Kiss In The Rain

okay.. so SOME burden has finally been lifted off my shoulders for awhile becoz presentation for design studies just passed. Whadaya know? They likEd iT! the lecturers LIKED it! What a biG Relief. After 2 weeks of straight WorK work n woRk, its all worth it. *drops dead on the ground with BIG smilEs*. Here's what our final product look like.


our finished product


the back


this is what we all look like during presentation

this is a close up of the design on our shirts....


what I was wearing


on Louis


on Dirga


William's

After all that, I went for Dinner at Delicious 1U coz its Aizah bday. Those who were there at dinner includes Suzz, Jocelyn, Shan and Kai Lin. Then those ppl went up to Forever 21 coz it was the opening of it and they were giving out gifts. Next up, we all headed to Friendster cafe for some games n get together. LeeLing, "Malau"[lee ling's bf] and Lilian joined in and we played TABOO! haha here are some pictures.


Spot the bday girl


what we played at Friendster cafe


During the game

Taboo is loads of fun. Especially when u have a bunch of crazy ppl. They come up with the WEIRDEST n the most ridiculous[sometimes] answers. =)

You Cant Forget What You Can Remember

I hope, in time you would understand how I felt. I want to make you understand what its like. But no, You'll never know. Because I can never do to you, or anyone else the things YOU did to me. I'm not like you...

I may have vengeance in my heart, im sure everyone knows that. But the difference between you and me...and I mean a bIG difference is that I have a heart. And I'm not as cheap.I know I'm definitely worth more than RM400 and that means I'm abso-fucking-lutely sure I aint anywhere as cheap as you. Why is that so, you ask. Thats because I dont plan a plot to set someone up only to show the world the monsters in your closet by taking 400 bucks from that person and denying it. In a nutshell....it takes only 400bucks to expose who you truly are. ChEAp isnt it? Where else can you find a better bargain? So what do you think? Greed brings us down? Perhaps. Please darling... you uSed to be smart...smarter than this.Work your way to get your cash. If you really need money that badly...I suggest you go to hollywood.You sure can act well. You have my support, dont worry. Anyways...whatever works for you. Its non of my business.

Honestly speaking, 400 bucks, I can let it go. But just because YOU fuckEd around with me. I want it back. How long can you deny that You didnt fake that accident story and take the money? I've been nice to you sweetheart, you better appreciate it. That incident, is something I hope in time I will forget. I want to forget that you’ve set me up, used me, cheated on me and hurt me, so that should I bum into you someday, I wouldn’t look at you a say “DisGusting!”. Maybe, just maybe I would give you a smile. On the contrary to the ramblings of this post, today’s DATE is something that will always be in my mind. So, Happy Anniversary, you filthy animal. You can count on me not to forget you, sayang. =)

Prepare to be JUDGED

Friday night was Judge Jules night. In the evening, was stressed out due to things that... NEEded to be done. There was no guestlist for JJ that night,But we had 2bottles so 6 person's entry was comfirmed.Mine n Krystal's entry was thanks to Vi Charn. Slinky's, was thanks the the BIG BOSS, coz he wasnt allowed in.While waiting we chilled at Terrace bar, had a drink n something to bite.Raysoo did the opening and at bout 12.45 THE JUDGE took over. Started off very strong. Pounding beats, but afterawhile it became a tad bit monotonous.But still, every once in a while we plays some songs that I actually know off and we all just JumPed to it. By far, i think the best Set is still Eddie's set. Anyways, 2 bottles of Black,6 people and 2 cameras is total havoc. Here's some. lEss than a QuartEr of a qUARter.ehehe.



when they're still sober


I wonder who's pimpin' who?



SHes the first to knock out.


everyone else.. still steady


noT quite sober anymore. See.


1 drunk, 2 high.. and i'm tired


no comments


The JUDGE!


he took pictures of the crowd while spinning.

Dust in the wind

Essence In Rhythm

I've been listening to trance music for say at least a month now, continuously. I forgot what its like to listen to Lyrical stuff. Today it hit me. For a moment I snapped outta the trance world back into the realm where words in music touches your inner-self.

I've tried, like you,
To do everything you wanted to.
This is the last time,
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

When I look into your eyes
There’s nothing there to see
Nothing but my own mistakes
Staring back at me
Asking why...

The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I stay
When you just push away
No matter what you see
You're still so blind to me

A little piece of paper with a picture drawn floats
On down the street till the wind is gone
The memory now is like the picture was then
When the paper’s crumpled up it can’t be perfect again

Maybe someday I'll be just like you and
Step on people like you do

Familiar? Yeah, I bet it is. Its just one of the days when I'm too lazy to construct sentences, furthermore the words caught my attention like Buddha getting enlightened. There were more, but I cant remember them. I was driving and I cant be concentrating on the words too much.I'm a gooD driver =p

Suzzipoo's Bday Dinner

Yesterday, we had dinner at Italiannis in the Curve. We were supposed to have it at Laundry Bar, but looks like they couldnt bare with ppl being a little late, So they have the tables away and we were moved to Italiannis instead. Oh well..place doesnt really matter when theres company. Here are the pictures from the dinner.


Ppl love to take candid shots


A proper one


more candid...


i got tired of smiling after awhile. =)


The three 20-year-olds... while everyone sang Bday song for them


The workers sang together too!


Suzz, kai lin and yee vonne's Bday cake.


the um....girls... at the dinner


EVERYONE at the dinner!


these are our friends...smalls n shan. They're hiding behind the piller coz I scared them with my biG potato

I just have to mention this... i scored my FIRST goal playing futsal yesterday.hehehehe..*happy happy joy joy*. Besides that, I injured my leg after a collision with Rhys.Its not too bad,should heal in a day or two. =) ITS WORTH IT !!

Out Of The Blue

I'm nice to bitches....Really... I am

Making Up For Lost Times

Okay... so im really LATE to update bout last weekend. Better late than never.This is a good time to test my memory. Right, here goes. Friday, after class I took Willie down to civilization again. Left him at AC coz I had dinner plans with Sound System. Yeap, we had steamboat at Kepong.Reminds me of the time..back when I was younger, my family used to always go all the way there for steamboat. After dinner, we switched cars and I drove to hartamas. B4 heading to the park, we stopped by the 7-11 to get some drinks. Little did me n Jocey know, Smalls n Shan bought us a surprise as well. We didnt know what it was until we reached the park.All we knew was that it JIngles.


Mini Bowling...


Gutters....


The WINNERSSSSS.. hey.. dont look down on short ppl ok? the two TALLER ones lost. BADly


Then on Sat, it was Scott Bond at Zouk [again]. I didnt wanna go at first, considering Fono couldnt get us the media pass, coz its rather imposibble. I only wanted to go do my work. And since work cant be done there, I didnt really feel like goin. But Willie was vEry hypEd up bout it so, it isnt nice to spoil someone's party mood.When we arrived, I thought of just hanging out at Terrace Bar, maybe take some photos of the outside.BUT..the weather had to be bitChy. Even without Slinky there. So... one way or another, I had to go in. Scott Bond's set was not bad,really. I just didnt have the energy or the appropriate moOOD for it. Next was the usual supper after clubbing at Jln Alor.Its a fucking pity I dont have the pictures from that night while everyone else has it coz theres something really wrong with my memory card. Sigh...

So we move on to Sunday. The whole day was pretty much...wasted.Actually it WAS wasted. Not until after dinner did it actually became a DAY. Some progress. And that progress was to go down to KL n take the pictures that I couldnt take on Fri. This time, Slinky came along as me n Willie needed some AdvAnced student's advice.hehe. Well... ended up, I was just the TRIPOD holder. All I did was set up n keep the tripods.hahah Slinky took all the pictures for me. I sure as hell hope the lecturer Mr.Azril doesnt read this.haha.



A proof to show Malaysian drivers cant drive straight.hehe kiDding



Doesnt look like KL anymore, does it?


Now u know its KL


Signboards never looked this good.

And.... for being a hardworking student doing assignment... I got a tickEt from the darN cops.[coz i left my car at the bus stop] But hEy! everyone was doing it... i didnt know....Oh well... at least now we understand the tought lives of a photographer.Eh.. tripod holders too.. hey its hard to run while holding a tripod in your hand OkAy? And i meant fully deployed tripod.hahahaa. Thats all for the weekend folks.. OH yea... I watched MI:3 on Monday with Dj Blink,Golfish n his gf, Gerald Krystal,Willie, Vi Charn and some others.Sorry I dont know your name. =) nice show.

A Phase

what does it feel like to die? What is it like...being in a position where a fraction of a second makes your life flash in front of you? How does it feel to let everything go?

To open to up the door, and be free. To have no fear when I speak, to have no guilt and have no one to answer to, that I wanna do. But all I want, is just a dream because the paradox is… while I'm being who I am, I'm not who I am.

Why should people be so afraid of hell when they die? we are in hell everyday....
its late, I know, I should go.

Before You Sleep At Night

I have to blog bout this. Just came from DJ Lotus after a drink with my buddies. Guess what...? I witnessed a robbery. well.. not robbery..but snatch thief. I noticed 2 indian guys on bikes riding around the area.But they seem to be just playing around so no one really bothered. Suddenly I heard a woman screamed, I turned to see one of the guys rushed towards the lady n took her bag, quickly he ran after his friend on the bike and they ran off. Everyone was practically stoned. At the spur of a moment, no one could do anything eventho they wanted to. At least I knew me n my friends would have done something if we could. Imagine the tension of that moment. It could have been us. A reminder to everyone. Dont pick tables next to the road. First thing, you'll probably get robbed. If not,your chances of being hit by vehicles are higher. Becareful all. Best keep your valuable things close to you. I'm still stunned by the incident. I can only imagine what that lady feels....

One Moment In Time

Just returned from a yumcha session at big mamak. It all happened mainly because Slinky was having his lala craving. Then I got a msg saying that tonight at 2 mins n 3 sec pass 1 am, the date n time will be 01:02:03 04/05/06. Interesting. That moment would have slipped away without me noticing it. Too bad I dont have anything really memorable to remember the moment. Maybe I should go n make myself a drink, and sing myself a toast. Wait... CSI's repeat would be on.Not as if its memorable anyways.

Today I came across a tagline somewhere... it says " It is in the wind of change, that we find our true destiny" and it struck me. Perhaps thats why I'm always lost. Because I dont want to change. and I'm stuck in this predicament...when everything around me moves. Its funny how I know many things...but yet, brain n body doesnt work together. Thoughts will always remain as conversation in the mind. hmm...Maybe I should go back to temple more often.Clear my head and think things over.

I wish upon this wonderful moment, that the next memorable date and time.... I wouldnt be so insignificant.

Johari

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I got this after readind Jason Phoon's blog.Thought it might be interesting if i knew some stuff bout myself. =) If anyonE out there reads this, and wouldnt mind spending a few mins.Help me out!

Like Im On Fire

Okay.. its Sunday.. Time to wrap up another weekend. Maybe I should blog every Sunday. I feel busy these days...dont know y?Suddenly 24 hours doesnt seem enough for me anymore. Well anyways, I wanted to update about the crazy weekend I had.Friday..college as usual. Work got rejected[again] and I had to re-do. *sulk* oh well... nothing I should be complaining about..coz it was pretty last min anyways hehe. After class, I met up with Krystal and Sam and headed to Street Mall for lunch,followed by the visit to Willie's place...co-incidentally, A friend of Krystal's live together with Willie,so...shoot 2 birds with a stone. Chill there for abit,BugGEd the lazy bugger to come down to PJ with us.Success!. Headed back home after that n diEd...tired.At night, we went to zouk[again] for analog girl. This Singaporean female vocalist performing at the terrace bar.Sat there and had beer.Her voice was very...trancy.If you're high..you would love it. After analog girl's performance ended, we went in mainroom. Raysoo was spinning. Havent heard him spin in a long time. Still remember back last year, when I used to go crazy everyweek goin for his session with Jace n Krystal.

Actually I cant really remember much from Friday night's outing. I dont know y. No i wasnt drunk.Oh yea, We went Jln Alor for FooD. yes yes.I remember now. Alright. Sat, I didnt wanna wake up at all. was really Drainned from Friday.BUT...we, the 3 musketeers, me,willie and krystal went to zouk[AGAIN!] but this time, im not there for the party. Believe it or not, I actually went for work.Photography assignment to be exact. Fono managed to get me the media pass and I got to walk in with a big camera[not VERY big,but bigger than the once you ppl use to cam whore]. Most of the shots were taken by Willie,coz I didnt have a DSLR. So.. yea, most of the time, I was being a busy-body checking out everything in the DJ console. I was so tempted to play with the lightings. Well..besides that, after all the times that I've been on the floor looking up at Raysoo spin, last night I got to meet the man for himself, and I got to see how DJ's really spin.Not to mention Fono put up a pretty energetic set.WhiCh was bAD for the assignment coz we couldnt catch his face. So yea...treasured momEnts. =) Guess thats what it means by, PARty hARd n WOrk hard as well.. so yEs, Im working hard...really...


I feel HIgH


Raysoo


Nice picture of the guy


The bar


The pretty deck...with my stupid face at the side.Im a spoiler i know...


Today, I went for futsal.2 hour game..is almost suicide. After the tiring game, I went for dinner at AC. Needless to say, I ate like a pig. When I was done StuFFing myself, I went for a game of snooker n here I am,wrapping up my weekend. I shall go take a shower now,coz I stiNK n Im so sticky I could probably stick on the wall like spiderman. Right... -END-

Put A Spell On Me

You know a dream is like a river, ever changing as it flows.And a dreamer's just a vessel that must follow where it goes.Trying to learn from what's behind you and never knowing what's in storemakes each day a constant battle just to stay between the shores.And I will sail my vessel 'til the river runs dry.Like a bird upon the wind, these waters are my sky.I'll never reach my destination if I never try,So I will sail my vessel 'til the river runs dry.Too many times we stand aside and let the water slip away.To what we put off 'til tomorrow has now become today.So don't you sit upon the shore and say you're satisfied.Choose to chance the rapids and dare to dance the tides. -Garth Brooks

As The Rush Comes

Havent been writing anything lately...Guess I dont have the time. These days I'm buSy as hell. I spend more hours in COLLEGE than being at home. Home is like a hotel now.haha. Well... whatever updates that I wanted to make has already been posted by everyone else. Okok...just for my own memory, Last Tuesday was Joce the DORY's bday at Fridays and then we moved on to DeCanter for DRINKS.Since joce was the bday girl...she got to choose the drinks.Beer it was. After my experience with A WHOLE JUG of beer...i got kinda sick of beer. *puke*. Alright, after that was a vERy Thursday, Fri and OF COURSE SAT. Lets see, thusday me n Willie headed out to Putrajaya for our photography assignment, Friday skipped half of design Studies class to develope the films.I made a terribly STUPID mistake by not making sure that ALL the film was out, n I cut it halfway =`( good thing is that I only lost bout 3 frames. Then at night, me, Slinky and Willie watched Ultraviolet..um...NO coMmEnts on the show... and then we headed our for Supper. We had nice LALA without Joce coz she was probably plUcking tea leaves in cameron.

Sat...me n Willie rushed to college early in the morning to pRiNt our pictures. But we still couldnt complete it coz time was not on our side. Time waits for no one right? yeah, so we headed back to my place coz krystal n Jason a.k.a Fono had nothing better to do and hopped over to my place to chill.[according to Krys, Fono's face was.. "tapau-ed" hahaha] We were supposed to go for that Quicksilver revolution thingy but didnt...coz everyone fell alseep anyWayS. Sat at home n Ordered Mcd.At night... As we were dressing up we were counting down the moments before we went face to face with EDDIE HALLIWELL! wahoo! yeah..we PIMPED UP [lol], picked up ppl and headed offfffff. Btw...I know I had some goD awful moodswings... I'm sorry guys..those who might have got affected. But whatever SwinGs I had earlier, was WasHEd away by Eddie. SeriouS heart ThumPing-body SHAking-bAlls breaking DJ.hahaha. No, i mean.. he's just REALLY GOOD.A-W-E-S-O-M-E. Silly Willie got yEt another signature on his shirt and A PICTURE with Eddie himself.damnnn....*heart weeps with jealousy* hahaha. Nah, joking! All in All, we all HAD mEgA fun! The night has to end, with a nice chilling session of supper back at Jelutung,Fono came along too.Next was to FLY back home n SLEEP...

Monday was back to reality n WoRk. Last night,I went for my first Mambo.Um...I have to admit it's Different.Sure isnt a nice sight to see old uncles dancin n worse of all trying to hit on my friends.So, it was alright.No objections to party n friends. =) Now, I'm supposed to be doing my assignment, but I'm outta ideas and WILLIAM is..probably still sleeping...so no help for me.Ugh...photoshop is not my forte at all.... =( i need to learn. oraits... I SHOULD get back to work. - End Of Update-

The Dory Turns 20!

My dear DORY friend....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~!!!!

Have a great bday you old fish. =) May we have more bdays together! hugs.

The Person In The Mirror

I feel different....like a sudden strong wind came in.. blew a part of me away n replaced it with something new. I needed a new place, a new environment, a new liFE so badly. WHat I got wasnt something entirely new. What I got, was my past.I'm on the road,leading to who I was. Funny how THIS time, i could actually walk back to my past. I dont know if its a good or a bad thing. Whatever the case is, as long as it takes me away from my troubles, I'm fine. Be it hanging out at the park where I used to every night, or...hanging out at this....gay bar[first time], goin back to ghetto,goin to try some korean food not knowing how big of a hole it burns your pocket, it really doesnt matter. Once again... i'll just go with the flow.I dont want to think bout anything else. I never should have left my friends. My first priority will always be my first priority. I wouldnt want to change that. What I'm trying to say... is that.... I'm satisfied now, in this moment, I have nothing and i will lose nothing.

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me everywhere
No matter what I do

Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over

Seen a lot of broken hearts
Go sailing by
Phantom ships lost at sea
And one of them is mine

Raising my glass
I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left
Of my heart and soul

I'm sick...and tired of feeling like total pathetic DumbAss.WHY am I STILL mourning? Look at the time..its ticking, Its been so long. Then look at me....who am I now? I'm lost...more than ever.No, im not depressed... i'm... numb. I just realised that I can swing from being a happy camper going out partying one minute to a Mourning pAin in thE ASS DopE. Yes... happy easter...get me an egg if you're nice enough. =) chocolate is good.

Hands UP

WahahahahAHha~~!!!

I can sleep soundly tonite, with a Big BIg smile on my face.....dreaming bout the 2 wonderful goals scored by ROOOONEEEYYY and PARKKKKKK!!!! yeah. ahhhh... what bliss. N theres never a better place to watch than Hartamas Square. *Big BIg GRIN* good nite all =)

Babble Babble

I dont seem to have anything much to say these days. Or rather...nothing significant to blog about. College life, these days, I've been hanging out with William and Slinky alot more. And for SOME reason, everytime the 3 of us meet, the weather turns sour. SomEbody really doesnt like us.haha,or like Willie said, the power of us brings rain. LOL. Manchester United and Arsenal,hmm..a very anticipating match.A muST watch. M.O.S?? garHhh...I wanna go, but i'm not too sure.Its very tempting indeed.

Anyways, went for the field trip to the handycraft center just now, that boDoh Willie couldnt wake up coz had too much to drink....eediot. But the stuffs there was quite cool. Spoke to a few artists there,heard them talk bout their paintings,styles,abit on their lives...bla bla bla.

PLUS.... its MOMMY's bday today. everyone's getting so old. =)

Nothing in this life is free right? Everything has a price. So why arent I worth anything? I should be......

Understanding Denial

What If you cant break it... or u cant make it. And you cant wait for another day? And it puLls yOu... it pushes you, till you roll down and die. Then eVerything that you've Ever done.. every ounce of energY is all in vain? TO find a cause that waS mAybe never there, or to See tHe truth, thAt was never reallY truth At all? Roam through your whole life never knowing what the Purpose iS? Can you really let out a sigh... and presenT your "judges" "the story of my lIfe?” What would it be Like? WilL you be banged for all the mistakes you've done? Or how you could never snap out of a dead end? I think if I were to present the story of my life....I know I'll have to deal with LoadS of questions and the sad thing is that ThRoughout my whole life...I may not even find an answer for it.

Till death, will I face questions that has no answers. Be it questioned by me...or questioning me.