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I AM HOME~~!!!! *hugs computer,pillow,bolster,bed,blanket tight*

Voices In My Head, Wont Let Me Be.

Yeah yeah.. Monday was the end.... IF I had finished it.. Sigh.. and I thought, by today, I would have been able to throw it all away and go get a drink to let loose. Guess not. Shit....JUSt KILL mE lAaaa...I think I really have suicidal tendencies now. I lost count of how many houRS have I been awake. Maybe it would be easier to just count the number of hours I've slept.... Ok, lets see... marathon began Friday night... but that I slept coz... I was over confident. I THOUGHT I could finish. OK So...rephrase that. Marathon began Saturday night..., I think I slept for... maybe 3 hours. Then Sunday....No sleep at all.Unless you count all the short 15mins-30 mins nap in between rendering...Which probably makes up to an hour or 2. ThEN came Monday...no....not yet. Its Tuesday today right? I've kinda lost my sense of timing. What has been going on in the world? I feel Lost... and I feel 80 coz my backs all aching, not to mention my butt too...

So so so back to my hours of sleep..yeah..... that makes...5? 5 hours in 2 days. Wow...not bad. I'm amazed at myself. haha..*pats self*... Oh ignore me... I'm abit whacked out in the head right now. Its not really processing properly. Ignore the dots too... I dont know why.. but I just felt like putting alot of dots..kinda explains the way my head's working in soME weird way....yeah..er... k... I think its done rendering....back to work. *waves*

Suicidal Jeolousy Has Become MeEeeE~~~

They're coming home.. and Monday WILL BE my LAST day. It WILL be.... *chants be strong be strong!!* This will be the last hurdle....*summons great power* Anyone wanna help? Options available are.... donation of RAM. Apparently 2gb isnt enough. It still takes forever to render. Option b, Pay a professional to help. Or C........Bomb LUCT now.. so that all other works will be destroyed. Yeah..that sounds good. hahaha. Okay.. needed a moment to lighten up. All that work is making me suicidal. I wasnt wrong bout what would happen after we got the assignment brief for that video clip. *I aint slithing my wrist I aint slithing my wrist!* LOL....okok.. back to work.

The Game, The World Stopped To Watch

Well, I'm sure most of you know about the big game over the weekend. I think even those who do not watch football heard about it. Arsenal against Manchester United. This is really slow. haha. But Man...was it a good game. It was such an intense game for me. Firstly because Arsenal has had a good run this season being in good.if not top form. While Manchester, still slowly recovering from those stupid 1-0 wins. I dare not say anything, neither did I put in too high hopes of winning. I figured, if they could hold them off and draw, I'd be satisfied.

And then came the 46th minute, Rooney struck from the right, and it went it. OMG. I realised I might have been the only one standing up jumping around, but I didnt care. Holy Hell. The half time whistle blew and I had some time to chill.

I'm still not sure who's goal is it. Some said, its Rooney's and some said, it was Gallas's own goal. Not sure, But whats for sure, its a goal to Man utd.

But I knew... it aint over. Feeling alil more confident, but it aint over. And I was sooooooo right. 3 minutes into the second half, Arsenal scored. Fabregas to be precise. The way I look at it, it was Man Utd's mistake. BIG mistake. I blame it on Wes Brown. But thats just my opinion. Now you know why I have a jersey with a no.6 but has no name. Thank freaking god.


Moving along, When Louis Saha was substituted, I was more than relieved, I was excited. And I was right again, he made an impact. Passing a nice ball to Evra, and Evra getting the keeper's attention slided the ball into the center for Ronaldo. Oh man.. another superb moment. And I thought, that COULD just be it. its in the 82nd minute. just HOLD ON DAMNIT. HOLD ON!.... There I was counting down the minutes,with each passing minute I get more n more tensed. They then announced that 3 minutes have been added. I felt it was such bullshit, because nothing happened during game time why should they add so much?

And then came this moment where it was really messy, and everyone around was screaming because the ball was goin left and right center and all the Arsenal players are all up, and then EVERYONE, EVERYONE thought it was safe. When Joel suddenly turned around and said "ITS A GOAL!!!!!!!!!" we were all stoned, looking at him like " wtf are you talking about?" And its for real......the video reply shows that, eventho Van Der Sar managed to stop the ball from entering the net, he didnt stop it from crossing the line. Damn the refrees are sharp, this time. So.... there you go... one of the most, exciting matches, most.....FINGeR Eating, smoke-till-your-lungs-collapse and hair pulling matches. It was disappointing, no doubt, I'm a UNITED FAN DAMNIT.... but... it was a good match. And like I said.... I would have been happy with a draw.... and a draw they got.

Jeebus.... I'm so emotional when it comes to football. gahhhhh. Arsenal has a way of spoiling our fun huh, Liverpool fans?Damn Fabregas, why are you so damn good?

If You Could Be Happy

I want to get a new phone, because my current one is/ has been giving me problems. But I dont know which one to choose.


This is the new N81... its the bomb... but its abit out of the budget. So which leaves me to the 2 cheaper versions.....

6500 Slide

OR....

5610 Express Music

Both are about the same price I think....One has got good features, another pretty good looks. Help..?