Renegade

I did some test to see if what people's calling me, which is alcoholic is true or not.

uh.. I did it for fun, forgot what the questions were, but the result wasnt um...good. So I did another one, to double check.


Out of 20, I'm supposed to answer either a "yes" or a "no", as you can already see.....

I think its too small. Anyways, it says,
1. If you hve answered "Yes" to any ONE of the questions, there is a definite warning that you may be an alcoholic.

2. If you have answered "Yes" to any TWO, chances are that you are an alcoholic.

3. If you have answered "Yes" to THREE or MORE, you are definitely an alcoholic.

ok, here's the thing. If you cant see and count the number of "Yes" I clicked on, let me do the math for you. 7. omg...I'm way beyond alcoholic.Hhahaha. But is it really...? I think its just a perspective. =)

And I'll See It Too

Its early in the morning, and I have nothing else better to do other than to talk to this little girl who is equally as nocturnal as I am. Since we were bored, we decided to have a video conference, but she forgot she has no mic. So we just webcam-ed. She didnt notice that I was having far much more fun than she was. I print screened our conversation. HAHAHAHA.

Here we are, when we first started. I didnt tell her anything.

Then she thinks that she's some kind of scary ghost

she: eh, damn scary right?

me: uh..dotdotdot.*print screen*

Then I broke the news to her when I couldnt stop laughing, she freaked.

Then she tried dancing to her new song.

This one...? no comments, seriously.... Pictures speaks a thousand words. Its 6.50A.M now, and I still cant sleep,maybe I should go and try. haahahah. Please dont use this against me. I'm nice when I'm on webcam. This was just too irresistible. =) Have a good morning.

Song of the day

Above&Beyond Pres. Tranquility Base - Razorfish

Loop And Things Relooped

Ok, so Man Utd didnt get the double. It was such a waste because the both did so well. It was just unfortunate the referee didnt see the "should have been" goal clearly. And that chance slipped away just like that. Chelsea's goal was a result of a very pretty passing by Lampard I have to admit. But at this moment, I'm just very sore about the lost. The last time I was this sore about it was when they lost the SAME cup, at the SAME level to Arsenal. That was some... 3 years ago I think. You cannot have imagine my disappointment nor could you feel what I felt. I know, I know, so dramatic over football. But its a cry of a loyal fan here! Give me some space. Its been a good 10 years of love from me. I could not have been more sad. But oh well. 10 years, I understand that its a competition and people win and lose. Just too bad it didnt go the way that I hoped for. There's always another season. Win or lose, Manchester United will always have my love.

So...moving on. I didnt go home right after the game. Went over to Fono kor's hse to chill and watch youtube, while he does his work. I just came home from dim sum and still cant sleep. Here, let me share some videos that helped cheer me up.





Its about animals, if you cant tell. Krystal and Jason called me sick for that, but I find it interesting not because its so god damn funny and its a CAT, but its also because I was curious how animals think, when they're on stuff.ahhahaha.Oh, dont forget to put on the volume and listen to what that guys saying for the spider video. Hope you enjoyed that too, =)

Song of the moment
ATB-Trilogy(the final chapter)
Because its so emo and so am I

Imma gonna try to get some sleep now. Good...morning.

Do The Double

I want to go for a holidayy~~~ Dont want to waste my time bumming around here doing nothing everyday. Langkawi,in early July is goin at RM1.99. so cheap. And I suddenly have the urge to go Penang to meet up with the "Spartans". And eat all the food there, and spend more time there. Both times that I went up North,I only had oNE day to hang around, and its certainly not enough. Not goin go Malacca anymore coz the little girl didnt get her passport stamped. or more like visa denied. If I could I would want to go somewhere else, outside of Malaysia. But, the closer my holiday is coming to an end, the more desperate I get. ANYWHERE will DO~~!. I want to take my darling out. Poor thing, has been sitting at home and not getting the chance to go anywhere.

How now, brown cow?

But first....tonight. Its Manchester United for the DOUBLE!

VS

It may not be a home game. But I have faith. Bring home the silver cup,make us fans proud!

SEXercise!

Just came home from a super funny outing with Slinky, Nat, Bryan,Cheryl,Kel Li,Kelvin and Krystal. Talking bout topics that I never really thought would come out over lala and some teh ais. Sat there since 11 until 2 plus. It was fun. There were SoOo many things that we sorta created, the whole bizarre conversation that we had started off with such an innocent word. Bunnies. Its amazing how our brain works.ehhehehe. Oh anddd,there is a possibility that the Malacca trip with them is on for next week. But its a very couple couple thingy. haha, so we'll see how. So so anyways, I just wanted to post up a video which made me laugh till I literally cried.

You know how some hard rock or metal songs are pretty hard to catch the lyrics? yeah well, this video is about the misheard lyrics of this rock song. Seriously, I think if anyone is in need of laughter should watch this.



if you cant click on that then, clicky here

As My Heart Surrenders

I'm finally FREEE. All the nights staying up late/ no sleep at all is over. But in some ways, it was kinda fun. At least I had some company. Wussssssy William has been staying over at my place for the past.. um.. how long was that? 2 weeks plus? Started off with Jean's bday at Zouk and then it was work and occasional other clubbing nights and AC for pool, and beer. He went back to Penang yesterday. Dude, it was nice having you as a...temporary housemate for awhile.hahaha. Wanted to msg you to see if you've reached Penang but I knocked out at bout 9.30pm. TOoo damnn tired. No alcohol involved.

Thats the nice velvet seats in Passion. sorry la. I poyo abit.hehe

Mr. Chris Agnelli~~~~ HOLDING ON TO NOTHING!!!


And so, the last week was alil but of clubbing as usual. Thursday at Maison after being missing for 2 weeks, I couldnt be anymore happy. Butttttt.... it didnt turn out great. All because I made a mistake. I was too busy going around walking up and down looking for friends, and when I found them I drank with them. The shit is that they all had different drinks. So before the club even ended, I was already gone. Couldnt remember how I walked out of the club...or how I got to Murni's. I remember.... puking. Until the next afternooon. 6 Pm the next day, I was still dizzy and we[Me,William and Jean] had a birthday dinner to attend at Passion. Miss fooser Eveline. She had a nice bday cake...So cute, I want. So yeah, I had to say no to all the drinks there. She must be thinking wtf? before that I was saying I would drink with her and get her drunk, on that day, I hid around like a kid. But I really couldnt take it. Okay, then it was off to Zouk for Agnelli and Nelson. But it was Agnelli minus Nelson coz Nelson fell down the stairs and was hospitalised. So his set was a tad bit monotonous at the beginning. But towards the end, mAnnn.. it was BANGINGGG. He played old songs but with Super Awesome remixes. The kind of songs that would make me SasAu without having to take anything.AweSomE. Mind you, I didnt have alco that night too. Probably like 2 glasses of black label and half a bottle of beer. Thats all. Jean Ko-ed tho.heehheeh


Jean and my C.M.I [cannot make it] Face.

Half the group and my CMI face.

Think i must have Puked too much my face went outta shape.hahahaha. Thats all for this week folks. AdioSssss

Song of the day...
Andain - beautiful things

Got up early, found something's missing
My only name. No one else sees but I got stuck,
And soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second,
Then nothing's changed.
Who am I this time, where's my name?
I guess it crept away.

No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.

I forgot that I might see,
So many beautful things.
I forgot that i might need,
To find out what life could bring.

Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
This trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
Now who's gonna wait.

No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.

Now what do I do?
Can I change my mind?
Did I think things through?
It was once my life
It was my life at one time

WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS MY FRIEND!

And so its the end of the Premiership this season. Despite losing 1-0 to West Ham at home, that match made everyone happy. West Ham get to stay in the premiership and Manchester, well, if you dont already know, go knock yourself, coz they're the CHAMPIONS 06/07. And have been champions since the day Chelsea didnt sweep all 3 points from the Arsenal match. For ONCE in my life, Arsenal had my blessing on that day. Oh the JOy, the cup is finally home. Its been too long.

Check out Sir Alex's face. At that moment he could be called Gay and he wouldnt care. Hahahah

Fans at the pub watching Chelsea falter.

The celebration, after the final whistle at Emirates Stadium.

Too bad I cant find pictures of the celebration and throphy presentation ceremony at Old Trafford,perhaps its too soon. Oh well...It has been a great season. Now.... FOR THE F.A! GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!!!!

Shine On

To Suzz... MAY 12th Miss Quah is now officially 21. Sorry I didnt wish you on time, nor did I msg or call you becoz I dont have your Canadian number. And I was away from home the whole day. But I didnt forget. So here's to wishing you a great 21. Hope you had a BLAST. I'm sure celebrating it somewhere else would have been some kind of experience. Altho it would have been nice to able to celebrate with you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~~~[if you still read my bloggie....]

this is you...last year. I think this picture is kinda cute.. hahaha candid shots are always the best.

=) take care.

River Of Light

The little girl was bored and she wrote something for me. Since I don't have joint account with her on blogger, I'll just paste what she wrote. It is her interpretation of me and alco.This is not something for the faint hearted. Personally I'd tag it 21SX. hahaha. This is a warning.

my love ,

i stare at the hands of the clock , move ever so slowly . in time however , i know we will meet again , very soon my love . it's been 2 weeks since i've succumbed to your sinful trap . but i've thought about you when i wake up , fantasized about you before i go to bed . tis addiction for you sickens me , as i find myself wanting to taste you all over again . i'm thirsty for you , hungry , lusting in animal desire to hold you in my grip once again . to have the whole of you , fill me with your liquids until i'm satisfied .

it's been 14 long days , since i've had my sweet surrender to you . but i remember how your scent teases my nostrils , and how wicked it was to have your warm liquid fill my mouth . i'd swallow it down , not letting a single drop go . you taste , so sweet , and i yearn to have you as my own all over again .

in time love , in time . tis parting has been painful for me as well , each passing week feels like an eternity until we become one . i don't deny , my love , that i have seek other options , that i've tasted others , but it's not the same , they don't taste the way you do . one is like a cheap school kid , that leaves me unsatisfied and the other is only of looks and class but nothing else leaving me yearning even more . they don't tease me the same wicked way of yours . oohh , i remember your tactic , your naughty style , the way you'd flirt with me , as i feel giddy with want , just waiting for you to take to where i wanted . and you'd hit the right spot everytime as i feel euphoria , in a state of mind that no one could ever take me .and when it has ended , it brings a smile onto my face , never fails to keep me fantasizing about having you whole again , wanting you to fill me in my mouth with your sweet trap . my love , i'm driving my own mind up the wall with the memory of us in my head . it's playing tricks upon me when i don't have my weekly rendezvous with you . our scandalous special day , where we'd once again unite , in heavy scent of lust , when two becomes one . and i have the whole of you in me .

i need you , love . as dangerous as you are , i can feel myself falling into this sickening state of addiction for you . you never fail to put me at ease , after a hard day at work as all i look forward is to be with you . be patient my love , it is only 2 more days till we meet again , and i will have you anyway i want it , however i'd want to take you down , be it neat and hard , or a lil tamer , much gentler . just thinking about you , not having you here leaves me edgy . i grind my teeth to keep my cool as i tell myself it'll only be 2 more days , until we meet again .

every week isn't the same without you . my love , Dewars , i shall see you again this thursday in maisons . no longer do i need to try to ease my pain without you by downing beers , those school kids , or try a variety of champagne , those models of high maintenance but little returns .

I like the ending actually.hahahaha. If you have reached this far, then I hope that you don't think that either of us are insane. Its merely for fun. All credits goes to Krystal Lee, for the sick and twisted story.

Faith Is A Friend

2 more days 2 more days 2 more days.......2 more days and I'll be free. I'm probably gonna crash and sleep for a whole FULL day before going out to party again. So people... if anyone reads this, please dont forget to call me out. I know I have turned down alot of offers, especially on Thursday nights. But after Tuesday, dont forget me okay? At the mean time, You know what's keeping me happy...??? hahahaha. The fact that Chelsea didnt beat Arsenal and they were one man down. Do you know what that means? THE TITLE IS OURS!!!! GLORY GLORY MAN UNITEDDDD~~~~~~

Lead Me To The Promised Land

I had that bad feeling the whole day today. I guess I was right. I dont get to say "I'll see you in the finals" for Manchester United has crashed out of the champions league again. They were so close. I'm not disappointed that they lost tonight. I'm disappointed that they were not at their best,that they did not give it their all at this level of competition. All they had to do, was to go into the game and DEFEND it till the end. That 3-2 aggregate would have been enough to seal the spot. But what happened? Why the suddenly lack of communications? I'd say the game was between 11 men and 11 boys. Who were the men? AC Milan. Disappointing, just pure disappointing. Whatever happiness I had watching Chelsea get kicked out last night, died tonight watching Manchester play. It was without a doubt heart wrenching. DAmnit.....*hides face in shirt* ........ Good night.....

Come Catch A Feeling

Haloo.. I'm back again. Been trying really hard to focus on the assignments. Oh well... its been difficult to keep saying no to almost everyone that asked me out. All the partying, people enjoying their holiday, while I'm taking this time to rush unfinished work. ehhehe.. ok la.. I think I made myself sound pathetically annoying. okok drop that shit. Truth is, the end of the semester is SOOOO close I could smell it. FREEDOM. But, in order to reach for that, I need to go through this last 4 more days. And because I'm so focused on the holiday I'm losing the flame to work. Yeah, thats what. So anyways.... Liverpool Made it to the finals this morning. I watched the extra time and penalty. Was so interesting. Of course, I'm SUPER happy that Chelsea is OUT! god damn glad. Tonight, the showdown is in Italy. I'M praying hard that Manchester makes it. I want to be really confident and say "LIVERPOOL FANS, WE'LL MEET IN THE FINALS" but.. honestly, I'm quite afraid. I need to accept the lacking of defence and all. But no matter what happens, I'll always be a Man Utd fan... TILL THE END! please let me be able to say I'll see Man Utd and Liverpool at the finals. *plsplsplsplsplspls*

Actually... I've just typed a whole load of crap. Except for the Man Utd and Liverpool thingy, everything else is just to pass time. ahahaha. Btw I went to temple yesterday. Did I mention I felt super odd and left out? Every other year, I would help out and be part of the team. This year, I went to get blessing, light candles and..thats all. I wished I had the time. Makes me feel terrible of myself whenever I go there realising that I only go to the temple not more than the fingers on my ONE hand. How much I've negleted by believes. boOo. next year next year, hopefully I wouldnt be so caught up with work and too much partying.Ok, I wanted to post some songs.... so lets just cut the crap and get to the point.

Songs that I've been listening while "working"

1. Armin Van Buuren - Zocalo [ Niklas Harding mix]
2.Reflekt feat. Delline Bass - Need To Feel Loved [thrillseekers remix]
3. Mike Nichol - Paradigm
4.Tiesto feat. Christian Burns - In the dark[ Carl B remix]
5. Robert Nickson - Helix [Thanks Slinky]

Reflekt feat. Delline Bass - Need To Feel Loved [thrillseekers remix]
Come catch me babe
I’m fallin
Come n save me baby
I’m calling

Come and be with me babe
Come after a while

Come catch a cloud babe
Don’t let me fade away
Come catch a feeling
It left a fire in me
Eyes wide open
I’m dreaming
Free fallin baby
Don’t let me fall on down
Free fallin baby

Come touch me baby
I need to be loved
And come hold me babe
I need to be loved
I need to be loved

The lyrics is too darn long... hahaha so I'll just cut it short. =p
I need some piCtures to go along with my posts.... goshh.. so many words.. so boring... =\