Makes Me Wonder

There was a minor accident earlier on, when I was on my way to the Curve. It involved a bike. No matter what I say, I'll never be right. In my own words, what went down was that I was taking the corner from the highway, I saw the bike, I moved out to my right. There was a car on the outer lane. I cant go very far out. My front had already passed the bike, when I heard some sound coming from the back of my car. I looked at my rear mirror, and the bike went down. I backed up, to see what was the problem. I saw a woman sitting on the side of the curb blaming the hell outta me. The guy in the car that was next to me came down as well, he said, it wasnt really anyone's fault but he saw her hit my back. She just wouldnt stop bitching bout me going too close to her. HellO, shes got a WHOLE damn lane to herself. If I was driving a bus, she would have been dead. There wasnt a single scratch on my car. Can someone explain to me how weird can that be, if I had hit her. I'm not trying to get outta this mess, taking the easy way out. I was going to take her to the clinic but she asked me to go back to her bike to look for her handphone. I had to detour really far just to get back there. And I sure did stayed with her until her family came. I offered whatver I could give.

I was pissed and slightly upset earlier. After meeting up with my friends, I felt better. Temporarily. Now that I'm home,I cant help to think, what have I been doing wrong? Is there a big picture that I'm not seeing? I just feel shitty because I'm gonna have to pay for something that I feel I wasnt wrong. I even had to apologize for it. Have you any idea how low that made me feel? Fate sure is playing games with me. In a fraction of a second, the whole situation could have been different. But why....

Edmund... you better appreciate this.... Happy Birthday to you, vain pot. =)

Hollywood BayBehhh

Zouk's 3rd anniversary. The theme for the night was Hollywood. Everyone was supposed to dressed up like some stars, not many people did tho. Neither did I, I didnt know what to wear. The place was PAckEd like crazy. Must have been because of the free flow. I didnt get anything from the free flow, except ONE cup of beer. Not complaining much. Somehow, I wasnt in much of a drinking mode anyways.

The DJs who pumped us up that night, Mr. Terrence C

Followed up by my big brother, UNCLE Fono, whose set never failed to make me jump. Oh, and he's wearing his new Paul Frank shirt...grand opening it seems.

Kel Li, Slinky and Nat. I'm being squashed. hehe

And yes, if you didnt notice it by now, I've cut my hair. It was a few days ago, and when I first cut it, I wouldnt leave the house for 3 days without the cap on. I made a bold decision to lose the cap.hehe

see....so short....

People that I went with, Jean, Seng, Wussy, myself and Slinky. Not in the picture were Nat and Krystal. Jace, Jade, Karen and Brian were there too, but they left early because it was too packed, and it wasnt very interesting at the beginning. We're survivors! so we enjoyed in the end. =)

The mandatory raining trio picture. Its alil over exposed but its all good.

Long island tea. Very dangerous. Super tanker Seng went down after that. I drove home coz I was the most sober one *pats self*

Cause I Know That Its Been Calling

Guess WHAT? I DIDN'T GO TO MAISON LAST NIGHT!!!!!!

Instead... I went to Asia Cafe and had 2 buckets of beer. Me n William, that is. Came home n puked alil because, there was too much gas and too lil food. I have to say, it was so hard... to NoT go to Maison. hahaha. I'm so addicted.hmmm alrightey then, tonight, zouk


FREE FLOW~~!

I can't help this longing

"Congratulations! You've got one of the exclusive tickets to party at SpeedZone Tour! Show this SMS & ID from 5-7pm at the event to redeem your ticket. 18+ Only" WooOt~!! looks like I'll be going for SpeedZone. Have you got yours? Hehehe..Meet You There~!

Maybe it wouldnt be as bad as I think it would be, coz somehow I'm just not really hyped up bout this rave. Anyways, since the Penang gang... [part of it at least] is coming down for it, it is the company that I'm looking forward to. So incase I'll bore myself out, I've planned to help out Kel Li and Nat cover that event. If all goes well, it would be my first photography "job" hehehe. My darling needs to go out and I need the experience.

Random update, I had LALA last night~! wooo. Its been awhile and I can never get bored of the taste. Awesome. And I was told that I look comical. People enjoy laughing at me.... I wonder if its a good thing...? hehe. Ok... PeoplE... have lunch with me~~! I'm gonna advertise myself. I'm Available for lunch every Thursday!! Take me out! Sounds so desperate. Thursday is a desperado day.

"Just let it go, what now can never be."

Apple Doesnt Fall Far From The Tree

So, on that night I had the drinking marathon, I had that family dinner I was talking about ya? It was at this seafood restaurant at Terminal 3...our old airport. The place is nothing fancy. No nice interior decorations and all that. Just a simple restaurant. It had... um... alot of flying bugs. Must be the raining season. They were sure as hell irritating at first, but when the food and all arrived, they seemed to have disappeared. I thought they were gonna be additional ingredients..hehe thank goodness, nothing like that happened.


Yeah, like I said, we had wine. uh... we initially brought 4 bottles. 3 red and 1 white. We finished all but 1. Coz my dad didnt want to drink anymore. [He's getting old]. Since wine isnt exactly my best choice of drinks, I drank them quickly.[wine lovers, dont kill me] Usually I dont take wine when I'm out with them coz I'm a lil picky. But that day, I couldnt resist the alcohol so I drank along with them. Dinner was pretty entertaining. I guess, it wasnt so bad that I missed the Antenna Uk showcase after all. Dad was being... funny. Look.


He kept asking me to take out the camera. Then he claims that he looks like Jet Li... =.="



Then my sister said, I look like my dad, which I've always denied. So she took a side view shot of me. What say you? I personally dont think so.

Pffttt...look at that face, and he calls me alcoholic. This picture was supposed to be just the wine... but he insisted that I take him instead. Didnt know he was such a cam whore....


I didnt take pictures of all the food, coz I was hungry and ate them before I could snap them. It was just a simple dinner anyways, no biggie, no special occasion. Anyways, I'm just kinda bored looking for something else to do besides my homework. I need to get some air. So... yeah. Update on dinner. I didnt bring my camera to Maison, coz again, no biggie. There was a fight that night. Apparently it was quite a big fight and people are still making a fuss about it the day after..or was it until Sunday...? not sure. I didnt really bother coz it happens quite often at Maison. Aight then.... back to research... and Flash... *lip sync lip sync lip sync* sigh....

Put Your Hands Up~!!

what do you get when you mix red wine...white wine... brandy ginger ale and whisky coke? " I cant feel my teeth!" white n red wine was with my family because we had family dinner. Me, my sister, her bf and my dad had 3 bottles of wine. Then off to my sister's house to continue with half the bottle of hennesy VSOP with ginger ale, and off i go to Maison because 4 of my friends were stuck outside the club without me. Upon arrival, I bumped into some friends who had opened a magnum on thursday and continued today. SO....since I had nothing to do I joined them. It didnt take much to make me feel numb, as I already had some drinks before heading for the club. Left the club just before it closed. I was satisfied. hahaha. Now I'm just typing some gibberish because I need to sober down before heading to bed...in case I feel like my whole entire world is spinning. hehehe. Initially I was supposed to go for the antenna UK thingy at Maison at 8.30. But because everyone seemed to have ffk-ed me.....I canceled the shit and went for family dinner instead. I really really wanted to watch the showcase.... =`( its educational. Turns out, my night was just like other nights. Unproductive.... maybe tomoro it will be... =) as for now.. I think I'm sober enough to go to bed... DeAd tired. good nights~!

Redundant

"A woman drove me to drink and I never had the common courtesy to thank her."

"A drunk man's words are a sober man's thoughts."

Socially, I am at my best when I'm high. Everyone is my best friend.

I'm Not an alcoholic no matter what you say because I dont do it everyday and I still feel excited when we're goin drinking. If I really am an alcoholic... it probably would be interesting anymore...it would be just pure... NEED TO. Tho I cant explain why I feel like I have an alarm clock in me that rings every Thursday. Anyways...I'm just talking a whole load of shit. Been reading up some stuff bout addiction. Coz currently people around me are all AddICted to some shit. And there is not a single thing I could do. Never really thought it would be like this. Silently I know they're falling into a decadent state. But what am I saying...? I myself feel upset sometimes for no apparent reason. Aight... I cant understand what I just said, I'm just kinda stoning and thinking about random stuff. I'm COMPLETELY broke after last night so I cant go anywhere. Ok, enough shit gonna bugger off to scout for food.

I've Got A Long Way, To Run

OMG my workload.... HELP~!! its only week 8.... the hell has begun. Need to start stocking up Livita or Red Bull. Wokay... my self-given 10 min break is over. Time to get back to business... adios. *sniff sniff*

ohh... on a RANDOM note... I've been packing the pounds. I recently discovered that I've put on 5KGs. I have no idea where that 5KG came from. Its not that I'm complaining... I just find it weird. When I wanted to gain weight... it wouldnt go any further than 2 KGs.. now suddenly out of no where... 5KG? LoL... I'm amusing myself....haha.. okok Really goin back to work now.

Its A Little Bit Lonely Down Here

Markuz Schulz @ Zouk. Lazy to update.hahah.Later later. Bottom line... it wasnt the best of nights, but it was surely an AWESOME set.

Its a little bit lonely down here,
its a little bit faint without you near,
without you near,

Is it wise to say
While the other's wait and
She's contemplating you
Another passes by the door
Any other day, you just look
Around and,
All you see is gone
All you see is gone

how can you sit there watching,
someone else?
how can you sit there watching,
sit there watching

Anyways....

For those people who are interested in live action video or animation should go n check it out. Next saturday 17th March 8PM at Maison.I feel like goin.. who's in with me?

As for tonight, its my 3rd night out in a row. And possibly 3rd night in a row drinking too. Kinda tired, but I dont feel like staying in tonight. 2moro I'll do my work....promise.

Thank You Larsson!

Manchester United made it to the final 8 this morning. United hasnt been able to make it to the final 8 in THREE years. But today, thanks to the only goal by Larsson, they're in!. Despite the celebration, it was also a sad goodbye, for Henrik Larsson has played his last match and would be going back to Sweden. Even tho he didnt score very often during his 2 months stay at Manchester, but I'd say he sure has his way of showing that he isnt too OLD or invisible. Scoring on his debut match and another on his last match. Damn... we're all gonna miss this dude.

So.... Thank you Larsson.

Now what's Manchester gonna do with Larsson gone... and 5 players injured?

DRAWINGS~!!! ARGHH!!

I wish I could pay someone to do my work for me... Computer work is fine.... drawing and coloring... now thats the shit. Dont give me that crap bout being in art school but not wanting to draw. Give me digital work. I'd do it. Seriously. Even tho I do it at the very last minute...... gArrrhhhh!! Concept Design assignments make me want to DriNk. After every frame, I feel like drinking or having a smoke. I need 15 frames. I'll either turn into a building on fire or alcohol tsunami. oh stress.Ok la... I guess I'm just lazy. hehehe. I'm taking a break now...sorta. To celebrate the completion of 2 frames. hehe. I'm such a bummer. Alrighty....the pictures aint gonne draw itself. So....back to work I go....

*drags ass off chair slowly*

Reds Go Marching UP UP UP!

Oh...my throat hurts now from all the screaming last night. Damn.. it was such a good game. Keeping me on the edge of my seat the whole time. Liverpool fought so hard and if it wasnt for Van Der Sar, it would have been a whole different game. I underestimated John O'shea as well. When he scored, you can feel everyone jumping off their seats n screaming like.. we've just won the title. That goes to show, how important that goals was. The trophy is there, is so close now. Gosh.. I feel like I'm part of the team.damn....getting alil carried away. But I'm so full of emotions here. So freaking happy, I cant explain.

ok so the print screen is a little too small. click if you are interested to see the stats. Other wise, come join me n sing the song!

Glory glory Man united,

Glory glory Man united,

Glory glory Man united,

As the reds go marching up up up!

wooOo hOooOooo~~~!!!!!

How Can You Sit There Watching

wahEy! so I made up for slacking the days before. Last night I stayed up till 7 this freaking morning to finish my walk cycle animation. Even tho its not really a master piece kind, but I'm quite proud of it. My lil boy is FINALLY walking! [b4 this he was having some leg spasm.hehe] Since I was such a good kid n did my homework, I think I would enjoy myself at Maison tonight. I think I deserve it ok? hahaha. hard work hard work. I hardly took my eyes off the screen. If it wasnt for Uncle Fono's call I wouldnt have rested at all. Anywaysss....My usual gang isnt around anymore but this is great still. Its people that I havent hung out with in a long time. Well... besides having dinner a couple of days ago. But not hang out you know? I miss the SOHAIS. ok, its my bad bout the whole... Fatty Crab thingy. I just couldnt find time to think bout planning the dinner, though I really wanted to. I have cravings too sometimes. Well... tonight is another round of dinner with them again before heading out to Maison. I'm exited.

See Eddy... I think about you too. ahahahha. Edmund Tan here is getting sorta jEalous that I wrote a post for Derek because he asked me to. So nah, here you go, you pretty boy. Cheers.... to u and SOHAIS! see ya all tonight. Now I'm gonna go spend some time with the old fart sister of mine.

Btw...


Without You Near~ LIVE! what say you? Meet you there? hehe. AND, No, DONT click on my picture. I stole that picture from a website, "CLICK HERE" wouldnt work on this page.

Mega Procastinator

You know... they shouldnt have had that long Chinese new year break. Since college began on Monday, I've skipped the whole of Monday...thank goodness nothing was due on Tuesday and... didnt finish a thing for today's lessons. I'm brilliant. All the momentum of turning over a new leaf this semester is somewhat going down the drain. hahaha. Damn... I need to start the engine and warm it up again. I hate this whole... class rep thingy. Just because I carry the title, everyone expects me to do EVERYTHING right. Come to class on time even when 3/4 of my classmates turn up half an hour late. I have to be in class... every day. Gimme a break. I was never meant for those kinda things anyway. Just because I was too jakun about the Macs last semester. Sigh... Shouldnt have played with the computers. *sulks* Next time I should sit down quietly in class so that no one would notice me. *note to self* I'm not that difficult to hide right?

Anyways.. I'm gonna go hit the bed for a short nap. I couldnt seem to get any sleep last night. Dont know what was bothering me. tata.

Its Time For Goodbyes Again

Today is yet another goodbye. I'm so familiar with the airport I think I can drive with my eyes close. Metaphorically speaking. Look at the picture, it was taken 2years back. TWO YEARS! back then, I'd never thought of the day that all of you would be gone. 2 years later, today, its a reality I cant deny.

So Joce is gone too. Sending everyone off one by one really makes me feel it. Being 2 years behind is really a big gap when you know your friends are GRADUATING by the end of the year while you're still stuck here waiting for your turn to fly. I'd rather be able to go over than to go Maison really. I'd give up Maison for it. And all my other clubbing nights. Serious. Desperado speaking here. While I sit here and slowly await my turn, I wish all of you well, be good! and take care. Work/study hard! it better be worth it to leave me here ok?! So cheers to success and I'm happy for you girls. Go get some Honors or something, make me proud. haha. I'll miss you, you silly Dory.*BIG HUGS*

The Belated

The pictures are in and its finally time to blog about Mr. Sim's big 22. Well, needless to say, it was a Thursday night at Maison.If you cant recognize the walls and the sofas by now that means, you've been pretty left behind. So.... there was a big group that night. So we had 2 tables.First table, we have the subang/blogger/Kambing people.[hahaha]. And the next we have... Derek's friends and cousin.


Here with William[not Loh], Nat, Kel Li and Cheryl.

The black and whites. All Lim Kok Wing students, except Derek.

Scott. And I. We cleaned up the mess and took the drunkard home.

A proper picture of the birthday boy just before he went....to see Pamela Anderson strip infront of him. ahaha just kidding, I mean passed out.

Would you like to try out new cocktail? Its called A-Puke-In-A Cup.

haha.. look at the happy boy.

The following day, which was his actual birthday we went to DeCanter for some sorta chill out night. After the beating he got the previous night, We need to lay off heavy drinking and...heavy weight lifting. hehe.

So we had beer. we called it quits after the 2nd jug probably coz we had it too freaking fast. For every round we lost in the game, we drank from a quarter mug to half the mug. I felt so bloated I could be a balloon. We left Decanter early, around 1 something and headed down to KL, where Derek's cousin was and could bring us into the club for free. So since the night was still so young. We had nothing to lose.


Me, J.Lo and Derek on the way to Aloha. I call that picture a stun, because I was actually driving... not stopped. Such cam-whores we are huh?

Anyways, Aloha isnt like your ordinary club I would say. Seriously.. a change of environment. Its pretty "jeng" if u asked me. But it was all for fun so we just jumped to every song. I had fun. After all that, its the usual mamak session before heading back home to crash. Went to Hartamas, and had the most insane tom yam fried rice ever. Its a killer. And.. that was also the last time I saw this dude. He left for Melb on Monday. So.. here you go, this whole post just for you.haha. Got what you wanted? You've seen me drunk way too many times already. Holiday's over, now we're back to business. Can't wait till you all come back again. See ya.

White Is the Lucky Colour This Year

So this was my Chinese New Year....

The only time in the year, when everyone gathers together under the same roof.

Thats.... my daddy....and Thats... my sister's shades.... *sweat*

Thats.... my cousin's little boy. Samuel. Future gambler,you think?

And thats...my eldest uncle. Ppl are getting really old...

Ok... thats all for Chinese New Year update. hehehe.I'm so lazy. Speaking of lazy.. i have alot of work that I've not started on. =(

Andddd..... Ryan Giggs fired away a freekick to give Man Utd the win against Lille. Although there was a huge debate that the kick was taken too early when the opposite team wasnt ready, I'd say thats the referee's problem. Don't blame it on Man Utd. It was actually quite a nice goal. Its one thing to take the kick quickly, its another thing to get it on target. If the kick was taken without the consent of the referee, he would have called it off. Its Lille's fault for not paying attention anyways. So cheers to that.hahaha. Oh..Liverpool win against Barca, superb. I salute them.

Happy Piggy New Year

HappYy CHinese New year everybody! This new year's wasnt too bad. I gambled abit and won about 70bucks. I dont usually bet on anything, but its Chinese new year,and bet was sponsored by parents so what the heck right? Good thing is that I get to keep my winnings. hehe. how nice?. I havent uploaded pictures I took during the family gathering. Nothing much anyways. Every year, things start to slowly change. I see my relatives only once a year. 2-3 times at most. The older generation's health starts to deteriorate, younger ones are growing up and the adults,some of them are drifting away to form their own families. I wonder what it would be like say another 6-7 years from now? Might not even find people to gamble with anymore. Thats sad.. I dont mean the gambling part, I meant having the family drift apart. Oh well, Hope everyone else had a great spanking new pIgGY year. Eat more pork... maybe you'll be luckier. And rub that prosperity tummy once in awhile to be thankful you can eat till you tummy bulges out instead of curving in. hehe.

And I havent received pictures from Derek's bday celebration at Maison last thursday. I only have THIS... of him. So details of his bday would have to wait till I've got the pictures from him.

Derek, you mentioned that I dont blog about you. Here you go. Just so you know... you looked great man! hahaha. Send me those pictures as soon as you can come online ok? pleaseeee? It's been a great 3 months with you around. Time flies so fast, this Thursday I'm gonna go Maison without you. heh, Seems kinda weird. Well, anyways study hard man, I'll see you in November.

SEXY WABBIT~!!

The little one is all grown up and ready to fly. I woke up at around 1.30PM to Jocelyn's call. She said shes goin to 1U to print pictures and make a frame for Shan. So i tagged along and contributed some pictures. As usual working with Joce is always stressful.[SERIOUSLY~!]. "Rushed" through the job and flew straight to KLIA. I took approximately 30mins to reach. Upon arrival, cameras didnt take long to get out of the bags/pouch. Flashes everywhere snapping the last few moments we have together here.

Look at the picture...80% of the people there wouldn't be around after this month.

Mixed with bittersweet moments

Airport is an emotional place.

However, this separation is only temporary....keep that in mind.


Nothing will change when we meet again.

BYe bye shannie bings, have fun and enjoy yourself over there. We'll miss you here.

You know, I missed you already...after Maison last night. hahaha. =p

See you soon.

The hollow feeling when the familiar leaves us.

Stone

I LOVE LIM KOK WING.yeap... coz I'm spending 12 hours here. Its 7.25PM and I'm in class. Yee Haa.. this is the absolute best Valentine's I've ever had. hahaha...*goes crazy* Forgive my shit... but class from 9AM till 9PM is no joke. Ok, its not 12 hours straight. But still....3D is no fun. Too much to understand. ^&#^%%$#@#@!. ok... back to work.. To all you couples around have fun.