A Curse On Me

I really shouldnt be in front of the comp at this time. Guess what? I went to the clinic...AGAIN. this is my..um 4th time in 7weeks. Gosh, whats wrong with me. Then sometime this week, I've gotta go back there to get my blood tested. Doc said I might have some problems with my white blood cells, or some shit like that. Sigh...Its torturing. I think I've given so many MCs that my lecturer would probably think I faked it, or bought the MC from soMEwhere. No no... I'm innocent. Sick and innocent. I hope by next week, I would be well enough for my Video class. We're gonna go shoot some stuff outdoors and I'm pretty darn exited!. PLus, this weeks homework, I need to create my own alter-ego. You people have any idea what I should do? What do you think is my alter-ego? Help me out please?

Ok, well, thats all I'm gonna say this time. I need to go crawl to bed. my muscles are killing me. Stupid fever.

Outdated Smack

Boriinnngggggg....I think ever since my main computer went for upgrades, I havent been blogging consistantly. I'm letting everything go. badd badd. I still have pictures stuck in my camera. lets see.. *checks camera* Marco V at zouk...then, Julienne's farewell/belated birthday lunch, Slinky's bday. Thats what I remember. If theres anything else, I guess we'll have to wait till my memory RetuRns [IF it does]. Ok la... since Slinky's thingy is still so fresh, shall elaborate alil before I forget.

It all started with dinner at Chilli's. I was roaming around the parking lot for at lEAST 35 mins b4 I got a place.*patienceisavirtuepatienceisavirtue*. Met up with William the wu..Pussy at Italiannis first because he's afraid he doesnt know anyone at Chilli's. By the time we arrived at Chilli's a whole big group was already there,not to mention already eating. Hungry/bitchy/grouchy me kept a straight face, wished the old man, and ordered my food right away. Guess what I had? Lamb Shoulders yo! ok lame. But it was the bomB la, eventho I couldnt finish it. ok bla bla bla, managed to convince slinky to have SOME alco, thanks to William, then more cam-whoring, chat alil, then wondered around the outside of Chili's waiting for the TIME to wish miss Cheryl. The timing obviously wasnt accurate because, God knows who's watch we were supposed to follow. Countdown also can RE-Do. Then we moved on to Centrepoint Mcd to um... BUm for a bit and after that, we moved on to AC. where, we played some foos. The chubby came home at approx. 4.30 am. The End. *phew* that was rather long.

Ok, so I've also met moRe friends/bloggers/crazy people. hehehe. Good example would be Penny. Who arrived at AC, HIGH, challenging us to a game of CS but then dissapeared after she said that. Later when she was sobEr, kacau me bout SChMoking padahal she also chimney what... =\. haha, nice meeting y'all. Sorry, takda pictures. I didnt bring camera. Unless there are some kind souls there who would send me some =). GoOD nites

Picture in The Mind

A funny feeling has been creeping up on me the past few days. The feeling of knowing what this day means. The memories of what used to be. A year ago, I was wishing someone on this special day. This time, I'm sitting in the hall watching tv. As the clock striked 12, my alarm rang. Its time. So here is a wish for you. Happy Birthday....wherever you are. Enjoy.

The First Time

This is the first time I understood the meaning of "everlasting and unchanging". To me, it means hurt. A feeling that is literally everlasting and unchanging. Something that you DONT wake up the next morning feeling all better. Something that doesnt go away when you overdose on ice cream. Something that doesnt fade away no matter how many whores you've banged. Something that is given to you, by the one person who can take it all away.

And that is the first time, I couldnt have gone wrong.

I sit all alone in this room
As memories unfold

Tears streaming down my face again
This pain never grows old

Some say it's a state of mind
But it's my heart that really hurts

Do they sit alone in the dark?

Or stare into broken mirrors
Thinking it's the pieces of their heart

This is the story of my life
The saga of my tears

A story told a thousand times
Remade over the years

Music and such

So I havent been updating for awhile. Cant say that I was too busy to blog, its more like... I dont have anything interesting to update coz I dont do anything interesting anymore besides waking up for college,thats interesting. The only interesting thing that happened was during the weekend, which by now is called last weekend and the weekend b4 that. I went for jAzz fest. Last week's show was better than the week before, with Shelley Leong and Jazz Oddysey. And then it was followed up with John Thomas and band. AwesomE! Jose Thomas came back to play as well. Little did me n Jocey knew, they are father and brother to a schoolmate of ours. Some people have awesome families....whatever.


Behind all those metal. JOHN THOMAS


Jazz fest! Nisha Tham on back-up vocals. *claps claps*

it was also to celebrate Nisha Tham's bday.

birthday girl was protecting her cake...


coz this was what it said.


she turned 22 btw


I know she loves me.haha

That was pretty much all. Oh have I mentioned that I hate my 9-8pm classes? yEa, its torturing, mentally. I'm learning sO many new things, all the programs, my brain cant take that much of shit in a day. 9 hours of class, 9 hours of staring at the comp screen, 9 hours of trying to absorb information, and 9 hours of trying to understand how those new lil creatures work. GooD lord, help.

Another July

Today is back to college day. Just got my timetable, and GOD its inSAnE! Eventho I have a day break BUT theres no need to keep us in the Lab till 8 FREAKING PM~~!!! *cries* thank goodness its not on a Friday hahaha. I'd rather go for classes everyday or have other day till 5 than to stay till 8. #$^!#$~#$. Plus I have 7 subjects this sem. Killer. Assignments are gonna kill me. First day today wasnt too bad. I only had 45mins of class, but assignments have been handed out. What do u know, mind maps again. And I also learnt that the labs are FreAking cold. I need to shop for more long sleeves and sweaters to survive this sem coz ALL my classes are in the lab. Look out, in coming computer gEeK. Oh well....I DO miss college..classes and all. But the sudden sHOck I got from looking the timetable was such a turn off.haha. Aight. Just received a call from the uncle Fono. DoTA. =)