My Love Is Like Footsteps In The Snow

Recently I've just been told that, the coming new year is a bad year for the Tigers. When I heard that, in my head was like "fuck...can it get any worse than this?". I was sorta hoping badly for things to change for the better. As in, its time for a break,damnit! Enough torturing us tigers already. I know we're the fierce ones and could possibly eat up half of the animals in the zodiac, but cmon.... I dont usually believe in things like that. Its just that when you're hoping for something, and then someone comes up to u and tell u things like its not gonna be good. Whether you're a believer or not, it does get to u.ok, maybe its just me... Whatever it is, 2006 is coming to an end. Time to wrap things up and keep it locked away. Need to clear up some space for 2007.

2006 has been a year of ups and down. I've been up and I've been wayyy down. In the end, I've decided that I dont want to ride the waves anymore. I'm just gonna stick to where I am and not move. In simple terms, I'm being a mediocre. Some people thought that its stupid to do so, but for me,by doing that, I'm happier. At least i'm living the days and appreciating what I've got instead of always wanting more. I'm tired of feeling that feeling when you cant get what you want. And we'll always want what we cant have. And I've developed a liking for being alone most of the time. Its nice. I dont have to layan people when I dont feel like it, I dont have to watch what I say sometimes, I dont have to wonder who's a fake and who's not, I dont have to wonder who's using me. You know what they say,about good guys finishing last,yeah..damn right. There is no justice in life. No right and no wrong. Its just life. Some people's excuse for being an ass, is to survive. Survival of the fittest. Fine, thats all fine. When one day everyone turns into a selfish scumbag, tell me how much you love being on your own. In the end, whats the point of winning when you have no one to share it with. Aight...enough with the bitter plot. Had no freaking idea why I said what I said anyways. I was supposed to update about Velocity but got side tracked. =) have a nice new year.