the peak. This was somewhere...during the warm up so the lights weren't very interesting yet. Sorry...Next time next time. =)

8pm till 8am.

It was our lil escapade. Once, every 365days. Indulge, enjoy and be free. =) Zoukout06, thanks for making it happen.

The Missing Leg

I am legless. My potato has gone to the workshop and the earliest he can come home is tomorrow evening. Sigh... Take me out people. Since I'm so free, I shall update about Christmas eve first before I forget. So anyways, Christmas eve was spent in my house. No big deal. Just a small gathering of Sound Systems talking and watching tv. After that was supper at Murni. We're all getting old. No more fancy fancy outings and celebrations on every public holiday. Altho, I actually wanted to go Zouk, or have alco. Theres always another christmas to go wild, this year, its nice and peaceful. But sound systems aren't really the peaceful bunch but.. hehe, whatever.


The noisy bunch, Joce, Suzz, Carmen and Shan. MIA= Jinyin, smalls and myself of course. Me da cameraman.


I dont have any other group pictures because... apparently I have friends like Smalls who doesnt send pictures. Hmmph. So...Merry Christmas to everyone... [belated]. NYE...where are you guys heading to this year? Personally, I dont really fancy NYE, because every year I have to figure out which bunch of friends I'm going to spend it with, where am I goin to go and all that crap. Gives me a major headache everytime. Last year's was crap. So plEASe...make my life easier this time?

Hong Kong

Ok, so I came back 2days ago.And I'm supposed to update bout everything. Here's an update. Hong Kong...is chilly, nice weather. Skinny people like me wear 3 layers of clothes. Fatter people like my brother, wears 1-2. I went over to Macau as well. I've never stepped foot into a casino before so that was my chance. Not surprising when the only game I understood in there was black jack. Me is innocent. Well...Macau is colder than Hong Kong, I'm guessing its the wind. From the waves. I went up to see the ruins of St.Paul's church.

Apparently, this church was burnt down back in the days where theres war all the time. So, the rest of the building was gone, leaving behind only this, the main entrance of the church.And it stood by itself for a very long time. Cant count till now, coz i went to the back and people built some metal stuff to support the back.hahah cheater.

See....the amount of support at the back.

Alright, thats aside, Hong Kong too has nice decorations for Christmas. Looks like we here in Malaysia are pretty deprived of decorations. Sigh. Oh, I went to Disneyland as well. The park is awesome. Its just like walking into some childhood fantasy world. If I had the chance to go when I was younger, the time when those shows like Snow white, Beauty and the Beast and all were my favourite shows. It would have been AMAZING. I grew out of it. Now its just people in big suits running and jumping around waving at ya. But its cool. Something out of the odinary. I havent uploaded the rest of the pictures yet. Most of the pictures are in another camera. So, later later.

Statement

Gosh...I have so much to update about. My December is really packed this year. Still missing my Zoukout post, Sayonara camp06, Ferry Corsten round 2 and tomorrow I'm leaving for Hong Kong. Busy busy busy. =) I guess I'll just update all at once, when I return. As for now, Goood Bye all. Will be missing for awhile. Adios.

Singapore Trip

Ok, I am back.Singapore is a pretty nice place, really. Alot of things are very convinient and also efficient. Except for smokes tho. Before I left for Singapore, I've heard many telling me that theres nothing much there and I dont have to stay so long. But I felt that, despite staying over for an extra day, I didnt have enough time to cover everything. I didnt get to see many other things. And most of all.. I couldnt find the damned Manchester United shop. So, I came home a lil dissapointed. Yes, over a man utd shop. Hey, I was actually exited about it ok? Well anyways, this is what I managed to cover. Day OnE, arrived at Lavender bus stop around 3.30P.M. Ohh, I forgot to add, we, Me, William and Rachel actually missed the bus. But we still managed to reach the little island. How? My dearest Fono kor kor, came over to my hse early. He said he was gonna pick us up at around 8 but came earlier to play Dota. There, its starting to get clear how we missed the bus ya? Thats right. He played until about 8.20A.M before leaving the hse. So we rushed there, and bcoz of the traffic congestion in the morning, we saw our bus passed by on the other side of the road. We made a U-turn n chased the bus all the way to Duta stop and so, we managed to catch the bus. I nearly died of panic attack. ahhaha, no sweat, everything was cool.

DAY 1
ok, so, moving on. First day, we didnt do much. Checked in to the hotel and rested till dinner time. We ate at Youth Park, somewhere in Ochard. Didnt stay for long, as we had friends waiting in MOS. So it was Off to MOS right after food. Met up with Rachel's friend, Veron and gang. I went to look for the little girl happily dancing around the table with Lian Meng, Don, Koh Beng, Zhun, Tat, hmm.. I cant remember. It was a whole bunch of guys anyway. MOS was cool. I think the concept is great because, with one cover charge, you can excess the whole of the club. Unlike Zouk here, unless you pay for velvet's cover, you cant go anywhere else but mainroom. So depending on my mood, I cant go to whichever room I feel like, and not worry that some friends are in another room while I'm left all alone in the main room. Yeah, so way cool.

The floor has lights. It blinks.


I'm actually pointing at the board behind me,not me

DAY 2
the Zoukout night. In the day, I followed William and Rachel around, and ended up in Lucky Plaza coz Rachel was looking for a camera. I got to play around with the D80. Which now come to think of it, was a bad idea. My craving for the camera just grew bigger.ArGhhh. Well, then we walked out of the plaza and continued walking around Ochard. Coincidentally, we bumped in to Veron. How FatEd.hahaha. We went up to HMV and bought CDs. Oh they have a whole floor for R'n'B Hip Hop and Dance music. I spent 98 Sing on CDs. Okay, After that it was back to the hotel to get ready, and party.

The many people walking around Ochard Road

at ochard road. Thats... not a statue. Its human.

DAY 3
everyone else left Siloso beach at about 5.45 to 6A.M while I decided to stay with Slinky and Gang until around 8.30. Since Rachel n William were the only ones from the same hotel as I am and they left already, I had to go back on my own. I took the shuttle bus from the arena to the carpark area, waited like a Dungu for about 30mins only to realize that the cabs that came in were all on call. So i hopped on the next shuttle bus to the Harbour Front MRT station, took a bus to Ochard, and a cab back to the hotel. All in all, I spent almost 2 hours trying to get back. So sad. Slept abit, and then I took a cab over to Upper East Coast Road, where Fono's godbro lives. I didnt have a hotel room after the first night so his godbro, David was really nice to let me stay over. He has a very nice and cozy home. He's 40. Fono's 30 and I'm 20. heheh. I find the age gap funny. Dont ask me why. Anyways, at night, we went over the the zoo. For the night safari. Saw some animal shows and disturbed the animals when they're sleeping too. hehe, I went with Vicharn, Gerald, Sabrina, Codee and Fono. What do u expect?


I dont know what he's trying to do.

DAY4
ZOO. Yes, again. When I told Slinky that, he asked me if I stay overnight in the zoo. hahah.Woke up early for this. Spent the WHolE day there. Seriously, Whole day. from around 11.30 until 6+ The zoo is HUGE! and please, dont be as stupid as me. Long sleeve + zoo = cannot make it. And around 4 plus, it started raining while we were in the middle of the track. So, we we stuck with snakes. We tried to disturb the snakes too, but they're boring. Next, we headed back down to Ochard road coz Fono wanted to get a shirt from Stussy. We all ended up empty handed. After that, we had our dinner at.. MOS burger. I had this... Rice burger. I didnt know what it was. It was actually the bread part of your burger, yeah, its just rice.100% rice. those Jap, sushi sticky rice. Its nice. Ok, So that was my last night in Singapore. It was homeward bound after that.
with the kangaroos

I think thats a meercat.

My rice burger.

If u asked me, I'd say, I really enjoyed the trip. And I dont mind going back there again. Since Kailin requested, or begged me to go back down there and she promised to be my tour guide.hehehe. Manchester United shop, I'll be back for you! haha.

The Only Thing That We Share,Is The Same Sky

7 days left to Zoukout... I havent got my bus ticket down and still have no confirmation on where I'm gonna stay. Everything is so last minute. Then again, for some funny reason, I cant really tell if I'm realllyyy exited that I'm feeling some mixed feelings, or I'm just not as exited bout it as before. Or was I ever? Most of the time, I'm telling myself to have fun. What happened to my drive to enjoy myself? Something's wrong with me, these couple of days. Thinking of nonsense and unrelated matters. Can someone tell my mind to stop flipping pages thats dated a year ago? I cant help it, my walls are up and I'm boxed inside the dark. Seems to me, I've sealed myself inside my own tomb. I dont want to get out. I built my own dead end. Why? because I feel safe here where I am.

And though I do stupid things every Thursday, it doesnt mean I'm going to come out. Its just... some kind of entertainment. I dont think I can afford to be who I used to be. There just isnt enough pain killers for one more time around. Now who I am and what I am inside, is a mystery. Would you like to play a game? Why dont you solve it and tell me the answers. Take your time, I wont be going anywhere far. Solve the shit and enlighten me.Educate me.Save me. The grass is greener on the other side? yeah, well I cant see it anywhere.So why bother looking. If anyone happens to stumble upon a package that says "chubby's soul" please bring it back to me. Thank you.

You're Good, For Me

You touched me in the morning and left me burning with desire.
I know this would be, something I remember in my head.

23rd November,

Some people party hard..till they drop.

Some of us just have alot of love for each other.

Maison with Slinky and gang. It was SooO packed we could barely breathe. Needed to go outside for some fresh air once in a while. However, it was all good. I enjoyed myself. Krystal sneaked some drinks for me and I ended up having to drink with them guys. GooD outing. =)

24th November.

Alcohol makes the world go round.

Music makes you lose control.

Also brings people together.

All is good with friends, alco and music.



Thank you Armin Van Buuren. You made my night worthwhile.

Two AmaZing nights back to back. Life is short. There isnt enough time to mourn bout things and be miserable. Sometimes, you dont get a second chance. You blink and you miss the moments. Hours and days of opportunities leading to a new and better life for you. We shouldnt care about people who wouldnt give 2 fucks about you.Go out and party when you have the chance to and dance till you feet hurts.hahaha.. AdioS amigos!

Shaken Or Stirred

Movie movie. Was having dinner at home when Fono called and asked if I wanted to catch a movie. Not knowing what time or what show I was going to watch, I agreed anyways.Turns out, it was Casino Royale. The movie with Tremendous amounts of MALE EGO, chiqs and hot rides. Yeh. Typical Bond movie. Watched it with Fono, Krystal, Vicharn, Codee, Sabrina, Mr rising star Goldfish and um..an unknown friend.Hmm... I think the movie wasnt too bad. Although I have concluded that 007 shows are darn fake because, that bastard can never die. No matter WHAT you do to him, he can have 567514981348 girls while handling a mission ANDDDD he gets to ride in awesome cars! fake fake fake [like Krystal when shes talking to someone]. So, if you feel like sitting through about 2 1/2hours of action, then this is the show for you. The car...only came out for a bit...then he crashed it....the girl...hmm... I think she's hotter without make up. =)


Guys, I know you all probably wanna watch this show for the boobs.hahaha.

*drools*

There... I'd give it.... a B+. William... opening juxtaposition of frames..nice.heheeh. HUNgRy! Time to bounce.

Are You Ready, for JUNK?!

This was AJ Gibson night. Was supposed to be Dogzilla but due to some problems, Dogzilla couldnt make it. Visa problem apparently. So, AJ Gibson who was supposed to do the opening did the main set. I have to say, I enjoyed it pretty much. He played all the classic tracks. Classic because its pretty darn old. But it was enjoyable. I also missed a couple of good songs because miss emo wreck was being a wreck in the toilet. Since no one else bothers bout her..[hahahaha] I was the hero of the night. hehehe.. *big grin* just kidddinnggggg..... Eventho I missed plus minus an hour of the set. It was still all good. No complains.


After all the drama, we headed down to Fono's hse, waited for him to pack his stuff while me n William played a lil Need For Speed. After that, it was off to SS2 for a quick breakfast, Dim Sum and then flew to the bus station in KL where the uncle boarded the bus to Singapore. I drove all the way back with people snooring and drooling in my backseat. haha. OK.. that wraps the Dogzilla night, and all the remaining old post.

Right now, its time to talk bout the future. This coming week, as we all know, Its ARMIN VAN BUUREN. Fot those who didnt know, there, now you know. nExt month, comfirmed Dj's who are coming down are, Danny Tenaglia whos gonna play a whole freaking 5 hour set. Who need them Zouk DJ's? hahaha.. jokin jokin. um... apparently Sander Van Doorn is comfirmed as well.But that, im not too sure. These two will ROCK December until....well.. until it Rocks. Meaning to say, they're hard banging DJs and they will rock you. oK? easy to understand now. Uh... Ferry Corsten, whos the highlight of Zoukout, would also play, one night b4 heading down to the small little island. So, for those who cant make it to see Ferry in the big Event, there's always Zouk.

Since William has been camwhoring with his precious, I want to as well! hehehe

There... so... Have YOU gotten yours? If not...damn it what the hell are you waiting for?!?! =). Meet You There!


AND then, theres this VelocityKL rave on the 29th December. Sorta like a pre NYE's party. Can you see, the lil Kyau&Albert in the picture? haha. Well the lineups are Kyau&Albert, Ron Van Dan Beuken and highlight would be Judge Jules. Boy, the Judge must love Malaysia huh? second time this second term of the year. And, in the r'n'b Hip Hop room, highlight would obviously be DJ Goldfish. Theres T-bone, Jakeman(?? I thought he does his thing in the radio station..) Joe from too phat...bla bla bla. Not quite interested in the rest.hehe. For more information, go to their webbie http://velocitykl.com/

So many parties and events happening this December I think I'll barely have enough air to breathe. So people, take your picks wisely. If you cant decide, well.. go for all. simple. hehe. ADioS!

November Rain

This is a super late update on the Wussy's bday at Shogun. Okay.. as you can see... we had dinner at Shogun. Hhahaha.ok lame. There were quite a number of people I must say. We took 2 tables. Made alot of noise. We stacked up deserts and put a cute lil candle on top of it, and that was out bday cake. Sorry la, cheapo people here. We took so much food, our tables looked like some..Hooligan's table. Basically, the table wasnt big enough for all of our food. I certainly made my money's worth. I think I had bout...17 prawn tempura. right now.. im still sick of eating prawns. I wonder if I have Hepatitis C yet. hehehe. Oh, and we were also the LAST ones to leave. It was a good outing all in all. Great company with good food, is all good.




After dinner, we headed down to Laundry for some drinks. Unfortunately tho, only me n William were left. Then came his godbro, Bon. Met Roxanne there and Krystal came after that. So.. was okay la. had some drinks and MAMAK later on for supper. I swear, my tummy must have grown bigger coz of that day. hehe.


Another bday celebration.... it was Vanessa, the Pigalator's bday at her hse. Nice to see her and catch up with her after so long. Oh, I was made to speak infront of her family and friends. Impromptu speech. I nearly freaked out. Okay, that wraps the late update of the November babies. =)

Together We Will....Party

SO last night, randomly, Krystal and I decided to head to Maison to check out who was there. Didnt even know who was goin and I didnt call up anyone. Met Krystal's friend, Sam Ho.... Sonia and her spiderman, Kheng wey/wei??,Kou Lou and gang, who drinks alot...2 Bottles of Black they opened,didnt last till the end of the night. I had some. On empty stomach, I felt the alco at about the 4th glass. OK and ThEnnn...I saw Vincent, Veelyn and Penny too. Thats downstairs. Upstairs I saw, Sherman. Yeap, Sherman from DJ. Im surprised he still remembers me. Furthermore, it was in the dark. Guess I didnt change afterall huh? ok moving on, more if krystal's friends...shaun who made me take like a quarter jug of Long island [yuck]. On the dancefloor, I saw FAYE! talk fast and run fast Lee Faye. hahaha. she was with Alicia. Ok, thats all that I remember for now.


Me, the typical woman who fakes when talking to other girls... and her precious bag. =)

I Feel Lost, Take Me Home

Wash away the sorrow, wash away the sins. Wash away the anger in me and let me forgive. Put together the broken parts of me thats left shattered on the ground. My faith is like the candle left in the rain. Trust is like a ship surrounded by icebergs. I've got no past to hold on to, and no future to look up to. I'm lost and just drifting around the sea. Wherever the waves take me to, I'll just go. I just want to be found, kept at dry safe land so I wouldnt have to fight the battles for survival everyday. Take me home.....

Denial doesnt change the truth.

Some Comfort Here

The break of dawn.

This was what I saw this morning, when I stayed up to rush my 3D work. Incase you dont know what that is, its day break. The street lights are still on! that was about... 6.45am. sigh... ALL of that shit... only to go to class and NOT being able to present today, because that bastard of boolean lecturer took THE WHOLE DAMN DAY for class 3A to present. My class was supposed to start presenting at 2.30. And he told us not to be late...Asshole. Was a waste of freaking time! I could have finished my video if it wasnt for him. Trust me, I was close to goin up to him and confronting him. Its not our fault that the A class turned up late this morning, why do we have to be the victims!? this is the 2nd time the innocent people gets shit for doing nothing wrong at all. Maybe I should have blown up at his face so that he could have a taste of what its like to be blown at for no apparent reason. @%~@#$~@#$ bWARRGhhh! IM supposed to be FREE ALREADY!!! okok...need to calm down *chants chants chants* Thank God I decided last minute to go Maison. Good to finally listen to myself. Intended to go for a break, then leave early to get back to work. But I stayed till the end, and even had supper before coming home.

The maison regulars.

With Jace and her chick

Me and the lil emo wreck.hahaha =)

Thats all I'm goin to post up for now, unless you people want me to post the rest, coz alot of them...hmm.. are the many faces of drunkards. I'm being nice.OK! I feel better now. Its Friday night, and I'm home alone. Maybe I've been home too often. But I like it. Shall save up energy for tomoro night. Dogzilla. and.. I need a haircut. hehe, that was random but yeah, I cant take the damn hair bugging my neck. Alrightey then, shall go n wait for the people who are nicely clubbing to call me for supper. I'm getting hungry. cya.

But Its Over Now

Theres been some issues going around and it bothers me. I know its none of my business and its not even happening to me. But if it bothers my friends, it bothers me. These couple of days/weeks and month seems to be the falling of several relationships. Whether it be an official one or not. I guess there are somethings that I wanted to voice out but I felt that, its something that its best not to poke my nose in and sniff trouble. Everything that involves more than yourself takes 2 to tango correct? so it isnt entirely ONE person's fault that what you have doesnt last.

When its all over, maybe there are some regret you feel inside of you. Regret that you ever got with that person, regret that you've made some mistakes. And then is that regret that you NEVER did anything. If you asked me, I'd rather feel the regret of making mistakes than to not make any. At least I know, I've tried and it didnt work out in the end. So thats fine. It would be easier to move on coz I know. But to feel the feeling of knowing or not knowing that you coulD have had something but you've let it go too early would be more depressing. There are so many people in the world. So many that we could choose from to make you happy, make you whole, to complete you. But while you're here sitting contemplating whether you should or should not give it a try, you've lost your chances looking for the person. It was never about looking for the perfect person because there never was a perfect person. Its what you will experience from each other, fall and learn from mistakes then fix them you find the perfections in the imperfection.

It just bothers me to know that, 2 people could have been happy but complications made it impossible. Complications in the mind and not the heart that is. The heart only wants one thing. Love. but your mind is the one thats fucking you up. Maybe you may think that I'm naive and not think about all the other small matters that adds up to the complication. But hell, Why do we all have to make things so difficult? Its a great prize, love. isnt it? Tell me if I'm wrong.

The Little Things In Life

Since I've got nothing to update about...Just thought I'd share something I saw. At times like these, I need the drive for laughter. I'm being wayyy tooo geeekkyy for my own good. So, this little humour is good for those still suffering from the deprivation of emotions because of.. final presentations... or final exams. haha.its not time consumin at all... just take 15 seconds away from those BoOks will ya?!



Incase blogger decides to be bitChay and not let you poor souls to watch the video from here, to straight to the link in YouTube. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dtLzvOsQ80k

Holidays are coming...its coming...its coming...!! *sings like a franctic maniac while hopping around* Weeee~!

Read All About It

Birthday shoutouts to the November babies. 1st up on the 3rd of November 1986, came into the world, the future midget. 20 years later, on Nov 3rd 2006, she still has the height of some 8 year old. =) Good things comes in small pakages? yeah.. i'd have to agree with that. Bad news is that this year, the smallest member of sound system got lost in foreign land and couldnt celebrate her 20th mark with the rest of us, good news is that, the little pakage will be delivered home soon. see u soon smalls. Happy belated birthday


Today, Nov 4th 2006, is the birthday of the one-of-a-kind species. Not to mention...ONE and ONLY kind on the face of this earth. A cross between a pig and an aligator. Yes, you read it right. This species was discovered some 2 years back by fellow members of a certain community. The strange looking species was thus named, the "pigalator". Its been 20 years since the birth of this special creature. Wonder where shes been hiding all these while. Well, today she comes out of hiding to cut her cake. Happy Birthday.



Tomoro, 5th November. Wannabe superman William Loh, celebrates 21 years of high flying years. Too bad, he has flown home to his homeground to be with his family. Also, we were not fortunate enough to make him...see "stars" last night due to his " responsible duties" no drinking and driving...party pooper..[yes, which reminds me of my unfinished video assignment]. May you have a safe "flight" throughout the rest of your life. Coz I'm wishing you today, Happy EARLY birthday.

Passion Chokes The Flower

NeeEedd... to.... upppdate....
NeeeD...to....sleep........
neeed...to....finish...assignment.....

UGH........

Ferry Corsten - Holding On

failing sky grows darker every day.
moonlight fading as you walk away.
all the roads that lead me to your heart… …have gone astray

Chorus:
My hands are tied behind my back,
and I’m weaked by, your slow attack,
you take me in,
then change your mind again.

spinning wheel won’t lead me to your view,
and all the words I need to hear from you,
I’m holding on but guess I’m out of luck, …and still in love with you

Chorus:
My hands are tied behind my back,
and I’m weaked by, your slow attack,
you take me in,
then change your mind again.

Hold my face, in your hands, look into my eyes
So I understand, all the toughts,
inside your mind
Tell me it’s time

Chorus:
My hands are tied behind my back,
and I’m weaked by, your slow attack,
you take me in,
then change your mind again.

Nice nice song. so emo can cry. haha. ok that was...syok sendiri. Im TIreD okay..? =\ holloween and Reval4tion updates...when I get my hands on them pictures.

DJMag top100 2006

And so.. results for the DJmag top100 DJs for 2006 is out. To all the trance junkies, you need not read any further as this is a repetition of what you all already know.


As you can see, Uncle Paul sits comfortably at the top once again. Armin in 2nd after all his hard work knocked old timer Tiesto down to 3rd place. Looks like Tiesto needs to buck up, like maybe practice speaking English so he could get more of the fans? *shrugs* Its okay, the Love Will Come Again next year hopefully. Dont know who DJ Dan is.. but he's sitting nicely on top of our Zoukout Highlight/main event, Ferry Corsten!


No7 and 8....Sasha&Digweed...rise together you fall together hahaha[says William]. No9! My new favorite group. Above and Beyond. HooraYyy! With the release of their album Tri-state and all those anjuna beats volume. I think no9 is still not enough! haha better luck next year. Anjuna Beats Rox my sox! [btw, I think the DJmag guys made a mistake, A&B's arrow is supposed to show UP not DOWN!] And No. 10, Krystal's favorite... not group tho..just ONE song.GET ovER it girl.



William, I want the Anjuna Beats worldwide! Cant wait to listen.

I wanted to see Ronski Speed somewhere but unfortunately, he didnt make it to the top100. Oh well... Eddie Halliwell is at 17th again. Same as last year. I expected that dude to make a quick climb up the charts, but I guess the older guys are just too influential and strong to let him pass. Better luck next year as well.

ookay, back to 3D... =`(

Edited: ok, my bad. Ronski Speed IS in the chart. No. 87. I must have been too blur. Cool.. now everyone on my list made it. =)