Put A Spell On Me

You know a dream is like a river, ever changing as it flows.And a dreamer's just a vessel that must follow where it goes.Trying to learn from what's behind you and never knowing what's in storemakes each day a constant battle just to stay between the shores.And I will sail my vessel 'til the river runs dry.Like a bird upon the wind, these waters are my sky.I'll never reach my destination if I never try,So I will sail my vessel 'til the river runs dry.Too many times we stand aside and let the water slip away.To what we put off 'til tomorrow has now become today.So don't you sit upon the shore and say you're satisfied.Choose to chance the rapids and dare to dance the tides. -Garth Brooks

As The Rush Comes

Havent been writing anything lately...Guess I dont have the time. These days I'm buSy as hell. I spend more hours in COLLEGE than being at home. Home is like a hotel now.haha. Well... whatever updates that I wanted to make has already been posted by everyone else. Okok...just for my own memory, Last Tuesday was Joce the DORY's bday at Fridays and then we moved on to DeCanter for DRINKS.Since joce was the bday girl...she got to choose the drinks.Beer it was. After my experience with A WHOLE JUG of beer...i got kinda sick of beer. *puke*. Alright, after that was a vERy Thursday, Fri and OF COURSE SAT. Lets see, thusday me n Willie headed out to Putrajaya for our photography assignment, Friday skipped half of design Studies class to develope the films.I made a terribly STUPID mistake by not making sure that ALL the film was out, n I cut it halfway =`( good thing is that I only lost bout 3 frames. Then at night, me, Slinky and Willie watched Ultraviolet..um...NO coMmEnts on the show... and then we headed our for Supper. We had nice LALA without Joce coz she was probably plUcking tea leaves in cameron.

Sat...me n Willie rushed to college early in the morning to pRiNt our pictures. But we still couldnt complete it coz time was not on our side. Time waits for no one right? yeah, so we headed back to my place coz krystal n Jason a.k.a Fono had nothing better to do and hopped over to my place to chill.[according to Krys, Fono's face was.. "tapau-ed" hahaha] We were supposed to go for that Quicksilver revolution thingy but didnt...coz everyone fell alseep anyWayS. Sat at home n Ordered Mcd.At night... As we were dressing up we were counting down the moments before we went face to face with EDDIE HALLIWELL! wahoo! yeah..we PIMPED UP [lol], picked up ppl and headed offfffff. Btw...I know I had some goD awful moodswings... I'm sorry guys..those who might have got affected. But whatever SwinGs I had earlier, was WasHEd away by Eddie. SeriouS heart ThumPing-body SHAking-bAlls breaking DJ.hahaha. No, i mean.. he's just REALLY GOOD.A-W-E-S-O-M-E. Silly Willie got yEt another signature on his shirt and A PICTURE with Eddie himself.damnnn....*heart weeps with jealousy* hahaha. Nah, joking! All in All, we all HAD mEgA fun! The night has to end, with a nice chilling session of supper back at Jelutung,Fono came along too.Next was to FLY back home n SLEEP...

Monday was back to reality n WoRk. Last night,I went for my first Mambo.Um...I have to admit it's Different.Sure isnt a nice sight to see old uncles dancin n worse of all trying to hit on my friends.So, it was alright.No objections to party n friends. =) Now, I'm supposed to be doing my assignment, but I'm outta ideas and WILLIAM is..probably still sleeping...so no help for me.Ugh...photoshop is not my forte at all.... =( i need to learn. oraits... I SHOULD get back to work. - End Of Update-

The Dory Turns 20!

My dear DORY friend....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~!!!!

Have a great bday you old fish. =) May we have more bdays together! hugs.

The Person In The Mirror

I feel different....like a sudden strong wind came in.. blew a part of me away n replaced it with something new. I needed a new place, a new environment, a new liFE so badly. WHat I got wasnt something entirely new. What I got, was my past.I'm on the road,leading to who I was. Funny how THIS time, i could actually walk back to my past. I dont know if its a good or a bad thing. Whatever the case is, as long as it takes me away from my troubles, I'm fine. Be it hanging out at the park where I used to every night, or...hanging out at this....gay bar[first time], goin back to ghetto,goin to try some korean food not knowing how big of a hole it burns your pocket, it really doesnt matter. Once again... i'll just go with the flow.I dont want to think bout anything else. I never should have left my friends. My first priority will always be my first priority. I wouldnt want to change that. What I'm trying to say... is that.... I'm satisfied now, in this moment, I have nothing and i will lose nothing.

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me everywhere
No matter what I do

Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over

Seen a lot of broken hearts
Go sailing by
Phantom ships lost at sea
And one of them is mine

Raising my glass
I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left
Of my heart and soul

I'm sick...and tired of feeling like total pathetic DumbAss.WHY am I STILL mourning? Look at the time..its ticking, Its been so long. Then look at me....who am I now? I'm lost...more than ever.No, im not depressed... i'm... numb. I just realised that I can swing from being a happy camper going out partying one minute to a Mourning pAin in thE ASS DopE. Yes... happy easter...get me an egg if you're nice enough. =) chocolate is good.

Hands UP

WahahahahAHha~~!!!

I can sleep soundly tonite, with a Big BIg smile on my face.....dreaming bout the 2 wonderful goals scored by ROOOONEEEYYY and PARKKKKKK!!!! yeah. ahhhh... what bliss. N theres never a better place to watch than Hartamas Square. *Big BIg GRIN* good nite all =)

Babble Babble

I dont seem to have anything much to say these days. Or rather...nothing significant to blog about. College life, these days, I've been hanging out with William and Slinky alot more. And for SOME reason, everytime the 3 of us meet, the weather turns sour. SomEbody really doesnt like us.haha,or like Willie said, the power of us brings rain. LOL. Manchester United and Arsenal,hmm..a very anticipating match.A muST watch. M.O.S?? garHhh...I wanna go, but i'm not too sure.Its very tempting indeed.

Anyways, went for the field trip to the handycraft center just now, that boDoh Willie couldnt wake up coz had too much to drink....eediot. But the stuffs there was quite cool. Spoke to a few artists there,heard them talk bout their paintings,styles,abit on their lives...bla bla bla.

PLUS.... its MOMMY's bday today. everyone's getting so old. =)

Nothing in this life is free right? Everything has a price. So why arent I worth anything? I should be......

Understanding Denial

What If you cant break it... or u cant make it. And you cant wait for another day? And it puLls yOu... it pushes you, till you roll down and die. Then eVerything that you've Ever done.. every ounce of energY is all in vain? TO find a cause that waS mAybe never there, or to See tHe truth, thAt was never reallY truth At all? Roam through your whole life never knowing what the Purpose iS? Can you really let out a sigh... and presenT your "judges" "the story of my lIfe?” What would it be Like? WilL you be banged for all the mistakes you've done? Or how you could never snap out of a dead end? I think if I were to present the story of my life....I know I'll have to deal with LoadS of questions and the sad thing is that ThRoughout my whole life...I may not even find an answer for it.

Till death, will I face questions that has no answers. Be it questioned by me...or questioning me.