Till The End

Theres nothing like playing back an old song, getting absorbed into the melody, the soothing voice and lyrics.

I woke under the cover of darkness
Looked up into the television sky tonight
I wandered through the city alone this
Rain wouldn't stop, I couldn't dry my eyes
I cried

I went to the edge of town
Over bright highways where the traffic was the only sound around
While my eyes were looking at the ground
I could see pictures of you floating all around
I didn't doubt

Who is the one to blame
Why is it that you never say
...when the feeling leaves
...if you're through with me

As I'm walking through the rain
Cold tears falling down my face
...like the autumn leaves
...on a windy day

I believed in miracles,when you were around.
but my hopes, dreams and inner self died,
the day you threw it all away.
Somewhere in time I knew,
Nothing this good will ever belong to me.

I still hear the whispers in the silence of my room
Heaven help me cross this endless sea
"Thanks for everything"
were your last words you said to me.

I would give the very breath from my chest
To give you all the things that my mind couldn't bear

What I feel inside,
It is what I know.
And it has no filters

There’s just too much that time cannot erase

When it’s said and done, i'll bet there's bound to be a better one

OkaY! so Mr.Postman did his job well. Either that, or Uncle Lim ordered the mail to be sent by Post Laju, Coz I got my results yesterday.Seems like Subang ppl got theirs on the same day too. Not bad not bad. I'd have to say, the results shocked me AGAIN. The one which I thought I was gonna either fail or do badly, hehe, I got a B. hohoho. Godlike. UNFORTUNATELY, creative studies n Design studies I got a C. KNNCB. must have been the journal la. sigh..... Anyho, No Fail is an event to celebrate.Furthermore, my average increased from last sem,which means I improved. HAHAHA. TAkE tHAt! MONSTER KILLLLL~! Aight,enough with the DoTA shit.

Last night I had dinner with the family at Terminal 3,the old airport. Seafood there was pretty good. Then daddy InSISTEd that I go to the doctors because of my cough. After that, its over to Jace's hse for the twins' birthday celebration. By the time I got there, Jace was...almost there[seeing stars]. I stayed till the clean up and puking session was over, and put Jace to sleep. Sadly I foRgot to bring my camera, so I'll have to wait till I get pictures from ppl, IF I DO get them. =)

till then... *hops around with joy* *hops hops hops hops*

Penang!

Here is the update on Penang.Finally got some pictures and I cant wait for the blackie, so here goes.


At the jetty we bid our goodbyes to Langkawi


So we have arrived in Penang.


crossing over from mainland to island

and we ATE as SOON as we arrived over at the island. Talk bout greed. hehehe.

fooood

There was this gush of wind that suddenly came in and blew all the leaves n twigs into our food.Good thing we were.... 90% done.ohh...the food....

Look at the aftermath...

We checked into this nice place RIGHT next to the beach, and we could still hear the waves when we go to bed. Sooo peaceful. Its like sleeping ON the beach, except with beds,aircond,blanket...bla bla bla.hahaha

the view from our balcony


Then we went Clubbing


All is good with drinks n music


nice bar.

We were introduced by William to his friends and godbros who were very nice. They took us around and layan us while we were there. They're heaps of fun.

The people we met in Penang

Missing in the picture includes, Momo, Danny[lolong]...err... thats all i remember. AwesomE. Must make another trip back there. NExt round, ZOUKOUT! whos in with me?! =)

Home

So I have returned from my little trip. Needless to say, I enjoyed myself very much. I only wished that I had planned it to be longer. Nevermind, first time's a try out, next time it will be better.*pats self* pictures will be up later when Im done compiling them from the others.




AND... I'm STILL waiting for my damn results. College will begin in another 2 weeks! TElL me I passed life-drawing... PLEASEEE!!! hehe.

EDIT: picts are in


our pool at aseania hotel


Pool is good. Check out the 2 mickey at the back row. hehehe


Breakfast


our "boy-band wannabe" pose


At the cable car place.


everyone likes bunnies


aint this fella cute


The spactacular view from the cable car


The Bridge


more of the bridge


MORE!


This looks like some postcard picture huh?

suddenly, this dark cloud came in fast. Me n Iylia decided to stay.




And we got soaked!


it was windy....so we took the opportunity to be BUFF!

oh, this is Langkawi, and its not Langkawi without ALCO!

oh my darlinggg~

And alco again, at the beach

did ya check out the size of that Heineken?

So, That's bout rapping up the events in Langkawi. I'll post bout Penang in another post while I wait for MORE picts to come in... so till then...


I'l be watching you

What Do You Do,At This Moment When I Think Of You

"When you're drunk I swear you're 15 years younger" that comment would mean, I'm 5. What if deep inside I am still 5? What if I never got out of the stage, and what I am now is just a cover up to cope with the hammerings of life, day in and day out? Why cant I see what I'm doing and where I'm heading to? I try to catch a glimpse of it but it all seem unclear. I'm crawling looking for the light, but its always raining.

I'm feeling kinda down, I’m here alone and its all quiet. Never mind that, I like the peace. Silence isnt silence when I'm alone. I cant sleep. I wish theres more life when I look out the windows. Its dark and quiet. I feel like I'm alone in this world, where I'm the king, but I have no one to command.

Up where I sit, the street lamps and city lights look like candles. The further ones flicker, reminding me of the oil lamps in temple during wesak. Up here, I see things the way I want to see it. In a way I'm making things up, but it has nothing to do with my daily life. I like to think that I'm keeping myself calm all the time with those thoughts. Because if I was to allow random, uncontrolled thoughts in, I'd be seeing very violent scenes. I do not believe, I'm violent or destructive. I just want to have some control over myself.... I think I want to go back to college already. Holidays makes me isolate myself from people.

I'm goin to go off soon. The more I pack, the more I feel like I do not want to come back. Its not anyone's loss anyways. Okay,you'll still be able to reach me via my hp. A week to think bout nothing but fun.Adios.

Stupid

World Cup. The killer season. In a way, I guess I'm happy its over. All in all, I've lost 300bucks coz I started betting. So yea, no more games, no more attempts on trying to get my money back, no more losing MORE than I already did, no more STUPID moves. Betting is stupid, and I'm the bigger idiot for playing the game. Hey, sounds familiar. Sounds like what I've always been doing with my life doesnt it? hmmm....

Well anyways,I'm just bitching coz I lost money. But I did enjoy the world cup, dont get me wrong. Penalty shootouts never fail to make hearts skip a beat. Besides the addictive games, I've been DVD-shopping again. Got myself CSI's season 6. hehe I've watched it all, so now I'm faster than those following it on TV. I also bought Prison break. Shit...its pretty darn addictive. Yesterday I slept at 11AM watching that right after the Germany Vs. Portugal game.haha.

So,in approximately 30 hours from now, I'm be in a plane flying off to Langkawi. A part of me is pretty darn exited, but a part of me is frEAkEd out at the fact that I'll be having alcohol and nothing but alcohol for 3 days. For those who didnt know, I fuckEd myself up with drinks JUST BEFORE goin for Christopher Lawrence. Thats not the bad thing. Bad thing is, I completely Humiliated myself in Zouk. So plEAse plEAse, no more flaming lambo PLEASE. I'm terrified. honestly.....Okay, so William, I'm sorry if I fucked it up in anyway. Krystal, thanks for following me home and staying with me.

Cold Product

Just returned home from watching the game. Germany didnt play very well,and Argentina was really fighting. I still bothered to watch the match eventho I already knew who will emerge victorious after tonight's battle. Its Germany's homeground.How can they lose out? And the second game, PreTty obvious who will win as well, I was just hoping to see somE form of miracle. Guess my hopes were alil high, as the mafia's slammed Ukraine with a big 3-0 win. Tomoro, or rather tonight, England and Portugal. I really want England to make it thru. At least go to the semi-finals before dying in the hands/legs of the Brazilians. As you can see, I'm definitely confident that Brazil will win tomoro, in fact I'm confident that Brazil will KICK FRANCE'S stinking ass. To add more fun and excitement, I might just place a BET for onCe on Brazil. Aight, enough with the football ranting.

I had a conversation, and the topic revolved around a person whom I said is very nice and caring,and single as well. Then the reply I got was, "Good guys finish last". That simple line, was not at all simple to me. I really thought of it pretty hard. What has this world/culture turned into? No wonder you cant blame anyone for being an asshole. Coz good guys dont get anything. What do you think?