River Of Light

The little girl was bored and she wrote something for me. Since I don't have joint account with her on blogger, I'll just paste what she wrote. It is her interpretation of me and alco.This is not something for the faint hearted. Personally I'd tag it 21SX. hahaha. This is a warning.

my love ,

i stare at the hands of the clock , move ever so slowly . in time however , i know we will meet again , very soon my love . it's been 2 weeks since i've succumbed to your sinful trap . but i've thought about you when i wake up , fantasized about you before i go to bed . tis addiction for you sickens me , as i find myself wanting to taste you all over again . i'm thirsty for you , hungry , lusting in animal desire to hold you in my grip once again . to have the whole of you , fill me with your liquids until i'm satisfied .

it's been 14 long days , since i've had my sweet surrender to you . but i remember how your scent teases my nostrils , and how wicked it was to have your warm liquid fill my mouth . i'd swallow it down , not letting a single drop go . you taste , so sweet , and i yearn to have you as my own all over again .

in time love , in time . tis parting has been painful for me as well , each passing week feels like an eternity until we become one . i don't deny , my love , that i have seek other options , that i've tasted others , but it's not the same , they don't taste the way you do . one is like a cheap school kid , that leaves me unsatisfied and the other is only of looks and class but nothing else leaving me yearning even more . they don't tease me the same wicked way of yours . oohh , i remember your tactic , your naughty style , the way you'd flirt with me , as i feel giddy with want , just waiting for you to take to where i wanted . and you'd hit the right spot everytime as i feel euphoria , in a state of mind that no one could ever take me .and when it has ended , it brings a smile onto my face , never fails to keep me fantasizing about having you whole again , wanting you to fill me in my mouth with your sweet trap . my love , i'm driving my own mind up the wall with the memory of us in my head . it's playing tricks upon me when i don't have my weekly rendezvous with you . our scandalous special day , where we'd once again unite , in heavy scent of lust , when two becomes one . and i have the whole of you in me .

i need you , love . as dangerous as you are , i can feel myself falling into this sickening state of addiction for you . you never fail to put me at ease , after a hard day at work as all i look forward is to be with you . be patient my love , it is only 2 more days till we meet again , and i will have you anyway i want it , however i'd want to take you down , be it neat and hard , or a lil tamer , much gentler . just thinking about you , not having you here leaves me edgy . i grind my teeth to keep my cool as i tell myself it'll only be 2 more days , until we meet again .

every week isn't the same without you . my love , Dewars , i shall see you again this thursday in maisons . no longer do i need to try to ease my pain without you by downing beers , those school kids , or try a variety of champagne , those models of high maintenance but little returns .

I like the ending actually.hahahaha. If you have reached this far, then I hope that you don't think that either of us are insane. Its merely for fun. All credits goes to Krystal Lee, for the sick and twisted story.

Faith Is A Friend

2 more days 2 more days 2 more days.......2 more days and I'll be free. I'm probably gonna crash and sleep for a whole FULL day before going out to party again. So people... if anyone reads this, please dont forget to call me out. I know I have turned down alot of offers, especially on Thursday nights. But after Tuesday, dont forget me okay? At the mean time, You know what's keeping me happy...??? hahahaha. The fact that Chelsea didnt beat Arsenal and they were one man down. Do you know what that means? THE TITLE IS OURS!!!! GLORY GLORY MAN UNITEDDDD~~~~~~

Lead Me To The Promised Land

I had that bad feeling the whole day today. I guess I was right. I dont get to say "I'll see you in the finals" for Manchester United has crashed out of the champions league again. They were so close. I'm not disappointed that they lost tonight. I'm disappointed that they were not at their best,that they did not give it their all at this level of competition. All they had to do, was to go into the game and DEFEND it till the end. That 3-2 aggregate would have been enough to seal the spot. But what happened? Why the suddenly lack of communications? I'd say the game was between 11 men and 11 boys. Who were the men? AC Milan. Disappointing, just pure disappointing. Whatever happiness I had watching Chelsea get kicked out last night, died tonight watching Manchester play. It was without a doubt heart wrenching. DAmnit.....*hides face in shirt* ........ Good night.....

Come Catch A Feeling

Haloo.. I'm back again. Been trying really hard to focus on the assignments. Oh well... its been difficult to keep saying no to almost everyone that asked me out. All the partying, people enjoying their holiday, while I'm taking this time to rush unfinished work. ehhehe.. ok la.. I think I made myself sound pathetically annoying. okok drop that shit. Truth is, the end of the semester is SOOOO close I could smell it. FREEDOM. But, in order to reach for that, I need to go through this last 4 more days. And because I'm so focused on the holiday I'm losing the flame to work. Yeah, thats what. So anyways.... Liverpool Made it to the finals this morning. I watched the extra time and penalty. Was so interesting. Of course, I'm SUPER happy that Chelsea is OUT! god damn glad. Tonight, the showdown is in Italy. I'M praying hard that Manchester makes it. I want to be really confident and say "LIVERPOOL FANS, WE'LL MEET IN THE FINALS" but.. honestly, I'm quite afraid. I need to accept the lacking of defence and all. But no matter what happens, I'll always be a Man Utd fan... TILL THE END! please let me be able to say I'll see Man Utd and Liverpool at the finals. *plsplsplsplsplspls*

Actually... I've just typed a whole load of crap. Except for the Man Utd and Liverpool thingy, everything else is just to pass time. ahahaha. Btw I went to temple yesterday. Did I mention I felt super odd and left out? Every other year, I would help out and be part of the team. This year, I went to get blessing, light candles and..thats all. I wished I had the time. Makes me feel terrible of myself whenever I go there realising that I only go to the temple not more than the fingers on my ONE hand. How much I've negleted by believes. boOo. next year next year, hopefully I wouldnt be so caught up with work and too much partying.Ok, I wanted to post some songs.... so lets just cut the crap and get to the point.

Songs that I've been listening while "working"

1. Armin Van Buuren - Zocalo [ Niklas Harding mix]
2.Reflekt feat. Delline Bass - Need To Feel Loved [thrillseekers remix]
3. Mike Nichol - Paradigm
4.Tiesto feat. Christian Burns - In the dark[ Carl B remix]
5. Robert Nickson - Helix [Thanks Slinky]

Reflekt feat. Delline Bass - Need To Feel Loved [thrillseekers remix]
Come catch me babe
I’m fallin
Come n save me baby
I’m calling

Come and be with me babe
Come after a while

Come catch a cloud babe
Don’t let me fade away
Come catch a feeling
It left a fire in me
Eyes wide open
I’m dreaming
Free fallin baby
Don’t let me fall on down
Free fallin baby

Come touch me baby
I need to be loved
And come hold me babe
I need to be loved
I need to be loved

The lyrics is too darn long... hahaha so I'll just cut it short. =p
I need some piCtures to go along with my posts.... goshh.. so many words.. so boring... =\

Hold Me Till The End

Currently, I'm trying to concentrate on my work, but I'm getting a lil tired and sleepy. SO.... I shall just go to bed. Before I leave, I shall leave you a song that I've been hooked on. Awesome track. Hmm...maybe I should start leaving track on my post to share and for people who are not THAT updated to update themselves. Kel Li and Nat, come... catch up! =)

So here you go, here's one. DT8- Hold me till the end

Voiceless whispers
Running through my head
Haunting Vespers
Press from the dead

There are lights on
The path is clear ahead
I was certain
You'd be there 'till the end

Oh, oh
Hold me 'till the end
Oh, oh

Shine a light on
Show the lighted path
Feel them rising
Reaching from the path
Stars cascading
Light beyond the clouds
Empty rivers
Flowing empty now

Oh, oh
Hold me 'till the end
Oh, oh
I'll take you to the end

Hold me 'till the end

Touch Down!

I'm so guilty bout work now, I'm shaking thinking about how I'm goin to complete my work in time for all the presentations. Will have to spend the next few night awake until Saturday is OVER. As to why I'm guilty, I went out to Zouk on Friday night for Jean's bday. Little miss Jean was Little miss drunkard by the end of it. Too bad we didnt get to see her puke. Soldier down. That night wasnt too bad. The crowd was not crowded, yet wasnt too extremely empty And, songs were cool too. I finally got to hear Oceanlab's satelite again after so long. Fono kor kor played it as the closing song. I went nuts. Without even thinking about the sorethroat I had or the fever that was bugging me, I hopped on the podium and sang my heart out[its a vocal trance song, if you're wondering why I'm singing in a club].

Round 2, yesterday. Woke up in the afternoon, and got a surprise message from Andy that he's in town for the foosball tournament. So me and William headed down to AC to meet him up, but upon arrival found out that he went to Curve...for what?? DOG SHAMPOO. Ok, nevermind.. we had our lunch and went upstairs to check it out and play some pool. Was rusty at pool so got tapau-ed 4-0. By the time Andy arrived, we had to rush off to pick up Jean and go for dinner. As we left the carpark, I saw something I probably shouldnt have seen. Memories of the past hit me like I'm a target in a shooting practice. Nevermind that, dinner was at Kota D'sara. We had porridge steamboat. Pretty cool actually. Wait.. is it porridge steamboat, or steamboat porridge? it was a debate for a brief moment.haha. Then it was off to luna bar. Oh well, it didnt turn out even fun at all.I felt it was a waste of time. We left and surveyed AHR[asian herritage row] for awhile and decided, its best to go back to Subang where we could have more fun. So back to AC again. With the whole bunch there, Andy and Bon, we had if im not mistaken...7 buckets of beer and 2 buckets of stout? not sure. I was getting abit tipsy. Beer is not my thing.Played some pool and foosball. Foos was fun. We played 4 on 4. Each person holds onE rod hahaha it was hilarious. Then 2 on 2, when I hit the opponents rod...my poor waist bone. Then is was..forcing down indomee coz William ordered for everyone and we all didnt know, dont waste so makan makan. then Home homE.

hmm... thats another long post without pictures. If I can get a hold of them, I'll post it up. For now, this is a good way to make yourself fall asleep. =)

Btw, did YOU know, Manchester United won 4-2 last night? If you think you could turn off the tv or laugh off after seeing manchester 2-0 down you're sOoOoOo wrong. And for Chelsea, gosh, my deepest sympathy for they didnt manage to grab all 3 points. They drew 2-2. So now, its 5 points LEAD MY FRIENDS!!! WOOO HOOO!!!

Social Suicide

I DIDNT go to Maison last night. This morning, I woke up to flu,sorethroat and a slight fever. In the end, I didnt even go for my morning class.You think its because I didnt go to Maison? Hmm... thats a thought. Oh..now its hot milo and panadol then to bed and think bout how much fun I could have had.*whine whine whine*

The Last Gasp

OH MY FUCKING GOD~~~!!!! ROONEY IS GOD! All hail the saviour! Words cant explain my joy and excitement. Giggs, very smart move and Rooney, superb finish. Just about everyone on the team were on their best form and did a great job. Man Utd definitely played a better game than AC Milan. They tried harder, attacked more and simply worked together better.I know Kaka scored 2...yeah well... Rooney's 2nd goal beat that."And how precious his latest effort could prove to be." Next, its off to Italy to seal the place in the Finals... I wonder who will make it tomoro. Gosg, I'm so hyper now I cant go to sleep. Presentation is at 9am.. 0.0

Just have to blog bout this la. Just have to. Its been so long since Man Utd has got a nice silver cup. Its time to shine. Aight... now I'm gonna try to go get some rest. Too lazy to start on other work. That will have to wait till its closing time on the dateline to start hehe. TO ALL MAN UTD FANS.. you all and I will have a REAL GOOD SLEEP tonight. This calls for a celebration...hmmm lets drink! ahhaha. GOOD NITE!

Listening to Robert Nickson's Helix just makes me feel as though I WON the match today.wahahhaa.

But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside

Thats not how you want it to be.

In This Life

I REALLY should be staying home and work on my final project. Was a little hungry at bout 4 plus, then Seng came down from Shah Alam so I tagged along to look for food. Spontaneously, we ended up in Hartamas having Korean bbq.

Its upstairs in the block next to the bomba...which is next to Square..which is next to breakers...which is next to coffee bean.hahaha.okok enough.


We ordered some chicken, pork and some soup. Sorry la I dont know what those dishes are called.


Thats.... the pork.yummy...

The food was great. I thought 2 dishes of meat and a pot of soup for 3 pax was too little. But we were all so full I almost couldnt walk. Its becoz they gave alot of little side dishes, desert which was some pancake and watermelon. After the meal smartass William suggested to go drink, so we went to look for some place to drink but I guess most of the pubs/bars are closed on Sundays so we ended up in Centerpoint's Benards and had 2 jugs of beer until Seng's friend, Ryan arrived and then came jug no3. Watched the Chelsea vs. Newcastle there too. Chelsea drew 0-0, THANK GOD! After that it was home sweet home.

Lesson of the week, with Every good dinner comes along with a nice drinking session.hahaha. The night before, me n William had Swedish meatballs at Ikea and after that we headed to Red Bar somewhere in Kota D'sara and to meet up with Bon and had 3 jugs, then Seng, Jean and November came along and we had another 3 jugs. 6 Jugs all together. We were all WAYYY too full before we even felt tipsy. Ugh, beer....Whisky/cognag anytime! hahaha. Ookay, back to work.Seriously...

"So why does your pride make you run and hide?"
How do I say you're beautiful
When I can't take my eyes off you

U Taste So Sweet To Me

As each passing day draws closer to THURSDAY, I get more stressed up. Firstly because no one really takes my invitation to Maison seriously. Or rather no one really understands how serious I really am about it. So yesterday morning was no different. I havent called for the table because no one could give me any confirmation about it [Usually I'd start bugging people on Tuesday/Wednesday]. Yeah, and I had this sorta cranky mood because I wanted to drink and I was thinking that I probably won't be getting any. Well...Soon after, I finally got the confirmation and I called in for the table immediately,that was a big relieve.

yea yea yea..so so so, what I actually wanted to say was that... When I arrived at Maison....feeling all deprived of alco and shit, I was hunting for people to share the bottle with. Since Emma had already opened her bottle, I made a deal with her to drink from her bottle first, and get another one when we're about done with her bottle. So, yes I did open another one. But the shit was that there was only Me,her[Emma] and William drinking. And occasionally we give drinks to some friends. But the point was that... 2 bottles, 3 people, I would say, the ending was pretty nasty. While I wasnt really drunk as in the KnockEd out kinda drunk, it was bad for me because I didnt have a good appetite during dinner. So....William puked once at the car park. Whatever it is, I still did my job. I stayed sober enough to take care of that skinny bastard, because I promised. After that,I died at home after he slept and puked more than a pregnant woman. But all in all, despite all the puking and shit. It was a good night. Because I was simply....satisfied. woo hooo, yeah. Ok, now I wont ask for alco for.........maybe a couple of days. Will wait for the next weekend.

Alright alright.... end of drunkard post.
Anjuna beats vol.5 ..... to pre-order or not to pre-order....*thinksthinksthinksthinks*

Will The Real Dory Please Stand UP!

To the girl that I used to regard as "Horse tail" swinging on the classroom gate, to becoming our motherly aunty Teh, and now, Dory. I think you made the name Dory more famous than the Dory in that cartoon. Whatever the names are, it doesnt matter. What matters is that you are who you are and I am thankful to have the privilege to know you for so long.

While I'm not over there to celebrate it with you, I'm sure the other 3 monkeys have done their job well. All I can do here is to wish you, so Happy Birthday Joce. May all your wishes come true. I'm anxiously waiting for the pictures and blog posts about your celebration coz I'm pretty sure, it would not have gone down sanely.[sure ada some gila gila stuns, as the usual]

For those who dont know WHO I'm talking about, this is Jocelyn

This is what Dory would look like if she had arms and legs. =)

Joce, this picture is for you, its a tad bit too expensive to send this keg over there for you, so a digital image will do for now, you can come back n have it if you want. ehhehehe. Just so you know, it will probably... I mean.. surely finish by that time. =D

Right, so I cant wait for the whole bunch of you to come back in November. Seems like a long time, but time sure do passes by fast. Take care, be good.

Draw Draw Draw!

Lookie here... I got myself a new toy. Finally, I dont have to draw using the stupid mouse. Even a stick man looks bad. Makes my work so much easier. Especially when I'm very tight on time, I need to save up as much time as possible.


Lo and Behold!, my Wacom Graphire 4. Its just a Graphire la, no funky funky Intuos3. Thats way too expensive for someone at my level.


There.. look at my little chili. Hahaha, It looks more like a red spoon with green stuff sticking out, I still need more time to get used to it. So far so good. Lovin it. =) For 550bucks, it sure is worth it. If only Intuos3 wasnt so expensive.... nevermind.. next time next time. When I'm able to earn, I'd get it. hehe, ok back to work!



I miss this song =)

*Edited*
So I've been told that the link to the video is no longer available. Its been changed,you can watch it now if you still want to.

What Lies Beneath

Last night I met up with friends that I havent seen in months to catch up. As the usual, whenever we sat down and started talking, time passes by like a Lamborghini on Autobahn. There was a point when he asked about my love life.

He : So, hows your love life?
Me : haha, I have none.
He : What is life without love?
Me : hmm.. simplicity. haha
He : Lonely?
Me : its all in the mind man.

Seriously, its what I believe. Its all in the head. We came into this world alone, and we sure will die alone. And in between, if it wasnt because we're driven by our human instincts to mate and breed just like them animals, then where are we? You'd be here where I am. If you break free of that "need" to join the rest of humans to populate this world, then maybe you wont think that life without love is no life at all. Of course, then you have people who wants love and not breed. or whatever. Then maybe you'll be thinking...
"We need a witness to our lives. There's a billion people on the planet... I mean, what does any one life really mean? But in a marriage, you're promising to care about everything. The good things, the bad things, the terrible things, the mundane things... all of it, all of the time, every day. You're saying 'Your life will not go unnoticed because I will notice it. Your life will not go un-witnessed because I will be your witness'."

Whatever it is, its all bout decision making. You are the master, you decide what goes down. Whether you want to look for love or let love find you. Me? I'd rather not look for trouble. There's a billion people on the planet...How many do you know, can be trusted? how many of them do you REALLY know? How many wants the friendship, and JUST the friendship alone without any other benefits? If your family has an empire, how many do you know will still be around to help you after the empire crashed and you're homeless? How do you know that the one person that you trust with all your life will not turn against you or use you for some reason of their own?I'm not saying its a bad idea for all you lovey dovey couples out there, its just my own personal opinion for my own life, so dont come and tell me I'm telling you nonsense. For all you out there that are happy in love, I'm happy for you.Really. Its just me.

Maybe I'm naive and pessimistic, but am I wrong?

Where My Fairies At?

Someone reminded me that today is Friday the 13th. The bad luck day. Personally I dont believe that it is in anyway cursed or special or whatever. My advice, quit thinking that its a cursed day and just take it as its jUSt another day. The more you think that it is bad the more it will not turn out good for you.

Anyways, I just got his on my email.


Water vs Alcohol - ITS PROVEN

It has been scientifically proven that if we drink one litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than one kilo of Escherichia Coli Bacteria found in water that contains feces. In other words, we are consuming one kilo of shit. However, we do not run that risk when drinking rum, gin, whiskey, beer, wine or other liquors because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering and fermentation. It is my duty to communicate to all of you people who are drinking water, to stop doing so. It has been scientifically proven that it is unhealthy and bad for you. THEREFORE - It is better to drink alcohol and talk shit than to drink water and be full of it !!



WooOOt~~! Cheers to that!

The Devil's Upheaval

I think Alex Ferguson may have just found the best new attacking team. The long awaited return of Alan Smith has definitely made a significant difference. Since the back is the weaker link now that Nemanja Vidic is out on injury, the best defence is offence. I think the Italians have merely waken the lion in the previous leg. This time around, there was NO mercy at all for the Italian boys. Now they can go home and do what they do best, make pasta. Looks like the final four consists of English teams. I think we all havent seen that in a very long time. Well... may the best team wins. I hope the FINAL 2 will be another show down between Liverpool and Man Utd. As for NOw... I'm going to gloat about this win to all the NON / Anti- man utd people out there. EVEN IFFFF, they get knocked out before the final[touch wood], that game with AS Roma, will go down in the history books as one of the GREATEST games ever. How I wish I was there at Old Trafford. Would have been such a great experience, not to mention super worth it. hahaha. oraits... ENJOY!

Broken Leg wouldnt stop him..back and better than before!

That aint your eyes playing tricks on ya, its for real. dont mess.

At least now I dont think buying him was a waste of money. heh.. =)

GOOD nights all.

Tag Me Silly

Hold up... I just remembered that I've been tagged by Kel Li uhh... sometime last week, but because of certain...nonsense I left that out.[sorry Kelz,didnt mean to ignore your tag] Usually, I dont do tags anyways...or..have I even been tagged b4? dont remember. Nevermind that, here goes...

Tag 1 : by Kel Li

10 things I like....



1. I LIKE...alcohol and my smokes.


2.I LIKE sitting at a corner and watch everything go by without me.


3.I LIKE them laser lights! I'm like a kid everytime I see it.

4. I LIKE holidays, especially with great friends!

5. I LIKE playing little childish games. Theres always a child in us right?

6. I LIKE disturbing people. hehe.

7. I LIKE taking pictures/photography, but too lousy to be a real good one.

8. I LIKE making funny faces. I'm somewhat camera shy. Humour takes away the fear.

9. I LIKE my crazy spontaneous friends. Better when they're high on alco.

10. I LIKE a good party with great company

Tag 2 : by Michelle

Layer One:On The Outside
Name :......Chin
Birth Date : 19/09/1986
Current status : procrastinating
Eye Colour : brown
Hair Colour : dark brown
Righty or Lefty : 80% righty + 20% lefty

PART 2: ON THE INSIDE Your heritage : CINA APEK
Your fear : Losing myself
Your weakness : uhh...procrastination?
Your perfect pizza : Anything that revolves around Hawaiian pizza

PART 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY & TOMORROW
Your thoughts first waking up : "omg..do I have to get up....?"
Tomorrow : is just another day
Your bedtime : Depends on what happened the night before.
Your most missed memory : If i missed my memory, it means I dont have it anymore right?

Layer Four : Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke : They're the same when mixed with whisky
McDonald's or Burger King : Burger King
Single or Group Dates : Group?
Adidas or Nike : Both can?
Lipton Tea or Nestea : uh....they're still tea
Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee : I dont like coffee....

Layer Five : Do You..
Smoke : very minimal now...very minimal
Curse: Its a slang these days..dont listen to your mum so much
Take a shower : If I dont, would you run?
Have a crush : OH yeah... I think I'm falling for that Lexus IS 250
Think you've been in love: If love means goin to hell n back, then MAYBE
Go to school : yeah... im still youngg.... *pokes fingers*
Want to get married : pffftt.... lol, come find me 20 years later n tell me if i made it.
Believe in yourself : believe that I'm half crazy sometimes? yeah...
Think you're a health freak : Then I wouldnt smoke n drink now would I?

PART 6: IN THE PAST MONTH Drank alcohol : Hahhaha.... Would you believe me if I said no?
Gone to the mall : yeah...I live so near one, I can walk over.
Been on stage : Does Zouk podium count? hehe
Eaten sushi : yeah.. one of the random trips to Sushi King with William
Dyed your hair: Yeah... a couple of days before Chinese New Year.

Layer Seven : Have You Ever..
Played A Stripping Game : Yeah...But I didnt lose.
Changed Who You Were To Fit In : You know when you were young...and stupid....

Layer Eight :
Age You're Hoping To Be Married : Like I said... come find me 20 years later, then we talk.

Layer Nine : In a Girl/Guy
Best Eye Colour : Whatever
Best Hair Colour : Whatever...As long as it aint Jing-a-ling-ting-tong-full-of-shit
Short Hair or Long Hair : Doesnt really matter too.

Layer Ten : What Were You Doing
1 Min Ago : Doing this...??
1 Hour Ago : Reading people's bloggies
4.5 Hours Ago : having my dinner
1 Month Ago : If its a weekday, I should be home doing the routine, if its a weekend, I should be out.
1 Year Ago: I realised that the people you allow to enter you heart, will use that against you.

Layer Eleven : Finish The Sentence
I Love : Food
I Feel : Lazy
I Hate : People
I Hide : myself
I Need : My car

Layer Twelve : Tag Five People
Lazy la.. do it if you like or bored or whatever. Remember I didnt point a gun at you.

Aight...enough of these. Now, I need to go do my work.

All The Hours That God Sends

Time sure flies. Its been a week since I last updated.Everytime I want to update something, something else comes about. Something to do, somewhere to go. So lets recap and put everything from last week in here briefly. Starting off with that accident issue, its still not resolved yet. Getting an appointment with the damn inspector is like... looking for "THE ONE" in your life. Takes forever and timing has to be right. One word...annoying. Ok.. all the little annoyance aside, last week has been a craZy if not THE MOST crazy weekend I had. It was Maison on Thursday, Zouk on Friday, Speedzone KL Tower on Sat and Sepang for F1 on Sunday. Yes, it was my first time goin for the race. Cant say the best happened. Looks like beginners luck didnt apply to me that day. Now I'm DEAD tired, even if I sleep for 18 hours straight I still wouldnt be able to recover.

So...Maison... nothing new. Except maybe I didnt get trashed and still have memory of everything that happened from the beginning till the end. Except maybe a conversation that I remember having but dont know what I said...or what she said. Ok nevermind that.

Friday at Zouk. It was Andy Moor. His set was not too bad. Not like what uncle Fono said, we all didnt go to sleep. The Penang gang came down. Half of it. We had the Vip area and 2 bottles of Black Lable. It came in a can. Special edition with McLaren logo on it. Since I didnt have anything for Andy Moor to sign on, I picked up a can left behind by some people and got it signed. Awesome. I missed the photo session tho, didnt know William went up. Sighh.. nevermind that too. We headed down to petaling street to have FooOoD. I...misdirected a friend and we ended up taking a lil long way then the usual. Lesson of the day, never take directions from a person who is under the influence.

Saturday. Tired from the night before, I woke up around 2 plus. William and Andy were already gone. Went to the airport to pick up the rest of the penang bunch. Momo, Jay Jay and John and came back to my house around 3 ish. We then convoyed in 3 cars down to Ikea, for non other than Swedish meatballs. Right after filling our tummies, it was off to KL to collect mine and William's complimentary tickets. time frame for that was between 5-7 PM, we arrived around 5.30 and the Jam was already massive. By the time I collected my ticket and bought some extra tickets for other friends, it was already 7 Pm and I had to rush back to PJ for my mum's bday dinner. Food was good, and I was full, so after my dad paid the bill, I ran like a mad person into the car and shot off back to KL. This time I had to park up some dark hill, pretty scary if you asked me. The rave... hmm.. I reached in time to catch Marco V's set. Altho I've already missed bout 45 mins of it, the rest of his set was good. Maybe he should headline some other rave soon. Yoji. What do I have to say....? Well... I think the excitement is all about the talk then the real action itself. Before the rave I hear everyone goin "omg its Yoji" "its Yoji, must go!" bla bla bla as tho he is God. Thats the big talk. The action...honestly... the beats literally pissed me off. People said he plays hard with melody. I stood there for like an hour and I dont hear shit except for harD banging bass. The set was so freaking flat it could help flatten tar on the roads of KL. Plus the crowd...god damn... pACkEd. It was SOOO packed there were people dancing on the road and everywhere else outside of the arena. It was a SOLD OUT event. WHY?? because everything thinks Yoji is God. The event supposed to end at 1. But I guess Yoji managed to extend it. Bad Move... half the crowd left at 2 anyways. I...personally couldnt take it when it hit 12.30. I was praying that it will all just end at 1. When the clock passed 1, I heard people saying " make him stop" AHHAHAHA~~! that was funny. Ok, enough of the Yoji update.

F1. hmm... also another pain in the butthole because the Jam to enter in SIC was CraZy! we left from my house at around 12.30, we arrive inside at about 3.30. Give 30 mins to the detour, coz we needed to get tickets and parking stickers. I'm amazed at how low certain tickets can go. I saw a guy who bought 2 tickets, 900 bucks EACH and he didnt want to go watch the show because he couldnt take the jam, so? he wanted to sell off his tickets for 600bucks. BOTH. it was grandstand ok? If I brought enough money and if we didnt have to follow Jay Jay and John to sit at the hill stand, I'd take that ticket without second thoughts. So yeah, we sat at the hill stand, parking was a bitch because there wasnt any space left insde, we parked pretty far out and had to take a shuttle bus to the gate.That, was hell part 1. Why I said part 1? because there will be part 2 duh...haha.Ok...the race. I was too busy trying to get a shot of the cars to bother bout the standings. Before we arrived, we've been told that Alonso was taking the lead and the gap is only getting bigger. That suck. WHY that bloody Spaniard dog had to come HERE in our track and get Pole? Poor Ferrari, ended up in 3rd place and 5th place. But that.. you already know. If you dont know, read the news mate. My post is getting too long for even my own sake. So, hell part 2? was when the race was over. Jay Jay made a mistake and took us for the walk of our lives. We literally walked the WHOLE of SEPANG CIRCUIT just to get back to our cars. I think with the amount of time we spent walking,we should have just waited for the bus. The only good thing that came from the walk? We got to see loads of nice kick ass cars. And we noticed they're all Singaporean plate. Conclusion, Singaporeans are rich, go over and work. LESSON of the day.... use the MAP... oh my legs... =`(

Ok...thats it.. lazy to upload pictures. It takes a lifetime and I'm hungry. I'll do it later, but not like anyone reads this blog anyways.haha. So I layan diri.

Besides updating... Today is someone's special day. So UNCLE FONO/JASON, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~! I'm sure no one wants to hear me sing.So thats all.

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What do you know.... while I was here waiting for the family of that motorcyclist I "hit" last week to call me, they quietly went and made a police report. Now, I'll have to go to the police station and face charges. First thing I would be charged for is failure to report an accident. Which has made me look like I hit and run. Those sneaky lil bastards. If I had hit and run, how else would that worthless, uneducated old cunt get to the hospital? She would have died there for all I care. After all the things that I had offered her, now I have to face the cops? You gotta be fucking kidding me. I wished that nothing serious happened to you last tuesday. This tuesday I hope, you'd die a miserable death, smash your ugly face into someone else's bumper, get your limbs run over by a tractor and LIVE the rest of your life without a face and limbs, coz thats what you are, fucking cowards, 2 faced mongrels. I'd personally go over and break that arm of yours since you claimed that is broken.

Why does everyone want to make me feel as tho I'm used and manipulated, that I should not help or take any responsibility at all for anything that happens around me? Am I supposed to be driven to a point where I am no longer human, then this world is satisfied with me?

FUcking bikers. fucK you all la.

For The Memories

Family family family... I guess these days I'm having a lil more family gatherings than the usual in the previous years. It was right after Cheng Beng/qing ming[?]. Everyone went home to catch a quick shower before going out for dinner. Dinner that night occupied tables.Thats... 20 people. But 20 is considered a small amount, considering my dad has 6 other siblings. Although some of them are overseas, but the group has gotten smaller over the years. I suppose as the day draws nearer, you would want to have more of each other before its too late. So this year, while we celebrate the day that we remember our ancestors, we celebrate the ones that are still alive as well. Dad kept saying he doesnt know which day he will wake up and one of his brothers wouldnt be around anymore.

aunties and uncles, mom n dad at the OLDER people's table.

Sister and her bf on the YOUNGER people's table.hehe

my brother, who looks like a woman in this picture.[HAHAHA] Sister and I have agreed to take him under our wings and train him to drink. He had wine that day.

drink drink drink.... Red/ white/ flavoured wine

After the dinner.... the hero was almost out. SHE....made me so DruNk once, I thought I was going to die. for REAL. I missed Christopher Lawrence because of that. Now... I can take her down. YEahhh.

Speaking of drinks, I'm currently taking a 4 day break from alcohol because recently, I seem to be getting some sorta gastric pain after drinking. Starting from last Thursday when I so desperately went down to Maison alone at 12 plus because I couldnt take being away from Maison 2 weeks in a row. I arrived there....somewhat lost. Somehow I went home a happy person.ahahha. Met up with more people than I had expected. I went there only knowing that Nat, Kel Li and their friends which I dont know are there.Maybe next time I shouldnt think twice. I should just go even if I'm alone. Wait... I lost my plot. Ok, I was saying I'm getting stomach pains after drinking, yes? I'm not too sure what the problem is, but this Thursday, I'm gonna go give it a try again and see.. If nothing is wrong. WooOopee.. Its all Good. If not... well, I'll worry bout that later. =) Thursday it is!

Makes Me Wonder

There was a minor accident earlier on, when I was on my way to the Curve. It involved a bike. No matter what I say, I'll never be right. In my own words, what went down was that I was taking the corner from the highway, I saw the bike, I moved out to my right. There was a car on the outer lane. I cant go very far out. My front had already passed the bike, when I heard some sound coming from the back of my car. I looked at my rear mirror, and the bike went down. I backed up, to see what was the problem. I saw a woman sitting on the side of the curb blaming the hell outta me. The guy in the car that was next to me came down as well, he said, it wasnt really anyone's fault but he saw her hit my back. She just wouldnt stop bitching bout me going too close to her. HellO, shes got a WHOLE damn lane to herself. If I was driving a bus, she would have been dead. There wasnt a single scratch on my car. Can someone explain to me how weird can that be, if I had hit her. I'm not trying to get outta this mess, taking the easy way out. I was going to take her to the clinic but she asked me to go back to her bike to look for her handphone. I had to detour really far just to get back there. And I sure did stayed with her until her family came. I offered whatver I could give.

I was pissed and slightly upset earlier. After meeting up with my friends, I felt better. Temporarily. Now that I'm home,I cant help to think, what have I been doing wrong? Is there a big picture that I'm not seeing? I just feel shitty because I'm gonna have to pay for something that I feel I wasnt wrong. I even had to apologize for it. Have you any idea how low that made me feel? Fate sure is playing games with me. In a fraction of a second, the whole situation could have been different. But why....

Edmund... you better appreciate this.... Happy Birthday to you, vain pot. =)

Hollywood BayBehhh

Zouk's 3rd anniversary. The theme for the night was Hollywood. Everyone was supposed to dressed up like some stars, not many people did tho. Neither did I, I didnt know what to wear. The place was PAckEd like crazy. Must have been because of the free flow. I didnt get anything from the free flow, except ONE cup of beer. Not complaining much. Somehow, I wasnt in much of a drinking mode anyways.

The DJs who pumped us up that night, Mr. Terrence C

Followed up by my big brother, UNCLE Fono, whose set never failed to make me jump. Oh, and he's wearing his new Paul Frank shirt...grand opening it seems.

Kel Li, Slinky and Nat. I'm being squashed. hehe

And yes, if you didnt notice it by now, I've cut my hair. It was a few days ago, and when I first cut it, I wouldnt leave the house for 3 days without the cap on. I made a bold decision to lose the cap.hehe

see....so short....

People that I went with, Jean, Seng, Wussy, myself and Slinky. Not in the picture were Nat and Krystal. Jace, Jade, Karen and Brian were there too, but they left early because it was too packed, and it wasnt very interesting at the beginning. We're survivors! so we enjoyed in the end. =)

The mandatory raining trio picture. Its alil over exposed but its all good.

Long island tea. Very dangerous. Super tanker Seng went down after that. I drove home coz I was the most sober one *pats self*

Cause I Know That Its Been Calling

Guess WHAT? I DIDN'T GO TO MAISON LAST NIGHT!!!!!!

Instead... I went to Asia Cafe and had 2 buckets of beer. Me n William, that is. Came home n puked alil because, there was too much gas and too lil food. I have to say, it was so hard... to NoT go to Maison. hahaha. I'm so addicted.hmmm alrightey then, tonight, zouk


FREE FLOW~~!

I can't help this longing

"Congratulations! You've got one of the exclusive tickets to party at SpeedZone Tour! Show this SMS & ID from 5-7pm at the event to redeem your ticket. 18+ Only" WooOt~!! looks like I'll be going for SpeedZone. Have you got yours? Hehehe..Meet You There~!

Maybe it wouldnt be as bad as I think it would be, coz somehow I'm just not really hyped up bout this rave. Anyways, since the Penang gang... [part of it at least] is coming down for it, it is the company that I'm looking forward to. So incase I'll bore myself out, I've planned to help out Kel Li and Nat cover that event. If all goes well, it would be my first photography "job" hehehe. My darling needs to go out and I need the experience.

Random update, I had LALA last night~! wooo. Its been awhile and I can never get bored of the taste. Awesome. And I was told that I look comical. People enjoy laughing at me.... I wonder if its a good thing...? hehe. Ok... PeoplE... have lunch with me~~! I'm gonna advertise myself. I'm Available for lunch every Thursday!! Take me out! Sounds so desperate. Thursday is a desperado day.

"Just let it go, what now can never be."

Apple Doesnt Fall Far From The Tree

So, on that night I had the drinking marathon, I had that family dinner I was talking about ya? It was at this seafood restaurant at Terminal 3...our old airport. The place is nothing fancy. No nice interior decorations and all that. Just a simple restaurant. It had... um... alot of flying bugs. Must be the raining season. They were sure as hell irritating at first, but when the food and all arrived, they seemed to have disappeared. I thought they were gonna be additional ingredients..hehe thank goodness, nothing like that happened.


Yeah, like I said, we had wine. uh... we initially brought 4 bottles. 3 red and 1 white. We finished all but 1. Coz my dad didnt want to drink anymore. [He's getting old]. Since wine isnt exactly my best choice of drinks, I drank them quickly.[wine lovers, dont kill me] Usually I dont take wine when I'm out with them coz I'm a lil picky. But that day, I couldnt resist the alcohol so I drank along with them. Dinner was pretty entertaining. I guess, it wasnt so bad that I missed the Antenna Uk showcase after all. Dad was being... funny. Look.


He kept asking me to take out the camera. Then he claims that he looks like Jet Li... =.="



Then my sister said, I look like my dad, which I've always denied. So she took a side view shot of me. What say you? I personally dont think so.

Pffttt...look at that face, and he calls me alcoholic. This picture was supposed to be just the wine... but he insisted that I take him instead. Didnt know he was such a cam whore....


I didnt take pictures of all the food, coz I was hungry and ate them before I could snap them. It was just a simple dinner anyways, no biggie, no special occasion. Anyways, I'm just kinda bored looking for something else to do besides my homework. I need to get some air. So... yeah. Update on dinner. I didnt bring my camera to Maison, coz again, no biggie. There was a fight that night. Apparently it was quite a big fight and people are still making a fuss about it the day after..or was it until Sunday...? not sure. I didnt really bother coz it happens quite often at Maison. Aight then.... back to research... and Flash... *lip sync lip sync lip sync* sigh....

Put Your Hands Up~!!

what do you get when you mix red wine...white wine... brandy ginger ale and whisky coke? " I cant feel my teeth!" white n red wine was with my family because we had family dinner. Me, my sister, her bf and my dad had 3 bottles of wine. Then off to my sister's house to continue with half the bottle of hennesy VSOP with ginger ale, and off i go to Maison because 4 of my friends were stuck outside the club without me. Upon arrival, I bumped into some friends who had opened a magnum on thursday and continued today. SO....since I had nothing to do I joined them. It didnt take much to make me feel numb, as I already had some drinks before heading for the club. Left the club just before it closed. I was satisfied. hahaha. Now I'm just typing some gibberish because I need to sober down before heading to bed...in case I feel like my whole entire world is spinning. hehehe. Initially I was supposed to go for the antenna UK thingy at Maison at 8.30. But because everyone seemed to have ffk-ed me.....I canceled the shit and went for family dinner instead. I really really wanted to watch the showcase.... =`( its educational. Turns out, my night was just like other nights. Unproductive.... maybe tomoro it will be... =) as for now.. I think I'm sober enough to go to bed... DeAd tired. good nights~!

Redundant

"A woman drove me to drink and I never had the common courtesy to thank her."

"A drunk man's words are a sober man's thoughts."

Socially, I am at my best when I'm high. Everyone is my best friend.

I'm Not an alcoholic no matter what you say because I dont do it everyday and I still feel excited when we're goin drinking. If I really am an alcoholic... it probably would be interesting anymore...it would be just pure... NEED TO. Tho I cant explain why I feel like I have an alarm clock in me that rings every Thursday. Anyways...I'm just talking a whole load of shit. Been reading up some stuff bout addiction. Coz currently people around me are all AddICted to some shit. And there is not a single thing I could do. Never really thought it would be like this. Silently I know they're falling into a decadent state. But what am I saying...? I myself feel upset sometimes for no apparent reason. Aight... I cant understand what I just said, I'm just kinda stoning and thinking about random stuff. I'm COMPLETELY broke after last night so I cant go anywhere. Ok, enough shit gonna bugger off to scout for food.

I've Got A Long Way, To Run

OMG my workload.... HELP~!! its only week 8.... the hell has begun. Need to start stocking up Livita or Red Bull. Wokay... my self-given 10 min break is over. Time to get back to business... adios. *sniff sniff*

ohh... on a RANDOM note... I've been packing the pounds. I recently discovered that I've put on 5KGs. I have no idea where that 5KG came from. Its not that I'm complaining... I just find it weird. When I wanted to gain weight... it wouldnt go any further than 2 KGs.. now suddenly out of no where... 5KG? LoL... I'm amusing myself....haha.. okok Really goin back to work now.

Its A Little Bit Lonely Down Here

Markuz Schulz @ Zouk. Lazy to update.hahah.Later later. Bottom line... it wasnt the best of nights, but it was surely an AWESOME set.

Its a little bit lonely down here,
its a little bit faint without you near,
without you near,

Is it wise to say
While the other's wait and
She's contemplating you
Another passes by the door
Any other day, you just look
Around and,
All you see is gone
All you see is gone

how can you sit there watching,
someone else?
how can you sit there watching,
sit there watching

Anyways....

For those people who are interested in live action video or animation should go n check it out. Next saturday 17th March 8PM at Maison.I feel like goin.. who's in with me?

As for tonight, its my 3rd night out in a row. And possibly 3rd night in a row drinking too. Kinda tired, but I dont feel like staying in tonight. 2moro I'll do my work....promise.

Thank You Larsson!

Manchester United made it to the final 8 this morning. United hasnt been able to make it to the final 8 in THREE years. But today, thanks to the only goal by Larsson, they're in!. Despite the celebration, it was also a sad goodbye, for Henrik Larsson has played his last match and would be going back to Sweden. Even tho he didnt score very often during his 2 months stay at Manchester, but I'd say he sure has his way of showing that he isnt too OLD or invisible. Scoring on his debut match and another on his last match. Damn... we're all gonna miss this dude.

So.... Thank you Larsson.

Now what's Manchester gonna do with Larsson gone... and 5 players injured?

DRAWINGS~!!! ARGHH!!

I wish I could pay someone to do my work for me... Computer work is fine.... drawing and coloring... now thats the shit. Dont give me that crap bout being in art school but not wanting to draw. Give me digital work. I'd do it. Seriously. Even tho I do it at the very last minute...... gArrrhhhh!! Concept Design assignments make me want to DriNk. After every frame, I feel like drinking or having a smoke. I need 15 frames. I'll either turn into a building on fire or alcohol tsunami. oh stress.Ok la... I guess I'm just lazy. hehehe. I'm taking a break now...sorta. To celebrate the completion of 2 frames. hehe. I'm such a bummer. Alrighty....the pictures aint gonne draw itself. So....back to work I go....

*drags ass off chair slowly*

Reds Go Marching UP UP UP!

Oh...my throat hurts now from all the screaming last night. Damn.. it was such a good game. Keeping me on the edge of my seat the whole time. Liverpool fought so hard and if it wasnt for Van Der Sar, it would have been a whole different game. I underestimated John O'shea as well. When he scored, you can feel everyone jumping off their seats n screaming like.. we've just won the title. That goes to show, how important that goals was. The trophy is there, is so close now. Gosh.. I feel like I'm part of the team.damn....getting alil carried away. But I'm so full of emotions here. So freaking happy, I cant explain.

ok so the print screen is a little too small. click if you are interested to see the stats. Other wise, come join me n sing the song!

Glory glory Man united,

Glory glory Man united,

Glory glory Man united,

As the reds go marching up up up!

wooOo hOooOooo~~~!!!!!

How Can You Sit There Watching

wahEy! so I made up for slacking the days before. Last night I stayed up till 7 this freaking morning to finish my walk cycle animation. Even tho its not really a master piece kind, but I'm quite proud of it. My lil boy is FINALLY walking! [b4 this he was having some leg spasm.hehe] Since I was such a good kid n did my homework, I think I would enjoy myself at Maison tonight. I think I deserve it ok? hahaha. hard work hard work. I hardly took my eyes off the screen. If it wasnt for Uncle Fono's call I wouldnt have rested at all. Anywaysss....My usual gang isnt around anymore but this is great still. Its people that I havent hung out with in a long time. Well... besides having dinner a couple of days ago. But not hang out you know? I miss the SOHAIS. ok, its my bad bout the whole... Fatty Crab thingy. I just couldnt find time to think bout planning the dinner, though I really wanted to. I have cravings too sometimes. Well... tonight is another round of dinner with them again before heading out to Maison. I'm exited.

See Eddy... I think about you too. ahahahha. Edmund Tan here is getting sorta jEalous that I wrote a post for Derek because he asked me to. So nah, here you go, you pretty boy. Cheers.... to u and SOHAIS! see ya all tonight. Now I'm gonna go spend some time with the old fart sister of mine.

Btw...


Without You Near~ LIVE! what say you? Meet you there? hehe. AND, No, DONT click on my picture. I stole that picture from a website, "CLICK HERE" wouldnt work on this page.