Friday, February 29, 2008

Light up, light up,as if you have a choice

Btw, I forgot to mention that college has started. Now its time to go back to busy mode. Well, I'm in the final sem of my Advance Dip. now, thankfully. Which also means that I got through the previous semester. I also need to add that I got a DISTINCTION! haha! How bout that? Its just one subject... but still!! Its a big change for me. Couldnt wait to spread the love to my parents. Now I've got the green light for a new jersey. woo hoo.

Anyways....the holiday was a tad bit too long and now I can really feel that my brain has rusted and all. Thinking of ideas wasnt as easy and smooth as it used to be. Gotta start watching all them videos now. Any good sites to recommend? I need ideas. Well.. it wont be long now,time flies by real quick when you're busy. And this semester, I figure I'm gonna be REALLY busy. Very big major project, which is my video and the graduation show, which is part of our module. After that....Melbourne, HERE I COME~~~WAIT FOR ME!!!

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Local Heroes

Check this out... some people are just really funny. Good on them! Good for me too, can have a good laugh.. cheap thrill

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Being Grown Up, Isnt Half As Fun As Growing Up

Its been MONTHS since I last went to Maison. I was without any plans for Thursday night. All I knew was that I was going to hang out with my 2 buddies, Iylia and Afiq because when the clock hits 12, its Iylia's bday. Somehow, William managed to get guestlists from Edric and so...just like that, Maison it is! Man its so different there already. The people have all completely changed, even the patrons are so different. Oh well....

This is Mr. Birthday boy... whom I made down a jug of long island before the real bashing begins. I'm sure he was still very happy holding that bottle and all....

The 2 prosperities. We both, grew together...with that I meant in size...

Lets play, spot the difference. Whats the difference between the pictures above and the pictures below? There is only ONE answer to this question, and its pretty easy if you look closely.....

Sorry...excuse the huge ass hole in my face. I'm too busy being grossed out.

There... have you figured out the difference yet? Give up? okay let me tell you..... Its the EYES! can you see how freaking small his eyes are at the end..? ahhaha dRunkard. You probably hate long island now too huh? Join the gang. woo. Happy Birthday again man. =)

I miss hanging out with you guys la... those times back in the days, those were real fun, when we had nothing much to worry about. When people were still around. All the stupid things we did for fun. Matchbook Romance's Tiger Lily.haha. I dont want to grow up! I hope we all never drift apart.

We drive tonight,
And you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
Like we've known each other forever.
The time flies by,
With the sound of your voice.
Its close to paradise,
With the end surely near.
If I could only stop the car
And hold onto you,
And never let go...
I'll never let go.
As we round the corner
To your house
You turned to me and said,
'i'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent.'
And, I want to speak these words
But I guess i'll just bite my tongue,
And accept 'someday, somehow'
As the words that we'll hang from.

And i... don't want to speak these words.
Cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.

Why does tonite, have to end?
Why don't we hit restart,
And pause it at our favorite parts.
We'll skip the goodbyes.
If I had it my way,
I'd turn the car around and runaway,
Just you and i.

And i... don't want to speak these words.
Cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.

Matchbook Romance - Tiger Lily

Monday, February 18, 2008

Everything, sounds better!

Gosh, its been 10 days since Above & Beyond. I'm too slow. Lets see what I can remember. Ok, I left my house really early because Vincent needed to go to Shah Alam to pick up a friend. After that we headed over to Subang to meet up with the rest before heading down to Zouk. We needed to be there early because of someeee certainnn under aged person. Due to some complications, we chilled outside at terrace bar while waiting for Uncle to help bring her in. Met up with Yinyi and gang. Once inside, we wasted no time. Bring out all the angpow money and buy drinks.haha I spent 50 bucks, to chip in for the drinks. Eventhough I had only bout 3 mugs of beer, I'd say it was WORTH IT. Actually, I wasnt even bothered to drink.....seriously...

Attendance of the night L-R : William Wo[not Loh],Bryan Chin,Juelin, Nat, Vincent,Tracy,Mei yee and myself. Not in the picture, Slinky and Joel. They were being photographers.

This picture serves 2 very important purpose. Purpose 1, the gap in the middle is to represent WILLIAM LOH, who could not make it as well as EUGENE CHIN, that's purpose 2. haha. We had the time to remember you two....be thankful.

The night inside the club, started with Fono kor doing the warm-up. Excellent warm up,really.

At around close to 12.30, uncle had to make way for ABOVE & BEYOND!!!!. The old man on the left is Tony, and the Dorky fella on the right is Paavo. Yeah, they're happy to see us too, I'm sure. We were all standing right infront screaming our lungs out.

Yeah, see, RIGHT in front!

We were singing to Every song that we knew the lyrics to. And the tracks that night were just MAD. It was soo RocKing that Nat, cried tears of joy, 3 quarters through the set, I just sat on the floor coz I couldnt take it anymore. Its too much for my heart.Seriously.. Its THAT good. They really know the ways to my heart la. I know I know, I sound like some cheesy freak. But I really really damn Love them ok.... Plus they played all the nice songs all in a go. Really... If i had a weaker heart, I would have died of a heart attack that night. hahahaha.

Right, so after the set, with the help of Juelin's cousin, Adam Matthews, we got up to the console to meet up with Tony and Paavo.

Got our stuff signed by them. Unfortunately for me, I didnt have a CD for them to sign. =( Oh well, a picture and memories should be good enough.

Outside Zouk after it all ended. It is by far, THE BEST night I've ever attended. Of the 4 years that I've been going to Zouk, that set, won hands down. I'd say it even beat Armin's set at Zoukout. ABOVE & BEYOND!!!!! NUMERO UNO!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

I light a fire in your soul

Bloody Hell, Above & Beyond getting to me la. Now my playlist is filled with all those emo vocal songs. Why are these songs so sad... hmm. For those who think that trance is nothing but boring beats and senseless tunes, read the lyrics. I think they're more meaningful some other pop or rock or whatever songs


Underground or Aeroplane
Doesn't matter in the end
I know it has to be this way
You're leaving me again

So I'll write my little love song
And I'll sing it to the wind
You're out there on the road tonight
London, New York, Amsterdam

And I'm lonely here without you
Miss your breath against my skin
You love me then you leave me still I lie here
Pressing fingers, where your kisses have been
And I miss you
And I miss you
And I miss you

I know that I should be in bed
It's almost 3am
But when I close my eyes I can only see miles of headlights
Fleshing out the distance

So I'll sing my little lonely songs
It's just part of who I am
Cause I know that its been calling to you
London, New York, Amsterdam

Luminary - Amsterdam



Making promises I can't keep
Do I show empty?
Should I beg for your mercy?
Do you know I'm glad to be?

Do you hear me when I weep?
'Cause I search, I search for peace
If I should die within my sleep
So you know, hold me

Nothing but you can taste so sweet
Do I go? Are you with me?
'Cause you know I'm in too deep
'Cause you know, know me

Markus Schulz - Cause You Know



I think you lost your mind
Or did you fall asleep
Was your vision closing in
Did the light play tricks upon you
Was the window shut
As you lay on your bed
Was there someone creeping in
Did the vapours swirt around your head

And slowly, but surely
Take you away from me

How can you fall into the dark
When my arms are there to catch you
How will I ever lose my way
With your open hand to cling to
How can you fall into the dark
When my arms are there to catch you
How will I ever lose my way
With your open hand to cling to

I think I'm breaking through
I'll wake you from this sleep
One kiss surely that will do
Then the ice will melt around you

And slowly, but surely
Bringing you back to me

Ferry Corsten - Into The Dark


4.30 am I'm awake again,
singing to the dark through open eyes.
While dreaming i see only you and me
stuck between desire and compromise.

If i said i want you back i'd be a liar,
there's nothing left of us to long for any more.
But inside the ashes burns an endless fire,
and every night i can't help reaching out for more.

And i can't sleep, you're so far away from me,
and i can't sleep, and i can't sleep.

You're leaving these scars scattered round my hearth,
a road map of the places you have been.
But i can't escape, can't wash this away,
when love has burned your mark so deep within.

If i said i want you back i'd be a liar,
there's nothing left of us to long for any more.
But inside the ashes burns an endless fire,
and every night i can't help reaching out for more.
And i can't sleep, youre so far away from me,
and i can't sleep, and i can't sleep.

Above & Beyond - Cant Sleep

Did the light play tricks upon you

Waaaheeyy~~! Just had to say that, ABOVE & BEYOND was totally ROCKING!!! It was by far THE BEST club night I've EVER HAD. Absolutely amazing. Now I just needed to get it off my chest. Coz I still cant get over it, and I dont have pictures to post up so I shall just update about some old overdue stuff. Penang. Penang part 2 for me.

Penang trip began on the 19th of January for me, the day after Marco V. Still all hung over, I drove up to Penang because little miss Juliana had to go home. I guess Wirriam trusts my driving enough to take his little sister home. Mind you, I've never driven so far out of KL before. No.1 Its my first time driving that kinda distance No. 2, it wasnt my car No.3, I was still a little hung over. I was a little scared, honestly.... But all was good, the journey was shorter than expected. With only one stop for petrol, we took only about 3 hours to reach Tambun, where we had dinner. So, I stayed with William's family for a week until the rest of the kambings came up for the weekend the following Friday.

The whole KL group....minus the monkey on my left. Stayed at Stella Maris again, this time we got the apartment.


And what do we all do best in Penang...? Yeah, eat eat and eat of course. First night, our dinner was at Gurney. Apparently there are some Penang virgins, so we "de-virginized" them. lol. Went over to Gurney plaza to get some food, snacks and drinks. The alcoholics in me n Jue came out and we bought ourselves a 12-pack beer. Nothing much the first night, only me, Joel and Jinyin stayed up late drinking while waiting for Jue to return from... I dont know....she went out somewhere.

DAY 2!!!

We went to town with the help of Danny-lorong and Teng Han.


Ate some CHICKEN,Cendol,noodles, rice, and other shit loads of food. Then disaster struck, halfway thru lunch I got a call from William saying my car brokedown, of course I didnt believe him. I was determined to not be fooled by him. But unfortunately, its for real. My FREAKING radiator burst in the middle of Ipoh and he got stuck there. Mixed emotions, and I lost my appetite, I was half pissed coz I JUST serviced my car the week before, confused because I couldnt believe it and I also felt really bad that my friend is stuck in Ipoh by himself. SIgh... so after food, everyone went down to Ferringi beach, I was a lil moody but it was okay.

Volleyball took my mind off the problem.... my arm hurt too much!

can you believe that the BOYS were the ones playing with the sand castle shit? This is proof. So much for your macho men.HAHAHAHAH.




The beautiful sunset on the beach. *input some slow trance song* ahhh... so emo.

At night, after dinner, William finally made it back up to Penang to join us. Plus Teng Han, Jay Jay and Samantha, Danny and Elaine. Elaine didnt stay very long tho. We bought beer. LOADS of beer, we had to go to 2 different 7-11's because we wiped out all the beer in one outlet Anchor STRONG is the shit.

The group! Dont know what happened to Derek...?

Reunited! the usual mandatory raining trio...

Ahh, it was a good trip. Of course, Penang didnt end for me the next day. While the rest of the gang headed back home, I couldnt leave just yet because my car was still stranded in Ipoh. So, I extended another week in William's house. I only got back to KL on the 2nd of February. 2 weeks in Penang. And everyone here thinks that I'm migrating over there. Take it easy ppl. its just 2 weeks. hahaha. But it was all good. I had alot of fun, despite being stuffed with vege and fruits everyday. I wake up early every morning and sleep early almost every night. I was "assistant coach" to the little kids. I got to watch a swim competition. I had no smokes or drinks while I was staying at the house. Achievement, yes? I think its a DAMN good change. haha. Thats all, folks.

Friday, February 08, 2008

4.30 a.m, I'm Awake Again..



Its Finally the 8th! THEY're finally here! I'm so excited I cant stop thinking about it. They may be ranked no. 6 in the world, but they are numero uno to me! They're the reason I would not get drunk that night. haha. I didnt say I wouldnt drink. I said I wouldnt get drunk. Need to be sober to enjoy the whole night. WOoooo! MEET YOU THERE!!!

Monday, February 04, 2008

People Would Stop To Hold Their Heads

Death, as we all know, cannot be reversed.How many more lives must be lost before people shed that "tidak apa" attitude? This is human lives we're talking about. Yes, I'm talking about the Slim River Bus Crash, that robbed away the life of a young girl with a bright future. This is late because I didnt have the space and time to do blog away from home. Now that I'm at home with the computer to myself, I was trying to understand the level of loss some people are feeling lately. I'm not in anyway related to her, except though friends who knew her and it really saddens me to hear about it. The 3 who perished were, 20, 21 and 23 years old. How can there be justice to that? Life is not fair... we've heard it all, but this, this is too much.I know death happens, accident happens, lives could be lost. But dont you think there have been way too many bus accidents around lately? And everytime they all say the same thing, they will investigate, they will hunt the drivers down, suspend the bus company. But thats all just plain shit talk aint it? Nothing ever changes.

I know when you're in a business you would want maximum profit without putting in much. But this is too much. There are way too many murderers on the road.Buses in bad condition, drivers are not qualified and have been breaking the rules, not just once but countless of times. Accidents happen all the time. They're called accidents when theres nothing anyone could do about it. Bus crashes are mostly the fault of the irresponsible drivers. We read it all the time in the newspaper, but no one really does or say anything about it. Then what is the point of knowing whats happening around us when we dont do anything to change it? You dont feel it when you're reading about someone else's death because you dont know what it is like to lose them until it happens to you.

I know its not as easy as, saying that you want something changed and it will happen. We dont have that kind of power. Not as a person, not even in a group of a 100 people. But if we try, as a bigger group,maybe something can be done. If there is anything that I can do, please let me know. As for now, I've signed a petition for bus crash no more. Please do drop by the page, Buscrashnomore
to read more about the Slim River Bus Crash and take your time to realize the number of lives that has been touched by not just this bus crash, but all the others in the past. Also, please do, sign the petition. CLick Here sign the petition so that the 3 lives who were unfairly robbed will not go in vain.

Thats for the serious part. Now let me rant

You bastards of a bus company and an asshole of a bus driver, if you people do not respect and treasure your own lives, please respect the whole load of passengers that you drive around. Their lives are more meaningful compared to yours. Some people have alot more in life for them, unlike yours driving a bus as a job. And even that you cant do it well. What in the hell are you good for? I think you bus drivers are doing better as a killer than as a bus driver. Kudos to you scumbags. May you suffer the kind of loss these families have lost but in 10 fold.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Crop Circles In The Carpet

You know sometimes, there are things that you wished you could forget and times you wished that you could remember? Right now I dont really know which one I want to feel,but I'm kinda freaked out at the part of not remember ANYTHING for over an hour. I hope nothing bad happened. hehe. Anyways, the event was Marco V @ Zouk. I dont know who or what triggered my drinking mood. I knew very well, I didnt have dinner its not a good thing to do but when the mood is there, I cant really just ignore it now, can I? So, Yes, i got REALLY drunk, and I cant remember anything so I'll just divide the pictures into 2 sections. One that I can remember and the other I cant. Part one....

I CAN REMEMBER!

this was when Uncle did the opening. His opening RockEd, reminds me of all the times we used to have good trance music. =)


The mandatory Raining Trio picture. Say...did it rain that night?


Still can be serious.

Not there yet. It only just begun.



I think I look better when I'm making weird funny faces than when I try to look normal. hahaha

Part 2: CANT REMEMBER!

Very faint....very very faint. Check out my face... cant focus anymore

But still can do this...omg....

Fono kor!

dont remember this too...since when do I do things like that....o.0

GETTING THERE!!!

GONE! BUT I remember this.... wonder why......hehehe

Thats all for Marco V for me. I remember him coming on after uncle's set. I remember being excited, I remember being dragged to another table of Penang kia's and taking their insanely strong glass of Black, I remember drinking some more after that....I remember... not remembering anything. hahahaha! Syok sendiri... but seriously... freaky...

When Busy Streets a Mess With People

I'm BacK! Now gonna catch up on lost events yeah. First up, Lap sap on 16th Jan. My, that sounds like a really long time ago. If i'm not mistaken, the theme was futuristic. Unfortunately, we were running a little late and I didnt have time to dress up for the occasion. I didnt really know what to wear anyways.

"When I grow up, I want to be just like Mr. Puah. I dont have a picture of him...hmm nvm.

It was ROCKING!! Freaking good night. Better than the first one i went for, i feel. LOVED it!

See....everyone sooo happy.

Especially me.... hmm. Beer....

The mandatory Raining Trio's Picture. Our first lap sap together.

o.0 ???

Blink a.k.a 5 feet a.k.a ah boy a.k.a Hoe Yin. phew... so many....

Happppy Nat and smiley May lurking at the back.....so scary come to think of it. eeeee.

Halfway thru, someone threw those papers.. At first it was abit dodgy, Like some kinda sign of death.... but when you dont really care, you....

stick em on your head. Like they always say, "if you cant beat them, join them!"

Actually by now I cant really remember what happened. Not that I was drunk and all. it was all good fun. But its 16th of Jan... kinda long time ago. So.. yeah. thats all from me now. WE R LAP SAP!!!!