Saturday, wait. Sunday Always Comes Too Late

It is strange, but I found myself doing something out of the ordinary...and by that, I meant out of my comfort zone, something that I wouldnt find myself doing. I went to Mist, Bangsar with now housemate, Tracy Too Too and her bunch of friends.

It started out a tad bit awkward as I havent met some of the guys and the girls, I've only met them less than 3 times ever. And then the drinks came in.....

The night started off with House music, pumping some beats into my veins, getting me all in the mood. Slowly, they started changing it over to R&B... which, I dont understand why, but it just makes me drink more than usual. This explains all the drunk, passout times back in Maison.heh, but yeah....back to the topic...Alcohol brings everyone together. Yes it does.

By the 5th jugs of beer or so..... I guess it was suffice to say, that I was getting comfortable. =D

And everyone loves me.

Makes me a little freaked out sometimes, so many people popping into my safety circle and all... but, its all good. They seem like nice people and they dont really want to rape me.haha

But well... all in all... it was surprisingly fun, to hang out with people that I hardly know. For once, I actually enjoyed myself without being bias. Thanks guys, for making my night, and I know I gave a few people a little more work to do...sorry bout that. It was a really nice night.

Then it was dinner with the Sound System... Its really hard to get them all together. Even after being back here for 2 months, I hardly ever got to see Smalls and Shannie. They're all busy working women now. It was only when Jocelyn got back, and with the... 2weeks-only-back-home power, everyone made it for dinner, which I guess I should be proud off. haha

Dinner was at Porto Romano, which I recommended. I like that place. Good food, nice environment. Just the way I like it. Also, indirectly we are celebrating 10 years of our friendship. And because of that, they took the advantage to super camwhore.

Being "creative" taking pictures with our makeshift tripod, which was 2 ashtrays and an empty glass, all stacked up. We had people coming up to us offering help to take our group photo, because we probably looked too idiotic. But, I'd say... as shameless as we all are, taking pictures with ashtrays and glasses for tripods, made it all more fun.

I know I never give a proper smile much. But.. hahaha thats the way you all love me. So when I do actually smile properly, you guys would appreciate it better. haha.. Ok, I'm just crapping here, trying to waste some time and keep my blog alive. Oh well.. thats all for now. Its Thursday now... 6 days away from my departure....

Sometimes.... you wish that people would know how you feel without having you say anything. Times that you wish, they would know how important they are to you....hmm..random thoughts...

Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday wednesday break my heart
Thursday doesn't even start
It's friday i'm in love

The Cure - Friday I'm In Love

Let Me Know Is Your Heart Still Beating

Her green plastic watering can
For her fake chinese rubber plant
In fake plastic earth.
That she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber plants
Just to get rid of itself.
And it wears her out, it wears her out
It wears her out, it wears her out.

Arghhh crap, damn Radiohead songs are killing me. Think I may have overindulged in them at this point. I'm having mixed feelings at the moment. Its the 6th today, and I have less than 2 weeks before leaving back to Melbourne. I guess in terms of achieving what I wanted to do, then yeah I have pretty much done everything on the list. Road trip to Melaka, a short trip to Penang, Genting...all done. I guess, by coming home this holiday, I've learnt quite abit and I can say now that... I'm ready to let it all go and move on to a new life in Melbourne. Think its about time I start thinking about myself and do something for myself.  I need a stronger purpose in life.*takes deep breathe* Ok, I'm a soldier now, ready to fight!

Sigh.. Im missing out on a really nice event happening tomoro in Melb. Alex MORPH, Kyau & Albert, Thrillseekers and Solarstone! Maybe I should have booked an earlier flight back grrr....Well anyways, I'm just trying to make the best out of the last week that I have here. After that, I need to get my head focused on my work. blehhh. No more chilling around, wasting time. 2009 resolution..? hmm...Aight... time to turn to some rock songs. Still taking that break from Trance. =)

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Snow Patrol - Run