Now That You're Gone

Sunday 1st of July 2007, one part Budddyyyy, and one part Raining Trio has left to join the people in the land down under.....When we had that farewell dinner at Daorae, I didnt think that it would be my last time seeing him...at least until the end of the year.

Why do I say that...? Because I was too late to be at the airport to send him off. I was already on my way,picking up Bryan and Cheryl when I got a call from him saying that he's going in soon, and it would have been too rush/late for me to catch him. So we said our goodbyes and all over the phone. I know I didnt really say much to you, that was because I just didnt process what you were telling me. I have never missed a goodbye, but I did it when it was you. I felt that it was so much harder over the phone compared to physically being there. Maybe it was something new to me, but I'm sorry I didnt make it.I had no idea you were going in so early. I feel terrible. Ahh well, enough of me and my apologies, I hope that you will enjoy it there,which I'm pretty sure you will, party with Godskitchen on behalf of the raining trio who are stuck here with Johan Gielan ahaha. I'll miss going to raves with you....


its been every outdoor event since after Tiesto....

All the time in the clubs...when I would have a partner in crime to recognize tunes, the amateur way...

And all your jokes and funny expression.

And.. thanks for all the time that I uh... needed help walking and all after clubs. I owe you alot, I know.Next time, we'll do it the other way ok? =)

Take care, and I'll see you soon....

She Wants Him, So Badly

It was Roxanne's birthday celebration at a bar in Hartamas. The bar is owned by a friend, so the whole place was ours...I mean anne's friends and drinks were apparently at a really cheap price too. Didnt manage to make that girl drunk. Guess all her clubbing times paid off....resulting in her pretty high tolerance for alco. I didnt stay till the end coz I wasnt driving and decided to follow the little girl home instead of waiting for Jace.hmm.. I have my reasons. Ahh.. forgot to thank you, little girl for dropping me off. I dont have any pictures.... not too sure if I'm gonna be able to even get my hands on it.hmm.. so I guess thats all there is about anne's bday. haha...so sad.



ANYWAYSSSSSSSSSS.............





On Wed afternoon, I met up with Kevin for lunch at the usual Uncle Lim's in Ikano. That place is like a must to go everytime he comes back. And usually A&W as well, not this time tho. ANYWAYS... when he came back he said he got me something and I was supposed to collect it from him in his car when we went to Zouk...ahh.. unfortunately... I went overboard on them drinks and forgot that I didnt have a good dinner before that sooo....yeah... I got it after the lunch. Guess what it is? Swear it was totally unexpected. The whole.. I'm getting a present thingy is unexpected. But it so made my day man....Here's a hint... its... gREEn. yeahhh.







Yeahh, if you guessed Absinth, pat yourself on your back, If you havent.. ah well...you need to drop by this page more often.ahahahahha..ok.. kidding. =)


I like what that guy said... looks like its too small here. Click if you're interested to read. Sounds like that dude really got captured by them fairies. Share the love people...share the love.. Oh.. the awesome things is that it came with the spoon. You know, that spoon you use to burn the sugar... oh man..Im just staring at it while it rests nicely on my shelf. haha.. ok, I sound like Im worshipping the bottle or something. Off to bed to dream of the fairies. Good nites.

Just found an awesome track...well..not the track, found the title.

Moussa Clarke vs The Police - She wants him (bootleg)

adds to my list of songs waiting to be released. =)

Who Will Find Me

Here's a new and interesting vocal track.....
Dj Shah feat. Adrina Thorpe - Who will find me.
Found in Armin Van Buuren's new compilation State of Trance 2007.... I wanna get it.

In a world of desire,
oh who would come and catch you when you fall
in the wind and the fire? oh who would come to save you?

High above any danger
Locked inside the tower of your mind,
dreams are veiled; passion blinded.
Safe from fear and fire.

Oh who will find me?
In your midnight eyes,
I see a summer sunrise.
Fly far beyond these silver winter skies.
I see a beautiful life.
Oh, come and get away.

Do you see the horizon?
Walk upon the water, you will find
all is still and yet alive
in the morning light.

Dance dance in the morning light.
Open your darkened eyes.
Hey, hey, it's a beautiful day.
It'll be ok. It'll be ok.

Take a look, spin around,
this is where I find you
where the roses bloom.
Leave your cares, leave your fears, leave them all behind you
yeayah.

It's a beautiful day in the city of shining light.
It's a beautiful day. This is where I find you?
yeayah

Oh who will find me?
In your midnight eyes, I see a summer sunrise.
Come and get away.

The House Of High

Okay..so I cant wait for the others to send me them photos, so I'll just go with my own. Attendance for the trip, Raining TRiO!, Jay Jay, Nat, Krystal, Uncle Fono, Fattie Iylia, Mr Chef Afiq.

Slinky looks like he has 3 legs...or 4..if u include the one that cant walk...hehehe

Meet, Fattie Iylia.

Like I said, there were ALOT of poo all over the damn place. If I find that creature that did that I'd torture it and make sure it shat its last time. Everyone quickly move into working on different things, like sweeping, mopping, washing the dishes and building the fire. We were late, so everyone had to hurry.

SpaRTan Fono, the mop washer,washing the mops

ugh....Spartan William a.k.a Mr Squeeze...squeezing the mops. Must have been nice...

I.... did the food. Cant see what I'm doing?



Here's a better look.Dont worry... no one died from food poisoning, I washed my hands.

Halfway thru, we were joined by 2 more friends, Naqi and Izwan. People I havent seen in ages.

After the food, we had some leisure time just hanging around and chilling. While some of us, were busy taking weird photos.... such as

this gay fuck here, who's best look is always being a girl


Gangsta yap and his uh.....bimbo(?)girl.. hahaha


We.... " getting some".

Since its Genting and everyone gambles, so did we. Unfortunately, we were all underage..ok not all, most. So we just sat there in the back and played, without cash. it was fun tho.

When we wiped out most of the drinks, we started doing more stupid things. That carpet there was a nice spot to reminisce all the good old times when we were all young. SMDJ people! but I guess, 3-4 years after leaving school, we're all not THAT grown up either. Guess there will always be that Kid in us.

Aight, thats the last picture of us still sober, whatever happened after that... is not really captured. Another picture I saw of myself was sitting next to the toiletbowl and others are..when we were about to leave.hahah So...fill in the blanks in between. Let your imagination run wild. This is an awesome trip. I know i've said it, but I'll say it again.I wished it would have went on for another night. Oh... I just realised we didnt take a raining trio picture for this trip. Damn. Lets make it a tradition to have Heineken every June/ July holiday to remember the Langkawi days! hahaha. k...till the next update, which is Slinky's farewell dinner.... Adiosssss

For more updates and pictures from the other camera, go to Nat's blog.

"And the years go by so fast

wonder how I ever made it through"

Alcohol "improves IQ", You Think?

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/1058526.stm. Look, its a health article. But it has relations to alcohol. hahaha. Amuses me. read it. It says that binge drinking is bad. Which I have already been told... so... need a mate to accompany me for a LIGHT drinking session nightly. How bout that? Suppose a can or 2 of beer a day would do. =) Just have to put that up. Any article noting the benefits of alcohol interests me.

Moderate drinking may actually improve brain power, according to Japanese
research.

Together

Just came back from Genting. Its been awhile since I last had my bbq session with my friends. Last was probably 2 years ago. That place is so full of shit.. and I mean literally full of shit, coz no one's been there in months, and damn...those lizards or rats whatever[we called it "Lirats", go figure why] that crapped all over the damned place.Know what I called the house? I called it the "House of High"...uhm...go figure why also.hahaha. The trip to me was awesome. Hopefully, it goes the same to everyone else that was there. It was a good and refreshing get away. Updates and pictures later when I managed to get everything. =)

Here Comes The Sun Again

Its the father's day today...so I booked the korean bbq restaurant in taipan for dinner[thanks Slinky]. Nothing much.... just food food food...beer...and...thats bout all.

Seen here.. is the whole family...minus my nephew, he was the cameraman.

Dad offered me a beer, so I took it... you dont say no especially when its your dad's the one asking. hehehe.


That is.....some thin sliced...something. I forgot what meat.

That is my kimchi jiggae. Oh...awesome. looking at it makes me drool again....

Thats.... the beef, I think. The thing I love bout these is that they're always so soft n tender. And they have nice rice.

Thats....my very weird looking sister and her son...my nephew....

Meet....fatso... my very "sexy" brother.

Before we left, the manager or the owner of the place came over and had a small talk with us, and thought us a couple of korean words. ahahhaha. I cant remember them. He even gave us a bottle of korean rice wine, on the house. How nice. The wine was....umm... I dont know. It had a pretty strong taste despite it being only 20% alcohol. Thats the Soju Nat's been telling me about. Scary....I reckon, absinthe taste better. hehehe. I miss absinthe. Aussie people, pleaseeeeeee help me get one when you come back... =(

Ok, end of father's day update. No biggie, just a simple meal. And its the fatso's bday today, so...happy birthday fatso. I think I shall suggest Japanese food for dinner tonight. Ooh.. Shogun maybe? Uncle Fono is coming back soon, cant wait... so I wouldnt starve alone at night. =)

ULTIMATE song of the MONTH
Albert Vorne - Formantera What [Gareth Emery Remix]

Dont Worry If The Sun Dont Shine

Friday night for dinner, I went to look for my sister that I havent seen in... a couple of weeks. Since I can never wake up in time to have lunch with her, dinner was the best I could do. Was happily chilling at her place around 11 ish, came the call from little girl, inviting me to go to Loft as it was Victor's bday. Knowing me pretty well, she knows what to say and how to tempt me. After thinking about...231412 times, thinking about how agreeing simply because of the drinks would make me look like a total alcoholic...in the end,I agreed to go.


Where ever Victor goes, you know the party is goin to be havoc. And I was right. He took up the whole of the VIP area and had....3498713478 bottles. We never ran out of bottles,as soon as one is done, I see a few more coming.I was not save where ever I go. Lost count of how much I drank. I know when I left, I was fine.Pretty darn high, but fine. I even drove back to DU to meet up with the rest of the gang for food. Had my rice...milo...and dropped everyone home. Then I came back n crashed around... 6 plus.


The weird thing was when I woke up. I was spinning like I was sitting on a Ferris wheel on turbo. Next thing you know......


Lo and behold.... my masterpiece. Don't ask me why I puked in a pail instead of the toilet. If you want to, I can give you 2 guesses. If not, then I'll spare you the details.

Ohh... no more binge drinking...I shall drink regularly ey? okok,sorry for being disgusting. I had nothing better to do and no other pictures from that night. I made the picture smaller than usual anyways, not like you can see much.....just..the color....and some texture.... okok, I'll stop. =)

Song of the day[thanks to Wai Chung]
Supermode - Tell me why

Speaking of weird, THAT night at Loft....and the things that happened there... was weird. Shit was, I heard things that is....YuCk to my ears when I'm not drunk enough. uGh.I dont think anyone would have understood what I just said, except maybe the druggie =).ok...going to sleep now. Dont forget to wish your daddies Happy Father's Day... WHOS YOUR DADDDY? Adios AmigoS!

Craving For Nasi Kandar

I got tagged by the silly miss Yin Yi... I'm bored as well, so...here it goes

5 Things Found In My Bag
1.um.. I dont carry a bag?
2.school bag can?
3. that would be paper
4. pen
5. portable harddisk

5 Things Found In My Purse
1.money
2.plastic cards
3.name cards
4.passport size photos
5.receipts

5 Favourite Things In My Room
1.Bed...doooh
2.air cond
3.blanket
4.computer
5.clothes-and-magazines-and-paper-and-coins-everywhere look

5 Things I've Always Wanted To Do
1. Sky dive
2. Bungee jump
3. base jump
4.travel all around the world
5.organize an event that could match up to sensation[havoc]

5 Things I Am Currently Into
1.waking up at 4PM?
2.alcohol? hehehe...
3.having my supper 3498572374 times
4.downloading new tracks
5.my genting trip thats coming soon.

5 Friends To Tag
1.your father
2.your mother
3.your sister
4.your brother
5......yong jee may...since you cant study

ok..done.... food food foood foood......

Song of the day
FKN feat. Jahala - Why

Sing With Me!

Song of the day/week
Filo & Peri feat. Eric Lumiere - Anthem

Lately I've been feeling the same
I've being losing hope, resisting the pain
It's cold outside, I wish it were clearer
Sometimes its just easier to turn around
then look in the mirror

This is an anthem for the girl that got away
This is an anthem for the war of yesterday
This is an anthem for the rebel of my youth
This is an anthem for the risk of loving you

Sometimes when I go to sleep
My life spins out in front of me
Like a hurricane, a bottle of wine
Sometimes its easier to let something else control your life

This is an anthem for the girl that got away
This is an anthem for the war of yesterday
This is an anthem for the rebel of my youth
This is an anthem for the risk of loving you

Yay... I found me song. I CAN DOWNLOADDD~~~ woooo *fengtau feng tau* hehehe... sorry...over excited.

Illumina

I'm Back~! yes yes... my beloved computer is alive again. Finally I can just sit infront of the machine and do my things, instead of watching everything thats on Tv...including shows that teaches you how to be a good mum, child birth shows, air crash shows.. omg...I feel somewhat more knowledgeable. yeah. A little bit.

Seeing that my blog was so lonely, I invited that stupid girl to guest blog for me and wHaDdaYa know? its like getting punked...I dont know if it was a bad mistake or what. Nevermind... its ok. I dont mind so much that people post up horrible pictures of me....I guess.... since I make tonnes of ugly faces anyways... its not surprising its up everywhere. its not the first time I had some kinda battle of the ugly faces[*ahem*yongjeemay*cough**tanjinyin*cough*].Now that I can do my usual reports... its already been done. To sum it all up, UV Nation, is seriously... a joke. Its a CArPark, leave some lights on will ya? Half the time is spent looking for each other. Toilets, would the organizers have more brains to set up more of it? The whole main event lines up for ONE little pathetic cubical. Great. Bars, HOW CAN YOU RUN OUT OF DRINKS??? It was so freaking hot up there, people need to drink, and I dont mean alco, but drinks in general. They ran out of it. Dont even let me start on the beer. Its abso-fucking-lutely annoying. But I think, you all already knew that. Shall save my energy, and use it for something else.

AND....people... people with cameras....people with...poses.... lets have a photoshoot shall we? I'm bored and in need of taking my darling out. That thing is more pitiful than my blog.ok? cool. I shall now look for food. Until next time.....

oh yeah... supposed to go Yin Yi's tag.. ahh tomoro! hehehe

hello , krystal in the house

seemingly now that the chinchilla is without internet connection at home , i am to be guest blogging for her to fill up some blanks whilst she's staring aimlessly at her own computer wondering when her connection will be back to normal again .

and so she gave me her password a few minutes ago . hmm , i can be real evil now and expose pictures of hers as such

revenge is sweet , my friend after how you posted that horrifying photos of me on the webcam !!!! feel my wrath now . but anyway , i'll let you off the hook by just posting one bad photo of yours , see i even posted this really cute one of you as well shaking hands with the teddy bear .

.

anyway , i guess i'm supposed to blog about UVNATION for chinchilla since her internet connection is down . this was one of the worst raves i've ever been to , believe me . first of all the decoration was horrible . correction : there was no deco . it was smart idea for them to save cost for the settings cause all they had to do was change the lights to uv lights .

incase if you didn't know what UV light is , it's the kind of lights that make you glow when you're wearing white as you step into the zouk entrance .

the first thing that greeted us and got me bowling with laughter was a few cars parked randomly with their headlights flashing on and off . it's like a car alarm turned on - without the sound . and so i understand that they were trying to give the TOO FAST TOO FURIOUS tokyo drift *feel* at the parking lot , but heck ?! it was normal cars to begin with .

like chin said , ' i should just park my potato over there ' .

i honestly can't be bothered to describe the whole rave as i barely wrote much about it in my own blog but filled it up with my narcissist photos of myself in the rave to conclude it but i can't possibly do that since this is chin's blog afterall so i'd probably have to elaborate more about the rave .

alright , that's it . i'm so not Y2K compliant . i've spent nearly 20 minutes on this post trying to figure out how to bloody adjust the damn pictures .

* stress * .

Introspection

Ok, this is shit. I still do not have my connection and phoneline. If you're annoyed with my whining... I'm even more annoyed NOT being able to connect to the world at my leisure. Not that I have anything to hide or watching porn or whatever..... There have been things goin on, like.... Joel's bday at Maison that I soooo killed myself.... Fono and Bass Agents, hmm..UV Nation? ahh see, now I cant even remember what else is there.... Anyone wanna guest blog for me? Any kind souls wanna update for me? My bloggie is getting lonely. It needs company.hehehe.

I have been bumming around pretty long enough, now its finally time for the holidays! Planned agendas so far.... Genting this month and Redang in July. College re-opens on the 26th of July which leaves me ample time to chill out. Right now, I'm working on a side project with the little girl. Hopefully it all goes well. Should be fun. =)

Okay, I have no pictures or what so ever, so I'll stop right here with this brief update. And I'm actually serious about people who wants to blog for me. Take it as.... you're babysitting my blog ey? Aight... signing off now.

Waiting For You

I'm so lifeless without my internet. I hang around the house, watch TV... roll around the bed to pass time. I cant update my trance library, good thing the series are over, or I would be suffering. I'm so bored. On the contrary, I dont feel like goin out either. weird. Yesterday night I had the mood to not do the usual things like bumming around my house, but it was a Tuesday night and there's pretty much....nothing to do. Gosh...I'm so good at isolating myself, I think I can live on a deserted island without much problems. Ok la.... I'm just so deprived of internet that I'm just rambling bout everything and anything. ahhaha. Syok sendiri. *lalalalalala*



Btw, DO YOU KNOW WHATS COMING TO TOWN THIS 27th OCTOBER 2007??!?!?!?!. Well, if you havent heard, its Revelation5....no big deal? Well how bout GLOBAL GATHERING? Yes yes! Global gathering is coming to Malaysia. Dont know what it is? google.com. check out the line ups for that event. Its awesome. BUTTTTTT........ its Malaysia. I'm not sure what it will become but I heard Johan Gielen will be playing. I just HOPE HOPE HOPE *crossesfingerspraylikeamother* that he wouldnt headline. Coz if he does, the rest of the Djs wouldnt be very interesting. If he's just doing warm up then at least we can hope for a MUCH better DJ. Every of my Malacca/PD rave has not been a good one, lets just hope this is goin to be good. 3rd's the charm right?



cool... go to http://www.rechargeroom.com/ to check it out. Aight well... MEET YOU THERE~!

Before we all get all excited bout that, lets look at something closer. October is pretty far away. 22nd June 2007, back by any demand....its SANDER VAN DOORN. Dont think I need to mention the venue right? meet you there again..

just please dont play control freak......

DEPRIVED!!!!

Annoucement:
this blog will close down......







hehe... just kidding. Currently, I do not have internet connection at my place and I dont know why. The damn thing just wouldnt connect the past week and same goes for my houseline. It as no dial tone. If I happen to [touchwood] lose my handphone, man.. I'd be dead to the world. So... please pray for my internet to come back.... *prayprayprayprayprays*. I'm so deprived. Ok, sorry if I take time to reply your msges....or whatever. Im only getting internet from my parents place. ok... adios!

Renegade

I did some test to see if what people's calling me, which is alcoholic is true or not.

uh.. I did it for fun, forgot what the questions were, but the result wasnt um...good. So I did another one, to double check.


Out of 20, I'm supposed to answer either a "yes" or a "no", as you can already see.....

I think its too small. Anyways, it says,
1. If you hve answered "Yes" to any ONE of the questions, there is a definite warning that you may be an alcoholic.

2. If you have answered "Yes" to any TWO, chances are that you are an alcoholic.

3. If you have answered "Yes" to THREE or MORE, you are definitely an alcoholic.

ok, here's the thing. If you cant see and count the number of "Yes" I clicked on, let me do the math for you. 7. omg...I'm way beyond alcoholic.Hhahaha. But is it really...? I think its just a perspective. =)

And I'll See It Too

Its early in the morning, and I have nothing else better to do other than to talk to this little girl who is equally as nocturnal as I am. Since we were bored, we decided to have a video conference, but she forgot she has no mic. So we just webcam-ed. She didnt notice that I was having far much more fun than she was. I print screened our conversation. HAHAHAHA.

Here we are, when we first started. I didnt tell her anything.

Then she thinks that she's some kind of scary ghost

she: eh, damn scary right?

me: uh..dotdotdot.*print screen*

Then I broke the news to her when I couldnt stop laughing, she freaked.

Then she tried dancing to her new song.

This one...? no comments, seriously.... Pictures speaks a thousand words. Its 6.50A.M now, and I still cant sleep,maybe I should go and try. haahahah. Please dont use this against me. I'm nice when I'm on webcam. This was just too irresistible. =) Have a good morning.

Song of the day

Above&Beyond Pres. Tranquility Base - Razorfish

Loop And Things Relooped

Ok, so Man Utd didnt get the double. It was such a waste because the both did so well. It was just unfortunate the referee didnt see the "should have been" goal clearly. And that chance slipped away just like that. Chelsea's goal was a result of a very pretty passing by Lampard I have to admit. But at this moment, I'm just very sore about the lost. The last time I was this sore about it was when they lost the SAME cup, at the SAME level to Arsenal. That was some... 3 years ago I think. You cannot have imagine my disappointment nor could you feel what I felt. I know, I know, so dramatic over football. But its a cry of a loyal fan here! Give me some space. Its been a good 10 years of love from me. I could not have been more sad. But oh well. 10 years, I understand that its a competition and people win and lose. Just too bad it didnt go the way that I hoped for. There's always another season. Win or lose, Manchester United will always have my love.

So...moving on. I didnt go home right after the game. Went over to Fono kor's hse to chill and watch youtube, while he does his work. I just came home from dim sum and still cant sleep. Here, let me share some videos that helped cheer me up.





Its about animals, if you cant tell. Krystal and Jason called me sick for that, but I find it interesting not because its so god damn funny and its a CAT, but its also because I was curious how animals think, when they're on stuff.ahhahaha.Oh, dont forget to put on the volume and listen to what that guys saying for the spider video. Hope you enjoyed that too, =)

Song of the moment
ATB-Trilogy(the final chapter)
Because its so emo and so am I

Imma gonna try to get some sleep now. Good...morning.

Do The Double

I want to go for a holidayy~~~ Dont want to waste my time bumming around here doing nothing everyday. Langkawi,in early July is goin at RM1.99. so cheap. And I suddenly have the urge to go Penang to meet up with the "Spartans". And eat all the food there, and spend more time there. Both times that I went up North,I only had oNE day to hang around, and its certainly not enough. Not goin go Malacca anymore coz the little girl didnt get her passport stamped. or more like visa denied. If I could I would want to go somewhere else, outside of Malaysia. But, the closer my holiday is coming to an end, the more desperate I get. ANYWHERE will DO~~!. I want to take my darling out. Poor thing, has been sitting at home and not getting the chance to go anywhere.

How now, brown cow?

But first....tonight. Its Manchester United for the DOUBLE!

VS

It may not be a home game. But I have faith. Bring home the silver cup,make us fans proud!

SEXercise!

Just came home from a super funny outing with Slinky, Nat, Bryan,Cheryl,Kel Li,Kelvin and Krystal. Talking bout topics that I never really thought would come out over lala and some teh ais. Sat there since 11 until 2 plus. It was fun. There were SoOo many things that we sorta created, the whole bizarre conversation that we had started off with such an innocent word. Bunnies. Its amazing how our brain works.ehhehehe. Oh anddd,there is a possibility that the Malacca trip with them is on for next week. But its a very couple couple thingy. haha, so we'll see how. So so anyways, I just wanted to post up a video which made me laugh till I literally cried.

You know how some hard rock or metal songs are pretty hard to catch the lyrics? yeah well, this video is about the misheard lyrics of this rock song. Seriously, I think if anyone is in need of laughter should watch this.



if you cant click on that then, clicky here

As My Heart Surrenders

I'm finally FREEE. All the nights staying up late/ no sleep at all is over. But in some ways, it was kinda fun. At least I had some company. Wussssssy William has been staying over at my place for the past.. um.. how long was that? 2 weeks plus? Started off with Jean's bday at Zouk and then it was work and occasional other clubbing nights and AC for pool, and beer. He went back to Penang yesterday. Dude, it was nice having you as a...temporary housemate for awhile.hahaha. Wanted to msg you to see if you've reached Penang but I knocked out at bout 9.30pm. TOoo damnn tired. No alcohol involved.

Thats the nice velvet seats in Passion. sorry la. I poyo abit.hehe

Mr. Chris Agnelli~~~~ HOLDING ON TO NOTHING!!!


And so, the last week was alil but of clubbing as usual. Thursday at Maison after being missing for 2 weeks, I couldnt be anymore happy. Butttttt.... it didnt turn out great. All because I made a mistake. I was too busy going around walking up and down looking for friends, and when I found them I drank with them. The shit is that they all had different drinks. So before the club even ended, I was already gone. Couldnt remember how I walked out of the club...or how I got to Murni's. I remember.... puking. Until the next afternooon. 6 Pm the next day, I was still dizzy and we[Me,William and Jean] had a birthday dinner to attend at Passion. Miss fooser Eveline. She had a nice bday cake...So cute, I want. So yeah, I had to say no to all the drinks there. She must be thinking wtf? before that I was saying I would drink with her and get her drunk, on that day, I hid around like a kid. But I really couldnt take it. Okay, then it was off to Zouk for Agnelli and Nelson. But it was Agnelli minus Nelson coz Nelson fell down the stairs and was hospitalised. So his set was a tad bit monotonous at the beginning. But towards the end, mAnnn.. it was BANGINGGG. He played old songs but with Super Awesome remixes. The kind of songs that would make me SasAu without having to take anything.AweSomE. Mind you, I didnt have alco that night too. Probably like 2 glasses of black label and half a bottle of beer. Thats all. Jean Ko-ed tho.heehheeh


Jean and my C.M.I [cannot make it] Face.

Half the group and my CMI face.

Think i must have Puked too much my face went outta shape.hahahaha. Thats all for this week folks. AdioSssss

Song of the day...
Andain - beautiful things

Got up early, found something's missing
My only name. No one else sees but I got stuck,
And soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second,
Then nothing's changed.
Who am I this time, where's my name?
I guess it crept away.

No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.

I forgot that I might see,
So many beautful things.
I forgot that i might need,
To find out what life could bring.

Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
This trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
Now who's gonna wait.

No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.

Now what do I do?
Can I change my mind?
Did I think things through?
It was once my life
It was my life at one time

WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS MY FRIEND!

And so its the end of the Premiership this season. Despite losing 1-0 to West Ham at home, that match made everyone happy. West Ham get to stay in the premiership and Manchester, well, if you dont already know, go knock yourself, coz they're the CHAMPIONS 06/07. And have been champions since the day Chelsea didnt sweep all 3 points from the Arsenal match. For ONCE in my life, Arsenal had my blessing on that day. Oh the JOy, the cup is finally home. Its been too long.

Check out Sir Alex's face. At that moment he could be called Gay and he wouldnt care. Hahahah

Fans at the pub watching Chelsea falter.

The celebration, after the final whistle at Emirates Stadium.

Too bad I cant find pictures of the celebration and throphy presentation ceremony at Old Trafford,perhaps its too soon. Oh well...It has been a great season. Now.... FOR THE F.A! GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!!!!

Shine On

To Suzz... MAY 12th Miss Quah is now officially 21. Sorry I didnt wish you on time, nor did I msg or call you becoz I dont have your Canadian number. And I was away from home the whole day. But I didnt forget. So here's to wishing you a great 21. Hope you had a BLAST. I'm sure celebrating it somewhere else would have been some kind of experience. Altho it would have been nice to able to celebrate with you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~~~[if you still read my bloggie....]

this is you...last year. I think this picture is kinda cute.. hahaha candid shots are always the best.

=) take care.

River Of Light

The little girl was bored and she wrote something for me. Since I don't have joint account with her on blogger, I'll just paste what she wrote. It is her interpretation of me and alco.This is not something for the faint hearted. Personally I'd tag it 21SX. hahaha. This is a warning.

my love ,

i stare at the hands of the clock , move ever so slowly . in time however , i know we will meet again , very soon my love . it's been 2 weeks since i've succumbed to your sinful trap . but i've thought about you when i wake up , fantasized about you before i go to bed . tis addiction for you sickens me , as i find myself wanting to taste you all over again . i'm thirsty for you , hungry , lusting in animal desire to hold you in my grip once again . to have the whole of you , fill me with your liquids until i'm satisfied .

it's been 14 long days , since i've had my sweet surrender to you . but i remember how your scent teases my nostrils , and how wicked it was to have your warm liquid fill my mouth . i'd swallow it down , not letting a single drop go . you taste , so sweet , and i yearn to have you as my own all over again .

in time love , in time . tis parting has been painful for me as well , each passing week feels like an eternity until we become one . i don't deny , my love , that i have seek other options , that i've tasted others , but it's not the same , they don't taste the way you do . one is like a cheap school kid , that leaves me unsatisfied and the other is only of looks and class but nothing else leaving me yearning even more . they don't tease me the same wicked way of yours . oohh , i remember your tactic , your naughty style , the way you'd flirt with me , as i feel giddy with want , just waiting for you to take to where i wanted . and you'd hit the right spot everytime as i feel euphoria , in a state of mind that no one could ever take me .and when it has ended , it brings a smile onto my face , never fails to keep me fantasizing about having you whole again , wanting you to fill me in my mouth with your sweet trap . my love , i'm driving my own mind up the wall with the memory of us in my head . it's playing tricks upon me when i don't have my weekly rendezvous with you . our scandalous special day , where we'd once again unite , in heavy scent of lust , when two becomes one . and i have the whole of you in me .

i need you , love . as dangerous as you are , i can feel myself falling into this sickening state of addiction for you . you never fail to put me at ease , after a hard day at work as all i look forward is to be with you . be patient my love , it is only 2 more days till we meet again , and i will have you anyway i want it , however i'd want to take you down , be it neat and hard , or a lil tamer , much gentler . just thinking about you , not having you here leaves me edgy . i grind my teeth to keep my cool as i tell myself it'll only be 2 more days , until we meet again .

every week isn't the same without you . my love , Dewars , i shall see you again this thursday in maisons . no longer do i need to try to ease my pain without you by downing beers , those school kids , or try a variety of champagne , those models of high maintenance but little returns .

I like the ending actually.hahahaha. If you have reached this far, then I hope that you don't think that either of us are insane. Its merely for fun. All credits goes to Krystal Lee, for the sick and twisted story.

Faith Is A Friend

2 more days 2 more days 2 more days.......2 more days and I'll be free. I'm probably gonna crash and sleep for a whole FULL day before going out to party again. So people... if anyone reads this, please dont forget to call me out. I know I have turned down alot of offers, especially on Thursday nights. But after Tuesday, dont forget me okay? At the mean time, You know what's keeping me happy...??? hahahaha. The fact that Chelsea didnt beat Arsenal and they were one man down. Do you know what that means? THE TITLE IS OURS!!!! GLORY GLORY MAN UNITEDDDD~~~~~~

Lead Me To The Promised Land

I had that bad feeling the whole day today. I guess I was right. I dont get to say "I'll see you in the finals" for Manchester United has crashed out of the champions league again. They were so close. I'm not disappointed that they lost tonight. I'm disappointed that they were not at their best,that they did not give it their all at this level of competition. All they had to do, was to go into the game and DEFEND it till the end. That 3-2 aggregate would have been enough to seal the spot. But what happened? Why the suddenly lack of communications? I'd say the game was between 11 men and 11 boys. Who were the men? AC Milan. Disappointing, just pure disappointing. Whatever happiness I had watching Chelsea get kicked out last night, died tonight watching Manchester play. It was without a doubt heart wrenching. DAmnit.....*hides face in shirt* ........ Good night.....

Come Catch A Feeling

Haloo.. I'm back again. Been trying really hard to focus on the assignments. Oh well... its been difficult to keep saying no to almost everyone that asked me out. All the partying, people enjoying their holiday, while I'm taking this time to rush unfinished work. ehhehe.. ok la.. I think I made myself sound pathetically annoying. okok drop that shit. Truth is, the end of the semester is SOOOO close I could smell it. FREEDOM. But, in order to reach for that, I need to go through this last 4 more days. And because I'm so focused on the holiday I'm losing the flame to work. Yeah, thats what. So anyways.... Liverpool Made it to the finals this morning. I watched the extra time and penalty. Was so interesting. Of course, I'm SUPER happy that Chelsea is OUT! god damn glad. Tonight, the showdown is in Italy. I'M praying hard that Manchester makes it. I want to be really confident and say "LIVERPOOL FANS, WE'LL MEET IN THE FINALS" but.. honestly, I'm quite afraid. I need to accept the lacking of defence and all. But no matter what happens, I'll always be a Man Utd fan... TILL THE END! please let me be able to say I'll see Man Utd and Liverpool at the finals. *plsplsplsplsplspls*

Actually... I've just typed a whole load of crap. Except for the Man Utd and Liverpool thingy, everything else is just to pass time. ahahaha. Btw I went to temple yesterday. Did I mention I felt super odd and left out? Every other year, I would help out and be part of the team. This year, I went to get blessing, light candles and..thats all. I wished I had the time. Makes me feel terrible of myself whenever I go there realising that I only go to the temple not more than the fingers on my ONE hand. How much I've negleted by believes. boOo. next year next year, hopefully I wouldnt be so caught up with work and too much partying.Ok, I wanted to post some songs.... so lets just cut the crap and get to the point.

Songs that I've been listening while "working"

1. Armin Van Buuren - Zocalo [ Niklas Harding mix]
2.Reflekt feat. Delline Bass - Need To Feel Loved [thrillseekers remix]
3. Mike Nichol - Paradigm
4.Tiesto feat. Christian Burns - In the dark[ Carl B remix]
5. Robert Nickson - Helix [Thanks Slinky]

Reflekt feat. Delline Bass - Need To Feel Loved [thrillseekers remix]
Come catch me babe
I’m fallin
Come n save me baby
I’m calling

Come and be with me babe
Come after a while

Come catch a cloud babe
Don’t let me fade away
Come catch a feeling
It left a fire in me
Eyes wide open
I’m dreaming
Free fallin baby
Don’t let me fall on down
Free fallin baby

Come touch me baby
I need to be loved
And come hold me babe
I need to be loved
I need to be loved

The lyrics is too darn long... hahaha so I'll just cut it short. =p
I need some piCtures to go along with my posts.... goshh.. so many words.. so boring... =\