Sunday, May 29, 2005

Imprudent

Somethings just cant change.You think time,will change things.You think getting hit everyday will make your skin thicker.You think taking shit will give your more resistance,but it doesnt. Everytime you try,you take a piece of yourselves away,you kill apart of you.You think it will be worth it,you'll be better someday,but you just dont.You believe the words of others to comfort yourselves. You believe them too much, and you fall apart. You cant let things sink into your head, you make your own version so that you'll slowly swallow it, then you become delusional, things become unreal. You try to get back to real life, and then you fall apart again. What a total waste of time, effort and energy, and what stupid things we all do that makes us craZy. Then again, we're all human and stupidity contributes to a part of who we are.
Maybe its just me....

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