November Rain

This is a super late update on the Wussy's bday at Shogun. Okay.. as you can see... we had dinner at Shogun. Hhahaha.ok lame. There were quite a number of people I must say. We took 2 tables. Made alot of noise. We stacked up deserts and put a cute lil candle on top of it, and that was out bday cake. Sorry la, cheapo people here. We took so much food, our tables looked like some..Hooligan's table. Basically, the table wasnt big enough for all of our food. I certainly made my money's worth. I think I had bout...17 prawn tempura. right now.. im still sick of eating prawns. I wonder if I have Hepatitis C yet. hehehe. Oh, and we were also the LAST ones to leave. It was a good outing all in all. Great company with good food, is all good.




After dinner, we headed down to Laundry for some drinks. Unfortunately tho, only me n William were left. Then came his godbro, Bon. Met Roxanne there and Krystal came after that. So.. was okay la. had some drinks and MAMAK later on for supper. I swear, my tummy must have grown bigger coz of that day. hehe.


Another bday celebration.... it was Vanessa, the Pigalator's bday at her hse. Nice to see her and catch up with her after so long. Oh, I was made to speak infront of her family and friends. Impromptu speech. I nearly freaked out. Okay, that wraps the late update of the November babies. =)

Together We Will....Party

SO last night, randomly, Krystal and I decided to head to Maison to check out who was there. Didnt even know who was goin and I didnt call up anyone. Met Krystal's friend, Sam Ho.... Sonia and her spiderman, Kheng wey/wei??,Kou Lou and gang, who drinks alot...2 Bottles of Black they opened,didnt last till the end of the night. I had some. On empty stomach, I felt the alco at about the 4th glass. OK and ThEnnn...I saw Vincent, Veelyn and Penny too. Thats downstairs. Upstairs I saw, Sherman. Yeap, Sherman from DJ. Im surprised he still remembers me. Furthermore, it was in the dark. Guess I didnt change afterall huh? ok moving on, more if krystal's friends...shaun who made me take like a quarter jug of Long island [yuck]. On the dancefloor, I saw FAYE! talk fast and run fast Lee Faye. hahaha. she was with Alicia. Ok, thats all that I remember for now.


Me, the typical woman who fakes when talking to other girls... and her precious bag. =)

I Feel Lost, Take Me Home

Wash away the sorrow, wash away the sins. Wash away the anger in me and let me forgive. Put together the broken parts of me thats left shattered on the ground. My faith is like the candle left in the rain. Trust is like a ship surrounded by icebergs. I've got no past to hold on to, and no future to look up to. I'm lost and just drifting around the sea. Wherever the waves take me to, I'll just go. I just want to be found, kept at dry safe land so I wouldnt have to fight the battles for survival everyday. Take me home.....

Denial doesnt change the truth.

Some Comfort Here

The break of dawn.

This was what I saw this morning, when I stayed up to rush my 3D work. Incase you dont know what that is, its day break. The street lights are still on! that was about... 6.45am. sigh... ALL of that shit... only to go to class and NOT being able to present today, because that bastard of boolean lecturer took THE WHOLE DAMN DAY for class 3A to present. My class was supposed to start presenting at 2.30. And he told us not to be late...Asshole. Was a waste of freaking time! I could have finished my video if it wasnt for him. Trust me, I was close to goin up to him and confronting him. Its not our fault that the A class turned up late this morning, why do we have to be the victims!? this is the 2nd time the innocent people gets shit for doing nothing wrong at all. Maybe I should have blown up at his face so that he could have a taste of what its like to be blown at for no apparent reason. @%~@#$~@#$ bWARRGhhh! IM supposed to be FREE ALREADY!!! okok...need to calm down *chants chants chants* Thank God I decided last minute to go Maison. Good to finally listen to myself. Intended to go for a break, then leave early to get back to work. But I stayed till the end, and even had supper before coming home.

The maison regulars.

With Jace and her chick

Me and the lil emo wreck.hahaha =)

Thats all I'm goin to post up for now, unless you people want me to post the rest, coz alot of them...hmm.. are the many faces of drunkards. I'm being nice.OK! I feel better now. Its Friday night, and I'm home alone. Maybe I've been home too often. But I like it. Shall save up energy for tomoro night. Dogzilla. and.. I need a haircut. hehe, that was random but yeah, I cant take the damn hair bugging my neck. Alrightey then, shall go n wait for the people who are nicely clubbing to call me for supper. I'm getting hungry. cya.

But Its Over Now

Theres been some issues going around and it bothers me. I know its none of my business and its not even happening to me. But if it bothers my friends, it bothers me. These couple of days/weeks and month seems to be the falling of several relationships. Whether it be an official one or not. I guess there are somethings that I wanted to voice out but I felt that, its something that its best not to poke my nose in and sniff trouble. Everything that involves more than yourself takes 2 to tango correct? so it isnt entirely ONE person's fault that what you have doesnt last.

When its all over, maybe there are some regret you feel inside of you. Regret that you ever got with that person, regret that you've made some mistakes. And then is that regret that you NEVER did anything. If you asked me, I'd rather feel the regret of making mistakes than to not make any. At least I know, I've tried and it didnt work out in the end. So thats fine. It would be easier to move on coz I know. But to feel the feeling of knowing or not knowing that you coulD have had something but you've let it go too early would be more depressing. There are so many people in the world. So many that we could choose from to make you happy, make you whole, to complete you. But while you're here sitting contemplating whether you should or should not give it a try, you've lost your chances looking for the person. It was never about looking for the perfect person because there never was a perfect person. Its what you will experience from each other, fall and learn from mistakes then fix them you find the perfections in the imperfection.

It just bothers me to know that, 2 people could have been happy but complications made it impossible. Complications in the mind and not the heart that is. The heart only wants one thing. Love. but your mind is the one thats fucking you up. Maybe you may think that I'm naive and not think about all the other small matters that adds up to the complication. But hell, Why do we all have to make things so difficult? Its a great prize, love. isnt it? Tell me if I'm wrong.

The Little Things In Life

Since I've got nothing to update about...Just thought I'd share something I saw. At times like these, I need the drive for laughter. I'm being wayyy tooo geeekkyy for my own good. So, this little humour is good for those still suffering from the deprivation of emotions because of.. final presentations... or final exams. haha.its not time consumin at all... just take 15 seconds away from those BoOks will ya?!



Incase blogger decides to be bitChay and not let you poor souls to watch the video from here, to straight to the link in YouTube. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dtLzvOsQ80k

Holidays are coming...its coming...its coming...!! *sings like a franctic maniac while hopping around* Weeee~!

Read All About It

Birthday shoutouts to the November babies. 1st up on the 3rd of November 1986, came into the world, the future midget. 20 years later, on Nov 3rd 2006, she still has the height of some 8 year old. =) Good things comes in small pakages? yeah.. i'd have to agree with that. Bad news is that this year, the smallest member of sound system got lost in foreign land and couldnt celebrate her 20th mark with the rest of us, good news is that, the little pakage will be delivered home soon. see u soon smalls. Happy belated birthday


Today, Nov 4th 2006, is the birthday of the one-of-a-kind species. Not to mention...ONE and ONLY kind on the face of this earth. A cross between a pig and an aligator. Yes, you read it right. This species was discovered some 2 years back by fellow members of a certain community. The strange looking species was thus named, the "pigalator". Its been 20 years since the birth of this special creature. Wonder where shes been hiding all these while. Well, today she comes out of hiding to cut her cake. Happy Birthday.



Tomoro, 5th November. Wannabe superman William Loh, celebrates 21 years of high flying years. Too bad, he has flown home to his homeground to be with his family. Also, we were not fortunate enough to make him...see "stars" last night due to his " responsible duties" no drinking and driving...party pooper..[yes, which reminds me of my unfinished video assignment]. May you have a safe "flight" throughout the rest of your life. Coz I'm wishing you today, Happy EARLY birthday.

Passion Chokes The Flower

NeeEedd... to.... upppdate....
NeeeD...to....sleep........
neeed...to....finish...assignment.....

UGH........

Ferry Corsten - Holding On

failing sky grows darker every day.
moonlight fading as you walk away.
all the roads that lead me to your heart… …have gone astray

Chorus:
My hands are tied behind my back,
and I’m weaked by, your slow attack,
you take me in,
then change your mind again.

spinning wheel won’t lead me to your view,
and all the words I need to hear from you,
I’m holding on but guess I’m out of luck, …and still in love with you

Chorus:
My hands are tied behind my back,
and I’m weaked by, your slow attack,
you take me in,
then change your mind again.

Hold my face, in your hands, look into my eyes
So I understand, all the toughts,
inside your mind
Tell me it’s time

Chorus:
My hands are tied behind my back,
and I’m weaked by, your slow attack,
you take me in,
then change your mind again.

Nice nice song. so emo can cry. haha. ok that was...syok sendiri. Im TIreD okay..? =\ holloween and Reval4tion updates...when I get my hands on them pictures.

DJMag top100 2006

And so.. results for the DJmag top100 DJs for 2006 is out. To all the trance junkies, you need not read any further as this is a repetition of what you all already know.


As you can see, Uncle Paul sits comfortably at the top once again. Armin in 2nd after all his hard work knocked old timer Tiesto down to 3rd place. Looks like Tiesto needs to buck up, like maybe practice speaking English so he could get more of the fans? *shrugs* Its okay, the Love Will Come Again next year hopefully. Dont know who DJ Dan is.. but he's sitting nicely on top of our Zoukout Highlight/main event, Ferry Corsten!


No7 and 8....Sasha&Digweed...rise together you fall together hahaha[says William]. No9! My new favorite group. Above and Beyond. HooraYyy! With the release of their album Tri-state and all those anjuna beats volume. I think no9 is still not enough! haha better luck next year. Anjuna Beats Rox my sox! [btw, I think the DJmag guys made a mistake, A&B's arrow is supposed to show UP not DOWN!] And No. 10, Krystal's favorite... not group tho..just ONE song.GET ovER it girl.



William, I want the Anjuna Beats worldwide! Cant wait to listen.

I wanted to see Ronski Speed somewhere but unfortunately, he didnt make it to the top100. Oh well... Eddie Halliwell is at 17th again. Same as last year. I expected that dude to make a quick climb up the charts, but I guess the older guys are just too influential and strong to let him pass. Better luck next year as well.

ookay, back to 3D... =`(

Edited: ok, my bad. Ronski Speed IS in the chart. No. 87. I must have been too blur. Cool.. now everyone on my list made it. =)

Attention LAP SAP

To the Lap Sap whos far far away from home. HaPPY 20th Birthday. Altho I cant specifically remember what we did on your bday last year... but I remember what we did throughout the time when you were still around. Somethings would never fade away. No matter the distance or time and its undeniable.

Valentine's gathering at my place.


Where you and Flabby competed to see who's TONGUE's longer. SEDUSA wins I guess?

Christmas Eve dinner at DeCanter. I miss hanging out like that. Last time I used to complain that we had dinner at SouledOut too often, now I wished could go at least once and month with all of ya.

Baskin Robbin's 31st. Now I buy ice-cream myself =\. Lap Sap, you dont have to kiss a FroG and hope that it will become some prince charming....


YOu have us! Sound System! And we will Blind you with our love. =) Happy Birthday dummy.

Can You Feel It?

Ronski Speed is AbsoLutely AwesomE! Rocking set, awesome lineup of vocal trance. I guess maybe the sense of familiarity made it even better. Having to know quite a number of the songs just made it even sweeeter. Theres nothing like singing to the songs that you know. Oceanlab's satellite, Can't sleep A&B, Dogzilla's without you, Sarah mclachlan's Silence, G&D's Tracking treasure down,Cosmic Gate's Should have known, gosh, I screamed like a mad horse on steroids. I think I was over exited or over worked myself, I experienced some chest pain/cramps whatever and it was difficult to breathe. Wasnt the first time so it was cool. I knew it would go away soon and stayed in the mainroom not wanting to spoil anyone's fun. Patience is a virtue ey? yeah, wasnt very long after that, Ronski played his infamous hit, Incognition. See, good thing we didnt hang around outside =).

The company that night, needless to say, was AWESOME. Initially I thought it was just gonna be me, Krystal, William and Rachel. Turns out, Slinky, Vincent, Bryan Chin, Kel Li, Nat, Joel and Calvin made it too. Bet you guys had no regrets NOT changing venues after collecting tickets huh? Oh, Jace was there too...with...3...different girls. I think she layan-ed the girls more than the music. Bumped into Phui Leng as well too. She dropped by awhile, didnt stay for long coz her friends were over at velvet. Uh.. ok.. I think thats all the people that was there.


Oh, Did I mention that it rained like a bitch just b4 the event? Damn. I swear clouds hate the raining trio.hahaha. Wasnt raining b4 we arrived and it wasnt raining back at our homes. It rained in zouk, where the 3 of us were. crazy.


AND... entry was made possible by Fono kor. I would have been left stranded in the rain if he hadnt came to our aid. Hahah. Ok, I added alot of spices. But yeah, Still have to thank him for bringing me in. =) Btw.. Im not actually that tall, and he's not actually thAt short. We were standing on different levels. Tho I would have loved to keep it quite n not admit.ehehe. NEeEd to add also, Fono played a marvelous warm up set. Too bad it wasnt recorded. =
After the show, it was to the backstage, into the DJ console area for a little meet n greet Ronski session. William got his shirt signed, as usual.

And we, got our pictures taken with him. There see... now it shows how freaking short I am. Ronski had to bend down...to reach...DOWn to us. I can actually look up.. and still see him armpit if he stands straight. hahaha. I'm still recovering from that night. Voice is still... half missing and music is still banging in my ears.



Last night, I went for the Oktoberfest with my family in Deutches Haus, KL. It was grEat! We had so much meat and beer, its enough to last me for a week. German beer is sweet. I think I like it better than Carlsberg. First time I can lift up a glass of alco and cheers with my family. I'm all grown up. LOL. No more drinking coke with the rest of the kids while the adults cheers away. I want in. =) ANDDDDD.... while eating, good thing there was a TV just next to our table. I didnt miss a single moment from the match last night between Manchester United and Liverpool. Oh yes.. you all know how it went down. BWahHAHAhA.


GO RIO FERDINAND!

Euphonic

yAy! its the weekend.. its the weekend. *dances around* I woke up at like....12 today. God that feels so goood. As soon as class ended yesterday evening, I felt like im a new person.[not really new new.. but.. u get the point]. Went to Sri Kembangan for dinner.Yeap you got the right Sri Kembangan. Havent been in there since volleyball 4years ago! except for McDonalds. Traffic in there is shitty as hell. Anyways, we..me n William went there to look for William's buddy Eugene. After dinner we headed back down to 1U for movie with Slinky, KeLz, Nat and Joel. Rachel came along with Willie. We watched Open Season. Yeah. cool movie. Animation.. worth paying the 10 bucks to drool over.

Yeah, I was thinking of whether or not I should proclaim my stupidity to the world but heck, I dont care. So here it goes. I stayed up Thursday night to finish my video and 3D work. By the time i finished my video, it was about 5am. Feeling all tired the next morning, I exported the video file getting it ready to bring to college for submission. Unfortunately, my thumbdrive is too small, it couldnt fit in the 2 videos. Soooo... I took the very smart move to take OnlY the project file as I was running late for my Communications studies presentation at 11.30. My lecturer was on MC,[idiot] and I was gonna go to the lab to burn my videos into the disk. *jeng jeng jeng* my project files were empty because there was no original file. Projects files cant work without the original unedited file. So.. hard work staying up all night WastEdddd.*smacks head*. I told my lecturer how stupid I was.. thinking he would be pissed, since my work is AS usuaL..late already. He laughed. Damn.. I actually found it quite depressing. I finished my work! no excuses... but I didnt bring the file. Oh well.. at least he was nice enough to allow me till after the raya holidays. Mr. Mack is da bomB. Why on earth does 3A have a problem with him. hmmm.

Anddd.... for those who have not heard bout the news. Hot and Sizzzlinggg news. ARMIN VAN BUUREN is coming back! NOV 24th 2006!

Right after that.. we're all heading down to SINGAPORE for ZOUKOUT yeah! cmon ppl, lets all go.

Ferry's gonna make you feel like you're on FiRE![I know Slinky has felt that already..literally =p]

But first... tonight, I'm gonna go meet Ronnie Schnieder

a.k.a RONSKI SPEED. Meet you there!

Oh wait.. AnoTHEr thing. *attention* MODELS NEEDED! for my video assignment. Need someone who um..looks old? or is at the age suitable for marriage. 2 person actually. 1 female, one male. Ok I know NO female is gonna come up to me n say, "Hey, I look old enough". Its not meant to be in insult or anything...And I also know these days, people get married YOung. But this is a Public Service Announcement, it should make more sense to have someone at least of the age of 25?? to marry?? right?? I dont know, help me out please? I only have this raya week to shoot it. Drop me a message, ring, buzz,knock,mail...anything! hehe.. Your help would be SINCERELY appreciated.

Escape

Its 3.30 in the morning and I'm still awake. Not by choice definitely. I'm just taking a lil break, from flash. 3.30 in the freaking morning and i'm drawing nEMo stuck to a fishing rod. I think I'm supposed to present it tomorrow morning, not too sure but I guess I could be excused due to that...meeting with RMIT reps and class reps. At times like these I hate doing unnecessary crap. Here I am PACKED with workload and I still have to go survey the course for the RMIT people. Yea sure they're doing this for the betterment of the course...our welfare, whatever..but..but... sigh. Malas. Its just 2 more days till I'm... 60% free!! Actually after tomorrow, there isnt really mucH left. Anyways, I had a presentation today. 2D imaging, which is photoshop class to be exact. Supposed to be some..innovation poster. my quote "be different from others" I had the concept..but execution wise.. kinda failed. William helped me do some LASTTT minute work to cover my ass. Look what came out.


I thought it was pretty cute. Unfortunately, the lecturer thinks its some water tumbler...
=___=". At least I has something to present. hhehe. Mr Elson's a nice guy...gARhhh.. I'm very tired and sleepy. I've been getting an average of bout 3 hours of sleep a day since Saturday. I'm getting ulcers and im biting myself alot. Drink more water? yea..I know. The world's telling me to do that. I will I will...when I remember. =) So... I should get back to work now. Its late and the RMIT people shouldnt have to see a zombie tomorrow. Good night all....

These Days

$%&#%^!$# WhAt in the blue hell happened to my taggie board? Tag-board closed down or what? Bah.. Anyways, I'm sick n tired of doing my stupid 3D, modelling the fugly school block-like building. WHo in the right mind would wanna buy my building? hahaha, people who likes our Malaysian government schools probably. Should have came out with something more interesting. But I was too concern bout whether I could make it happen in 3ds Max. hmmm...bad move. Next Monday onwards, its Hell for me. Monday,flash presentation..progress? 0%. Tuesday submission for 2D imaging...progress? 0% I dont even have my sketches yet! Also, submission for comm.studies2 company report. Ok at least thats ABOUT done. Wednesday, another flash presentation. Progress? 3%. hehe, I've only made the buttons. Thursday...Comm.Studies final exam. OMG la..I dont even know how to write the essay. Ok, this time people... lEave the CHuBBy alone for this week, please do call me again on Friday after 5Pm to check if I'm still alive. After that we all go party ok? I hear Zouk calling me again. BEHOLD!! Encik Ronski Speed.

err... maybe I'll consider going for the Holloween party as well. Since I missed the terror last year, I wanna see whats installed for us this year in the dungeon on tortures. Friday right after my class, IF I'm not too dead tired by then....

So... anyone to accompany me?[besides Krystal...she is ignored] =)

Color Me Beautiful

I woke up as usual and got ready for class, the curtains were left open and I couldnt help but notice the bEautiFul color of the skies outside. yeah, everywhere is the same shade of gray. As, I was driving, I was debating whether I should take a picture n write this log. Even if I miss this haze report, Theres bound to me another haze problem next year anyways. haha. But I feel that, this year is worse than last years. So in it goes in to my archive. PLUS PLUS... I cant take my morning puff while driving, I'm afraid of those gray clouds. This is something, even the raining trio cant help.


Looks kinda like DOooMs day doesnt it? Like this is the realm of hell, its burning so hard that you can only see the smoke, feel the heat and smell the shit. hahaha [sorry, syok sendiri..]

In A Crowd Of People

Its the weekend again. Nothing happened this weekend, except lil minor stuff. We'll start with Friday. Besides the usual long-winded 3D class, Friday night was spent with the family to celebrate the belated birthday of my dear sister. Smart me, brought the camera, but didnt charge the batteries. It died as soon as I turned it on.[switched it on, In case some of u ppl think Differently] We went to Pantai Seafood Restaurant[where else]. Ate like a cow. Cant deny that the food there is the BOMB la. ESPECIALLY that crab...that...er..cheese sauce in that claypot. God knows what its called. OH and also their fried rice... and steamed fish...and.. everything else.There was also the place that I came across this....creature.

Pretty Expensive food. I was thinking probably would look nice,or something

This creature...is that expensive stuff. When my sister described it as something that looks like a penis, she wasnt kidding.

Sat, hmm.. Saturday was spent shooting my split screen assignment for video. Before that, I met up with Sudar at Low Yat to get our DV cable. Cant depend on other people's wire anymore. I got my own firewire port as well. So now, no more patty excuses. I have both the 4pin and 6pin port. Anyways, outside of Low Yat, 8tv was having some kinda...road show I think. There was a stage there and we heard, that Daniel sing. Sudar said he didnt turn out as bad as what others said. Dont know. I wasnt paying attention to him, or his singing. I was busy looking at those.. lil booths. From far, I thought they were HUGE ass flies, I went closer to have a peek, on the top of the box it reads, B-Man. That was what it said on the outside. Inside....

Man covered in bees. Wonder what joy he finds in doing that. Wasnt really THAT amusing. I think spinning plates on a stick in your mouth is a much better stun.hehe.

Ok well, thats all for this weekend. Its monday again tomoro, another week closer to all my dead-lines. I should stop now and finish my work. Not to mention, my lecturer is talking me online right this moment. Good thing she didnt ask bout my work tomoro. eheheh. CHaoOoO

Curb It

I was at MDC yesterday for some class trip. It was cool and all, Virtual Reality, Sgi super computers, 3D animations. All the technology basically. But what was cool was something I saw outside of the building. THIS....


I dont know how can the driver not notice that one wheel was up the curb. Maybe the fella does it everyday, coz there are tyre marks all over the curb.

Here, if u cant see it, this picture should help...

How cool is that...Malaysian drivers.... sigh.

Wake Up

Last night, Krystal's dad asked me, where's my new love? I said, I didnt have any. He thought I was hiding something, seems pretty sure that I'm not telling him or Krystal anything. But I was really truthful. I wanted to tell him that I'm still pretty shaken from the previous relationship. Its been a long while, but I can still feel the fear. Love now to me, means foolish. People do too much, when they're in love. And in the end, its me giving it all and people taking advantage of that. Other people in their own lovey dovey world is fine with me. Of course I do not go around pointing fingers at them while screaming "FOOOL!". Its just me, and what I feel it has done to me. Yes, people move on. I've moved on. Its just some kind of battle scars that stays with you, eventho you've healed. I've been given a different angle to look at.

I dont know when will I be able to accept "love" in my life again. Or rather HOW I'm going to accept it. I'm certainty not ready. I guess I was never ready when it hit me back then. [yea, so just boolean the shit, loft n extrude it to make something new huh? 3D people] If I can boolean, loft and extrude my brain, that would be good. "Everytime I see you in my dreams, I see your face you're haunting me"

Krystal, see this is what you do to me when you wake me from my nap. Btw, how do you write a 1500 report on a company? I dont think I've ever talked so much bout something. I know you can talk alot, come help me write this report. hehe. And, leave me alone this weekend. I have work[s] that's over due, need to buck up. Lazy fatty crab la. Postpone to next week again. heeheh. *pats little girl's head*

BullSHIT

Check this shit out people. This is a whole load of Bull Poop. If Tiesto IS really dead, we would have seen his face all over the news. He's not just some punk ass that dies off quietly. Drunk driving is really... not like him. The news got my heart pouNding like a mad dog, then I saw this...



Thank God its just crap. It would be horrible..devastating to the trance world...had he died. Now I can smile again. eheheh =)

Public Presentation

This is a video of my assignment for video class. I was thinking of fetching some comments and criticism so that I could improve on the next video. If anyone one out there reads this and feels free to spare a lil moment to help me thru, please do watch the video. I've embedded the video here, but not sure if it works...




If it doesnt work... well...Here's the link.
CLicK CliCK
Btw, the video quality has been reduced tremendously because those hosting sites only allow 100mb maximum. My original video is 845Mb. hehe. =) Thank YOu!