Inspired By Feelings

Still Is The Water Where My Fears Are Bound

2010-03-10T00:10:00.005+11:00

Man... I HAVE to post something, even if I have nothing much to say about it... 6th March 2010, what started out to be a nice warm sunny Saturday ended up in disaster as a freak storm hit Victoria.

Bloodied festival-goers, spooked racehorses, smashed windows and cars and heavy rain inside buildings were some of the surreal scenes unfolding across Melbourne, in one of the most intense storms in years. Yesterday's storm in Melbourne was freakish. It was sunny one moment, then suddenly hailstones as big as golf balls fell from the sky at alarming speed. A lot people weren't quick enough to get out of the way and were badly bruised and bloodied. --- 3News

I fortunately/ unfortunately missed the whole event. We were playing futsal in South Yarra when it all happened, we were clueless and when we got out we were so confused. Not to mention, we got stuck at South Yarra coz there were no trains goin back to the city at that point. When we finally got on board ONE train, it stopped at Flinders coz the trains were not goin back to Southern Cross, I didnt know why. So I had to walk all the way home from Flinders station. And on the way, I witness the aftermath of the storm, roof collapsed, water everywhere, ppl STILL stuck on trams and cars left abandoned coz they're not able to move.

When I reached back to my apartment, I learnt that some roofs in Southern Cross Station had "collapsed" which was the reason no trains were goin to Southern Cross.Ok, understood. Then came the problem with my apartment. Spencer Street had flooded before I got back. Water must have subsided when I got back, but the damage has already been done. My apartment lobby had leaves and sticks and water everywhere! The lift wasnt working, they probably shut it down for safety reasons, whatever. And I live on the 30th floor, mind you.... So begins the journey of 1000 steps... oH I dont know... could be 10000 steps for all I know... but freaking hell...30th floor is NO FREAKING JOKE! So yeah... thats how the 100year storm affected me. Wished I had seen it before it left me with such......a lovely experience. Sheesh...

Any Other Day, You Just Look Around And All You See Is Gone

2010-02-28T18:15:00.002+11:00

I think you can tell when I'm bored...Anyways... since I do have alot of time in hand, I might as well update. Before my brain dies on me and all these good moments fade away, I shall note them down. Beginning with my return back home on the 18th Dec 2009. Touch down in the morning and TAGging by night. It was a superb night as EVERYONE was out to party and I havent had that kinda opportunity since, my farewell about 1.5 years ago.

It was such a good feeling to have everyone around. Loving that "attik" picture.

Most of my nights were spent in TTDI... either in the German pub or in TDH. We [me, neekee, yinyi] found gold, when we were recommended to try this pizza meatloaf. omg.. its heaven.

and we've been having pork so often, I felt like a pig...

Managed to catch 2manyDjs. Rocking night!! Sweat it all out.. good exercise.

Got the chance to catch Gareth Emery and Markus Schulz as well.. no picture with Markus tho, but it was all good.

6th-9th January 2010 BKK!!

One of the BEST trips ever!! I would say that it was a rather spontaneous trip, the idea was random but the outcome was nothing short of amazing.

its a BUG'S LIFE! tried eating bugs... but all I could muster was a little worm. Salty....

Sirocco Sky Bar. Breath taking view!

AHahhahaAAha.... excuse the laugh. A mandatory group picture everywhere we go now. ALL IS GOOD!

22nd - 25th January 2010 BALI!!

Yup, a short relaxing trip with just 3 friends. It was very different from Bangkok, but it was still good nonetheless. All we did was walk walk walk, eat, walk walk DRINKKKKK, walk walk Shop, had the most amazing dinner seafood on the beach while watching the sun set along with seabreeze....heaven. Found myself 2 moms from the trip. Mommy MunKeng treats me like a baby, taking food for me n peeling my prawns.

Kuta beach was disgusting tho, full of rubbish floating everywhere! Mommy Kwan was by accident thanks to this STEWPID manicure/pedicure lady who thought I was her son. -____-". Oh, story got diverted. Anyways.. Mommy Kwan found a dirty old plate floating on the water while we were playing in it. Yucks...

Tanah Lot. A must go, if you're in Bali. Spent 95% of the time trying to take emo nemo pictures and Balaeric album covers.

And this, is my favo shot of all, pretty much sums up the trip for me as well. Maybe you cant see it clearly, but shes laughing. A very happy picture despite the emo background. Love the contrast.

I know theres not much to show here... there were just TOOOO many pictures taken and I cant possibly put them all here. Its all on FB already anyways...

And thats how 2 months came to pass. Wish all of my holidays will be as precious as that. Its gonna be tough to beat, but now I'm looking forward to whats got installed for me this coming year's end. Thanks for the great 2 months. Till I see you all again... take care and be good =)

Watching The Candle Flicker Out

2010-02-25T02:35:00.002+11:00

its 2am, and I'm feeling alil gray. Theres something about the quiet city at night that is haunting. It makes me think about every possible thing (damnit it has to be when I'm back in Melbourne all alone). More often than not, it brings out the deeply disturbed side of me. All of my insecurities come out to haunt me. They play around my mind like kids on a carousel, laughing as they go around. The more I listen to their laughter, the more I succumb to their evilness. All these voices in my head clouding me from the truth, making me skeptical of reality. What do I know about reality? The only thing that I know of is that I'm never good enough for anyone and I'm worth nothing. This is not something I've felt today or yesterday. This is something I've felt my whole life. I hate it... I hate it with all my heart. I wish I'm not so fucking insecure.

I admit. I put up a strong front to ignore the problem. But when the problem is within you, there is no running away from. I'm just a broken piece of glass, breaking off into smaller pieces from time to time. I hate myself for what I am and I hate how its affecting the other parts of my life. I'm pissed off at MYSELF, now aint that fun?

My mind is choking up and my tears are devouring my soul. Please help me stop this. Wake me up and tell me this is not true.

I'm up for a junkyard sale. I'm broken but might still function pretty well after some repairs, any takers?

NO, but seriously....

I need a damn shrink.

24 hours

2010-02-22T10:48:00.002+11:00

I realised its hard to juggle between dreams in a foreign land and the people you love thats back home. If only i can bring them along with me. For once, I wished time didnt pass by so quickly. 2 months have come and gone, I'm thankful that I managed to extend 5 more precious days here, but leaving always leaves a mark on me everytime. Its never gets any easier, especially now that I know I will be gone, longer than before. Dont get me wrong. I dont hate the life I have there, I just hate goodbyes. Sometimes you have to let go of things to find out that you really have something you love back home.

I have unsaid words stuck in my throat and unshed tears pooling in my eyes, and I know only more of these will await its turn at the next goodbye.

And for every whisper that you'll never hear, thats is me silently saying "so this is goodbye and I love you all".

"Someday you’ll forget the closeness we have and the jokes we’ve shared. You’ll meet someone who can get along with you more than I can. But what I hope is that someday you’ll realize that I’m someone who has touched your life"

Never Cry Again

2010-01-31T21:27:00.003+11:00

Its 2010~~~ Either there really isnt anything interesting happening around me or.....I'm just boring(which is the same thing) I really havent been updating! Hmm.. maybe I've lost the ability to express myself. I dont have the heart to let this blog go. All of my teenage angst are plastered in here. Ok la.. not really TEENAGE, but I was young and there are things in life that I couldnt understand, especially about growing up. Still learning. I'm still a kid at heart, no matter what the number says. Everything else around me changes with time. I am one of the only thing that stays the same. I'm TIMELESS. I should be precious and have a hefty price tag.hehe.

Btw, I'm a Multimedia Designer graduate! Yes I have a degree and yes, I have fina-fuckinly graduated. Took awhile, but its done. But my journey does not end here. I'm going back to RMIT again. Cant seem to get away from them. Within a year from now, I'm hoping that our little company, oh yes I forgot to mention that I'm going to start up a company with 1/3 of raining trio, Mr. Slinky Yap. Er, I was saying.... I hope that our little company will do well, surpass all the hurdles n perhaps when we hit 30, we'll be able to own our own studio so that we can do everything in-house. Very nicee..

Because of the company, I'll have to put my other agendas on hold. Looks like the animals will have to fight on without my help, at least until I have all my things settled. I cant just leave everything behind right now.

Also...on a more personal side, I'm still looking to find myself. I am not complete until I find it. I still have alot to fight. For myself, my sanity, for peace.I need to be able to see the light before I'm swallowed in darkness and be lost till the day I die. I cant help but think about the mountains of emotional shit I'm buried under from time to time. I know the problem is within myself, my mind and I cant love anything or anyone until I love myself. But I dont know where to start. Think I need to do more things in life...hmm.... OH well.... Heres to hoping 2010 would be smooth and pleasant. It is after all the Tiger year, its about time they all give us tigers a break man... its been too long that we suffer from unpleasant days/months/years. Whatever.

Off to family dinner now, and then the big showdown. Arsenal vs. Manchester United. Good luck to us all. Adiossss!

Oh I'll Stay Up Till You're Next To Me

2009-10-14T01:04:00.005+11:00

Its been almost a MONTH since my birthday. And I guess its time to update. heh. SO anywayss... I was over at slinky's place coz Nat said she was gonna make me dinner, lasagna, which was GREAT btw. So yeah.. after dinner, I was chilling in their room when suddenly they brought out a cake. heh.. Nice.

Those arent really candles.. its toothpicks and aluminum foil that makes up my name. The cake's great. Chocolate Cheese Cake. Homemade.... doesnt get better than that =) After that we went to Backpakers for some cheap fun.

Backpackers.... Ppl + Beer + jukebox = best night!

After awhile.. we kind got rowdy.. n the place was empty..so it was almost like OUR place instead. TRIED to do the muff+stit pose....

but as u can see... major fail.hahaha sorry MuffStit....no bad intentions there.kekekeek

Supper! well to be honest.. i dont really remember much towards the end of the night. Apparently I was rowdy.... Look I even turn into a lefty when I'm drunk... god knows what i was writing on the paper, I swear I thought I ordered food... =(

There...proof that Gremlin is still here. ahahah. I need William and Jue to control me. =D

But overall.. Superb Night! thanks to everyone + 20++ jugs of beer.woot!

SBBB, 25th Sept 2009, Seven

The table reservation for the 4 of us + champagne cards

Birthday foursome... hahaha no... just kidding.

All the Chins unite!

And the rest of the night..... ROWDYNESS, Podium takeovers,missing ties, champagnes and puke. =D

Hooray for alcohol....where would these good nights go to, without alco hmm? =) CHeers!

Hey Hey Hey!

2009-09-17T23:28:00.003+10:00

Okay... before this gets too late and wayyyy too overdue Oh btw... I should have a warning sign here. MAY CONTAIN PHOTO OVERLOAD...Not too late to back out now before it all loads. =D

I have to say.. this Merdeka celebration here in Melbourne was ZAWESOME!!! Its the whole weekend that made it rocking and the fact that my mid sem break starts on Monday made it all better! Starts off with ZOMG Party at VII on Friday night. Dont remember when was the last time I had so much fun in a Melbourne club!

Bought them all Jagerbombs, which kick started my engine for the night

N then beer... n I dont really remember what else I had.. but I remember not feeling high enough so I got into the cheap drunk mode and got myself a bottle of champagne!

After that... everything else, like they say... was history.

Was too drunk to get back to my own house.. so I crashed on the floor of Slinky's apartment...woke up the next day for 2 hours of futsal. Crazy.. with every step I took, I wanted to puke. Good thing I didnt puke on someone. hehe

30th Aug 2009 @ CQ

This night was SUPERB! with Lapsap spinning, I didnt need much alcohol.

n thats exactly what happened. I was on the dance floor 80% of the night! All smiles for everyone!

The crowd was also pretty pumped up. But I think our enormous group did pretty well.

Just to prove how crazy it was.. check out Blink RocKing the crowd!! It was AWESOME... no joke.

In fact.. it was even on the newspapers a few days later. hahaha We're all in Melb but our faces appeared in the Malaysian newspaper.. how cool is that. hahaha. Was definitely a good one. Hope theres more of these stuff to come. =)

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/9/3/nation/4641418&sec=nation

If you've reached this part... well.. thank you for your time and bandwidth. =D cheers!

You're In My Mind, You're In My Heart

2009-09-01T00:03:00.003+10:00

Sometimes.... my dog drives me more than just up the wall. Most of the time, it is when I come home expecting that we'll be happy to see each other.. and INSTEAD, I find that while I was away, he was happily destroying my things. This is an example of what he does in 2 hours....

brought down my dvds from the rack....

EATS THEM UP!!!!

its a good thing that I sorta "arranged" the DVDs from the ones I like best which is on the highest shelf and the ones that I like least at the bottom. Unfortunately... I do not update the arrangements.

And I guess too much plastic isnt much fun as well....he had to nibble my dvd rack as well. Sigh... why dog... whyyyy? I should start keeping a list of things that he has destroyed. sigh sigh sighhhh... Ok... enough ranting. Next update should be a happy one.. HAppPPpy Merdeka!

Face A Dream, Face The Time That Goes To Haste

2009-07-28T21:18:00.003+10:00

Bout 3 weeks back, I made a surprise trip back to KL. But thanks to a few certain smart asses, Neekee n Yinyi knew about it. Pointless of me to go into hiding for a few days. hehe. ANyways.. the trip back was nothing short of amazing. But because it was such a short trip, every single minute counts. Surprised them a day at a time. The best was the Lohs, at Carlos, many thanks to Mabel. I should have brought my video camera back n recorded their faces. hahah priceless. =)

10th July, at Zouk.

The final piece of the surprise was uncle Fono. He was spinning that night and had absolutely no clue that I was gonna go back. He nearly hugged me to death. haha.

It was one of the BEST nights I've had for as long as I can remember. Just the massive attendance of 20 odd people alone that night was sufficient enough to make me happy, what more with all that orgasmic trance tracks. Thanks to everyone who turned up.

14th July. Made a last minute trip to Penang. Reason was to collect Jue's brand new Civic, but I'll take any reason to go to Penang. Though it was just a 24 hours trip, the whole day was very productive, right up to the point where we left. And I drove the Civic all the way back to KL. Must have been one of the best drives ever! SyOk-ness!

15th July. Lapsap at Palate palatte. Lapsap's 2nd anniversary. How fast time flies. Spent most of the time downstairs chilling with the bunch instead. Guess we're too old to be jumping like mad lil kids in the attic hmm?

Brought me nephew out as well... Finally turned 18. Sigh.. 18 was... such a long time ago.

17th July, got to watch Manchester United train. Then it was the loklok party at William's house in conjunction with Jue's 21st birthday. Mission was to get her drunk, but she tapped out before she got to pass out. bleh.

18th July. Bukit Jalil for Manchester United!!! One of the very important reasons for me to be back in KL. I cant say its THE reason, or someone would get upset with me.hehehehe

And again.. with the amazing company that brought lively spirit all the way. The bombing of Indonesia forced the team to cancel their trip to Indonesia and stayed on in KL instead. Therefore, they had a 2nd game with the Malaysia XI again. Didnt miss that as well. How often do u get to see Manchester United play twice!? On top of that.. it was only RM60.

19th July, Spontaneous day trip to Ipoh with Neekee, Yinyi, Mark and Munkeng.

All we did was eat eat eat and eat. Have to admit it was a super fun packed trip. Short senseless games that we played, made the drive seemed like it was from Subang to PJ.

On the last night, we had Daorae for dinner, and movie right after. Just like I did a year ago. And just like that... it was over. It has got to be the BEST 2 weeks of my life..The timing was just right for everything. Wouldnt trade that for anything else. Now I'm back in Melbourne for my 2nd winter and strangely, it feels no different from the first winter. Goodbyes are always hard to take, even for the 100th time. Its that happy feeling that you get every time you enjoy a brief moment with people closest to you, that is what makes it difficult and that is all I have to hold on to, until the end of the year...

woosh.. ok panjang emo shites.... Time to grab my dinner and walk my dog... =) Life...

I Promise You I Will Learn From My Mistakes

2009-06-22T01:01:00.001+10:00

Warning : Dont bother reading unless you're really bored and ready to waste 10minutes of your life.[ or less than 10mins if you're a fast reader]

173 days have passed by. I guess, things have been goin pretty smoothly for now. It was a bad start,but I guess time can fix alot of things. Distance too, I must add. I sorta feel like its time to review the year so far, just to check on things. Firstly, and most importantly I must express satisfaction because this is probably the first time that I'm keeping to the new year's resolution and. The fact that I made the effort to start changing deserves a pat on the back ok? I'm just kidding. It wasnt that hard. What am I talking about? Why its simply...hitting the gym. Like I said, it wasnt that hard. But what I find from taking that first step is that, it slowly lead to another step [dohh, walk cycle]. The 2 other steps were things that I had not put into the plan because I'm not gonna force myself only to fail. Promises made to myself, are not meant to be broken. I'm talking about my drinking and smoking. Now I drink a few beers about once a week, sometimes less than that. And I ALMOST smoke once a week as well. Except for the occasional 1-2 puffs from someone after meals. I dont know about you, but I honestly find this quite an achievement. Considering that I'm not forcing myself to quit. I wont lie to myself and others. I'm not quitting. I'll admit the day I know for sure that I can.

192 more days, till the end of 2009. We're at the middle point. Should I put in mid-year resolutions? Being pretty ambitious seeing that its been pretty successful so far. I'm done now, with my degree life. Fingers crossed that I've done enough to get me through that final hurdle. I know I've mentioned about getting some extra work done in the next coming months before I start my Masters course. But I guess in all honesty, I just want a break, take my mind off of things and think about where I want to go in life. I'm so unsure sometimes. I have neither dreams nor goals nor the drive to get me through things. Ok I just realised that the 1st and 2nd paragraph is totally unrelated.... but yeah...thats just me, dropping off all my current thoughts..

Sometimes I feel like I've nothing to say anymore. Has my vocabulary shrunk, or my ability to construct sentences deteriorated? Or am I just turning emotionless? Btw... my stupid dog has been whining for the past HOUR! omg, he can be so persistent!! HELP! Ok... thats enough for now.

Currently hooked to tracks that have no lyrics... so.. nothing for this post.hehe Nights!!

All That I Need

2009-06-09T12:45:00.002+10:00

A picture

I’ve been running on, running on empty
For way too many miles now
I’ve been flying with broken wings
 And now I’m falling faster to the ground
And it’s a bitter end to a story so sweet
Like a long lost friend
That’s never found a way back to me
And I can’t deny these memories
Got me all locked up inside
And you hold the key
All that I need is this moment
To send me away with a smile on my face
I tried to leave but I turn back
On my heart remains a trace
All that I see is this moment
All day in my mind I recreate
If there was a way to get back
This feeling of chase..of chase
All that I need is this moment
This moment..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjqQp4AsUJA&feature=related

And a tune to start the day.

Doesnt matter if the world outside is gloomy, if you're contended inside then nothing can change that.

Another Day Turns Into Night

2009-05-31T15:34:00.002+10:00

Yea... havent been updating much lately. It was the final weeks of my semester and as usual, the crazy workload. Wouldnt have been as crazy if I have been managing my timing nicely from the beginning. But being the procrastinator that I am, work isnt work until it is at the last minute. My presentations were on Thursday. both of them in the same day back to back. Super tiring, but its OVER! this is the end of my degree life. Gonna miss it, I can feel it. Wish I was back in foundation years, sometimes. All the fun and experimental ideas. OH well... ANyways, just realised that I have not announced the new arrival of my lil boy.[Dog of course]

Meet Loki. As of today, he is 11 weeks old. He's one stubborn lil shit. Some say, he matches my character. But as his master, of course I have to tame and control him. Which in someways makes me more stubborn than him. Dont know if its a good thing. haha. Beagles are known for being stubborn and slightly difficult to teach. Perhaps I got him to test myself. And no new dog can replace the old ones. I find myself accidentally calling him Bandit[my old dog]. Maybe its and old habit. But I do miss that fella still. I wonder if this is anywhere near how parents feel about losing one of their child. ok, randomnessss....

Everyone's been calling me more often lately... but its not to see me, its to see him. hmmph. *jealous* hehe nah...kidding. I do enjoy my alone time. Now that he's here to keep me company, I really dont need to leave my house.

So anyways, I'm looking to apply for Masters sometimes in November or December for the February intake next year. At the mean time, I'm looking for side projects to work on for fun but mainly its to strengthen my portfolio. HOpefully something interesting comes along. Aight...thats all for now.

REDS REDS REDS!!

2009-05-17T23:40:00.003+10:00

Champions Champions!!! Despite playing quite a shit game with Arsenal, all we need is just a point to clinch our 18th title and that is exactly what we got.

Another year, another title. 18th Premiere League title. 11 of them came from Sir Alex's reign. From the results, he has GOT TO BE, the BEST damn manager alive. And there is no better team for me, than the Red Devils. 10 years ago, we were the best team in the world, can we do it again this time?

*chants* UNITED!! UNITED!! UNITED!!

Do You Believe There Is A Limit, To How Fast A Man Can Run

2009-04-25T03:24:00.004+10:00

I dont know if its blogger being annoying or its my connection, but I cant seem to upload pictures...hence the delay in updating. =\

Well..currently in class now waiting for my turn to consult bout my progress. Its week 7 now and progress hasnt been too good. Mainly because 2D animation isnt really my thing. Would have loved to experiment with so much more, especially with video. Need to get my act together and produce portfolios

Edit:

OK... i just realised that I didnt publish the post before leaving class.hahaha.. I'm a genius. Anyways... Its a Friday night.. and I'm home alone. Seeing that Photoshop has been brought up on several occasions and I've splurged 80bucks on magazines, I decided to open up photoshop and test my rusty skills.

I've always liked the dirty grungy style and I was trying to make a desktop wallpaper..just for fun....so...

this was what I came up with.... when u look closer, theres alot of mistakes. Some parts are retarded.ahhaha but..Oh WELL.... And I couldnt decide which one suits better, so I made a few copies.

One which has less detail in the back. A much cleaner treatment....

And another one that is... similar to the first one...except that the color is slightly lighter.. Cant seem to see much of a difference here.

I sense that its not really complete... but to add more things to it would just complicate the composition and might just ruin the entire thing instead of doing any good. I would love feedbacks or perhaps a collaboration with someone??? haha. ok.. I'm done for the night.

Last note: I've got myself a new phone, since my current contract is about to end. Its the N95i. Might have been an impulse buy, I dont need a new phone but.. its nice to have a change =) I hope the phone isnt smarter than me, coz it says SMARTPHONE when I connected it to my comp via bluetooth.haha ok, lame. Off to bed now. Nights.

How long will it take to mend this broken heart?
I’m fading
Is there any way we can undo this silence?

Undo this silence
Baby I’m breaking down

Pulser - Undo This Silence

I’m Amazed We’ve Come This Far

2009-04-06T17:48:00.000+10:00

Seems theres been quite a few events and festivals goin on around Melbourne recently, not that I was very aware of it. But on weekends, when you have nothing much to do, its nice to just take your camera out and go around. Escape the mundane routines that we succumb to every other day. My Flickr account has been left abandoned for awhile. Need to go around and take more pictures. The last thing I uploaded was from Dandenong trip, late last year.

So, last sat me and the rest went to Carlton Garden to check out this pillow fight event. It was pretty funny. So many people actually brought their pillows, some even bought new pillows! As it went on, just like you would have guessed, feathers and cottons all came flying out. No shit.. but there were just too much movement around to take decent photos.

There was this kid, that was really cute. Too small to join the rest of the adults, so he's just picking up whatever thats on the floor, entertaining himself.

Isnt life so much easier through the eyes of a child?

Being in your own world and not a care about anything else.

Letting other people do the worrying for you. Blissful aint it? To always smile that way and know that when you smile, its because you're really feeling happy, instead of masking all your emotions.

Its the 6th of April... One year ago today, I witnessed a passing of someone I knew. Time flies, but the thoughts and memories does not fly too far from you. It was him, that opened my eyes to bigger pictures. It was then that I realised that life is short and fragile. It was then that I learned to not just live your days doing nothing and being aimless. Its about living it for a purpose. Appreciate what you've all got, you'll never know how long you're able to hold on to it. I hope you're doing well, Andrew.

Ok... me is Lazy to do anything now. Oh also I should remind people who are not aware, that daylight saving it over. So its back to 2 hours ahead from home[Msia]. Makes it seem like we're closer now, dont you think?.....or not.. Anyways, its the Easter holidays this weekend. Lets see if I can manage to squeeze in time some shoots. Aight... till the next time.

Sailing away from me like melting snow in my hair
I miss your touch,
Trying to sew up a love that was built on the sun
I miss you so much
Like a fire burns to embers
I know this is where it ends
In the ashes we are dying
almost strangers only friends

Above & Beyond - Far From In Love

This Love is Difficult, But Its Real

2009-04-02T15:52:00.002+11:00

Been searching for new shades recently. No, actually I havent been searching.. it was just... one of those days, when you've got this ITCH of walking into a shop and setting yourself up for a trap.. I've had my eyes set on this Oakley pair called Juliet for some time now. But its very costly. And I cant...bear to fork out that much cash for a pair of shades. So I walked into Oakley shop, and being itchy and all... started picking out a few pairs to try on, for FUN! and what do u know.. I got hooked on one of em, called Flak Jacket. With iridium lenses, it costs 250AUD. A tad bit painful.. but beats Juliet...Sigh..... JULIETTTT~~~

Let me show you what Juliet Looks like....

And I said "Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know."

Ducati Juliet which is... 520AUD

And...Polarized Juliet which is 580AUD

And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."

And so it is.... Just like you said, it would be....

I'll go for my rebound,

Flak Jacket.

Ok, I'm getting REAL LAME here. But BITE ME. I'm in a dilemma. Well... not so much in a dilemma. Its not like I'm choosing between them. I know I'll never get Juliet. I'm just whining coz I like that shit so much. But oh well. Flak Jacket will have to do for me now. Until mAYBe when I start getting my ass to work and earning my own....maybe maybe. Ok... gonna go take a nap. I might just bring Flak Jacket home today. =D till then...

Bitter Cold Within

2009-03-28T05:24:00.001+11:00

Well well, I think my blog is getting a little lonely these days. I hardly update, maybe because there isnt anything really interesting thats been happening to me. I guess as we age, we have less excitement, less drama, less.... everything. When everything is just set in place, being "stable" and all... In other words, mundane. Not that I'm complaining, really. Dont get me wrong. What I enjoy most now is quality time. Whether it be with myself or a few close mates. Maybe it is now, that I learn to enjoy life for what it is.

I'm back to reminding myself that... Nothing lasts forever. Everything ends, eventually. And it reminds me everyday that I need to appreciate all of the things and people around me before it all disappears. But the tricky part to that, is knowing when to let go. Knowing that I should never hold on to things to tightly. And I was saying earlier, that I need to appreciate things and yet learn to not hold on to it? Sounds like some tricky mind-fucking puzzle doesnt it?

Anyways, if I havent mentioned already, well then I'll mention it again. I go to the gym twice in a week n pay 40AUD for 30minutes of "torture" each session. I still dont fully understand how people LOVE to pay money to be "tortured". But like I said before, its 2009 and its time for a change. I'm gonna start stepping out of the comfort zone and I'm gonna try new things. Even if its just a small change. But with every small step, it slowly makes a difference in the end. I miss the times, back in school where we were all so active in sports and all. I would love to get back into sports, just for the fun of it. Doubt I can take anything competitive anymore. haha.

So its a Friday night, and everyone back home was in Zouk for uncle Fono's gig. I could only imagine myself being there. It breaks me everytime to miss his set, because no matter how great the lineups are for an event,the best nights are always with the best company, my "family". And its times like these, that I miss them even more. I hope you guys enjoyed the set on my behalf. It would be at least another 8 gigs or so that I will miss this entire year. I dread the distance, sometimes. Oh well...thats life anyways.

Random thought of the day.... when people say or do something nice to/for you, is it because they did it out of courtesy/obligation or is it really from the heart?

You are still a whisper on my lips
A feelin' at my fingertips
That's pullin' at my skin

Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Without you
Without you

Dirty Vegas - Days Go By

Is It Cold Where You Are

2009-03-14T00:50:00.000+11:00

I was bored and did this personality test from one of the sites taken from some facebook notes. And this was my answer....

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

I think... some are quite spot on.. and some are just.... I dont know. Not sure if its right or wrong hehehe.

Baby Get Shaky After School

2009-03-07T20:12:00.003+11:00

There was an earthquake last night in Melbourne. A 4.6 on the Richter scale. Nothing too dangerous but it surely wasnt mild. Buttt.....fortunately or... unfortunately, I didnt feel anything. We were out of the city, in Ikea buying some furniture. Must have been too busy to feel anything. hmm, would have been nice to be a part of history. Or at least I could say that I've felt an earthquake before. Oh bummer...

Here... if you want to read more about it....

http://www.news.com.au/heraldsun/story/0,21985,25150188-661,00.html

I tear through the walls for you..
It’s you only you, no other...
and though it may seem I’m not with you,
but I’m here...and I wonder....

Wind closes in, there’s a storm above..
Leaves fly away, it’s my love.
Reach and I grab I can’t let you go.
Hand slips away it’s so cold..

Majai - Phoria

And stir within me every source of love.

2009-03-05T04:48:00.003+11:00

I'm currently blank... and have been feeling abit blank for awhile now. Cant seem to get my head around things. I feel like I'm walking on a frozen lake, in the middle of winter. It's all frozen solid, you feel safe but yet, at the same time at the back of your head, you keep thinking that its gonna crack. But you still choose to walk on it anyways. And then.... now what?

We're all designers one way or another. Everything begins with a line.

Sometimes, with just a simple stroke or splatter is all it takes to create something beautiful.

Sometimes, beauty needs no words, explanations or conversations.

Finding your major, is like finding a purpose in life.

Finding a passion ,is like finding yourself.

Far other dreams my erring soul employ,
Far other raptures, of unholy joy:
When at the close of each sad, sorrowing day,
Fancy restores what vengeance snatch'd away,
Then conscience sleeps, and leaving nature free,
All my loose soul unbounded springs to thee.
Oh curs'd, dear horrors of all-conscious night!

Eloisa to Abelard by Alexander Pope

Saturday, wait. Sunday Always Comes Too Late

2009-02-12T03:04:00.002+11:00

It is strange, but I found myself doing something out of the ordinary...and by that, I meant out of my comfort zone, something that I wouldnt find myself doing. I went to Mist, Bangsar with now housemate, Tracy Too Too and her bunch of friends.

It started out a tad bit awkward as I havent met some of the guys and the girls, I've only met them less than 3 times ever. And then the drinks came in.....

The night started off with House music, pumping some beats into my veins, getting me all in the mood. Slowly, they started changing it over to R&B... which, I dont understand why, but it just makes me drink more than usual. This explains all the drunk, passout times back in Maison.heh, but yeah....back to the topic...Alcohol brings everyone together. Yes it does.

By the 5th jugs of beer or so..... I guess it was suffice to say, that I was getting comfortable. =D

And everyone loves me.

Makes me a little freaked out sometimes, so many people popping into my safety circle and all... but, its all good. They seem like nice people and they dont really want to rape me.haha

But well... all in all... it was surprisingly fun, to hang out with people that I hardly know. For once, I actually enjoyed myself without being bias. Thanks guys, for making my night, and I know I gave a few people a little more work to do...sorry bout that. It was a really nice night.

Then it was dinner with the Sound System... Its really hard to get them all together. Even after being back here for 2 months, I hardly ever got to see Smalls and Shannie. They're all busy working women now. It was only when Jocelyn got back, and with the... 2weeks-only-back-home power, everyone made it for dinner, which I guess I should be proud off. haha

Dinner was at Porto Romano, which I recommended. I like that place. Good food, nice environment. Just the way I like it. Also, indirectly we are celebrating 10 years of our friendship. And because of that, they took the advantage to super camwhore.

Being "creative" taking pictures with our makeshift tripod, which was 2 ashtrays and an empty glass, all stacked up. We had people coming up to us offering help to take our group photo, because we probably looked too idiotic. But, I'd say... as shameless as we all are, taking pictures with ashtrays and glasses for tripods, made it all more fun.

I know I never give a proper smile much. But.. hahaha thats the way you all love me. So when I do actually smile properly, you guys would appreciate it better. haha.. Ok, I'm just crapping here, trying to waste some time and keep my blog alive. Oh well.. thats all for now. Its Thursday now... 6 days away from my departure....

Sometimes.... you wish that people would know how you feel without having you say anything. Times that you wish, they would know how important they are to you....hmm..random thoughts...

Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday wednesday break my heart
Thursday doesn't even start
It's friday i'm in love

The Cure - Friday I'm In Love

Let Me Know Is Your Heart Still Beating

2009-02-06T16:20:00.000+11:00

Her green plastic watering can
For her fake chinese rubber plant
In fake plastic earth.
That she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber plants
Just to get rid of itself.
And it wears her out, it wears her out
It wears her out, it wears her out.

Arghhh crap, damn Radiohead songs are killing me. Think I may have overindulged in them at this point. I'm having mixed feelings at the moment. Its the 6th today, and I have less than 2 weeks before leaving back to Melbourne. I guess in terms of achieving what I wanted to do, then yeah I have pretty much done everything on the list. Road trip to Melaka, a short trip to Penang, Genting...all done. I guess, by coming home this holiday, I've learnt quite abit and I can say now that... I'm ready to let it all go and move on to a new life in Melbourne. Think its about time I start thinking about myself and do something for myself. I need a stronger purpose in life.*takes deep breathe* Ok, I'm a soldier now, ready to fight!

Sigh.. Im missing out on a really nice event happening tomoro in Melb. Alex MORPH, Kyau & Albert, Thrillseekers and Solarstone! Maybe I should have booked an earlier flight back grrr....Well anyways, I'm just trying to make the best out of the last week that I have here. After that, I need to get my head focused on my work. blehhh. No more chilling around, wasting time. 2009 resolution..? hmm...Aight... time to turn to some rock songs. Still taking that break from Trance. =)

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Snow Patrol - Run

I Am Damaged At Best

2009-01-27T16:31:00.005+11:00

I remember now, why I loved my solitary lifestyle back then. Its the pain of losing the things that are close to you or people that are dear to you. You sit there quietly watching time slowly take away everything, watch it all drift away from you. Its that pain that I, up till now, cant seem to accept. Why are people so difficult to depend on? The probability of things changing is so complex, the risks are so high...The winning pot may be beautiful but the losing end, is so unbearable. But its a choice, it was MY choice. Maybe I made a mistake, am I paying for it now?

I know, routine changes, habit evolves. It may have been insignificant to me when I was back here because I dont see the big difference,because I was part of that change as well. Have I become invisible?.... or has it always been that way? I'm struggling not to think this way, not to be selfish. I still want to call this place home. I want to feel happy coming back here, to the familiar smell, the familiar faces, familiar sights and sounds. I cant keep coming back here and feel that I'm losing bit by bit of everything that I've ever known.

I'm a person of extreme low self-esteem. I know, I need alot to feel good enough. I know I tried alot to be good enough. I wish it would be enough. And if that is not, then I dont know what else to be. I cant slip back into the dark state of mind, shine me a path, please? Trust me, I dont want to sit here curled in a freaking corner. I DO want to get back up on my feet, I just need somewhere to start. Give me the doors, and I will give you my decision.....

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hangin' on to the words you say
You said that I will, will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

Lifehouse - Broken

My Love It Had So Many Empty Spaces

2009-01-21T07:27:00.000+11:00

I feel certain emotions at the time when I need it the least. Right now, I feel like withdrawing myself from people. Its complicated and I dont really know how to put into words what I feel. There is this whole battle going on in my head about my decisions, about who I am and so much more. People all around me, makes a difference to me, friends enrich my life. But yet I cant seem to shake off this fear that I have towards them. All of these battles are making me weary. I'm really reallllyyyy tired of all these shit, thats probably the big motivation to just fuck off, get out of here and travel around. There has been NOTHING permanent in my life so far.. so why should I be the permanent one?

I realized that I cannot keep anything too close to me. The only way I can be normal and casual is that I keep everyone at bay. No one enters the inner circle. That way, people can come and go as they like, and I wont feel the pinch. Sounds safe I guess...? Its been awhile since I last felt the way I do now. Maybe its something about coming back home and going through the same old routine. Maybe its just about me not being able to accept changes around me. I need to find a way to deal with this. I need to be a variable in life. I need to change. I dont mean to be an emotional retard here right now, but it has really been awhile, so give me a damn break. I'm so annoyed at myself feeling this way, its not even funny. It always starts from a small matter and one thing leads to another. I'm sitting down right here feeling fucked. But you know....theres always time and space to stop and take time to think things through, turn around and leave it all behind. Think....2009...I will think about doing something for myself instead.. of worrying about other things. If you want to make a change, always start from yourself, right? I'll try to see that through. thats all for now... just needed to let it out =)

Where Do You Turn, When You Can't Buy It

2008-12-21T00:40:00.001+11:00

Wokay... its time for the post mortem of the recent Singapore trip. More like annual trip. First and foremost, I need to say that.. this is my 3rd year, traveling down south for Zoukout. Based on the past 2 years, it gets better every year. I was hoping the same could be said, for this year. Furthermore it was Above & Beyond. My ultimate favourite DJs. Well.. I'll tell u later on, what my verdict is.hehe.

Alright! first up, we began....from the night before? The Penang gang came down to KL a night before which was, Friday. Hung out around Pyramid, had Korean BBQ for dinner, and then to Sid's Pub, for Snake Bite! I think I might have had a LITTLE too much, swallowed the foam at the end, and threw up half of my last pint. Went back home, and continued a little bit more. Woke up the next day with a bloody hang over coz I forgot to drink water before falling asleep. Rendavous point was at Centrepoint McDonalds, for breakfast. I had...Porridge...yuck. And so, by 10.30am, we were off!

Arrived, late evening,checked in, forced myself for a 15mins power nap, dress up, rushed, stressed and carls jr. But, all is good, the moment we entered! The attendance of the night, was incredible. This years event was amazing just by having the company by itself!!

Melbourne picture! of all the people that are and have been to Melb! =) Of course, we're missing out the usual few goats...Wish u were here, guys.

Oh, our 1 year anniversary! Time flies. I reckon I lost weight compared to last year...haha err.. cant say the same for the one next to me tho. hehehehe =p

Our FiRst Zoukout! No.52345345 Sharp photo. This one in particular, is a cooool photo.Good job, squirrel!

Ms. Dubai. Who... SADLY missed A&B by half an hour! hahaha.

Raining Trio! We're still missing you, Slinky! You're always with us. Sorry bout the..slightly evil expression.hehehe

The 2 who made my night..... Jono and Tony... We miss you, Paavo! Guess, no one needs to guess how I felt that night now, right? In short, no words could express how I felt. Song after song, it was like a big tidal wave, hitting me, one after another. Breath taking! And not to mention, I was close to tears AGAIN. Up till now, if anyone asks me what I thought about the night, all I can do is let out this... sigh.. with a big smile. Thats what you call, a satisfying smile! =)

On Monday evening, as we bid our goodbyes to our very nice neighbouring country, we travelled back to Melaka, for dinner! Satay celup!

It was good! albeit my stomach not being in the best conditions. Another memorable trip to wrap up this year. Maybe its because more than half the entourage this year were the same from last years. It kinda makes everyone feel so....i dont know... bonded? Its like everything we did, we think about what happened exactly a year ago, and we wished everyone happy anniversary. Ahh ok... I dont know what I'm mumbling about here, all I wanna say is that, its been a good year all in all, I guess. With the new friends and all. Well... thats gonna go into the next post. A reflection post. =) till then.....

What can you believe in now
With no love to follow?
Now that you have lost yourself
Oh, can anything help you now?

Just let your fears go
You might find your way back home
Let your fears go
You might find that you’re not lost

Sunlounger feat Zara - Lost

The Night Is Young

2008-12-09T20:25:00.008+11:00

Its been 5 months since I first left KL for Melbourne. And in that months, I've seen and I feel, I've done quite alot. Which explains why time flies by so quickly. I'm gonna take this moment to recall what I've done and seen over the past months. WARNING!! If you are on quota, I suggest that you are sure you have enough.hehe.

SO.... In the first WEEK that I arrived in Melbourne, I visited this place called Bubbles.

Obviously, something very out of the ordinary for me. It was not too bad, just no my kinda thing. =)

Then the good news came. In August, they were gonna start trance nights on a weekly basis.

It was called Infinity and it was held at Queens Bridge Hotel (QBH) and I have no idea...if its really a hotel or not.hahaha. Well, anyways, our joy was short-lived. It closed down after just 4 short weeks, due to fights that led to 2 deaths. Oh well.. it was good while it lasted.

We also had several visitors coming over to Melbourne both for work and leisure. First one came in a form of...an old man who is... young at heart.hehehe Uncle Fono.. Cant recall if I took pictures =p (sorry kor!)

The came miss Ng, who swapped flights with other ppl to come visit me. Chapel Street is EviL, no?

Then it was shannie's 21st bday dinner. I think people who lives in the suburb has alot of friends... maybe the further you stay the more friends you'll have. Frankston's quite far right? ehehehe

And then after her dinner, we went for drinks at this bar that closes late, little did I know, shannie cooked up a lil plan for me. I was surprised and touched. Thank you people!

Not too long after that, Eugene the Lamer came over as well, for 2 weeks. In that 2 weeks, there was alcohol almost every single day.

It was also to celebrate all 3 of our birthdays. September babies yo!

We celebrated at Seven, and I was never so FuCKed, in my LIFE! Really drank my brains out.

During the same time, we went on a road trip as well. To Mt. Dandenong! Stopped by midway to check out the tulips, as they say, during that time, flowers would be nicely bloomed. Well, the girls got pretty excited bout it. But flowers, are just flowers.Oh well...

And up to the peak we went...beautiful scenery...good weather...

Group picture....

Oct 4th 2008, Godskitchen!

We survived Godskitchen! If i'm not mistaken, we were there for 9 hours. Event ended at 7am and we walked 15minutes or so to the nearest train station. That was the hardest 15 minutes of my LIFE! at 7 Degress wearing shorts and polo shirt. We are the champions!

After Godskitchen, there were no events left and we were back at Seven on bored, quiet weekends.

this one, was for Melbourne Cup. Theme night, something like that. Should have seen me in a suit! hehehe..hmm... there is another event....Halloween... which I choose not to post it up,coz every idiot has had a good laugh at it! no no... moving along.....

And then November came. We had MORE visitors!

3 little monkeys came for Global Gathering, 22 November 2008

We went on another road trip. this time. Phillip Island. Also added to this trip is another visitor from NEWCASTLE. So we had, 2 Williams, A squirrel and a Panda.

That was all good fun. And with the end of that trip, it was also time for me to go home. So yes. I'm home. I have been for a week. hehe. So yeah.. that was a very long way of saying that I'm back. I'm missing the good old Malaysian FOOD. So lets go EAT! =)

Delusion in Both Worlds

2008-11-13T06:02:00.001+11:00

My internet quota burst and my speed was capped... therefore using the internet was pretty much a pain in the ass, so... dont blame me for all the updates being wayy behind. I seem to have alot that I want to say... but lets just get over one thing at a time. I know I'm like... close to 2 weeks late on this.. but hey, better late than never?

So.. here's my dedication to a buddy of mine......William "WUSSY THE PUSSY" Loh...

To my "attractive" friend who is... not

....always so "attractive"

BUTtt still have alot of "flies" because he is the "shit"

Maybe its you being a guy, that I cant seem to have anything nice to say about you.hahahaha. OR maybe its something about you being like half a girl that makes me feel like I should be saying nice things. But fact is still fact, and saying it would sound really gay. But I'll just jot down some stuff and try to minimize the gay part.

For the 3 years of friendship that we've had, for all the hundreds of crazy things we've done in that duration, for the thousands of memories that we've created and for the million more days or months or even years [if life allows] to come, every birthday and yearly celebrations serves as a moment to reflect and remember all the small things and milestones that we've all been through. And this year, I'd like to take it slow for a moment and thank these 3 years for they have been truly great. In 22 years of my life, and in all honestly, I've never felt the significant change a person has onto me. Therefore, for all the lessons, the trust, the advices and new directions sparked during this course of collision, I'm here to thank you personally and this post is as much of a celebration of your life and as obvious as it is, a sign of gratitude from me, acknowledging all that you've done for me, directly or indirectly. SO.......

while you may not be superman..or... the GOd of all things...and you do not benefit me, material wise....I'm QUITE happy with you.. just being who you are....[except for being late...procrastinate...being a woman......blablabla =D]

Happy [belated] 23rd birthday, my friend....

One third of Raining Trio, you WILL get your celebration from us one way or another..... when we see you. haha

Hey There, Little Squirrel!

2008-10-30T13:56:00.006+11:00

*clears throat* Okay..Pong chu...well.. Happy 23rd birthday!!(aiks...23 only..? feels alot older). kekeke. Anyways, just wanna explain how amazing it is, that we got close in a short period of time. Like you said...(and as gay as it sounds) FATE BROUGHT US ALL TOGETHER....

And I know all these pictures are from you anyways...But an entire post on you is just..abit too boring la huh..?? ahaha... So you can ignore the pictures and read the words, while...other people...........uh.. can read n see....WHAT A WONDERFUL person you are...heh =p

what can I say bout you...? Since its you're birthday I'll control myself from insulting you.hahaha. Ok.. um.. you're a very interesting companion.

You.....make our days more exciting. Your nonsense gives us things we dont really expect everyday...(or at least not me). Not to mention your daily cats n dogs fight with keekee.

your love for the camera.haha. See now, we have truckloads of pictures. I think I have more pictures with you than with alot of other people that I've known for years.hahaha

Your constant reminder that we need to look...SHARP! I STILL can k!

And you're also a piece of the puzzle in the family. Dont run away from us, coz we're your PILLARS!!

Hope you'll have a great birthday....wish I was there to be a part of the celebration. But its ok... I'll be seeing you VERY soon. =) Till then, you be good and take care of yourself.

Another day turns into night

2008-10-27T01:07:00.002+11:00

So...I finally handed in my Major Project proposal on Friday and...70% of the weight were off my shoulders. I have a lil bit of time before continuing on my next assignment. Need to get more sleep. I have been having a mild insomnia...probably due to the lack of sleep while I was rushing for that assignment. In 40 hours, I've only slept for about 2 hours, no kidding. But I think the record was higher, back in LUCT days. And because I'm stayin awake for so many hours, its making my mind wonder again. Its like an animal that broke out of a cage. Its crazzzzyyy! Well anyways, had some.....retail therapy today. haha. Ok, I'm not shopping because I'm emo. The exchange rate dropped! What a great time to be buying all the things that I've wanted now! Still looking for my Kevin Lyons, hoping to spot somewhere that gives a good price, and ASAP!

Ok.. moving on to something else... I've recently downloaded this set. One of the sets of Armada Night, by Markus Schulz. Oh my, its WoNDEFUL! And if anyone is interested, I'm in the mood to share. The file is not too big so...Cliky here

And the tracklist for it is....

Markus Schulz

01. Markus Schulz - The New World (Remix)
02. Evgeny Bardyuzha - Bali (Remix)
03. Sia - Buttons (Markus Schulz Return To Coldharbour Dub)
04. Ali Wilson - Shakedown
05. 4 Strings - Take Me Away (Re-Ward Dub Mix)
06. Albert Vorne - Formenetera What (Gareth Emery Remix / Markus Schulz Big Room Reconstruction)
07. Rank 1 - Airwave (Remix)
08. Timmy & Tommy - Full Tiltin (Joint Operations Centre Remix)
09. Derelict - Rescue Me (Markus Schulz Big Room Reconstruction)
10. Gareth Emery vs. Delerium - This is Silence (Black Army Mashup)
11. Offer Nissim Featuring Maya - For Your Love (Sied Van Riel Remix / Markus Schulz Rework)
12. Arnej - They Always Come Back
13. Mark Knight & Funkagenda - Arena (MK's Very Clubby Mix)
14. Eurythmics vs. Ronski Speed - Space Dreams (Markus Schulz Mashup)

I hope u enjoyed it as much as I did. Those who know me well would probably know why I gave this set Extra points. =)

Edit: Sorry guysss... for those who did download from that link earlier, its the wrong file. That was for Armin's set instead. THiS ONE HERE is the the Markus Schulz set.haha sorrryyyy!!

Since I've uploaded the Armin's set instead... here's the tracklist for his set

Armin van Buuren

01. Armin Van Buuren Featuring Jaren - Unforgivable (First State Smooth Remix)
02. Mr. Sam Featuring Claud9 - Cygnes
03. ID
04. ID (Duderstadt)
05. Wippenberg - Chakalaka
06. ID
07. Ilya Soloviev & Paul Miller - Lover Summer (Orjan Nilsen Remix)
08. Sunlounger & Zara - Lost (Dance Version)
09. Kyau & Albert - Hide & Seek (Club Mix)
10. Stoneface & Terminal - Blueprint (Club Mix)
11. Jochen Miller vs. Armin Van Buuren Featuring Sharon Den Adel - In and Out of Connection (Armin Van Buuren Mashup)
12. Samara - Verano (Fast Distance Remix)
13. Giuseppe Ottaviani Featuring Stephan Pickup - No More Alone
14. Thomas Bronzwaer - Certitude
..::::: Interview with Markus Schulz :::::..
15. Armin Van Buuren Featuring Audrey Gallagher - Hold On To Me (John O'Callaghan Remix)
16. Tokugawas Drums vs. Quillroader - Mayan Sun (Josh Henriquez & Raver Remix)
17. Art of Trance - Madagascar (Richard Durand Remix)
18. Ferry Corsten vs. Prodigy - Smack My Radio Crash (Armin van Buuren Mashup)
19. 8 Wonders - The Return
20. Paul Van Dyk & Starkillers & Austin Leeds Featuring Ashley Tomberlin - New York City (Super8 & Tab Remix)
21. Lange Featuring Sarah Howells - Out of the Sky (Kyau & Albert Remix)

Take me away
A million miles away from here
Take me away
Find a place for you and me
You're taking me higher
High as I could be
Take me away
Forever you and me
Take me away

Tears I cried
Kept them all inside
I needed time
To make up my mind
[To make up my mind]

4 Strings - Take Me Away

Anticipation

2008-10-17T00:32:00.001+11:00

I was looking through photo albums last night while taking my "break" from assignments, and you know what?........ I freaking miss the attic gang!

Yeap, I'm openly admitting it now. I dont normally feel like I miss anything back home, but this time.... I do feel like goin home.

I wanna go home to the people that layan my "Bunny dance"

DRINKKKKKKK~~~!

To...people that do stupid things in public

to TAG and LAPSAP!!!!

Bergila with the pong chu and the pose of the month.... more like pose of the century la.. been months already still doing it!!

Willie the pussy and Sneaky the panda....

To people that layan... just about...any damn thing!

Mandatory shoe pictures,

and you.....the cupboard of troubles. hahaha. ok just kidding. But u got damn long life ok, msg me while I'm typing this. Prolonging both our miseries. hahaha ok.kidding again. Dont merajuk.I know you miss me. Argh.. ok gang! I'll see u all in a few short months!!

shit... been going back to listening to stuff that does not have vocals.... cant think of a paragraph to rip from. hehh.... hmmmmm

ok got one....

Broken whispers open doors
Empty hallways, bedroom floor
You saw me through
Some crazy times
I lost my soul
But you always catch your mïnd

That's how I know that

You never gonna lose your own way
Your own way
You never gonna lose your own way
Your own way

First state feat. Elliot Johns - Your own way

When You Could Give So Much More

2008-10-13T02:35:00.003+11:00

Woot! I've finally gotten my present!!!

Its called Melbourne Dunk!. Been waiting for it for awhile, ever since Andrew poisoned me sometime last month. Just picked it up today, all the way from Chadstone. All that traveling is worth it! as they still had this last piece of that size. Ok, let me tell you the miraculous story of my dunk and me. I arrived at the mall at around 1 something in the afternoon, entered the shop and asked for the shoe. The dude asked for my size and I said "7 or 7.5". He said he had one last 7.5 left. As I was trying it on, he was telling me that actually, that pair has been booked, by someone else, but he was late to return to the shop so he gave it to me instead! There were only 3 pairs of shoes left in then, the 7.5, 10.5 and 11. I couldnt even be bothered about thinking twice. All the way there, and the shoe fits, PAY! Furthermore, the exchange rate has gone down abit, so that makes the shoe even more worth it! I'm so happy now, I cant take it off to go to bed.

So, there you go. As requested by Panda neekee. Dont bomb my house. I've blogged bout it.

hehe

LOVING IT!!!!

Its really comfortable. REALLY!!! And the bluesss... its got this spell on me. LOVE IT! =) Never been more happy with a purchase I think? I mean, not that I dont love my other shoes, but this is love at first....try.kekeke. Alright ppl, hope you enjoyed...looking at my shoes as much...or half as much as I love putting it on. hehehe. Nights!

If The Naked Eye Wont See

2008-10-06T05:16:00.003+11:00

The city feels clean this time of night
Just empty streets and me walking home
To clear my head
I know it came as no surprise
I'm affected more than I had guessed
By what was said

If this loves not meant to be
If a hearts not ready to open
If the naked eye won't see
It's broken.

It's that quiet time before the dawn
And I'm half past making sense of it
Was I wrong?
Should I think to give it all
In a world where not much ever seems
To last long.

If this loves not meant to be
If a hearts not ready to open
If we make it i won't see
How it's broken.

Late Night Alumni - Empty Streets

Trance songs have a way of making me feel more depressed sometIMes, thanks to the crazy lyrics, planting thoughts in my head... just like today.I decided to walk home today,at 12am. During those times, trams take an awful long time to arrive at the stop. It sure was a long and not to mention quiet walk. 40minutes.Empty Streets, a perfect song to accompany me, while my head rummages through old memories and all the "What ifs".Got me thinking abit...I wont deny those thoughts did bring me down a little, but I guess, sometimes being able to feel this way, reassures me that I'm human. Sometimes I go through the days with no emotion, its like the days have gone to waste as I'm not feeling anything, I'm not feeling life. What is life, if there is no pain huh?

And then I arrived home, downloaded Grey's Anatomy and there was this bit about memory lost from an accident. And I was just thinking about....well,life and death. And I was checking out my calender and I realized its the 6th today. Its been 6 months since Andrew had passed, times flies huh? As compared to where you are, Andrew, I'm still here, I'm still the same. it just got me thinking, if I have lived my life. If I have contributed anything to life...If I have made amends and said what I wanted to say just in case it would be too late? Or should I even be keeping all those until the "time is right"? Should I be actually doing it all the time to avoid "unfinished business"? Should I be making an effort to leave behind the pride and shame and wear my emotions on my sleeve? Are the walls that I've built around me too high? Ultimately.. Does my existence mean anything? I can start a wholeee 4563456345page book bout questions on life and my purpose and why and how and all that crap... but that is gonna be insane, and it probably would never be published until...maybe the day I die. So, lets just leave it as it is. Daylight savings has started. I am now 3 hours ahead from home, in case anyone is interested to know. Its 5.10am here now and I cant sleep. Switchfoot's "on fire" no longer does the job. I need an alternative.

In every day I live through

2008-10-01T22:57:00.001+10:00

Warning: MIGHT be abit heavy on Pictures....depends on how you see it.hehe

WOot! I'm back again. Alrightey... updates for this week. Road trip to Mt. Dandenong...among other things. Where should I start.... erm... ok Thursday, was the arrival of a visitor from home! Mr. Eugene (lamer) arrived, but I didnt get to see him then coz, we went to the Royal Melbourne Show and was too tired by the time we got back to the city. So.. Friday, we went to Se7en, because thats the one thing that the lamer missed and thats probably his main reason to come all the way back here. I guess in some ways, it was also to have a celebration for all the September babies. We had 2 bottles, but the party didnt end there. The bottles finished pretty quickly. I guess everyone was in the mood to drink, trying to get us September babies down. I managed to dodge a few, and the bottles finished before I felt much. For some, it ended pretty early, but for me... it was like a hungry dog who have not seen food in a million years. Easier said.... what I did, was suicidal. I took memory lost and "kereta terbalik" to a whole new level. RIGHT! moving along! Sat was spent recuperating at home, as I was so hung over, it was beyond hung over....o.O

SUNDAY! we all woke up early... and by early I mean 8am! met up at Slinky's place, where we all were set to gather. The attendance of the day was...Slinky,Nat, Ivan, Cinvin, Eugene, Tracy, Vincent, Jinyin, Matt and myself. 5,hopped on into a poWaRh-fuLL rented car and the other 5 in Matt's car and off we went on our journey. The trip took us... about an hour plus. Our first stop was.... the Tulip farm. I dont think I've ever seen so many freaking flowers in one place, in my life! Well, I have to admit, it was quite pretty.

There were some weird sculptures, among all the flowers. Seriously like thorn among the roses kinda thing.

When you see lonely sculptures stoning in the middle of the fields,keep them company!

After the flowers got boring, and it started reminding me of my assignment, we decided to move on. All the FUNGRY fellas, were eager to have food, any later and we might just eat up those pretty flowers. Supposed to have Miss Marples, or something like that, but it was SUPER FULL HOUSE. We all cant wait so we had Flippin Pancakes instead. Therefore... my lunch was.. pancakes -____-" its alright. Better than nothing. When we were done rejuvenating ourselves, we continued our journey up to the peak. And the view... Fooohh... nothing short of amazing. =)

From up there, we can see almost the whole of Victoria. We could see the city.. which is REALLY SMALL, surrounded by this giant area of suburbs. Pretty cool.

And.. it was a nice and sunny afternoon, so those camwhores did what most white ppl would do when they see sun... Lie on the grass.

I on the other hand... walked around by myself for awhile to see if there was anything interesting to make it into the photo album. Which turns out.... not really. mehh...

Shoe of the day, my NB! its enjoying the view too. =) The rest of the photos will be up in my Flickr album, when I have the time to edit it, and when I have the quota to upload. Currently I'm downloading a massive file that is 14gb or so. Pheww... its been 4days, and i'm still not done! Aight.. till the next time...or next outing....

I'm falling backwards
Nothing matters when you're far away
I need to feel you on my skin
I'm falling backwards
All I have to hold is empty space
I'll be standing still until you're mine again
Falling backwards
Take me in

George Acosta feat. Aruna - Falling Backwards

I’ll be waiting, Till the sky falls down

2008-09-22T20:27:00.001+10:00

whoops... looks like im slacking behind on blogging again. Well anyways, I did go up to St. Kilda beach last weekend and took some pictures. Not much, as the wind was REALLLYYY crazy and it was a nice and relaxing time I guess, So..it was mostly chillout =).

Lazy to link it up here, the rest of the pictures are in the flickr album. Will update more when I have the time to travel to somewhere else. Didnt go anywhere this recent weekend, coz.....we were all drinking at my place. Some people woke up too hung over to leave the house, hahaha, and its not even his birthday. LOLOLOL! aight... next time folks!

Oh, btw... its Nat's birthday today!! Happy 23rd Nat.... gosh, you're old. hohoho. Just kiddddinngggg. They're all over at my place now, making Nasi Lemak for dinner. I'm too lazy to do anything. =D WE LOVE YOU NAAAAATTTT!!!!

You came on Cupid's wings And then you flew away

2008-09-13T13:17:00.002+10:00

Warning A severe weather warning is current for locally damaging winds. 0.0

What a great greeting message in the morning. Nevertheless, the temperature was at about 21 degrees, and sunny. So me and Slinky took the opportunity to go out for a walk with our 50mm. I just realized that my pictures are in a backwards order. So the pictures at the top here are towards the end of the day, and the ones further down at the bottom are at the start of the day...too lazy to rearrange them. hehe.

These fingers belong to a rather clumsy person. Guess who....no points given for that. Easy peasy..

A great time and place to be enjoying a nice chilled beer.

at the rooftop of a building.

A jeanswear shop, that uses a pair of jeans..as the signboard. Interesting. Sends the msg loud and clear.

And so, the sun went away...and it was time to bugggerrr off. Had dinner and then it was back to my place, for a little house session. Attendance was greater than expected. Now most of the monkeys are still here. Going off to St. Kilda beach soon. More pictures to come from today's outing, I hope. Till then...BUgggeerrrr offfff!!

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.

Sarah McLachlan - Fallen (Gabriel & Dresden Remix)

Morning don't bring light

2008-09-10T01:07:00.000+10:00

I'm actually not joking about the title. Morning here.. is all gloomy and shit. So, yeah, pretty suitable come to think of it. =) Besides bitching bout the weather half the time, I'm gonna be all happy clappy now coz, I'm in the mood to update bout some new editions in my apartment. Firstly, I ordered the Anjunabeats jacket bout 2 weeks ago, has FINALLY ARRIVED!!!

this is what you call early preparation. I will PROUDLY wear it on Global Gathering.

And, today, we popped by JB Hi-Fi for awhile. And somehow I cant seem to pull myself away from that place without holding a yellow plastic bag. So, this time, I couldnt resist buying the Armin Only 2006. I know its a little old, but sometimes, old songs are great, when you get bored of the new ones. So,these things never really die off anyways.

But the best thing around the apartment now is the arrival of the 5.1 logitech speakers. But um, me being too greedy bought it without thinking whether my lappy could take it or not. Which, turns out... it couldn't. Or at least I dont think it could. Need to upgrade my sound card. But all is not wasted, I wired 3 of the speakers to the TV, so now my lappy n TV are kinda like.. sharing the speakers. So what I did was...this

if you can see it.. its just sitting on the arm rest of my sofa. Thats the rear 2 speakers andddd

Thats the other 3 speakers in the front. Oh thats Armin Only 2006 thats playing there. Right timing even, check out the lasers. hehe. Now I can watch my Armin Only with mucccchh better sound quality *grin*. Ahh.. I love my new home now, which isnt really healthy for me sometimes. I'd rather choose to stay home than to go out. Saves money, dont you think? =D

Alrights... moving along now... =) good night people

Memories
Emotions that we share
Teardrops
Signing my face

How could it end this way
Don't leave me, love me
Just a little bit longer

Armin Van Buuren feat. Susana - Shivers

When You Change Your Mind

2008-09-05T15:06:00.003+10:00

Nothing much to update about. I have just been keeping my anticipations up for Above & Beyond, in November! Cant wait too see them again. Their tunes practically runs through my veins, its in my head, its a part of my daily life. Above&Beyond is my new GOD. And now that I finally have Internet again... wait.. CRAZY ASS download speed internet, I'm back to having trance everyday. Making it a point to download at least a new track every day to keep up. Furthermore there is Trance event here now every week to feed our hungry appetite. I am sooo fueled up with Trance right now, I could burst up in flames. Just about as exciting as getting a new pair of shoes.hahaha. *ahem* ok sorry... syok sendiri.

Anyways, Anjunabeats Vol.6 is out now. Gonna wait till maybe next week or something before buying em. I'm afraid that my credit card will blow...or worse, my parents harassing me bout all my online purchases. Other than that.... I also showed my love and now I'm spreading em.

For those who have not voted, go VOTE!!!! Right.. thats all. Just felt like spreading my love for trance abit.

Today's moment in vocal trance.....

You and I can fly,
Babe we can be so high,
If you just let go,
But you're too busy keeping ,
two feets on the ground,
And keeping one hand on the door.

Sunlounger Feat. Kyler England - Change Your Mind

They Always Come Back

2008-09-01T20:23:00.003+10:00

Warning: This post MAY contain heavy contents. Quota check is adviced.

This is for Su Ann, and everyone else back home who wants to see what my lil place looks like.

A little section of my room... its a long, seemed useless lil corridor with a small window at the end. Decided to put up a table to do my work. So, that is my very long table. =)

Erk.. ok, cant see much but this is the main area of my room, where, I sleep....on the floor. The cupboard doors are sliding mirrors. Feels kinda weird to see yourself sleep...or wake up seeing yourself. It is NOT kinky.

This is the view from my balcony. haha.Ok that day there was this cool rainbow so I just had to take a picture of it.

These are the views from my balcony. All city, all building.... nothing very interesting.

This is....my living room. I have a 2 seater sofa, which is that black thingy on the left of the picture and on the right side, is my 32 inch LCD TV YO!...ok lame.But I have a nice TV with no DVD player. I was playing all my DVDs on my lappy. hehe. Thank God I finally got my DVD player...TODAY. Misery is over. Time for some good entertainment.

And here.... we have.. my toilet. Its pretty neat. All of the stuff in there is built in. Except the heater in the middle there, and my towel... and floor mat. =)

This is my kitchen and bar top. I have no dining table, as I didnt think I'd need one. Erk.. its a lil messy, I know. Some things are hard to change.hehe. Okay, so thats all about my apartment. I reckon I'd need a shoe rack hmm?*grins*

Anyways, yesterday, as we all know it was the Independence day. So, there was this Fiesta Malaysia going on at Federation Square. Went there with Slinky, Nat, Tracy and Vincent to check it out. Ivan and Cinvin joined later on.

yeah well, there were some REALLY MALAYSIAN thing going on there, people playing traditional games and stuff...there was a stage and ppl are singing and also performing...martial arts I think. Anyways, we were hungry and it started to rain, so we went off to have some indian food. A wHOLe day dedicated to Malaysian stuff.

After good food, we went walking around and snapping pictures.

Trams... a big part of my daily life now. No more having the leisure of driving myself around. But its cool tho, the public transportation is pretty efficient.

Krispy Kreme... while waiting for the girls to be done with their shopping. Which they took... an HOUR AND A HALF!!!. Ok... end of post. I hope that didnt hurt your quota too much.haha. ok,Thank you for listening.

Today's moment in trance....

I wouldn't call it time well spent
Repeating to myself again
Find comfort in an endless stream of moments
I don't even care, about the way I feel today
Because it changes anyway
Something will make me cry or smile
Another picture on my pile

Tiesto - Close to you

But this comes close, I’ll have you know It’s just a matter of time

2008-08-29T16:07:00.003+10:00

Okay.... I have a confession to make.... I....

Bought

ANother

pair of....S h O e s

I got this.... Puma, Tommie Smith.

This is my AirMax 90 vivid blues.....which I bought....no more than 3 weeks before the Tommie Smith. Sighh...I am guilty! NO more looking at shoes for at least a month!!!

Anyways... since I'm still very much in that mood where I'm soooOooO in love with my shoes, I shall share with your a little story about the shoe. It is the 40th anniversary of the 1968 Olympics in Mexico where Tommie Smith, the 200m winner raised his fist up to represent black poverty. Which, he was after that banned from the Olympics. That's the shoe's story...

My story is um... one Tuesday morning, I overslept, and missed my 9am class. I couldnt be bothered to go for the second class because....I wasnt in the mood for a boring lecture about business proposals. So, I met Slinky, Nat, Ivan and Cinvin for lunch instead. After lunch, I bought some DVDs and a house phone. So now you can call me at home. Oh wait.. not yet. I forgot to buy the batteries for it. -____-". ANYWAYSSS.... after all that we went to Melbourne Central coz Nat needed to get something for a friend and... I should say... we accidentally stumbled into this shoe shop.... and I saw that lil Tommie Smith sitting on the rack... and then the shop lady asked if I wanted to try it on... So I said "yes, size 7 please" In some ways kinda hoping that they wouldnt have it, so that I could just walk away without having to think about it. and.. what do u know... they freaking have the size!! And.. I put it on... and it fits... and its nice... and its comfortable.. and I didnt wanna take it off... So I took it home with me. the end....

Which I now am so glad that my parents doesnt read my blog. Or they'll kill me.

And I might make funny looking faces like that when they give me shit. ehheeh Alrights... Enough.. This post is pretty long now.... I needed to explain myself, about that crazy compulsive splurging. So, please forgive me. =)

and for a minute in your life to appreciate VOCAL TRANCE! Today's pick is.....

But it ain’t over ’till it’s over
But I won’t be made a fool
‘Cause leaving me the way you did was just so unforgivable

Armin Van Buuren feat. Jaren - Unforgivable

thankyouverymuch!

What did you learn, what was it worth?

2008-08-26T02:19:00.002+10:00

*yawns*.... Now that I have my internet running, I dont have anything to update about... I dont have a compact camera that I carry around. And... there hasnt been much going on around here anyways. Heh.... so...umm... the weather is getting better, aint so cold now, signs of the end of winter and the coming of spring! yay..

Anyways... its Slinky's bday right now. Everyone gathered at my place for BAK KUT TEH and Nat made some lil cupcakes. Oh.. what a good dinner..ugh. I need to get pictures from everyone!! K.. so.... thats all that I can say for now.... system is shutting down anyways. Class at 9 till 4 tomoro =( byebye....

OH wait.. since I managed to work my hard disk.... shall scout for a picture of my fellow raining trio.

K, here goes, Slinky... Happy Birthday. Its been a good ol.....3 years plus since we were frst introduced. It was the start of my Limkokwing days, introduced by Jocelyn, coz you STALK her blog..[hehe, kidding] and bla bla bla... we can go on to write up a history how we met, and how Raining Trio came about, but shall not waste the "netspace" and get on with my shit. So...I'd have to say, I've enjoyed all the times. From, our first Penang trip.....

To all the clubbing times, Lapsap, Zoukout....You have been such a prominent figure to my nightlife, Every MUSIC event, I just need to turn around to look for you, and William.

To all the other Penang trips, that just gets increasingly more interesting everytime!

Its probably coz, you dont care bout going CrAzzzyyy and you make people feel comfortable to let loose and go crazy too....which...is fun...

Its just cool that I can do all kinds of stupid things... and the best part is not that you dont say anything bout it... but you join me instead. ahahahah.... Like I said... your plug's alil loose, and its infectious... hahah but....You're a great friend, no joke. So.... I hope you enjoyed the dinner....cupcakes and all andddd.... umm... have a great birthday la, basically.. I have class from 9-4 later so...wont be around to layan you in the day. But if you feel like drinking at night...which you SHOULD... lets GO! a round of drinks on me. come come...Lim Ah!! haha. k.. I should go to sleep now. Nights..

All I Wanted, Was To Get To You

2008-08-11T19:15:00.004+10:00

I bought new shoes! I bought new shoes! I've got a little bit of time now to get online, so I shall announce that I finally got myself a pair of airmax. If I could get the Misha, would have been better, but they ran outta size. Sigh... its always difficult for me. Well anyways, right now, I'm super happy with my new pickup and... I'm still wearing it around the house. Been wearing it since I brought it back..which was about..2 hours ago. hahaha.

Anyways... havent got anything much to say actually. Olympics has been quite entertaining. I'm still learning how to cook. I really cant cook up a meal to survive, I'm telling you. I need a chef housemate. ok... gtg. End of show update. =)

I've Been Fooling Myself, Too Long

2008-07-30T17:48:00.001+10:00

The weather these past couple of days have been really crazy. Its RAINING... like really pouring. Apparently its not supposed to rain that heavy. I wonder if its me. The last time I went to Perth, it Haled... and apparently it doesnt hale there too.. hmm. Ok.. not gonna think about it.

Anyways...I was dreaming, a few nights back. I dreamed that.. the WHOLE attic gang was at my Melb apartment. Everyone was busy talking, making alot of noise, as the usual. William and Andrew carrying the mahjong table, discussing where to put. Yinyi n Neekee arguing as usual, about which room to put the luggages. Everyone was just walking up and down the house! I couldnt really see them as I was in my room sleeping, and then as I was about to go out and check out the commotion,.....I woke up...and everyone disappeared. the house...still quiet just like it was, before I dozed off. I guess I miss the gang. Sigh.. see, never get too close to people, or you'll miss them , when they're not around you. Maybe I should have just stayed at home all the time, like how I used to do. Then maybe being at home alone now wouldnt be so....hmm... quiet.

Well anyways, I've started to have homework already. Should be starting to get a little more occupied in the next couple of weeks. Classes here are only on Tuesdays, Wednesdays and Thursdays. Which means I get to play more than I work.hahah For now. And I only have 13 weeks of classes. So I'd be done...sometimes in late October or early November. Then I'm gonna FREAKING PARTY UNTIL DEC.hahaha woot! Alrightey then... gonna go look for someone to accompany me for a bite. hungrrryyyy~~ so... laters!

Do You Find Solace In The Sun

2008-07-26T17:03:00.006+10:00

Hello folks, greetings from the land down under. Currently I do not have any internet connection at my place, I have to steal them from friend's house or... from college. Its abit pitiful, yes. But only for another 2 weeks.Anyways... Right now, I'm in the suburbs. Hawthorn to be exact. Staying over here with Huishan n Pearly for the weekend coz all the people in the city went for the ski trip at falls creek. The suburbs' pretty nice actually... much more quiet and peaceful. Hmm how's Melbourne so far..? I find it nice, I like it. Well, except for the depressing weather. Everyday its super cloudy and it rains. Sun only comes up once in awhile, where blue skies come along too. WHich is......once in a week? Any longer and I might forget what blue skies look like. Never really appreciate the sun back home.Now we all long for it.

Moving along... FOOD! oh, food's good. but the portion...well it still needs a lil getting used to. I'm gonna be fat by the end of the year. No joke. Theres food everywhere and its nice. Unless of course, my lazy bug gets the better of me, then I would just stay at home like how I always do.

Andd... my apartment. So far, its been furnished 90% already. Got the sofa, tv rack, bar stools study table, washing machine and heater. Im still missing a coffee table for me to eat while watching tv.OH, I have a bean bag too. That thing super rocks. Anddd.... I have to walk everywhere over here. Unlike back home where I drive all over the place. Which is good, coz.... I get to workout much much more than when I'm back home.... which MAYBE could lower my chances of getting fat by....um.....30%?? hahah. Hopefully

So, all in all, this place is beautiful. But u know, its always abit empty without the people that matters to share all of these with me.Oh well....I think thats good enough of an update! haha considering that I'm rushing through this post coz I'm supposed to be getting ready to go for dinner now. =) Take care ppl at home... or whoever that reads this. Come visit me in Melb!!!! byebye

To Empty Places On My Own

2008-07-14T15:42:00.004+10:00

Ahoy mateys.... I'm home now at the apartment, and it feels as though I have not been here in a million years. Its just 2 weeks actually. hehe. So much packing to do right now, I'm so bored of it. I need to pack not only my things for Melb, but I need to pack all of my stuff from the apartment as well, as I will be moving back to my parents place. argh... I'm gonna miss this lil fortress of mine. My good ol hideout. So maybe I shouldnt come home in December huh? no place to stay.ehheeh. Well anyways, I suppose the reality that I AM LEAVING IN A FEW DAYS has finally started to sink in. Buts it like I'm trying to ignore it without realising it. So therefore, I R confused. Maybe its because I dont really have anything thats here for me anyways. Theres nothing that I really want to do before leaving All these, doing all the things before leaving and meeting people before leaving is making me feel as though I'm never coming back or something. hahah Chill out people! Its only gonna be about 4-5 months or so!

ANYWAAAYYSSSS..... I've got a new pick up. heheh. This time its no Nike. I got myself a pair of NB

M574 woven. lovin it now. NB's getting my attention. They have some really nice designs and colorways. not good not good. Bad for the pocket.haha. alrightey then, Guess this shall be all for now. My next post couLD be coming all the way from down south! =)

Tell Me What Does It Take, To Breathe It Into You

2008-07-03T18:57:00.001+10:00

greeetingssss~~ This is a field report. The site is Bukit Mertajam, Penang. Well well, plane landed at about 11.40am yesterday, and right after that went straight into BM town for lunch, which is YAM RICE!! and, kuay kak for dinner. Its like my trip COULD end right after dinner, as those 2 are on the highest of my list...But, theres still loads of other food to go for. k k.. moving on. Yes, after dinner, William brought me out to meet the abangs over at the island. And you should know whats the agenda.....but noo... i wasnt down.ehhehehe managed to survive. Be smart....just kiddingggg. Please dont use this against me.Well, anyways. thats all the updates of penang...from penang for now. I hope Sunday never comes. till then, byebye

What If I Lose My Way, Run Right Into You

2008-07-02T05:45:00.003+10:00

Helloooo world! this is my first post blogging from my brand new lappy! Finally it has arrived. Been waiting for this for over a week. I'm absolutely excited. I feel like I dont wanna sleep and just spend my time exploring my new love. eheheh. Too bad, I need to pack my bags and WASH the DISHES! coz I'll be leaving for Penang later in the morning. I dont have time to sleep! but I just gotta post this, cant help it... to happy.hehehe. Ok guys... will update more later. Gotta get back to packing and washing the dishes. Adiosss~~!!

When Good Things Go Wrong

2008-06-26T15:23:00.002+10:00

When you wake up feeling blue or the wrong side of the bed, it is absolutely pErfeCt that you get stuff like these n your mailbox. At least you know, you might not be in such a bad situation afterall. =) Read on ppl!

AHhAHHAHah!!! a little BDSM gone really wrong there

kinky 33-year old....

Guy with no experience of his balls ability to shrink and expand.....

HAHAHAHAHHA!!! thank you yinyi.... this is good shit. I like British newspaper too...

I'm Walking On The Edge!

2008-06-24T15:36:00.001+10:00

Friday 20th June

Wooot woot~~!! Last weekend was seriously a POWER weekend. Friday night, nope, not at Loft, but at Maison for Alex M.O.R.P.H. It was seriously weIrD to have a trance event outside of Zouk, and furthermore, in Maison. But it was all GOOD! His set was surprisingly melodic and euphoric! Which is, the best kind of set for me.

Attendance of the night, Neekee,Yinyi, Nat, William, Jean, Chak, Ben, Bernard,Joel and Kchong. Later on, Mark and friends joined our table as well.

Its been so long since we had a trance night ANYWHERE! so the moment I heard those beats, doesnt even matter what song was playing, I was already hyped up!

yeah, we love trance.... thats our new mascot.....so "CUTE" right....?

They got a picture with the Man of the night. Dont be fooled, he looks normal here, but he's um... kinda heavy on the weight side...hehe...

The view from where we were standing. I think the management should go check up on the pillars supporting that balcony, coz everyone was jumping up and down, it did feel like it was gonna drop. But even if it did!!!, I wouldnt care! I would have died happy anyways. The music was SOOOOO getting to me.... I was close to tears!

seee.... stresss, I couldnt take it. He played, mind circus, SATELLITE!....Walk the edge...zOmg!

I cant get over the night man!

when the night is good, I dont need no alcohol. Natural high is the way to go...........but I drank anyways, and Neekee drove my car back in the end...hehe....*shy*

hahahahahah!! Kchong.....y so serious....?

see, yeah.... natural high. Did I mention that I lost my voice? Like real bad. ahhaah

This is what Walk the edge did to me....

and this was what the man was doing, he was really walking the edge... but I hope that the console didnt crack.hehehe. Thank you Alex MORPH!!!

Saturday 21st June

The following night, was Lapsap at Loft. this is some back to back good shit.

Attendance of the night, yinyi[again], neekee, smalls, dazed, andrew,jeehoe and techdroid. Dont wanna count William, Kchong and Seng in... coz they were at Velvet most of the time. ish....

Mr.Stoner....hohoho can u see which world he's in???

Mr. Drunkard Heng Seng Leng.... who happens to be the casualty of the night.

*shrugs* It was a good night!

Great weekend, great company! Thats the recipe for a Super Weekend!

This is a sense of things to come

2008-06-19T20:02:00.001+10:00

oopppp! I'm late to update again!. Ah well... im not around the computer much these days,so cant really help it there. Anywayss....lets just get to the chase. Last Friday night was spent in Loft for TAG. Thats because I was having the TAG vibe the whole damn week prior to it and I felt that I needed to go. Plus also Jue came down to KL. So took her along.

turns out....that night pretty much sucked. The music was up and down and weird. I hope that no one would kill me, because I made so much noise bout goin and it didnt turn out good.

I tried to have fun by drinking and jumping around to whATever beat anyways....might have helped a little. The monkeys, Jue, Yinyi, Andrew and William went down to Terrace Bar for some Long Island...and they didnt call me! oh well... there were some long island upstairs as well. Dazed was drilling me with the drinks as I had promised him, that if he goes with me, I will drink whatever he asked me to without resisting. So I did.....

the smoke inside Loft that night was INSANE! its almost equivalent to a mini forest fire! not to mention that the number of people has drastically increased over time. Its so packed now.

So,every once in awhile, we had to go downstairs to take a breather, rest our feet and all, check out some cars.....models that came out of it...wooosh...haha

ahh, there they are. I thought they would have wondered over to Velvet to party, but instead, they were at Loft as well... DANCING ON SOFA TOPS! their table was just infront of ours. You could smack their asses if you wanted to....except, they had bodyguards and bouncers watching over them.... pfffttt....and they had champagne! =(

this monkey is happily shopping in Bangkok now....

yeah....we had nothing else better to do but to camwhore..... See...its always when Yinyi is around that we camwhore, no? hahahaha well, we were kinda bored la... taking pictures seemed like a nice thing to do, then.

wooot, the mandatory group picture.hahaha not of the people, but of the shoes. Guess which one's mine....? I dont wear my nice new ones to the club...cant risk it being stomped on by others. =) alright now, end of outing update...

Now... for updates on me...its finally the end of the semester, and I'm about to graduate from Limkokwing soon. In... about a week to be exact.And, I'm swamped with all these things like renewing my passport, updating on the stupid flight schedule that seems to be changing from time to time....PACKING! omg...packing is.... annoying... and all that crap. Cant I just go and...abra-cadebra all my things over? hahaha. So lazy to do all the packing shit. Well.. all I can say is that... I'm a wee bit confused right now. I'm all mixed up in the emotions side. Cant really grab a hold on what I'm really feeling. I AM excited to go, dont get me wrong. I've been waiting for this for 3 years. Its finally time. But, at the same time,I feel like its hard to leave as well. Must be the fear of getting out of my comfort zone. Oh well... its that... "im about to leave" emo phase isnt it? it'll be over soon enough.Maybe when I'm there and when I'm used to being there then I can be comfortable and maybe even not come home.hehehe. Just Kidding.. I need the food here. ah well.. ok i think thats enough for now.... end of update! byebye

You’re An Open Invitation To A Heartache

2008-06-09T06:09:00.001+10:00

Walking contradiction? I think I'm in that zone right now. You know the feeling.....when something triggers you to be happy, and yet at the same time, when reality sets in,that very same thing becomes a downer? When your emotions jumps from being able to crack a smile on your face to striking a panic moment? I'm sorta feeling that right now. And all of that is making me all mind fucked.... but the best part is that, I'm doing it to myself. Not anyone else. I know, this is not the first time its happening. I always kill myself with all those thoughts. But this is just strange. Its different. Maybe I feel that its different because I havent had much emotions in the past..... 2 years or so? I havent had to think much about the things that I'm doing or what kind of situation that I got myself into. Maybe I forgot how to handle all of that. Too used to being on auto-pilot, perhaps.

Who is to decide whats right and whats wrong for me? There are too many factors and too many variables, I cant do the math. Someone please, light the way for me? I'm ready to get out of the hole now. At least just....guide me to the doors, and the decisions, I will make them myself.

I think I must have gotten up from the wrong side of the bed.... been feeling all shITty the whole damn day....Shall go back to that bed and tomorrow, would be a better day. Nights.

TAG! Friday I'm In LOFT!

2008-05-27T16:51:00.000+10:00

Last Friday was spent at Loft for TAG. It was a last minute unexpected trip, as I wasnt in the mood for clubbing. But EVERYONE was going, and if I didnt go, I would have been bored outta my mind. Well.. I guess the company was great.

Komodos and the donation box. We're kind souls.

With Yinyi around... we kinda... camwhored. haha.

Andrew was SOOO in the mOOOood~

licky licky

Half way thru the night, I caught on the mood. Not giving a shit, I just jumped the night away, and from all the jumping.. u know la.. I got a LITTLE thirsty, and there were no other drinks besides margaritas and long island......

Not to mention, the last 3 songs of the night were SUPERB! WHAT a closing. I was a happy person =) I hope the other times that I would go to TAG, it would be as good or BETTER than that. 230508, awesome! Thank you guys!

Out of The Blue

2008-05-27T06:59:00.003+10:00

This is wayyyy overdue. But fuckk itttt. So you all have read it all from other blogs, newspapers, online news...whatever. So I aint gonna waste everyone's time, yours and mine included to write up about Freedom at PD. What I can tell you is that, I enjoyed every bit of it, despite certain lil things and... uh... certain hours of my days that I've lost. Maybe you'll understand it later on....

DAY 1
Ferry Corsten...

Our tent that comes with 2 crates of beer and 2 cartons of smokes.

Su Ann, who came back from Canada for holiday, but didnt even spend one whole full good day with her family, she rushed down to PD to party with us!

I think that was my first outdoor event with these 2 monkeys....

Our.... looking SHARP picture to prove that....cameras CAN lie.....sometimes.

..............this really is not what it really seems.

THE MORNING AFTER

this was the morning after.....I dont look quite as normal, do I? A little color-less I must say.....

DAY 2
Cosmic Gate

My Dahling loves me... I know.But she loved the Heineken more that night. >.<

The after party at our penthouse, didnt work out for me on both nights as I was wayyy too drained out.... The party itself was a real work out! Good times, good times, Good company. Thank you all.... who made it happen... Thank you to those.... who were there on the first night. I owe you guys. =)

Anjunabeats 100!

2008-05-25T17:03:00.002+10:00

I am now a proud owner of the Anjunabeats 100 album! woot woot! Thanks to Jee Hoe, who help me got it from HMV Singapore! oooh love~~ And also the GOOD news for ME, is that Above & Beyond would not be coming to Malaysia on the 8th of November for Global Gathering anymore, INSTEAD~~~ It might be in Singapore, for ZOUKOUT BAYBEH~~!!!!! ZOUKOUT!!!! *takes deep breath* calm down calm down. There hasnt been any official news just yet. So dont hope TOO much. But I'm excited just listening to the rumours! haahha.. alrights. Thats all for now. Just had to mention that I have the album now. hehe. Over and out!

Red In Russia

2008-05-23T17:26:00.000+10:00

This is a season for doubles. Its been 9 years since the treble. Nevermind that we lost the FA cup. We did the best that we could.. and we got the best out of it.

There are no words to describe the kind of emotion that was running throught us Manchester fans that night. I myself, was constantly on the verge of pulling out my hair all the way, until the last penalty save by Van Der Sar. Nothing else was better than that. But we were all mostly speechless. Oh the joy, the glory! Red Devils....will always run in my blood. Thank you, to all the heavenly forces up there. Thanks for the penalty in the EPL and thanks for the slip up, during the penalty shoot out.

Championnneeeeeeeee

2008-05-15T07:07:00.000+10:00

Its finally the end of the season... and guess WHATTT?!?!?! hahaha okok needless to say, Manchester United are the CHAMPIONS AGAIN! I knew they would have defended their title well. Its been a good season overall.

Its been over 11 years.... I've never been more proud to be a Man Utd fan. Woot woot~~! Anyways... Its also been a hectic weekend. Coming back from PD and straight for mother's day dinner and straight to the Man Utd game... I've got alot to update... but.. nows not the time. so this shall be all =) aaaaddddioooss!

Komodo Bbq!

2008-05-06T18:52:00.001+10:00

Over the weekend, the Komodo Ninja had a barbecue session at one of the member's house in Shah Alam. It was also to celebrate anoThEr member's birthday. Happy Birthday again Nangsat!

There was SOOOOOO much food, I aint kidding you, can feed the whole kampung ok!

They started the fire around 5.30pm and it only stopped at bout 4ish am. Thats almost 12 hours of bbq!

And the best part..... the food didnt even finish. There were like... bout 50 people there that night. The only thing that kept running out was the beers. We finished 7crates, if i'm not mistaken. MADNESS!

Thats actually a pretty ugly picture of the 3 of us.hahaha.

Everyone there pretty much just layan themselves

Chilling outside the house. Some were skateboarding,

Some had a ride on the scooter.

Some played ping pong. Thats me there! Against Eugene and the 2 ladies in black are my cheerleaders.hehe.

The heat from the bbq pit was too hot for me, I decided to sit across at a neighbour's house to feel some fresh air. And thats me.... being really "healthy"

There were lots of camera's around that night. MOSTLY were canon! yup yup. All in the family.

Oh... and MORE pong.... Thats Andrew or freakass and Nangsat. That was a game of lefty versus righty.

Basically the night just went on that way.... cook, eat, sit, drink, walk around, pong,skate, scooter, talk cock, pong again, eat, drink, walk around.... u know the drill. LAter on, when people started leaving, we proceed into the house as the aircond was on, tried to finish up the spaghetti sauce and Sityin suggested that we camwhore using my DLSR! I thought it was a crazy idea. My camera is freaking heavy k.... and I was so afraid that it will drop.

Turns out... it wasnt TOO Bad! hahahaah altho I need to work on my facial expression... coz I was concentrating too much on holding up the camera, my face chow tut. This picture above, was the best result so far. The rest... cannot make it. hahaha

As the usual, I'm always the one getting bullied.

AND THATS ME REFUSING a drink. ok... I didnt want it. But it sure looks as if I had both my hands on the can. But Its not.... look closely... One's trying to feed me and one's trying to move it away. I'm innocent. ehheeh. This is proof k... that I can refuse drinks.hmmm.... But maybe I should have had more.. because by the end of the night, I had a massive headache. If I had more.. it probably wouldnt have hurt. But oh well, it was quite a massive party and it was good. Even for me who didnt know half the people there. Komodos, you rock!

The Sweeping Insensitivity of This, Still Life

2008-05-03T07:27:00.001+10:00

I'm in the mood for lyrics..... so here goes.

When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
One more son
If you can hold on
If you can hold on, hold on
I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
You know, you know - no you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I wanna mean it from the back of my broken hand

Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me

It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game

Everyone's looking at me
I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game
So beautiful, beautiful...

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

And with that, I shall go to bed and hope that tomorrow, would be a better day.

In The Wars

2008-05-01T07:46:00.003+10:00

So this is it. It is down to Manchester United against Chelsea for the Champions League cup.

Just got the news that Chelsea beat Liverpool with 4-3 aggregate

See you at Moscow, blues. I wished I was there at the stadium when Manchester Won yesterday. The atmosphere was MAD, fans holding up red and white cards that made up the word "BELIEVE" and "68" "99" the 2 years that Manchester won the UEFA cup. WE CAN DO IT AGAIN!!! CMON DEVILS!

I Wouldnt Change A Thing Now That You're Here

2008-04-21T02:43:00.005+10:00

Recently, I have been hanging out with this bunch of people who are crazy about shoes. They're called Komodo Ninjas, if you've never heard of them, well you might be able to catch them on TV as they just did a short 5 mins thingy about their crazy collection. Anyways, my point here is that, they have managed to poison my mind, [Racun as they call it] to buy shoes. And that was what I did. I bought 2 shoes from Showroom at Times Square. I havent got the picture here with me, its in my camera...and my camera is not with me. ANyways.... the problem now here is that...I'm still not satisfied yet, and its only been over a week after I bought those 2 pairs of shoes. Now i'm still targeting this other shoe, and I am so frustrated because I'm SO CLOSE to getting it but yet it still sits far away from being MINE. 1 size, separates us. I'm a size 7 and the only size left in the shop is a size 8!!!! ARGhhh!!!! Please someone, anyone who has connections with sHOes people, help me out here! I'm suffering, omg... its too painful to look at it. I really want to take it home, Was SO desperate, I was about to take that only pair left home, but its just too big.

Oh, my darling... I promise I'll look real hard for you, I will not rest until I take you home with me or until I get a reasonable answer for sure. Ok la, I think I've gone abit nuts. Sigh....STOP RACUN-ING ME KOMODOS!!!!

Its A Small Crime, And I've Got No Excuse

2008-04-15T07:15:00.001+10:00

If you're a person that is half blind, walking around aimlessly in a big city by yourself, then someone comes along and offers to guide you, would you take the offer? Take the offer of a seemingly kind gesture in this world full of deceit?Would you have anything to lose? Do you think that person is sincere, do you think they're out to play a prank on you? Would you dare to risk it all, for a slight hope of a new direction? What if.....?

My Memory Is All Around

2008-04-09T05:12:00.003+10:00

8th April 2008. Everyone had to choose this date to do their thing. Its a day of mixed emotions for me. Why? k... no 1, Andrew was cremated that morning. no2, my mum's birthday. no3, Afiq is leaving for Ireland, and I have no freaking idea when he will be coming back. I seriously hope, its not 4 years later like he said. Sad, happy, Sad.... seriously.... some mind fuckin day.

Its 3am now and I cant cant sleep, but I'm not awake either. Need to finish up my assignment, which is due later in the afternoon. 6000 words proposal, and my brain is not moving. Been looking blankly at the word document since 12ish a.m and now i only have....950words. Wehhhh... I'm fucked. Sigh... ok, I'm talking nonsense now btw. Need to stimulate my brain abit. Doesnt seem to be working yet. Maybe i'll go on talking more shit for awhile.... let see..... peppermint lamb was good. I didnt finish it. Now i'm half hanging, not too sure if i'm hungry or not. Maybe i'm just greedy. I asked William if he thinks that I'm hungry. He said he's not connected to my stomach. He's coughing alot, which I thought had interrupted my wireless connection with my stomach. That was random.....and I'm still blank. Not the best time to be thinking about mARketing fucking strategy.... &#^!$!!#@#. Ok, sorry to whoever that reads this. I might have just wasted say....5 minutes of your life. 10 is you're a slow reader. 2 if you're a pretty fast reader. hahaha. ok... byebye

Move Along Now

2008-04-08T16:10:00.003+10:00

I just saw you for the last time today. Its kinda hard to believe that you're no longer here. Its like something that doesnt fit. Its weird...strange. It was heart wrenching to watch your boys cry. I wished I knew you better. Oh well....guess this is goodbye.

Bye mini-me... although you're not mini anymore. I'll remember you.

Broken Lights On The Freeway

2008-04-07T16:38:00.003+10:00

I was supposed to go see you last tuesday. I waited for friends, because I felt weird going to the hospital by myself. Tuesday didnt happen, I waited for Wednesday. Nothing still. It went on until. Saturday. I was worried that I dont have the time. That I needed to go before it was too late. Its not being negative. I just felt the need to. But Saturday came, and I waited again. Some tells me that visitors were not allowed in after 10pm. It was 9 plus. I figured, it was too late. I said "nevermind, tomorrow I'll definitely go".

Sunday morning I got a message. You have left us. I bite my own tongue, preventing myself from cursing. I knew I shouldnt have waited. I SHOULDNT have waited. But all that regret is a little too late now. Being at your house was awkward. I cant really explain why. Your friends made a video in memory of you, it was a great video of all the pictures you've taken with them. Simple, yet it means so much. You have great friends. The pastor said, good people leave early. And I guess, in that sense, I would really agree with him. You're a good kid. Rest in peace now.

In memory of Andrew Yap

18/12/1988 - 6/4/2008

Hey Baby!

2008-03-20T19:20:00.003+11:00

This is my four hundred and fourty forth post. haha. 444. This number haunts me, coz it follows me everywhere. Especially when I'm driving. Be it night or day, most of the time when I look at the clock, it is 4.44. So lets ignore all the superstitious bullcrap and make this a happy one. FOr those who didnt get this forwarded mail from me... or some other people, well, this is for you then. For me, I just wanna post this here coz its just too funny to remain in the mailbox.hehe

HAhahahAH. ok. I hope you liked that. I really wonder where they get the idea for that. Maybe some stupid idiots really did things like that. hahaha. ok. Have fun. I'm outta here.

Only Your Desire To Set Me Free

2008-03-17T06:39:00.003+11:00

Got caught up in my own thoughts today. I think the whole storyline for my video has gotten into me again. Everything I thought about in the recent few days was about choices and consequences. Choices determines your destiny and it is what makes a person who they are today. Some choices does not solely affects the person who made the decision but affects others around them as well. It could change someone’s lives, hurt people or help people. Those are the things that are applicable in this life. In this life that we are all living in, the life that we can remember. As a Buddhist, We, I believe in karma and reincarnation. So, I cant help but wonder what have I done so bad in the past lives that lead up to where I am today, in this life, in this body. And with that, I also cant help but think about how irrelevant it is to be punished in your next life or in this life, when you dont know what you have done wrong. Because if I dont know my mistakes, I cant fix them, I cant be sorry for it. SO why..?

Life is a journey and choices at crossroads are maps. But why am I here? Have you ever felt the NEED to break free, desperately searching for ways to get out, but in the end, all you have is the ability to look at yourself, throw your own life out the window? Somethings cant be solved by just saying that you WANT to.

Funnies

2008-03-16T21:14:00.001+11:00

something to entertain yourselves, while reading this boring blog.

okok...thats all for now... or you'll get bored of the videos as well.hehe. Thai ppl are funny huh..?

Freedom Fest!

2008-03-13T22:40:00.004+11:00

Its finally out! The 2 days event that we all know nothing off except that it is happening in May at PD is finally out. Its called, 2 days of freedom. Heineken event. Good beer at the event. Nice. haha.

Hear the beats thumping? No? Strain your ears because the beats are coming closer! The anticipated 02 Days of Freedom will take place on 9 and 10 May at Admiral Marina, Port Dickson. DJs that need no introduction - Tiësto, Ferry Corsten and Cosmic Gate are slated to headline the festival. With two outdoor arenas, an onsite shopping village featuring bars, cafes and stalls, it’s one beach party where you can kick back and relax to some electronic dance music, or paint the beach red with some all-night dancing. If you want to win some VIP passes, visit www.heineken.com.my [1]

Tickets RM88 (presale, one day pass) RM153 (presale, two day pass). RM113 (door sale, one day pass) and available at Axcess outlets at Axcess Box Office 1 Utama, Rock Corner Midvalley, Axcess Office at Jalan Semangat and Tower Records, KLCC. For more info, call 03- 7711 5000 or visit www.axcess.com.my

Lets go? Meet you there? It is not as bad as I thought it would be. The price, I mean. Rm150 for both days. Lets just hope that we will be able to get some help...somewhere. *crosses fingers tight!*

Light up, light up,as if you have a choice

2008-02-29T03:30:00.000+11:00

Btw, I forgot to mention that college has started. Now its time to go back to busy mode. Well, I'm in the final sem of my Advance Dip. now, thankfully. Which also means that I got through the previous semester. I also need to add that I got a DISTINCTION! haha! How bout that? Its just one subject... but still!! Its a big change for me. Couldnt wait to spread the love to my parents. Now I've got the green light for a new jersey. woo hoo.

Anyways....the holiday was a tad bit too long and now I can really feel that my brain has rusted and all. Thinking of ideas wasnt as easy and smooth as it used to be. Gotta start watching all them videos now. Any good sites to recommend? I need ideas. Well.. it wont be long now,time flies by real quick when you're busy. And this semester, I figure I'm gonna be REALLY busy. Very big major project, which is my video and the graduation show, which is part of our module. After that....Melbourne, HERE I COME~~~WAIT FOR ME!!!

Local Heroes

2008-02-27T04:16:00.001+11:00

Check this out... some people are just really funny. Good on them! Good for me too, can have a good laugh.. cheap thrill

Being Grown Up, Isnt Half As Fun As Growing Up

2008-02-23T17:31:00.001+11:00

Its been MONTHS since I last went to Maison. I was without any plans for Thursday night. All I knew was that I was going to hang out with my 2 buddies, Iylia and Afiq because when the clock hits 12, its Iylia's bday. Somehow, William managed to get guestlists from Edric and so...just like that, Maison it is! Man its so different there already. The people have all completely changed, even the patrons are so different. Oh well....

This is Mr. Birthday boy... whom I made down a jug of long island before the real bashing begins. I'm sure he was still very happy holding that bottle and all....

The 2 prosperities. We both, grew together...with that I meant in size...

Lets play, spot the difference. Whats the difference between the pictures above and the pictures below? There is only ONE answer to this question, and its pretty easy if you look closely.....

Sorry...excuse the huge ass hole in my face. I'm too busy being grossed out.

There... have you figured out the difference yet? Give up? okay let me tell you..... Its the EYES! can you see how freaking small his eyes are at the end..? ahhaha dRunkard. You probably hate long island now too huh? Join the gang. woo. Happy Birthday again man. =)

I miss hanging out with you guys la... those times back in the days, those were real fun, when we had nothing much to worry about. When people were still around. All the stupid things we did for fun. Matchbook Romance's Tiger Lily.haha. I dont want to grow up! I hope we all never drift apart.

We drive tonight,
And you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
Like we've known each other forever.
The time flies by,
With the sound of your voice.
Its close to paradise,
With the end surely near.
If I could only stop the car
And hold onto you,
And never let go...
I'll never let go.
As we round the corner
To your house
You turned to me and said,
'i'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent.'
And, I want to speak these words
But I guess i'll just bite my tongue,
And accept 'someday, somehow'
As the words that we'll hang from.

And i... don't want to speak these words.
Cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.

Why does tonite, have to end?
Why don't we hit restart,
And pause it at our favorite parts.
We'll skip the goodbyes.
If I had it my way,
I'd turn the car around and runaway,
Just you and i.

And i... don't want to speak these words.
Cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.

Matchbook Romance - Tiger Lily

Everything, sounds better!

2008-02-18T23:00:00.006+11:00

Gosh, its been 10 days since Above & Beyond. I'm too slow. Lets see what I can remember. Ok, I left my house really early because Vincent needed to go to Shah Alam to pick up a friend. After that we headed over to Subang to meet up with the rest before heading down to Zouk. We needed to be there early because of someeee certainnn under aged person. Due to some complications, we chilled outside at terrace bar while waiting for Uncle to help bring her in. Met up with Yinyi and gang. Once inside, we wasted no time. Bring out all the angpow money and buy drinks.haha I spent 50 bucks, to chip in for the drinks. Eventhough I had only bout 3 mugs of beer, I'd say it was WORTH IT. Actually, I wasnt even bothered to drink.....seriously...

Attendance of the night L-R : William Wo[not Loh],Bryan Chin,Juelin, Nat, Vincent,Tracy,Mei yee and myself. Not in the picture, Slinky and Joel. They were being photographers.

This picture serves 2 very important purpose. Purpose 1, the gap in the middle is to represent WILLIAM LOH, who could not make it as well as EUGENE CHIN, that's purpose 2. haha. We had the time to remember you two....be thankful.

The night inside the club, started with Fono kor doing the warm-up. Excellent warm up,really.

At around close to 12.30, uncle had to make way for ABOVE & BEYOND!!!!. The old man on the left is Tony, and the Dorky fella on the right is Paavo. Yeah, they're happy to see us too, I'm sure. We were all standing right infront screaming our lungs out.

Yeah, see, RIGHT in front!

We were singing to Every song that we knew the lyrics to. And the tracks that night were just MAD. It was soo RocKing that Nat, cried tears of joy, 3 quarters through the set, I just sat on the floor coz I couldnt take it anymore. Its too much for my heart.Seriously.. Its THAT good. They really know the ways to my heart la. I know I know, I sound like some cheesy freak. But I really really damn Love them ok.... Plus they played all the nice songs all in a go. Really... If i had a weaker heart, I would have died of a heart attack that night. hahahaha.

Right, so after the set, with the help of Juelin's cousin, Adam Matthews, we got up to the console to meet up with Tony and Paavo.

Got our stuff signed by them. Unfortunately for me, I didnt have a CD for them to sign. =( Oh well, a picture and memories should be good enough.

Outside Zouk after it all ended. It is by far, THE BEST night I've ever attended. Of the 4 years that I've been going to Zouk, that set, won hands down. I'd say it even beat Armin's set at Zoukout. ABOVE & BEYOND!!!!! NUMERO UNO!

I light a fire in your soul

2008-02-12T05:31:00.000+11:00

Bloody Hell, Above & Beyond getting to me la. Now my playlist is filled with all those emo vocal songs. Why are these songs so sad... hmm. For those who think that trance is nothing but boring beats and senseless tunes, read the lyrics. I think they're more meaningful some other pop or rock or whatever songs

Underground or Aeroplane
Doesn't matter in the end
I know it has to be this way
You're leaving me again

So I'll write my little love song
And I'll sing it to the wind
You're out there on the road tonight
London, New York, Amsterdam

And I'm lonely here without you
Miss your breath against my skin
You love me then you leave me still I lie here
Pressing fingers, where your kisses have been
And I miss you
And I miss you
And I miss you

I know that I should be in bed
It's almost 3am
But when I close my eyes I can only see miles of headlights
Fleshing out the distance

So I'll sing my little lonely songs
It's just part of who I am
Cause I know that its been calling to you
London, New York, Amsterdam

Luminary - Amsterdam

Making promises I can't keep
Do I show empty?
Should I beg for your mercy?
Do you know I'm glad to be?

Do you hear me when I weep?
'Cause I search, I search for peace
If I should die within my sleep
So you know, hold me

Nothing but you can taste so sweet
Do I go? Are you with me?
'Cause you know I'm in too deep
'Cause you know, know me

Markus Schulz - Cause You Know

I think you lost your mind
Or did you fall asleep
Was your vision closing in
Did the light play tricks upon you
Was the window shut
As you lay on your bed
Was there someone creeping in
Did the vapours swirt around your head

And slowly, but surely
Take you away from me

How can you fall into the dark
When my arms are there to catch you
How will I ever lose my way
With your open hand to cling to
How can you fall into the dark
When my arms are there to catch you
How will I ever lose my way
With your open hand to cling to

I think I'm breaking through
I'll wake you from this sleep
One kiss surely that will do
Then the ice will melt around you

And slowly, but surely
Bringing you back to me

Ferry Corsten - Into The Dark

4.30 am I'm awake again,
singing to the dark through open eyes.
While dreaming i see only you and me
stuck between desire and compromise.

If i said i want you back i'd be a liar,
there's nothing left of us to long for any more.
But inside the ashes burns an endless fire,
and every night i can't help reaching out for more.

And i can't sleep, you're so far away from me,
and i can't sleep, and i can't sleep.

You're leaving these scars scattered round my hearth,
a road map of the places you have been.
But i can't escape, can't wash this away,
when love has burned your mark so deep within.

If i said i want you back i'd be a liar,
there's nothing left of us to long for any more.
But inside the ashes burns an endless fire,
and every night i can't help reaching out for more.
And i can't sleep, youre so far away from me,
and i can't sleep, and i can't sleep.

Above & Beyond - Cant Sleep

Did the light play tricks upon you

2008-02-12T02:47:00.000+11:00

Waaaheeyy~~! Just had to say that, ABOVE & BEYOND was totally ROCKING!!! It was by far THE BEST club night I've EVER HAD. Absolutely amazing. Now I just needed to get it off my chest. Coz I still cant get over it, and I dont have pictures to post up so I shall just update about some old overdue stuff. Penang. Penang part 2 for me.

Penang trip began on the 19th of January for me, the day after Marco V. Still all hung over, I drove up to Penang because little miss Juliana had to go home. I guess Wirriam trusts my driving enough to take his little sister home. Mind you, I've never driven so far out of KL before. No.1 Its my first time driving that kinda distance No. 2, it wasnt my car No.3, I was still a little hung over. I was a little scared, honestly.... But all was good, the journey was shorter than expected. With only one stop for petrol, we took only about 3 hours to reach Tambun, where we had dinner. So, I stayed with William's family for a week until the rest of the kambings came up for the weekend the following Friday.

The whole KL group....minus the monkey on my left. Stayed at Stella Maris again, this time we got the apartment.

And what do we all do best in Penang...? Yeah, eat eat and eat of course. First night, our dinner was at Gurney. Apparently there are some Penang virgins, so we "de-virginized" them. lol. Went over to Gurney plaza to get some food, snacks and drinks. The alcoholics in me n Jue came out and we bought ourselves a 12-pack beer. Nothing much the first night, only me, Joel and Jinyin stayed up late drinking while waiting for Jue to return from... I dont know....she went out somewhere.

DAY 2!!!

We went to town with the help of Danny-lorong and Teng Han.

Ate some CHICKEN,Cendol,noodles, rice, and other shit loads of food. Then disaster struck, halfway thru lunch I got a call from William saying my car brokedown, of course I didnt believe him. I was determined to not be fooled by him. But unfortunately, its for real. My FREAKING radiator burst in the middle of Ipoh and he got stuck there. Mixed emotions, and I lost my appetite, I was half pissed coz I JUST serviced my car the week before, confused because I couldnt believe it and I also felt really bad that my friend is stuck in Ipoh by himself. SIgh... so after food, everyone went down to Ferringi beach, I was a lil moody but it was okay.

Volleyball took my mind off the problem.... my arm hurt too much!

can you believe that the BOYS were the ones playing with the sand castle shit? This is proof. So much for your macho men.HAHAHAHAH.

The beautiful sunset on the beach. *input some slow trance song* ahhh... so emo.

At night, after dinner, William finally made it back up to Penang to join us. Plus Teng Han, Jay Jay and Samantha, Danny and Elaine. Elaine didnt stay very long tho. We bought beer. LOADS of beer, we had to go to 2 different 7-11's because we wiped out all the beer in one outlet Anchor STRONG is the shit.

The group! Dont know what happened to Derek...?

Reunited! the usual mandatory raining trio...

Ahh, it was a good trip. Of course, Penang didnt end for me the next day. While the rest of the gang headed back home, I couldnt leave just yet because my car was still stranded in Ipoh. So, I extended another week in William's house. I only got back to KL on the 2nd of February. 2 weeks in Penang. And everyone here thinks that I'm migrating over there. Take it easy ppl. its just 2 weeks. hahaha. But it was all good. I had alot of fun, despite being stuffed with vege and fruits everyday. I wake up early every morning and sleep early almost every night. I was "assistant coach" to the little kids. I got to watch a swim competition. I had no smokes or drinks while I was staying at the house. Achievement, yes? I think its a DAMN good change. haha. Thats all, folks.

4.30 a.m, I'm Awake Again..

2008-02-08T07:13:00.000+11:00

Its Finally the 8th! THEY're finally here! I'm so excited I cant stop thinking about it. They may be ranked no. 6 in the world, but they are numero uno to me! They're the reason I would not get drunk that night. haha. I didnt say I wouldnt drink. I said I wouldnt get drunk. Need to be sober to enjoy the whole night. WOoooo! MEET YOU THERE!!!

People Would Stop To Hold Their Heads

2008-02-04T01:52:00.000+11:00

Death, as we all know, cannot be reversed.How many more lives must be lost before people shed that "tidak apa" attitude? This is human lives we're talking about. Yes, I'm talking about the Slim River Bus Crash, that robbed away the life of a young girl with a bright future. This is late because I didnt have the space and time to do blog away from home. Now that I'm at home with the computer to myself, I was trying to understand the level of loss some people are feeling lately. I'm not in anyway related to her, except though friends who knew her and it really saddens me to hear about it. The 3 who perished were, 20, 21 and 23 years old. How can there be justice to that? Life is not fair... we've heard it all, but this, this is too much.I know death happens, accident happens, lives could be lost. But dont you think there have been way too many bus accidents around lately? And everytime they all say the same thing, they will investigate, they will hunt the drivers down, suspend the bus company. But thats all just plain shit talk aint it? Nothing ever changes.

I know when you're in a business you would want maximum profit without putting in much. But this is too much. There are way too many murderers on the road.Buses in bad condition, drivers are not qualified and have been breaking the rules, not just once but countless of times. Accidents happen all the time. They're called accidents when theres nothing anyone could do about it. Bus crashes are mostly the fault of the irresponsible drivers. We read it all the time in the newspaper, but no one really does or say anything about it. Then what is the point of knowing whats happening around us when we dont do anything to change it? You dont feel it when you're reading about someone else's death because you dont know what it is like to lose them until it happens to you.

I know its not as easy as, saying that you want something changed and it will happen. We dont have that kind of power. Not as a person, not even in a group of a 100 people. But if we try, as a bigger group,maybe something can be done. If there is anything that I can do, please let me know. As for now, I've signed a petition for bus crash no more. Please do drop by the page, Buscrashnomore
to read more about the Slim River Bus Crash and take your time to realize the number of lives that has been touched by not just this bus crash, but all the others in the past. Also, please do, sign the petition. CLick Here sign the petition so that the 3 lives who were unfairly robbed will not go in vain.

Thats for the serious part. Now let me rant

You bastards of a bus company and an asshole of a bus driver, if you people do not respect and treasure your own lives, please respect the whole load of passengers that you drive around. Their lives are more meaningful compared to yours. Some people have alot more in life for them, unlike yours driving a bus as a job. And even that you cant do it well. What in the hell are you good for? I think you bus drivers are doing better as a killer than as a bus driver. Kudos to you scumbags. May you suffer the kind of loss these families have lost but in 10 fold.

Crop Circles In The Carpet

2008-02-03T23:11:00.000+11:00

You know sometimes, there are things that you wished you could forget and times you wished that you could remember? Right now I dont really know which one I want to feel,but I'm kinda freaked out at the part of not remember ANYTHING for over an hour. I hope nothing bad happened. hehe. Anyways, the event was Marco V @ Zouk. I dont know who or what triggered my drinking mood. I knew very well, I didnt have dinner its not a good thing to do but when the mood is there, I cant really just ignore it now, can I? So, Yes, i got REALLY drunk, and I cant remember anything so I'll just divide the pictures into 2 sections. One that I can remember and the other I cant. Part one....

I CAN REMEMBER!

this was when Uncle did the opening. His opening RockEd, reminds me of all the times we used to have good trance music. =)

The mandatory Raining Trio picture. Say...did it rain that night?

Still can be serious.

Not there yet. It only just begun.

I think I look better when I'm making weird funny faces than when I try to look normal. hahaha

Part 2: CANT REMEMBER!

Very faint....very very faint. Check out my face... cant focus anymore

But still can do this...omg....

Fono kor!

dont remember this too...since when do I do things like that....o.0

GETTING THERE!!!

GONE! BUT I remember this.... wonder why......hehehe

Thats all for Marco V for me. I remember him coming on after uncle's set. I remember being excited, I remember being dragged to another table of Penang kia's and taking their insanely strong glass of Black, I remember drinking some more after that....I remember... not remembering anything. hahahaha! Syok sendiri... but seriously... freaky...

When Busy Streets a Mess With People

2008-02-03T05:02:00.000+11:00

I'm BacK! Now gonna catch up on lost events yeah. First up, Lap sap on 16th Jan. My, that sounds like a really long time ago. If i'm not mistaken, the theme was futuristic. Unfortunately, we were running a little late and I didnt have time to dress up for the occasion. I didnt really know what to wear anyways.

"When I grow up, I want to be just like Mr. Puah. I dont have a picture of him...hmm nvm.

It was ROCKING!! Freaking good night. Better than the first one i went for, i feel. LOVED it!

See....everyone sooo happy.

Especially me.... hmm. Beer....

The mandatory Raining Trio's Picture. Our first lap sap together.

o.0 ???

Blink a.k.a 5 feet a.k.a ah boy a.k.a Hoe Yin. phew... so many....

Happppy Nat and smiley May lurking at the back.....so scary come to think of it. eeeee.

Halfway thru, someone threw those papers.. At first it was abit dodgy, Like some kinda sign of death.... but when you dont really care, you....

stick em on your head. Like they always say, "if you cant beat them, join them!"

Actually by now I cant really remember what happened. Not that I was drunk and all. it was all good fun. But its 16th of Jan... kinda long time ago. So.. yeah. thats all from me now. WE R LAP SAP!!!!

10 feet off the ground

2008-01-21T17:15:00.000+11:00

Greetings!! from up north. I'm in Penang, yes again. Cant seem to stay away from the land of food. Will have to start considering gym when i get back. CNY coming soon somemore. Stresssss... Will update sooon bout Lapsap and Marco V when I have the time. till then. AdioSssss

Driving On The Vast Boundless Road

2008-01-11T07:26:00.000+11:00

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There can be more than one, no holdin back

This COULD be funny.hahahha.

I'm Falling Under Your Spell

2008-01-08T17:21:00.000+11:00

Hello... n WelcomE to another edition of "House of High". Held on the 31st of December 2007, it was to celebrate the death of 2007 and the birth of 2008. Not that anyone of us really cared bout the birth and death, we were just looking for a reason to get wasted. Ok...at least that was it for me. So, let me introduce to you, the elements to get high......

meet (from the left) Mr.black, Mr.Grouse, Mr.151, Mr.Johnnie, the Apple twins, the Vanilla twins and Mr.Ken

We wanted to take a Raining Trio picture....just incase William didnt turn up, we replaced him with Mr.151.hehehe

151 is GOOOOOD. GImMmme gimme more!

80% of the people who were there that night. Some came,n left.

The red lobsters. cant really see the color here but, they're the ones who gets REALLY red...especially that one sitting on the far left...

ooop... whats going on here?? hmmmmmmm

ALL the CHINS unite.

Ah..look, the real deal made it....sorry Mr.151, maybe some other time.

Some of them played some dare game, and dont worry, nothing explicit there.

Except maybe for this one....

Shannie taking in the 151 shot.

................No comments, drunkard. Very entertaining tho....VERY

Jinyin....drunk...but Eugene looked MORe drunk.

CMI....[CANNOT MAKE IT]

The morning after..... I'm too lazy to type out everything. Bottom line is that, IT WAS GREAT!! Except that I didnt get drunk. I know, I know.... you probably dont believe me... ASk them. I want round 2. Maybe I shouldnt have had that butter.... =(

To those who were there, ThanKs for making it happen. I'm sorry, if there was anything that was unsatisfying. I hope that it was as good for you as it was for me. Its my first time hosting something like that,mistakes are lessons. To Carmen, YOU SUCK for leaving so early. To William, YOU SUCK TOO for coming so late. hahaha.

Happy New Year, everybody!!!!!

You're the light that leads to harbor

2008-01-06T03:37:00.000+11:00

I have just one more event to wrap up 2007. My Penang trip. I have yet to receive all the pictures from everyone. But I guess I'll have to go with whatever I have now before its too late. ok here goes.....

Dec 27th
Road trip begins with Slinky, the driver, Nat and Derek. Had a little confusion on the road but all is good, we made it safely through the rain, run, cars, idiots and some insects. Before our bags were even dropped off at the place we were staying, we went straight for food. And where else, if its not Gurney drive, then you're not in Penang.

Roadside also want to take pictures.... sighhhhh.....

After that we checked into Stella Maris. This apartment/dorm owned by a church. We were fortunate to have a place as most of the other hotels and all were fully booked. That place also saved our pockets. Thanks to William and mama Loh. First night was pretty much indoors and quiet. The gang of Godbros came over and brought alco. We drank the whole night together with papa Loh. As most of us were tired from the ride, we slept off pretty early.

Dec 28th

We woke up in time for lunch...William brought us along with another friend, Shaun who just arrived from Singapore to Swatow(??) Lane. I had some prawn mee, mee jawa..along with little bits n pieces of everyone else's food. hehe.. you tend to get more greedy when you're there. After food, with nothing much to do, we head down to Segafredo's for beer. I guess, its never too early to drink huh? Chilled till around evening, then we went off to Bukit Tambun for SEAFOOD! It was a pretty long drive, as its further out in the mainland. Oh, we stayed over at the island btw. Yes, loads of seafood...no pictures... Then thennnn..... went back to the Island to QEII. This new..club/bar situated at the harbour.

After alco, nothing better to do, everyone became camwhores. I guess, me included. Not that I really wanted to.. but everyone was so in the mood...soo....no harm yah?

I REALLLLYY... got kissed by them.. uGh.

The mandatory Raining Trio picture. You know how hard it was to take this PRoper picture. Everyone someone poses for the camera EVERYONE wants to get in it. Good picture courtesy of miss Yinyi.

I finally made it to Penang huh? Thanks for coming out and layaning us while we were there.

Look at the alcoholic Slinky caught in action... *tsktsktsk*

Finally... this is the masterpiece of the night. Click to enlarge. In a way, its damn sick....but I like it..hahahah.

The following day, we woke up, had lunch at Gurney Plaza.Slinky and Nat had to go back early so they left. I opted to stay behind and catch the later ride home. Wanna make full use of my time in Penang. Its not everyday that I get to go up there. So I stayed with William, even managed to have the Kuih Kak that I've been craving before heading back home with Yinyi.

I think there are loads more pictures I'm missing but oh well... cant make this post too long! Summary enough.Wooo... I'm done with 2007!!!! Next, the NYE party at SuCasa. I count that as 2008.

Two Worlds Torn Apart

2008-01-04T06:27:00.000+11:00

I'm not even done with the 2007 events yet. All my unfinished business. Ok.. I'll make a quick one. Beginning with Christmas. 2007 Christmas was the first year I celebrated with my family. Every other year, its just another excuse to go out to join in some party somewhere. Destination? Genting.

Santa came in a form of a wrinkly "old" man who came to fix the computer.

why "old"? Bcoz he doesnt want to admit that he's old. The older he gets, the younger he wants to be.

Dinner was turkey, ham and sausages.

I saja gatal, took pictures with a knife at their throat... is that like..some pantang thing?

Stupid me forgot the tripod, had to use whatever available. Everyone was too hungry, no one bothered to pose for another shot, so thats the best group shot I've got.

After dinner, we went up to the peak to check out the lights, deco and all

It was SOOOO foggy, cant see much

I pumped up the Iso to 1600, and.. I forgot the shutter speed. Anyways, I just like how the back lights looked like its some kinda explosion while the subjects, me.. and bro n nephew are still not over exposed.

On the way down, we took the cable car. My sister is afraid of heights, she hugged the pole and hid her face the whole way UP and DOwN.

We came back down after the "countdown".

Had the... jello.. something like that. It was so cute. it had Snowmens and candy cane and all

mom cut the snowman's body. Everyone got emo.... because the snowman was headless... or bodyless.haha

It was pretty good. So.. yea, that was my Christmas. Boring...but ok la..... acceptable.

NEXT.... Penang trip....omg.. need to wrap up 2007 already.....so lagging.