When Good Things Go Wrong

When you wake up feeling blue or the wrong side of the bed, it is absolutely pErfeCt that you get stuff like these n your mailbox. At least you know, you might not be in such a bad situation afterall. =) Read on ppl!


AHhAHHAHah!!! a little BDSM gone really wrong there


kinky 33-year old....


Guy with no experience of his balls ability to shrink and expand.....

HAHAHAHAHHA!!! thank you yinyi.... this is good shit. I like British newspaper too...

I'm Walking On The Edge!

Friday 20th June

Wooot woot~~!! Last weekend was seriously a POWER weekend. Friday night, nope, not at Loft, but at Maison for Alex M.O.R.P.H. It was seriously weIrD to have a trance event outside of Zouk, and furthermore, in Maison. But it was all GOOD! His set was surprisingly melodic and euphoric! Which is, the best kind of set for me.

Attendance of the night, Neekee,Yinyi, Nat, William, Jean, Chak, Ben, Bernard,Joel and Kchong. Later on, Mark and friends joined our table as well.

Its been so long since we had a trance night ANYWHERE! so the moment I heard those beats, doesnt even matter what song was playing, I was already hyped up!

yeah, we love trance.... thats our new mascot.....so "CUTE" right....?

They got a picture with the Man of the night. Dont be fooled, he looks normal here, but he's um... kinda heavy on the weight side...hehe...

The view from where we were standing. I think the management should go check up on the pillars supporting that balcony, coz everyone was jumping up and down, it did feel like it was gonna drop. But even if it did!!!, I wouldnt care! I would have died happy anyways. The music was SOOOOO getting to me.... I was close to tears!

seee.... stresss, I couldnt take it. He played, mind circus, SATELLITE!....Walk the edge...zOmg!

I cant get over the night man!

when the night is good, I dont need no alcohol. Natural high is the way to go...........but I drank anyways, and Neekee drove my car back in the end...hehe....*shy*

hahahahahah!! Kchong.....y so serious....?

see, yeah.... natural high. Did I mention that I lost my voice? Like real bad. ahhaah

This is what Walk the edge did to me....

and this was what the man was doing, he was really walking the edge... but I hope that the console didnt crack.hehehe. Thank you Alex MORPH!!!

Saturday 21st June

The following night, was Lapsap at Loft. this is some back to back good shit.

Attendance of the night, yinyi[again], neekee, smalls, dazed, andrew,jeehoe and techdroid. Dont wanna count William, Kchong and Seng in... coz they were at Velvet most of the time. ish....

Mr.Stoner....hohoho can u see which world he's in???

Mr. Drunkard Heng Seng Leng.... who happens to be the casualty of the night.

*shrugs* It was a good night!

Great weekend, great company! Thats the recipe for a Super Weekend!

This is a sense of things to come

oopppp! I'm late to update again!. Ah well... im not around the computer much these days,so cant really help it there. Anywayss....lets just get to the chase. Last Friday night was spent in Loft for TAG. Thats because I was having the TAG vibe the whole damn week prior to it and I felt that I needed to go. Plus also Jue came down to KL. So took her along.

turns out....that night pretty much sucked. The music was up and down and weird. I hope that no one would kill me, because I made so much noise bout goin and it didnt turn out good.

I tried to have fun by drinking and jumping around to whATever beat anyways....might have helped a little. The monkeys, Jue, Yinyi, Andrew and William went down to Terrace Bar for some Long Island...and they didnt call me! oh well... there were some long island upstairs as well. Dazed was drilling me with the drinks as I had promised him, that if he goes with me, I will drink whatever he asked me to without resisting. So I did.....

the smoke inside Loft that night was INSANE! its almost equivalent to a mini forest fire! not to mention that the number of people has drastically increased over time. Its so packed now.

So,every once in awhile, we had to go downstairs to take a breather, rest our feet and all, check out some cars.....models that came out of it...wooosh...haha

ahh, there they are. I thought they would have wondered over to Velvet to party, but instead, they were at Loft as well... DANCING ON SOFA TOPS! their table was just infront of ours. You could smack their asses if you wanted to....except, they had bodyguards and bouncers watching over them.... pfffttt....and they had champagne! =(

this monkey is happily shopping in Bangkok now....


yeah....we had nothing else better to do but to camwhore..... See...its always when Yinyi is around that we camwhore, no? hahahaha well, we were kinda bored la... taking pictures seemed like a nice thing to do, then.

wooot, the mandatory group picture.hahaha not of the people, but of the shoes. Guess which one's mine....? I dont wear my nice new ones to the club...cant risk it being stomped on by others. =) alright now, end of outing update...

Now... for updates on me...its finally the end of the semester, and I'm about to graduate from Limkokwing soon. In... about a week to be exact.And, I'm swamped with all these things like renewing my passport, updating on the stupid flight schedule that seems to be changing from time to time....PACKING! omg...packing is.... annoying... and all that crap. Cant I just go and...abra-cadebra all my things over? hahaha. So lazy to do all the packing shit. Well.. all I can say is that... I'm a wee bit confused right now. I'm all mixed up in the emotions side. Cant really grab a hold on what I'm really feeling. I AM excited to go, dont get me wrong. I've been waiting for this for 3 years. Its finally time. But, at the same time,I feel like its hard to leave as well. Must be the fear of getting out of my comfort zone. Oh well... its that... "im about to leave" emo phase isnt it? it'll be over soon enough.Maybe when I'm there and when I'm used to being there then I can be comfortable and maybe even not come home.hehehe. Just Kidding.. I need the food here. ah well.. ok i think thats enough for now.... end of update! byebye

You’re An Open Invitation To A Heartache

Walking contradiction? I think I'm in that zone right now. You know the feeling.....when something triggers you to be happy, and yet at the same time, when reality sets in,that very same thing becomes a downer? When your emotions jumps from being able to crack a smile on your face to striking a panic moment? I'm sorta feeling that right now. And all of that is making me all mind fucked.... but the best part is that, I'm doing it to myself. Not anyone else. I know, this is not the first time its happening. I always kill myself with all those thoughts. But this is just strange. Its different. Maybe I feel that its different because I havent had much emotions in the past..... 2 years or so? I havent had to think much about the things that I'm doing or what kind of situation that I got myself into. Maybe I forgot how to handle all of that. Too used to being on auto-pilot, perhaps.

Who is to decide whats right and whats wrong for me? There are too many factors and too many variables, I cant do the math. Someone please, light the way for me? I'm ready to get out of the hole now. At least just....guide me to the doors, and the decisions, I will make them myself.

I think I must have gotten up from the wrong side of the bed.... been feeling all shITty the whole damn day....Shall go back to that bed and tomorrow, would be a better day. Nights.