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So I have returned from my little trip. Needless to say, I enjoyed myself very much. I only wished that I had planned it to be longer. Nevermind, first time's a try out, next time it will be better.*pats self* pictures will be up later when Im done compiling them from the others.




AND... I'm STILL waiting for my damn results. College will begin in another 2 weeks! TElL me I passed life-drawing... PLEASEEE!!! hehe.

EDIT: picts are in


our pool at aseania hotel


Pool is good. Check out the 2 mickey at the back row. hehehe


Breakfast


our "boy-band wannabe" pose


At the cable car place.


everyone likes bunnies


aint this fella cute


The spactacular view from the cable car


The Bridge


more of the bridge


MORE!


This looks like some postcard picture huh?

suddenly, this dark cloud came in fast. Me n Iylia decided to stay.




And we got soaked!


it was windy....so we took the opportunity to be BUFF!

oh, this is Langkawi, and its not Langkawi without ALCO!

oh my darlinggg~

And alco again, at the beach

did ya check out the size of that Heineken?

So, That's bout rapping up the events in Langkawi. I'll post bout Penang in another post while I wait for MORE picts to come in... so till then...


I'l be watching you

What Do You Do,At This Moment When I Think Of You

"When you're drunk I swear you're 15 years younger" that comment would mean, I'm 5. What if deep inside I am still 5? What if I never got out of the stage, and what I am now is just a cover up to cope with the hammerings of life, day in and day out? Why cant I see what I'm doing and where I'm heading to? I try to catch a glimpse of it but it all seem unclear. I'm crawling looking for the light, but its always raining.

I'm feeling kinda down, I’m here alone and its all quiet. Never mind that, I like the peace. Silence isnt silence when I'm alone. I cant sleep. I wish theres more life when I look out the windows. Its dark and quiet. I feel like I'm alone in this world, where I'm the king, but I have no one to command.

Up where I sit, the street lamps and city lights look like candles. The further ones flicker, reminding me of the oil lamps in temple during wesak. Up here, I see things the way I want to see it. In a way I'm making things up, but it has nothing to do with my daily life. I like to think that I'm keeping myself calm all the time with those thoughts. Because if I was to allow random, uncontrolled thoughts in, I'd be seeing very violent scenes. I do not believe, I'm violent or destructive. I just want to have some control over myself.... I think I want to go back to college already. Holidays makes me isolate myself from people.

I'm goin to go off soon. The more I pack, the more I feel like I do not want to come back. Its not anyone's loss anyways. Okay,you'll still be able to reach me via my hp. A week to think bout nothing but fun.Adios.

Stupid

World Cup. The killer season. In a way, I guess I'm happy its over. All in all, I've lost 300bucks coz I started betting. So yea, no more games, no more attempts on trying to get my money back, no more losing MORE than I already did, no more STUPID moves. Betting is stupid, and I'm the bigger idiot for playing the game. Hey, sounds familiar. Sounds like what I've always been doing with my life doesnt it? hmmm....

Well anyways,I'm just bitching coz I lost money. But I did enjoy the world cup, dont get me wrong. Penalty shootouts never fail to make hearts skip a beat. Besides the addictive games, I've been DVD-shopping again. Got myself CSI's season 6. hehe I've watched it all, so now I'm faster than those following it on TV. I also bought Prison break. Shit...its pretty darn addictive. Yesterday I slept at 11AM watching that right after the Germany Vs. Portugal game.haha.

So,in approximately 30 hours from now, I'm be in a plane flying off to Langkawi. A part of me is pretty darn exited, but a part of me is frEAkEd out at the fact that I'll be having alcohol and nothing but alcohol for 3 days. For those who didnt know, I fuckEd myself up with drinks JUST BEFORE goin for Christopher Lawrence. Thats not the bad thing. Bad thing is, I completely Humiliated myself in Zouk. So plEAse plEAse, no more flaming lambo PLEASE. I'm terrified. honestly.....Okay, so William, I'm sorry if I fucked it up in anyway. Krystal, thanks for following me home and staying with me.

Cold Product

Just returned home from watching the game. Germany didnt play very well,and Argentina was really fighting. I still bothered to watch the match eventho I already knew who will emerge victorious after tonight's battle. Its Germany's homeground.How can they lose out? And the second game, PreTty obvious who will win as well, I was just hoping to see somE form of miracle. Guess my hopes were alil high, as the mafia's slammed Ukraine with a big 3-0 win. Tomoro, or rather tonight, England and Portugal. I really want England to make it thru. At least go to the semi-finals before dying in the hands/legs of the Brazilians. As you can see, I'm definitely confident that Brazil will win tomoro, in fact I'm confident that Brazil will KICK FRANCE'S stinking ass. To add more fun and excitement, I might just place a BET for onCe on Brazil. Aight, enough with the football ranting.

I had a conversation, and the topic revolved around a person whom I said is very nice and caring,and single as well. Then the reply I got was, "Good guys finish last". That simple line, was not at all simple to me. I really thought of it pretty hard. What has this world/culture turned into? No wonder you cant blame anyone for being an asshole. Coz good guys dont get anything. What do you think?

ENGLAND!!!!

EngLand~!! EngLand!!!

yes yes england won, england won! Portugal is not in good shape so.. *crosses fingers TIGHT* btw,where to buy the england jersey?!?! I want one! or someone can be nice n make christmas come early for me. That would be vEry nice. hehe

Football Fever

Football fever knows no age, I tell you. Kids all staying up late to watch their favourite teams play. Even uncles. haha, yeah. And I have proof. Check this out.


when your team is losing....

and.... when they've won...


you wouldnt believe this guy is 30.hehe

hahaha.. Sorry Fono kor, but this is just too funny to NOT put up. =)

EDIT: ookay, so i've got comments that the video couldnt load. I've allowed public to view it so you can just click on the video and watch it straight from YouTube.

A Tear In The Open

I gave myself away,
and thats okay,
in the end, I didnt get me back.

Now I'm by myself, I'm talking
to myself again.
I'm great company,
but I'm lonely...

I'm In The MOod, For Dancing

Reasons why I love my Flabby buddy. *clears throat* here we go. Since you're so far away I thought its mY turn to tell others what I've been missing since February. scroll down to continue viewing the archive. If you're interested in being a Flabby pig.. or now known as Fatty Flabby pig, you need to be...


a poSer. Gradute from HArvEd school of poser.


This is a good example.


you have to be an idiot


you need to have weird-ass facial expressions

How do I put up with this, I hear you ask. Well... the answer is pretty simple. Because...


Because I'm equally as Eediotic. heh. =)

End of war *ahemcoughcough* exibition

Now I too can smile... *BIG SMILESSSS* =D

thank you thank you.

FeeL Good!

I just checked the score for the quiz... and to my surprise, I saw the most amazing score ever. This will go into the CHUBBY'S archive of CHUBBY'S Belive It or Not. hahaha. Eh, you've gotta be scoring as good as this for your exams aight?!


The new champion!


*stares at Flabby with arms crossed* *plays the saddest song i've got*


*beeeeeepppppp*

The Gothic Wedding

Last night was the VooDoo anniversary night. The theme was "The Gothic Wedding".The event featured the string quartet. It was interesting. I know they played Tiesto's Lethal Industry. It was pretty good. Ada hArmoniZing okAyy? haha... Besides that, Fono played a pretty powerful set. Banging the decks the minute he switched shift with Terrence. Of course, there were many songs that sounded awfully familiar but without dear ol' William, our walking trance dictionary, I didnt know the title of the songs. Met up with a whole bunch of people that I havent seen in a while. Edmund, Jace, Jade, Brian, Ju Nn, Nish and Phui Leng.... the rest are nEw friends. Damn I miss them all. So, all in all, I dont even have to conclude this post saying that the night was awesome, its needless to say. WILLIAM, you bEtter be SORRY YOU didnt come back down here for this okAy? Anyways, your gf is fine, she didnt drink much. =)


The people.....mostly Assuntarians...


The interesting String Quartet


lOok whats back.... LASER!


Me with THE eediot

Quiz

I just did a quiz bout that silly kid, Krystal. I scored well, What do u have to say NoW huh? I know you well enough. Well... I made one of my own too. Go and test yourself and see how well you people know me [if you're free and have nothing better to do la]. I'd like to know if I'm very distant from people/my friends or what.

I know its pretty stupid, but It takes up at least 5 mins of your life, if you are bored and have nothing to do.hehe. Take it at your own risk ok? Dont come n blame me if you encounter stupID questions.

Take My Quiz - on - QuizYourFriends.com!

Illusion

This world.. is an illusion. Nothing right is right, and nothing wrong is wrong. What is life and what is death? Are we in between? And what is it bout art.. and artists that seems to make people think that they're crazy? Why is it that in movies, when you see a serial killer, or a suicidal person, their background has to have something to do with art. Be it a lecturer, or a student. Are artists or people who are overwhelmed with art...crazy?

Anyways, I did..an "experiment" today. You know how rapist bounds their victims with duct tape or whatever tape. And then you find that the victim has cut-like marks on their wrists and they're bleeding, apparently caused by the tape? I dont think it works. Maybe I used the wrong kinda tape. Maybe I've been watching too many shows. Maybe I missed the way my arm looked...


the result.

I Got Tagged Too..

Okay, So I knew sooner or later, one of those monkEys will tag me. Of course of all people I didnt think it would be the Flabby.haha LoL, I thought you would have just ignoRed it. Anyways, I have nothing better to do so no complains plus I've never been taggEd. Here goes to adding more nonsense to my bloggie!


AWESOME PEOPLE I WOULD WANNA MEET
1.um... DJ TIesto?
2.the owner of Pixar Studios?
3.maggie q [muahahaha]
4. geez... i dont know who else
5. Guess i really dont fancy meeting ppl huh?

THING I CANT LIVE WITHOUT
1. my comp
2. food!
3. my friends[soundsystem,eediots,raining trio!]
4. clothes?? [i cant run around nAkEd right?]
5. oh..My Potato[my car]

I WISH I COULD
1. Fly
2. Turn back time
3. Be a DJ
4. Own a production company
5. Do ANYTHING i want without consequences

I WANT
1. LOADS oF MONEYYY~!!!
2. To grow taller?
3. To look better! hehe
4. to be smarter
5. to be able to draw better

SONGS I THINK ARE AWESOME [ 5 doesnt seem enouGH!]
1. The Drill- the Drill
2. Second Sun - Playground
3. Nickelback - Far away
4. Jason Lo - Operator the line is dead
5. Oceanlab - satellite

HOW I SEE MYSELF IN 10 YEARS
1. TAller!
2. The boSs of a production company!
3. having my own private ISLAND
4. I own CLUBS in Europe
5. I own highways.[yea, so no one will piss me off while driving]

RANDOM FACTS
1. I go crazY every 31st of the month
2. I Have weird moodswings
3. I HAtE Arsenal
4. I like being on my own...
5. I've thought bout being locked up inside Ikea,so I can chill on their nice sofa and beds.hehe

MISCONCEPTIONS
1. I'm a hardcore raver/clubber
2. I'm a shuffler.
3. I'm 14... hehehe[dont U look older than me Flabby?]
4. i dont know...
5. ....

I TAG
1. SLinky!
2. JOcey!
3. Smalls!
4. WilliE!
5. uh...Krystal..[if u bother]

*End oF tag...*
*damn shy*

Another Suitcase In Another Hall

So I have been busy the past week. The FINAL week of the semester, what do you expect? Furthermore...its me. If it aint last minute, it isnt work. i RUshEd to do a painting 14 hours before submission date when I had 14 weeks to do it. I know...my bad. I was busy with OtHEr assignments. Loads of problems when it comes to group work. Some people are just fucking assholEs, bloody useless cunT face. So my painting turned out like... the picture below. The drawing was out of proportionate and the coloring was bad. No doubt I received a truCk-full of comments [bad ones of course] but at least I had something to hand in. All I had to do after that was to just repair it.Hopefully it was enough for me to pass. I dont wanna re-do life drawing. As for the other subjects, I'm pretty confident that I can pass. =)


my ugLy painting..

This is random. I was at curve one day and I saw this...take a good look at the picture. I promise, no photoshop or any other alterations were done to this picture. Well.. except those arrows I added in to make it easier to see.hehe.


This is as bad as Smalls reading math book upside down! haha

And this is what I've been doing very often these days.Our new weekly staple food.Thanks to Slinky's random craving. We eat so much that I think the LALA population falling drastically. That, what you see, is only ONE plate. We usually have 2 =)


LALA!

Kiss In The Rain

okay.. so SOME burden has finally been lifted off my shoulders for awhile becoz presentation for design studies just passed. Whadaya know? They likEd iT! the lecturers LIKED it! What a biG Relief. After 2 weeks of straight WorK work n woRk, its all worth it. *drops dead on the ground with BIG smilEs*. Here's what our final product look like.


our finished product


the back


this is what we all look like during presentation

this is a close up of the design on our shirts....


what I was wearing


on Louis


on Dirga


William's

After all that, I went for Dinner at Delicious 1U coz its Aizah bday. Those who were there at dinner includes Suzz, Jocelyn, Shan and Kai Lin. Then those ppl went up to Forever 21 coz it was the opening of it and they were giving out gifts. Next up, we all headed to Friendster cafe for some games n get together. LeeLing, "Malau"[lee ling's bf] and Lilian joined in and we played TABOO! haha here are some pictures.


Spot the bday girl


what we played at Friendster cafe


During the game

Taboo is loads of fun. Especially when u have a bunch of crazy ppl. They come up with the WEIRDEST n the most ridiculous[sometimes] answers. =)

You Cant Forget What You Can Remember

I hope, in time you would understand how I felt. I want to make you understand what its like. But no, You'll never know. Because I can never do to you, or anyone else the things YOU did to me. I'm not like you...

I may have vengeance in my heart, im sure everyone knows that. But the difference between you and me...and I mean a bIG difference is that I have a heart. And I'm not as cheap.I know I'm definitely worth more than RM400 and that means I'm abso-fucking-lutely sure I aint anywhere as cheap as you. Why is that so, you ask. Thats because I dont plan a plot to set someone up only to show the world the monsters in your closet by taking 400 bucks from that person and denying it. In a nutshell....it takes only 400bucks to expose who you truly are. ChEAp isnt it? Where else can you find a better bargain? So what do you think? Greed brings us down? Perhaps. Please darling... you uSed to be smart...smarter than this.Work your way to get your cash. If you really need money that badly...I suggest you go to hollywood.You sure can act well. You have my support, dont worry. Anyways...whatever works for you. Its non of my business.

Honestly speaking, 400 bucks, I can let it go. But just because YOU fuckEd around with me. I want it back. How long can you deny that You didnt fake that accident story and take the money? I've been nice to you sweetheart, you better appreciate it. That incident, is something I hope in time I will forget. I want to forget that you’ve set me up, used me, cheated on me and hurt me, so that should I bum into you someday, I wouldn’t look at you a say “DisGusting!”. Maybe, just maybe I would give you a smile. On the contrary to the ramblings of this post, today’s DATE is something that will always be in my mind. So, Happy Anniversary, you filthy animal. You can count on me not to forget you, sayang. =)

Prepare to be JUDGED

Friday night was Judge Jules night. In the evening, was stressed out due to things that... NEEded to be done. There was no guestlist for JJ that night,But we had 2bottles so 6 person's entry was comfirmed.Mine n Krystal's entry was thanks to Vi Charn. Slinky's, was thanks the the BIG BOSS, coz he wasnt allowed in.While waiting we chilled at Terrace bar, had a drink n something to bite.Raysoo did the opening and at bout 12.45 THE JUDGE took over. Started off very strong. Pounding beats, but afterawhile it became a tad bit monotonous.But still, every once in a while we plays some songs that I actually know off and we all just JumPed to it. By far, i think the best Set is still Eddie's set. Anyways, 2 bottles of Black,6 people and 2 cameras is total havoc. Here's some. lEss than a QuartEr of a qUARter.ehehe.



when they're still sober


I wonder who's pimpin' who?



SHes the first to knock out.


everyone else.. still steady


noT quite sober anymore. See.


1 drunk, 2 high.. and i'm tired


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The JUDGE!


he took pictures of the crowd while spinning.

Dust in the wind

Essence In Rhythm

I've been listening to trance music for say at least a month now, continuously. I forgot what its like to listen to Lyrical stuff. Today it hit me. For a moment I snapped outta the trance world back into the realm where words in music touches your inner-self.

I've tried, like you,
To do everything you wanted to.
This is the last time,
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

When I look into your eyes
There’s nothing there to see
Nothing but my own mistakes
Staring back at me
Asking why...

The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I stay
When you just push away
No matter what you see
You're still so blind to me

A little piece of paper with a picture drawn floats
On down the street till the wind is gone
The memory now is like the picture was then
When the paper’s crumpled up it can’t be perfect again

Maybe someday I'll be just like you and
Step on people like you do

Familiar? Yeah, I bet it is. Its just one of the days when I'm too lazy to construct sentences, furthermore the words caught my attention like Buddha getting enlightened. There were more, but I cant remember them. I was driving and I cant be concentrating on the words too much.I'm a gooD driver =p